THE CHASE
The region is rich in game, and so we go a-hunting it. That is to
say, Bashan goes hunting and I look on. In this wise we hunt:
rabbits, quail, field-mice, moles, ducks and gulls. But we do not
by any means fight shy of bigger game; we also track pheasants and
even deer—whenever such first-rate quarry—as sometimes happens—strays
into our hunting-grounds. This always furnishes an exciting
spectacle—when the long-legged, lightly-built animal, the furtive
deer, all yellow against the snow and with its white-tufted
hindquarters bobbing, goes flying before little old Bashan who is
straining every nerve. I follow the course of events with the
greatest interest and tension. It is not as if anything were ever
to result from this chase, for that has never happened and never
will happen. But the lack of tangible results does not in the least
diminish either Bashan’s joy or his passion for hunting, nor does
it in any way minimise my pleasure. We pursue the chase for its
own sake and not for the sake of prey or booty or any other
utilitarian purpose.
Bashan, as I have said, is the active member. He does not expect
any save a moral support from me, since no personal and immediate
experience has taught him a more pronounced and practical manner
of co-operation. I lay particular stress upon the words “personal”
and “immediate,” for it is more than probable that his ancestors,
in so far as they belonged to the tribe of setters, were familiar
with more actual methods of hunting. On occasion I have asked
myself whether some memory of this might not survive in him and
whether this could not be aroused by some accidental impulse. It
is certain that on Bashan’s plane of existence the life of the
individual is less differentiated from the species than in our
case. Birth and death signify a far less profound vacillation of
the balance of being; perhaps the inheritances of the blood are
more perfectly preserved, so that it would merely be an _apparent_
contradiction to speak of inborn experiences, unconscious memories
which, once aroused, would be able to confuse the creature in the
matter of its own personal experiences and cause it to be
dissatisfied with these. I once courted this thought, but then rid
myself of it, just as Bashan had obviously rid himself of the
thoughts of the brutal incident of which he had been a witness and
which gives me occasion for these deliberations.
When I go forth to hunt with him, it usually chances to be
noon—half-past eleven or twelve o’clock—sometimes, especially on
very warm summer days, it may even be late afternoon, say six
o’clock or later. It may be that this is even our second going-out
In any case my mental and spiritual atmosphere is quite different
from what it was during our first careless stroll in the morning.
The virgin freshness of the early hour has vanished long since. I
have worried, and have struggled in the interval with this or that.
I have been forced to grit my teeth and overcome one difficulty
after the other—I have had a tussle with some person or other. At
the same time I have been obliged to keep some diffuse and
complicated matter firmly in mind and my head is weary, especially
after a successful mastery of the problem. Hence this going
a-hunting with Bashan distracts and enlivens me. It infuses me with
new life, putting me into condition for the rest of the day and
for triumph over the tasks that are still lowering in my path. It
is really largely the impulse of gratitude which forces me to
describe these hunting trips.
Things, to be sure, are not so neatly arranged that Bashan and I
could go forth in pursuit of any one special species of the game
which I have mentioned—that we should, for instance, specialise on
rabbits or ducks. No, on the contrary, we hunt everything that
chances to cross our path—I had almost said that chances to come
within range of our guns. We need not go very far in order to
strike game. The hunt may literally begin immediately outside the
garden gate, for there are great numbers of field-mice and moles
in the hollows of the meadows close behind the house. To be exact
and sportsmanlike—I am aware that these fur-bearing animals cannot,
of course, be regarded as game in the strict sense of the term.
But their secret, subterranean habits, especially the nimble
craftiness of the mice, which are not blind o’ day like their
excavating and tunnelling brethren, and often go gambolling upon
the surface, and then when danger approaches go flicking into the
little black burrow without one’s being able to distinguish their
legs or their movements—these things work tremendously upon Bashan’s
hunting instincts. These are also the only animals of the wild
which occasionally become his prey—a field-mouse, a mole—these are
titbits which are not to be despised in such lean and meagre days
as these—when one often finds nothing more palatable than a thick
barley soup in the stoneware bowl beside one’s kennel.
