I have not been able to recur to the scenes which are now to become the
subject of description, although a considerable time has elapsed,
without feeling a mingled emotion of horror and astonishment at the
almost incredible destiny that has preserved me and my surviving
companions from a terrible death. Frequently, in my reflections on the
subject, even after this lapse of time, I find myself shedding tears of
gratitude for our deliverance, and blessing God, by whose divine aid and
protection we were conducted through a series of unparalleled suffering
and distress, and restored to the bosoms of our families and friends.
There is no knowing what a stretch of pain and misery the human mind is
capable of contemplating, when it is wrought upon by the anxieties of
preservation; nor what pangs and weaknesses the body is able to endure,
until they are visited upon it; and when at last deliverance comes, when
the dream of hope is realized, unspeakable gratitude takes possession of
the soul, and tears of joy choke the utterance. We require to be taught
in the school of some signal suffering, privation, and despair, the
great lessons of constant dependence upon an almighty forbearance and
mercy. In the midst of the wide ocean, at night, when the sight of the
heavens was shut out, and the dark tempest came upon us; then it was,
that we felt ourselves ready to exclaim, “Heaven have mercy upon us, for
nought but that can save us now.” But I proceed to the recital.—On the
20th of November, (cruising in latitude 0° 40′ S. longitude 119° 0′ W.)
a shoal of whales was discovered off the lee-bow. The weather at this
time was extremely fine and clear, and it was about 8 o’clock in the
morning, that the man at the mast-head gave the usual cry of, “there she
blows.” The ship was immediately put away, and we ran down in the
direction for them. When we had got within half a mile of the place
where they were observed, all our boats were lowered down, manned, and
we started in pursuit of them. The ship, in the mean time, was brought
to the wind, and the main-top-sail hove aback, to wait for us. I had the
harpoon in the second boat; the captain preceded me in the first. When I
arrived at the spot where we calculated they were, nothing was at first
to be seen. We lay on our oars in anxious expectation of discovering
them come up somewhere near us. Presently one rose, and spouted a short
distance ahead of my boat; I made all speed towards it, came up with,
and struck it; feeling the harpoon in him, he threw himself, in an
agony, over towards the boat, (which at that time was up alongside of
him,) and giving a severe blow with his tail, struck the boat near the
edge of the water, amidships, and stove a hole in her. I immediately
took up the boat hatchet, and cut the line, to disengage the boat from
the whale, which by this time was running off with great velocity. I
succeeded in getting clear of him, with the loss of the harpoon and
line; and finding the water to pour fast in the boat, I hastily stuffed
three or four of our jackets in the hole, ordered one man to keep
constantly bailing, and the rest to pull immediately for the ship; we
succeeded in keeping the boat free, and shortly gained the ship. The
captain and the second mate, in the other two boats, kept up the
pursuit, and soon struck another whale. They being at this time a
considerable distance to leeward, I went forward, braced around the
mainyard, and put the ship off in a direction for them; the boat which
had been stove was immediately hoisted in, and after examining the hole,
I found that I could, by nailing a piece of canvass over it, get her
ready to join in a fresh pursuit, sooner than by lowering down the other
remaining boat which belonged to the ship. I accordingly turned her over
upon the quarter, and was in the act of nailing on the canvass, when I
observed a very large spermaceti whale, as well as I could judge, about
eighty-five feet in length; he broke water about twenty rods off our
weather-bow, and was lying quietly, with his head in a direction for the
ship. He spouted two or three times, and then disappeared. In less than
two or three seconds he came up again, about the length of the ship off,
and made directly for us, at the rate of about three knots. The ship was
then going with about the same velocity. His appearance and attitude
gave us at first no alarm; but while I stood watching his movements, and
observing him but a ship’s length off, coming down for us with great
celerity, I involuntarily ordered the boy at the helm to put it hard up;
intending to sheer off and avoid him. The words were scarcely out of my
mouth, before he came down upon us with full speed, and struck the ship
with his head, just forward of the fore-chains; he gave us such an
appalling and tremendous jar, as nearly threw us all on our faces. The
ship brought up as suddenly and violently as if she had struck a rock,
and trembled for a few seconds like a leaf. We looked at each other with
