CHAPTER XXX.

MRS. HAWORTH AND GRANNY DIXON.

About this time a change appeared in little Mrs. Haworth. Sometimes when

they sat together, Haworth found himself looking up suddenly and feeling

that her eyes were fixed upon him, and at such times she invariably met

his glance with a timid, startled expression, and released herself from

it as soon as she had the power.

She had never been so tender and lavish with her innocent caresses, but

there was continuously a tremulous watchfulness in her manner, which was

almost suggestive of fear. It was not fear of him, however. She clung to

him with all the strength of her love. At night when he returned home,

however late, he was sure of finding her waiting patiently for him, and

in the morning when he left the house he was never so early that she was

not at his service. The man began to quail before her, and grow restless

in secret, and be haunted, when he awakened in the night, by his

remembrance of her.

"She is on the lookout for something," he said to himself, fearfully.

"What have they been saying to her?"

On her part, when she sat alone, she used to try and think the matter

out, and set it straight and account for it.

"It's the strikes," she said, "as has set them agen him and made 'em

hard an' forgetful of all he's done. They'd never have spoke so if

they'd been theirselves."

She could scarcely have told what she had heard, or how the first blow

had struck home. She only knew that here and there she had heard at

first a rough jeer and then a terrible outspoken story, which, in spite

of her disbelief, filled her with dread. The man who first flung the

ill-favored story at her stopped half-way through it, the words dying on

his lips at the sight of her face.

It happened in one of her pensioners' cottages, and she rose from her

chair trembling.

"I didn't think," she said, with unconscious pathos, "as the world could

be so ignorant and wicked."

But as the ill-feeling became more violent, she met with the same story

again and again, and often with new and worse versions in forms she

could not combat. She began to be haunted by vague memories of things

she had not comprehended. A sense of pain followed her. She was afraid,

at times, to go to the cottages, lest she should be confronted with

something which would overwhelm her. Then she began to search her son's

face with a sense of finding some strangeness in it. She watched him

wistfully when he had so far forgotten her presence as to be almost

unaware of it. One night, having thrown himself upon a sofa and fallen

into a weary sleep, he suddenly started up from it to find her standing

close by him, looking down, her face pale, her locked fingers moving

nervously.

"What is it?" he exclaimed. "What ails you?"

He was startled by her falling upon her knees at his side, crying, and

laying her shaking hand upon his shoulder.

"You was having a bad dream, my dear," she said,--"a bad dream. I--I

scarcely knowed your face, Jem--it was so altered."

He sank back upon his cushions and stared at her. He knew he had been

having no bad dream. His dreams were not half so evil and bitter when he

slept as they were in these days when he wakened.

"You always had such a good face, Jem," she said, "and such a kind one.

When you was a boy----"

He stopped her almost sullenly.

"I'm not a boy now," he said. "That's put away and done with."

"No," she answered, "that's true, my dear; but you've lived an innocent

life, an'--an' never done no wrong--no more than you did when you was

one. And your face was so altered."

Her voice died away into a silence which, somehow, neither of them could

break.

It was Granny Dixon who revealed the truth in its barest form. Perhaps

no man nor woman in Broxton knew more of it than this respectable

ancient matron. Haworth and his iniquities had been the spice of her

later life. The fact that his name was being mentioned in a conversation

never escaped her; she discovered it as if by magic and invariably

commanded that the incident under discussion be repeated at the top of

the reciter's voice for her benefit, occasionally somewhat to the

confusion of the honest matron in question.

How it had happened that she had not betrayed all to Mrs. Haworth at

once was a mystery to remain unsolved. During the little woman's visits

to the cottage, Mrs. Briarley existed in a chronic condition of fear and

trembling.

"She'll be out wi' it some o' these days, mark me," she would quaver to

Janey. "An' th' Lord knows, I would na' be theer fur nowt when she

does."

But she did not do it at first. Mrs. Briarley had a secret conviction

that the fact that she did not do so was due entirely to iniquity. She

had seen her sit peering from under her brows at their guest as the

simple creature poured forth her loving praise of her son, and at such

times it was always Mrs. Briarley's province to repeat the conversation

for her benefit.

"Aye," Mrs. Dixon would comment with an evil smile, "that's him! That's

Haworth! He's a noice chap--is Haworth. _I_ know him."

Mrs. Haworth learned in time to fear her and to speak timidly in her

presence, rarely referring to the subject of her boy's benefactions.

"Only as it wouldn't be nat'ral," she said once to Mrs. Briarley, "I

should think she was set agen him."

"Eh! bless us," was Mrs. Briarley's answer. "Yo' need na moind _her_.

She's set agen ivverybody. She's th' nowtest owd piece i' Christendom."