I have scarcely taken a dozen steps with my cane along the poplar
avenue, and Bashan has, as an overture, scarcely got through with
his preliminary leaps and lunges, than he is seen to be performing
the most extraordinary capricoles towards the right. He is already
gripped by the passion for the chase, and is blind and deaf to all
things save the exciting but hidden goings-on of the living things
about him. With every nerve taut and tense, waving his tail,
carefully lifting his feet, he goes slinking through the grass,
sometimes pausing in mid-step, with one foreleg and one hindleg in
air, then peering with cocked head into the hollows, an action
which causes the flaps of his erected ears to fall forward on both
sides of his eyes. And then raising both forepaws, he will suddenly
jump forward and will stare with dumbfounded expression at a spot
where but a moment before there _was_ something and where now there
is nothing. And then he begins to dig. . . .
I feel a strong desire to go to him and await the result, but then
we should never be able to leave the spot Bashan would expend his
entire stock of joy-in-the-chase right here in this meadow, and
this stock is meant to last him for the entire day. And so I walk
on—untroubled by any thought that he might not be able to overtake
me—even though he should remain behind for a long time without
having observed in what direction I had gone. To him my track and
trail are as clear as that of a bit of game. Should he have lost
sight of me, he is sure, with head lowered between his forepaws,
to come tearing along this trail. I hear the clinking of his brass
license-tag, his firm gallop behind me—and then he goes shooting
past me and turns with wagging tail once more to report himself on
duty.
Out yonder, however, in the woods or in the broad meadows alongside
the brook, I often halt and watch when I catch him digging for a
mouse, even though it should be late and I in danger of exceeding
the time I have apportioned for my walk. The passionate devotion
with which he goes to work is so fascinating to observe, his
profound enthusiasm is so contagious, that I cannot but wish him
success with all my heart, and naturally I also wish to be a
witness of this success. The spot he is attacking may have made
quite an innocent impression in its outward aspect—it is, let us
say, some mossy little mound at the foot of a birch and possibly
penetrated by its roots. But did not my Bashan hear the quarry,
scent it, perhaps even see it as it switched away? He is absolutely
certain that his bit of game is sitting there under the earth in
some snug runlet or burrow; all that is necessary is to get at it,
and so he goes digging away for all he is worth in absolute devotion
to his task and oblivious to the world. He proceeds not ragingly,
but with a certain fine deliberation, with the tempered passion of
the real sportsman—it is wonderful to see. His small, tiger-striped
body beneath the smooth coat of which the ribs align themselves
and the muscles play, is hollowed, is concave in the middle; his
hindquarters, with the stump of a tail vibrating to quick time, is
erected vertically. His head is between his forepaws and thrust
into the slant hole he has already dug. With averted face he
continues with the rapid strokes of his iron claws to tear up the
earth more and more—lumps of sod, pebbles, shreds of glass, and
bits of roots fly all about me. Sometimes his snortings are heard
in the silence of the fields—that is when he has succeeded in
penetrating some little distance, and in wedging his snout into
the entrance to the burrow in order, by means of his scent, to keep
check upon the clever, still, and timid creature within there.
His breathing sounds muffled, he ejects his breath in a blast in
order to be able to empty his lungs quickly—and to draw in the
delicate, acrid, distant, and yet disguised odour of the mice. What
emotions must surge through the breast of the little animal down
there when it hears this hollow and muffled snorting? Well, that
is its own affair, or perhaps God’s affair, who has decreed that
Bashan shall be the enemy and persecutor of these earth-mice. And
then—is not fear only an intensified feeling for life? If no Bashan
existed the little mouse would very likely be bored to death. And
what use or purpose would then be served by its beady-eyed
cleverness and its art of swift mining operations, factors that
fairly well equalise the conditions of the battle, so that the
success of the party upon the offensive always remains highly
problematical, even improbable. Indeed I feel no compassion for
the mouse; inwardly I take sides with Bashan, and sometimes I
cannot remain content with the role of a mere spectator. I get my
walking-stick into play whenever some firmly-bedded pebble, some
tough cord of a root is in his way and help him to get rid of these
obstacles. Then sometimes, in the midst of his hot and furious
activity, he will throw up his head and bestow upon me a swift and
fervent glance of gratitude and approval. With munching jaws and
glinting teeth he goes working his way into the stubborn, fibrous
ground,—tears away clods, throws them aside, sends his resonant
snorts once more into the depths, and then, fired to renewed action
by the provocative scent, sets his claws once more into furious
action. . . .