perfect amazement, deprived almost of the power of speech. Many minutes
elapsed before we were able to realize the dreadful accident; during
which time he passed under the ship, grazing her keel as he went along,
came up alongside of her to leeward, and lay on the top of the water,
(apparently stunned with the violence of the blow,) for the space of a
minute; he then suddenly started off, in a direction to leeward. After a
few moments’ reflection, and recovering, in some measure, from the
sudden consternation that had seized us, I of course concluded that he
had stove a hole in the ship, and that it would be necessary to set the
pumps going. Accordingly they were rigged, but had not been in operation
more than one minute, before I perceived the head of the ship to be
gradually settling down in the water; I then ordered the signal to be
set for the other boats, which, scarcely had I dispatched, before I
again discovered the whale, apparently in convulsions, on the top of the
water, about one hundred rods to leeward. He was enveloped in the foam
of the sea, that his continual and violent thrashing about in the water
had created around him, and I could distinctly see him smite his jaws
together, as if distracted with rage and fury. He remained a short time
in this situation, and then started off with great velocity, across the
bows of the ship, to windward. By this time the ship had settled down a
considerable distance in the water, and I gave her up as lost. I
however, ordered the pumps to be kept constantly going, and endeavoured
to collect my thoughts for the occasion. I turned to the boats, two of
which we then had with the ship, with an intention of clearing them
away, and getting all things ready to embark in them, if there should be
no other resource left; and while my attention was thus engaged for a
moment, I was aroused with the cry of a man at the hatchway, “here he
is—he is making for us again.” I turned around, and saw him about one
hundred rods directly ahead of us, coming down apparently with twice his
ordinary speed, and to me at that moment, it appeared with tenfold fury
and vengeance in his aspect. The surf flew in all directions about him,
and his course towards us was marked by a white foam of a rod in width,
which he made with the continual violent thrashing of his tail; his head
was about half out of water, and in that way he came upon, and again
struck the ship. I was in hopes when I descried him making for us, that
by a dexterous movement of putting the ship away immediately, I should
be able to cross the line of his approach, before he could get up to us,
and thus avoid, what I knew, if he should strike us again, would prove
our inevitable destruction. I bawled out to the helmsman, “hard up!” but
she had not fallen off more than a point, before we took the second
shock. I should judge the speed of the ship to have been at this time
about three knots, and that of the whale about six. He struck her to
windward, directly under the cathead, and completely stove in her bows.
He passed under the ship again, went off to leeward, and we saw no more
of him. Our situation at this juncture can be more readily imagined than
described. The shock to our feelings was such, as I am sure none can
have an adequate conception of, that were not there: the misfortune
befel us at a moment when we least dreamt of any accident; and from the
pleasing anticipations we had formed, of realizing the certain profits
of our labour, we were dejected by a sudden, most mysterious, and
overwhelming calamity. Not a moment, however, was to be lost in
endeavouring to provide for the extremity to which it was now certain we
were reduced. We were more than a thousand miles from the nearest land,
and with nothing but a light open boat, as the resource of safety for
myself and companions. I ordered the men to cease pumping, and every one
to provide for himself; seizing a hatchet at the same time, I cut away
the lashings of the spare boat, which lay bottom up, across two spars
directly over the quarter deck, and cried out to those near me, to take
her as she came down. They did so accordingly, and bore her on their
shoulders as far as the waist of the ship. The steward had in the mean
time gone down into the cabin twice, and saved two quadrants, two
practical navigators, and the captain’s trunk and mine; all which were
hastily thrown into the boat, as she lay on the deck, with the two
compasses which I snatched from the binnacle. He attempted to descend
again; but the water by this time had rushed in, and he returned without
being able to effect his purpose. By the time we had got the boat to the
waist, the ship had filled with water, and was going down on her
beam-ends: we shoved our boat as quickly as possible from the
plank-shear into the water, all hands jumping in her at the same time,
and launched off clear of the ship. We were scarcely two boat’s lengths
distant from her, when she fell over to windward, and settled down in
the water.