A few days after Haworth had awakened to find his mother standing near

him, Mrs. Haworth paid a visit to the Briarleys. She took with her a

basket, which the poor of Broxton had long since learned to know. In

this case it contained stockings for the little Briarleys and a dress or

so for the baby.

When she had bestowed her gifts and seated herself, she turned to Granny

Dixon with some tremor of manner.

"I hope you're well, ma'am," she said.

Granny Dixon made no reply. She sat bent over in her chair, regarding

her for a few seconds with unblinking gaze. Then she slowly pointed with

her thin, crooked finger to the little presents.

"He sent 'em, did he?" she trumpeted forth. "Haworth?"

Mrs. Haworth quailed before her.

"Yes, ma'am," she answered, "leastways----"

Granny Dixon stopped her.

"He did nowt o' th' soart," she cried. "Tha'rt leein'!"

The little woman made an effort to rise, turned pale, and sat down

again.

"Ma'am----" she began.

Granny Dixon's eyes sparkled.

"Tha'rt leein'," she repeated. "He's th' worst chap i' England, and aw

Broxton knows it."

Her victim uttered a low cry of pain. Mrs. Briarley had left the room,

and there was no one to help her. All the hints and jeers she had heard

rushed back to her, but she struggled to stand up against them.

"It ain't true," she said. "It ain't--true."

Granny Dixon was just beginning to enjoy herself. A difference of

opinion with Mrs. Briarley, which had occurred a short time before, had

prepared her for the occasion. She knew that nothing would so much

demoralize her relative and hostess as this iniquitous outbreak.

"They've been warnin' me to keep quiet an' not tell thee," she answered,

"but I towd 'em I'd tell thee when I wur i' th' humor, an' I'm i' th'

humor now. Will Ffrench wur a devil, but _he's_ a bigger one yet. He

kep' thee away because he did na want thee to know. He set aw th' place

by th' ears. A decent woman would na cross his door-step, nor a decent

mon, fur aw his brass--afore tha coom. Th' lot as he used to ha' down

fro' Lunnon an' Manchester wur a shame to th' town. _I've_ seed

'em--women in paint an' feathers, an' men as decent lasses hide fro'. A

good un, wur he? Aye, he wur a good un, for sure."

She sat and chuckled a moment, thinking of Sararann's coming terror and

confusion. She had no objection to Haworth's moral lapses, herself, but

she meant to make the most of them while she was at it. She saw nothing

of the anguish in the face from which all the fresh, almost girlish

color had faded.

"An' yo' did na know as they wur na gentlefolk," she proclaimed again.

"Tha thowt they wur ladies an' gentlemen when tha coom in on 'em th'

fust night tha set foot i' th' house. A noice batch o' ladies they wur!

An he passed 'em off on thee! He wur sharp enow fur that, trust him.

Ladies, bless us! _I_ heard tell on it--an' so did aw Broxton!"

The wounded creature gathered all her strength to rise from her chair.

She stood pressing her hands against her heart, swaying and deadly pale.

"He has been a good son to me," she said. "A good son--an' I can't

believe it. You wouldn't yourself if--you was his mother, an' knew him

as--as I do."

She made her way to the door just as Mrs. Briarley came in. One glance

told that excellent matron that the long-dreaded calamity had arrived.

"What's she been up to?" she demanded. "Lord ha' mercy! what's she been

up to now?"

"She's been tellin' me," faltered the departing guest, "that my son's a

bad man an' a shame to me. Let me go, ma'am--for I've never heard talk

like this before--an' it's made me a bit weak an'--queer."

And she slipped past and was gone.

Mrs. Briarley's patience deserted her. A full sense of what Granny

Dixon's worst might be burst in upon her; a remembrance of her own

manifold wrongs and humiliations added itself to this sense; for the

moment, discretion ceased to appear the better part of valor.

"What has tha been sayin'?" she cried. "What has tha been sayin'? Out

wi' it."

"I've been telling her what tha wur afeared to tell her," chuckled Mrs.

Dixon with exultation. "I towd thee I would an' I've done it."

Mrs. Briarley made no more ado. She set the baby down upon an adjacent

chair with a resonant sound, and then fell upon the miserable old woman

and seizing her by the shoulders shook her until her cap flew off and

danced upon her back and her mouth opened and shut as if worked by a

spring.

"Tha brazent, hard-hearted besom, tha!" she cried as she shook. "Tha

ill-farrant nowt, tha! as nivver did no good i' thy days an canna bear

as no one else should. I dunnot care if I nivver see thy brass as long

as I live. If tha wur noine i'stead o' ninety-five I'd give thee a

hidin', tha brazent, hard-hearted owd piece!"

Her strength failed her and she loosened her hold and sat down and wept

aloud behind the baby, and Mrs. Dixon fell back in her chair, an

unpleasant heap, without breath to speak a word or strength to do

anything but clutch wildly at her cap, and so remained shrunken and

staring.

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