In the great majority of cases this is all love’s labour lost. With
the moist earth clinging to his nose and sprinkled about his
shoulders, Bashan makes another quick and superficial survey of
the territory and then gives it up and jogs indifferently on.
“There was nothing doing, Bashan,” I remark to him, when he chances
to look at me. “Nothing doing,” I repeat, shaking my head and
raising my brows and my shoulders, so as to make the message
plainer. But it is not at all necessary to comfort him; his failure
does not depress him for a moment. To hunt is to hunt, the titbit
of game is the least of all considerations. It was, take it all in
all, a magnificent effort he thinks—in so far as he still happens
to think of this violent business he has just been through. For
now he is already on new adventure bent—adventures of which there
is, indeed, no lack in the three zones of this domain.
Sometimes, however, he happens to catch the mouse. And then
something occurs which never fails to strike me with horror—for
Bashan devours his prey alive, with hide and hair. Perhaps the
unfortunate creature had not been properly advised by its instincts
of self-preservation and had chosen a spot for its burrow which
was too soft, too unprotected and too easily excavated. Perhaps
the little creature’s tunnels had not been sunk deep enough, or it
had been paralysed by fright and prevented from burrowing to deeper
levels. Or it had perchance lost its head and, crouching a few
inches under the surface with its little beady eyes popping out of
their sockets with horror, listened to that terrible snorting
coming nearer and nearer. No matter, the iron claws disinter it,
uncover it, fling it into the air, into the pitiless glare of the
day! Hapless little mouse! you had good cause to be frightened,
and it is well that this immense and comprehensible fright has
already reduced you to a kind of semi-unconsciousness. For now the
tiny rodent is to be converted into pap and pulp.
Bashan has caught it by the tail; he tosses it upon the ground
twice or thrice; a very faint squeak is heard, the last that is
vouchsafed to the god-forsaken little mouse. And then Bashan snaps
it up, and it disappears between his jaws and the white, gleaming
teeth. He stands there with legs four square and forepaws braced.
His neck is lowered and thrust forth as he chews—he catches at the
titbit again and again and throws it into the proper position in
his mouth. The tiny bones are heard to crack, a shred of fur hangs
for a moment from the corner of his mouth; he draws it in and then
all is over. Bashan then executes a kind of dance of joy and
triumph, circling around me as I stand leaning on my cane with cold
shudders rushing up and down my spine. “You’re a fine fellow!” I
say to him in a kind of gruesome recognition of his victory. “You
scoundrel! you murderer! you cannibal!”
These words cause him to dance still more wildly, and, one might
say, almost to laugh aloud. So I proceed on my way, somewhat
chilled in the limbs owing to the tragedy I have just witnessed,
and yet inwardly enlightened by the brutal humour of life. The
thing, after all, is quite in order, in Nature’s order. A mouselet
which had been ill-advised by its faulty instincts has simply been
converted into pap and pulp. Nevertheless I am inwardly gratified
when in such instances as the foregoing, it did not become necessary
for me to help along the natural order of things with my cane, but
remained a simple and passive spectator.
Startling and even terrifying is it when some pheasant suddenly
bursts from the thicket in which, sleeping or waking, it had hoped
to remain undiscovered, some coign of concealment from which
Bashan’s delicate and unobtrusive nose had after a little searching
managed to rouse it. Thumping and flapping, with frightened and
indignant cries and cacklings, the large, rust-red and long-tailed
bird lifts itself a-wing, and with all the silly heedlessness of
a hen, goes scattering upon some tree from which it begins to
scold, whilst Bashan, erect against the trunk, barks up at the
fowl, stormily, savagely. The meaning behind this barking is clear.
It says plainly enough: “Get off! get off that perch! Tend to
business. Fly off, so I can have my bit o’ fun. Get off—I want to
chase you!” The pheasant cannot, apparently, resist this powerful
voice, and off it scuds, making its way with heavy flight through
the branches, still cackling and complaining, whilst Bashan, full
of manly silence, pursues it smartly along the level ground.