Amazement and despair now wholly took possession of us. We contemplated
the frightful situation the ship lay in, and thought with horror upon
the sudden and dreadful calamity that had overtaken us. We looked upon
each other, as if to gather some consolatory sensation from an
interchange of sentiments, but every countenance was marked with the
paleness of despair. Not a word was spoken for several minutes by any of
us; all appeared to be bound in a spell of stupid consternation; and
from the time we were first attacked by the whale, to the period of the
fall of the ship, and of our leaving her in the boat, more than ten
minutes could not certainly have elapsed! God only knows in what way, or
by what means, we were enabled to accomplish in that short time what we
did; the cutting away and transporting the boat from where she was
deposited would of itself, in ordinary circumstances, have consumed as
much time as that, if the whole ship’s crew had been employed in it. My
companions had not saved a single article but what they had on their
backs; but to me it was a source of infinite satisfaction, if any such
could be gathered from the horrors of our gloomy situation, that we had
been fortunate enough to have preserved our compasses, navigators, and
quadrants. After the first shock of my feelings was over, I
enthusiastically contemplated them as the probable instruments of our
salvation; without them all would have been dark and hopeless. Gracious
God! what a picture of distress and suffering now presented itself to my
imagination. The crew of the ship were saved, consisting of twenty human
souls. All that remained to conduct these twenty beings through the
stormy terrors of the ocean, perhaps many thousand miles, were three
open light boats. The prospect of obtaining any provisions or water from
the ship, to subsist upon during the time, was at least now doubtful.
How many long and watchful nights, thought I, are to be passed? How many
tedious days of partial starvation are to be endured, before the least
relief or mitigation of our sufferings can be reasonably anticipated? We
lay at this time in our boat, about two ship’s lengths off from the
wreck, in perfect silence, calmly contemplating her situation, and
absorbed in our own melancholy reflections, when the other boats were
discovered rowing up to us. They had but shortly before discovered that
some accident had befallen us, but of the nature of which they were
entirely ignorant. The sudden and mysterious disappearance of the ship
was first discovered by the boat-steerer in the captain’s boat, and with
a horror-struck countenance and voice, he suddenly exclaimed, “Oh, my
God! where is the ship?” Their operations upon this were instantly
suspended, and a general cry of horror and despair burst from the lips
of every man, as their looks were directed for her, in vain, over every
part of the ocean. They immediately made all haste towards us. The
captain’s boat was the first that reached us. He stopped about a boat’s
length off, but had no power to utter a single syllable: he was so
completely overpowered with the spectacle before him, that he sat down
in his boat, pale and speechless. I could scarcely recognise his
countenance, he appeared to be so much altered, awed, and overcome, with
the oppression of his feelings, and the dreadful reality that lay before
him. He was in a short time however enabled to address the inquiry to
me, “My God, Mr. Chase, what is the matter?” I answered, “We have been
stove by a whale.” I then briefly told him the story. After a few
moment’s reflection he observed, that we must cut away her masts, and
endeavour to get something out of her to eat. Our thoughts were now all
accordingly bent on endeavours to save from the wreck whatever we might
possibly want, and for this purpose we rowed up and got on to her.