This is sufficient for Bashan’s bliss; his wish and his will go no
farther. What would have happened had he caught the bird? Nothing,
I assure you, absolutely nothing. I once saw him with a bird
between his claws. He had probably come upon it whilst it lay in
deep sleep, so that the clumsy thing had had no time to lift itself
from the ground. On that occasion Bashan had stood over the fowl,
an utterly bewildered victor, and did not know what to do next.
With one wing raked wide open and with its head drawn aside to the
very limit of its neck, the pheasant lay in the grass and screamed,
screamed without a single pause—a passer-by might have thought that
some old woman was being murdered in the bushes. I hurried up, bent
upon preventing something horrible. But I was soon convinced that
there was nothing to fear. Bashan’s all-too conspicuous confusion,
the half-curious, half-disgusted mien with which, head aslant, he
looked down upon his prisoner, assured me of that. This old wives’
screeching and dinning in his ears, very likely got upon his
nerves—the whole affair apparently caused him more embarrassment
than triumph. Was it in victory or in shame that he pulled a couple
of feathers out of his victim’s dress, very, very cautiously with
his mouth, refraining from all use of his teeth, and then threw
them aside with an angry toss of his head?
He followed this tribute to his predatory instincts by taking his
paw off his victim and letting it go free—not out of magnanimity,
to be sure, but simply because the situation bored him, and because
it really had nothing in common with the stir and gaiety of the
chase. Never had I seen a more astonished bird! It had closed its
account with life, and for a brief space it seemed that it no
longer knew what use to make of life, for it lay in the grass as
though dead. It then tottered along the ground for a bit, swung
clumsily upon a tree, appeared about to fall from it, summoned its
strength, and then with heavily-dragging feathery raiment went
fluttering off into the distance. It no longer squawked, but kept
its bill shut. Silently the bird flew across the park, the river,
the forest beyond the river, away, away, as far as its short wings
could carry it. It is certain that this particular pheasant never
returned to this particular spot.
There are, however, a good many of his breed in our hunting-grounds,
and Bashan hounds and hunts them in an honourable sportsmanlike
manner and according to the rules of the game. The only real
blood-guilt that lies heavy upon his head is the devouring of the
field-mice, and this, too, appears as something incidental and
negligible. It is the scenting-out, the drive, the pursuit, which
serve him as a noble end in themselves—all who were able to observe
him at this brilliant game would come to the same conclusion. How
beautiful he grows, how ideal, how perfect to the end and purpose!
It is thus that the awkward and loutish peasant lad of the hills
becomes perfect and picturesque when you see him standing amidst
the rocks and cliffs as a hunter of the _Gemsbock_. All that is
noble, genuine, and fine in Bashan is driven to the surface and
achieves a glorious efflorescence in such hours as these. That is
why he pants for these hours with such intensity and why he suffers
so poignantly when they pass unused.
Bashan is no toy spaniel; he is the veritable woodsman and
pathfinder, such as figure heroically in books. A great joy in
himself, in his own existence cries from every one of the martial,
masculine, and striking poses which he assumes and which succeed
one another with almost cinematographic rapidity. There are few
things which are able so to refresh my eyes as the sight of him,
as he goes sailing through the underbrush in a light, feathering
trot and then suddenly stands at gaze, with one paw daintily raised
and bent inward, sagacious, vigilant, impressive, with all his
faculties in a radiant intensification. And then amidst all this
imposing statuesqueness it is possible that he may give vent to a
sudden squeak, or yelp, occasioned, very likely, by having caught
his foot in something thorny. But this too, is all in order with
the course of nature and with the perfection of the picture—this
cheery readiness to be splendidly simple. It is capable of
diminishing his dignity only as a breath dims a mirror; the
superbness of his carriage is restored the very next moment.
I look upon him—my Bashan—and I am reminded of a time during which
he lost all his pride and his gallant poise, and was once more
reduced to that condition of bodily and mental dejection in which
we first saw him in the kitchen of that tavern in the mountains,
and from which he so painfully lifted himself to a faith in his
own personality and in life. I do not know what ailed him—he began
to bleed from the mouth or the nose or the ears—even to-day I have
no clear idea of his particular malady. But wherever he went in
those days, he left marks of blood behind him—in the grass of the
hunting-grounds, in the straw of his kennel, on the floor of the
house when he entered it—and yet there was no external injury
anywhere visible. At times his entire nose seemed to be covered
with red paint. Whenever he sneezed he would send forth a spray of
blood, and then he would step in the drops and leave brick-red
impressions of his paws wherever he went. Careful examinations were
made, but these led to no results and thus brought about increased
anxieties. Were his lungs attacked? or was he afflicted by some
mysterious distemper of which we had never heard?—something to
which his breed was subject? Since the strange as well as unpleasant
phenomena did not cease after some days, it was decided that he
must go to the Dog’s Hospital.
Kindly but firmly Bashan’s master imposed upon him on the day
following—it was about noon—the leathern muzzle—that mask of
stubborn meshes which Bashan loathes above all things and of which
he always seeks to rid himself by violent shakings of his head and
furious rubbings of his paws. He was fastened to the braided leash
and thus harnessed was led up the avenue—on the left-hand side—then
through the local park and a suburban street into the group of
buildings belonging to the High School. We passed beneath the
portal and crossed the courtyard. We then entered a waiting-room,
against the walls of which sat a number of persons all of whom,
like myself, held a dog on a leash—dogs of different breeds and
sizes, who regarded one another with melancholy eyes through their
leather muzzles. There was an old and motherly dame with her fat
and apoplectic pug, a footman in livery with a tall and snow-white
Russian deerhound, who emitted from time to time a dry and
aristocratic cough; a countryman with a _dachshund_—apparently a
case for orthopedic science, since all his feet were planted upon
his body in the most crooked and distorted manner, and many others.
The attendant at this veterinary clinic admitted the patients one
after the other into the adjoining consulting-room. At length the
door to this was also opened for me and Bashan.
The Professor was a man of advanced age, and was clad in a long,
white operating coat. He wore gold-rimmed spectacles, his head was
crowned with gray curls and his whole manner was so amiable and
conveyed such an air of wise kindliness that I would immediately
have entrusted myself and my family to him in any emergency. Whilst
I gave him my account of things, he smiled paternally upon his
patient, who sat there in front of him and turned up to him a pair
of humble and trustful eyes.
“He’s got fine eyes,” said the doctor, without allowing Bashan’s
hybrid goatee to disturb him, and declared that he was ready to
make an investigation at once. Bashan, quite helpless with
astonishment, was now, with the aid of the attendant, spread upon
the table. It was moving to see how the old doctor applied the
stethoscope to the breast of the tiger-striped little manikin and
performed his auscultation, just as I had seen it done in my case
more than once. He listened to the swift workings of the tiny
canine heart, and sounded his entire organic internal functions
from different points of his exterior. Hereupon, tucking his
stethoscope under his arm, he began to examine Bashan’s eyes with
both hands, his nose as well as the roof of his mouth, and then
ventured upon delivering a preliminary prognosis.
The dog, said he, was a trifle nervous and anæmic, but otherwise
in good condition. It might be epitaksis or hæmathemesis. But it
might also be a case of tracheal or pharyngeal hemorrhage—this was
by no means precluded. For the present one would be most inclined
to call it a case of hæmoptysis. It was necessary to keep the
animal under careful observation. I should do best to leave him
here and then call and inquire again in the course of a week.
Thus instructed, I expressed my thanks and gave Bashan a farewell
pat on the shoulder. I saw how the attendant led Bashan across the
courtyard towards the entrance to a building at the rear, and how
Bashan, with a bewildered and anxious expression on his face,
looked back at me. And yet he should have felt flattered, just as
I could not help feeling flattered by hearing the Professor declare
him to be nervous and anæmic. No one who had stood at his cradle
would ever have imagined that it was written in his horoscope that
he was one day to be said to be suffering from two such fashionable
ailments, or that Medical Science would be called in to deliberate
over him with such gravity and solicitude.