Search was made for every means of gaining access to her hold; and for
this purpose the lanyards were cut loose, and with our hatchets we
commenced to cut away the masts, that she might right up again, and
enable us to scuttle her decks. In doing which we were occupied about
three quarters of an hour, owing to our having no axes, nor indeed any
other instruments, but the small hatchets belonging to the boats. After
her masts were gone she came up about two-thirds of the way upon an even
keel. While we were employed about the masts the captain took his
quadrant, shoved off from the ship, and got an observation. We found
ourselves in latitude 0° 40′ S. longitude 119° W. We now commenced to
cut a hole through the planks, directly above two large casks of bread,
which most fortunately were between decks, in the waist of the ship, and
which being in the upper side, when she upset, we had strong hopes was
not wet. It turned out according to our wishes, and from these casks we
obtained six hundred pounds of hard bread. Other parts of the deck were
then scuttled, and we got without difficulty as much fresh water as we
dared to take in the boats, so that each was supplied with about
sixty-five gallons; we got also from one of the lockers a musket, a
small canister of powder, a couple of files, two rasps, about two pounds
of boat nails, and a few turtle. In the afternoon the wind came on to
blow a strong breeze; and having obtained every thing that occurred to
us could then be got out, we began to make arrangements for our safety
during the night. A boat’s line was made fast to the ship, and to the
other end of it one of the boats was moored, at about fifty fathoms to
leeward; another boat was then attached to the first one, about eight
fathoms astern; and the third boat, the like distance astern of her.
Night came on just as we had finished our operations; and such a night
as it was to us! so full of feverish and distracting inquietude, that we
were deprived entirely of rest. The wreck was constantly before my eyes.
I could not, by any effort, chase away the horrors of the preceding day
from my mind: they haunted me the live-long night. My companions—some of
them were like sick women; they had no idea of the extent of their
deplorable situation. One or two slept unconcernedly, while others
wasted the night in unavailing murmurs. I now had full leisure to
examine, with some degree of coolness, the dreadful circumstances of our
disaster. The scenes of yesterday passed in such quick succession in my
mind that it was not until after many hours of severe reflection that I
was able to discard the idea of the catastrophe as a dream. Alas! it was
one from which there was no awaking; it was too certainly true, that but
yesterday we had existed as it were, and in one short moment had been
cut off from all the hopes and prospects of the living! I have no
language to paint out the horrors of our situation. To shed tears was
indeed altogether unavailing, and withal unmanly; yet I was not able to
deny myself the relief they served to afford me. After several hours of
idle sorrow and repining I began to reflect upon the accident, and
endeavoured to realize by what unaccountable destiny or design, (which I
could not at first determine,) this sudden and most deadly attack had
been made upon us: by an animal, too, never before suspected of
premeditated violence, and proverbial for its insensibility and
inoffensiveness. Every fact seemed to warrant me in concluding that it
was any thing but chance which directed his operations; he made two
several attacks upon the ship, at a short interval between them, both of
which, according to their direction, were calculated to do us the most
injury, by being made ahead, and thereby combining the speed of the two
objects for the shock; to effect which, the exact manœuvres which he
made were necessary. His aspect was most horrible, and such as indicated
resentment and fury. He came directly from the shoal which we had just
before entered, and in which we had struck three of his companions, as
if fired with revenge for their sufferings. But to this it may be
observed, that the mode of fighting which they always adopt is either
with repeated strokes of their tails, or snapping of their jaws
together; and that a case, precisely similar to this one, has never been
heard of amongst the oldest and most experienced whalers. To this I
would answer, that the structure and strength of the whale’s head is
admirably designed for this mode of attack; the most prominent part of
which is almost as hard and as tough as iron; indeed, I can compare it
to nothing else but the inside of a horse’s hoof, upon which a lance or
harpoon would not make the slightest impression. The eyes and ears are
removed nearly one-third the length of the whole fish, from the front
part of the head, and are not in the least degree endangered in this
mode of attack. At all events, the whole circumstances taken together,
all happening before my own eyes, and producing, at the time,
impressions in my mind of decided, calculating mischief, on the part of
the whale, (many of which impressions I cannot now recall,) induce me to
be satisfied that I am correct in my opinion. It is certainly, in all
its bearings, a hitherto unheard of circumstance, and constitutes,
perhaps, the most extraordinary one in the annals of the fishery.