From that day on my walks were to me what unsalted food is to the
palate—they gave me little pleasure. No silent tumult of joy burst
upon me when I went out—under way no proud, high, mad helter-skelter
of the chase surrounded me. The park seemed to me desolate—I was
bored. I did not fail to make inquiries by telephone during the
interval of waiting. The answer, communicated from some subordinate
quarter, was to the effect that the health of the patient was as
good as could be expected under the circumstances—circumstances
which, for good reasons or for bad, one did not trouble to designate
more clearly. As soon as the day arrived on which I had taken
Bashan to the veterinary institution, and the week was up, I once
more made my way to the place.
Guided by numerous signboards with inscriptions and pointing hands,
liberally affixed to walls and doors, I managed, without going
astray, to negotiate the door of the clinical department which
sheltered Bashan. In accordance with the command upon an enamelled
plate on the door, I forbore to knock, and walked in. The rather
large room in which I found myself gave me the impression of a
wild-beast house in a menagerie. The atmosphere incidental to such
a house also prevailed here, with the exception that the odour of
the menagerie seemed to be mingled here with all kinds of sweetish
medicinal vapours—a cloying and rather disturbing mixture. Cages
with bars were set all around the walls, and nearly all of them
were occupied. Resolute barks saluted me from one of these. A man,
evidently the keeper, was busy with a rake and a shovel before the
open door of one of these cages. He was pleased to respond to my
greeting without interrupting his work, and then left me for the
present entirely to my own impressions.
My first survey of the scene, whilst the door was still open, had
at once revealed to me the whereabouts of Bashan, and so I went up
to him. He lay behind the bars of his cage upon some loose stuff
which must have been made of tan-bark or something similar, and
which added its own peculiar aroma to the odour of the animals and
of the carbolic acid or lysoform. He lay there like a leopard,
though a very weary, very disinterested and disappointed leopard.
I was shocked by the sullen indifference with which he greeted my
entrance and advance. He merely gave a feeble thump or two upon
the floor of his cage with his tail, and only after I had spoken
to him did he deign to raise his head from his paws, but only to
drop it again almost immediately and to blink moodily to one side.
A stoneware vessel full of water stood at the back of his cage.
Outside, attached to the bars of his cage, there was a small wooden
frame with a card, partly-printed, partly hand-written, which
contained an account of Bashan’s name, breed, sex, and age. Beneath
this there was a fever-index curve.
“Bastard setter,” I read. Name: Bashan. Male. Two years old.
Brought in on such and such a day and month of the year—to be
observed for occult hemorrhages. And then followed the curve of
Bashan’s temperature, drawn in ink and showing no great variations.
There were also details in figures regarding the frequency of
Bashan’s pulse. So his temperature was being taken and even his
pulse counted—nothing was lacking in this respect. It was his frame
of mind which occasioned me worry.
“Is that one yourn?” asked the attendant who, implements in hand,
had in the meantime approached me. He was a stocky, round-bearded
and red-cheeked man, wearing a kind of gardener’s apron, with
brown, somewhat bloodshot eyes, the moist and honest glances of
which had something astonishingly dog-like in them.
I answered his question in the affirmative, referred to the order
I had received to call again to-day, to the telephone conversations
I had carried on, and declared that I had come to see how everything
stood. The man cast a glance at the card. Yes, he said, the dog
was suffering from occult hemorrhages, and that kind of thing
always took a long time—especially if one didn’t know where the
hemorrhages came from. Well, wasn’t that always the case? No, one
didn’t know anything about it as yet. But the dog was there to be
observed and he was being observed. The hemorrhages were still
occurring, were they? Yes, they came on now and then. And they were
being observed? Yes, most carefully.
“Has he any fever?” I asked, trying to make something out of the
chart hanging on the bars. No, no fever. The dog had quite a normal
temperature and pulse, about ninety beats in the minute—that was
the normal number, that was about right, they ought not to be less,
but if they were fewer, then he would have to be observed still
more sharply. The dog—if it wasn’t for these here occult hemorrhages,
was really in pretty good condition. Of course he had howled at
first, a full twenty-four hours, but after that he had got used to
things. Of course, he didn’t eat much, but then he got very little
exercise, and it was also a question of how much he was accustomed
to eat. What food did they give him? Soup, said the man. But as he
had already remarked, the dog didn’t eat much of it.
“He has a very depressed look,” I said, affecting an expert air.
Yes, no doubt of that, said the man, but then that didn’t really
mean much. For it wasn’t very nice for a dog to have to be cooped
up in that way and be observed. They were all depressed more or
less, that is to say, the good-natured ones, but there were some
as got mean and nasty. But he couldn’t say as this here dog had.
This dog of mine was a good-natured sort and wouldn’t think of
biting—even though one were to observe him till Doomsday. I agreed
with what the man said, though indignation and anxiety gnawed at
my heart. How long, I asked him, did one think it was necessary to
keep Bashan here? The man cast another glance at the chart. Another
week, he remarked, would be necessary to observe him properly—that’s
what the Professor had said. I might come after another week and
inquire again—that would make two weeks in all, and then I would
be able to get exact information about the dog and about curing
his occult hemorrhages.
I went—after I had made another attempt to cheer up Bashan’s
spirits by talking to him. But he was as little affected by my
going away as by my coming. He seemed to be oppressed by a feeling
of dark hopelessness—and contempt. “Since you have been capable,”
his attitude seemed to declare, “of having me put into this cage,
I expect nothing more from you.” And was it not in truth enough to
make him despair of all reason and justice? What had he done that
this should happen to him? How came it that I not only permitted
it, but even took the initial steps? I had meant to act well by
him. He had begun to bleed from the nose, and though this did not
appear to disturb him in any way, I had nevertheless thought it
fitting that veterinary science should be consulted, as befitted
a dog in good circumstances, and I had also learned that he was
rather anæmic and nervous—like the daughter of an earl. How could
I know that such a fate awaited him? How could I make him understand
that he was having honours and attention bestowed upon him by being
locked behind bars—like a jaguar—in being deprived of air, sunshine,
and exercise, and instead of being able to enjoy these blessings,
tormented with a thermometer day after day?
Such were the questions which I put to myself as I walked home.
Whilst I had up to then only missed Bashan, I now began to be
afflicted with a positive anxiety for him, for the welfare of his
soul, and was forced to contend with doubt and self-accusatory
thoughts. After all, was it not mere vanity and egoistic conceit
which had induced me to take him to this canine infirmary? Besides,
was it not possible, that a secret wish had been the wellspring of
this action, a wish to get rid of him for a time, a certain ignoble
curiosity to free myself from his incessant watching, and to see
how it would feel to be able to turn calmly to the right or to the
left without bringing about emotional cataclysms in the animated
world without—emotional tempests whether of joy or sorrow, or
bitter disillusionment? It was not to be denied—since Bashan’s
internment I was enjoying a definite feeling of independence such
as I had not known for a long time. When I glanced through the
glass door of my study there was no one there to annoy me with the
spectacle of his martyrdom of patience. No one came with paw
hesitatingly raised, so that, giving way to a burst of pitying
laughter, I should be forced to deny my own fixed resolution and
go forth earlier than I had intended. No one questioned my right
to go into the house or into the park, just as the spirit moved
me. This was a comfortable condition of things, quieting and full
of the charm of novelty. But as the accustomed incentive was
lacking, I almost ceased to go walking at all. My health suffered
in consequence, and whilst my condition grew to be remarkably like
that of Bashan in his cage, I indulged in the moral reflection that
the fetters of sympathy would have been more conducive to my own
comfort than the egoistic freedom for which I had panted.
The second week elapsed in good time, and so, on the day appointed,
I and the bearded attendant stood once more in front of Bashan’s
barred habitation. The inmate lay upon his side, stretched out in
a posture of absolute indifference upon the tan-bark of his cage,
bits of which flecked his coat. He was staring backward at the
chalky wall of his prison with eyes that were glassy and dull. He
did not move. His breathing was scarcely perceptible. Only, from
time to time, his chest—which displayed every rib—rose in a sob
which he breathed forth with a soft and heartrending tremolo of
his vocal chords. His legs seemed to have grown too long, his paws
huge and unshapely—due to his terrible emaciation. His coat was
extremely rough and dishevelled and crushed, and, as already
remarked, soiled from wallowing in the tan-bark. He paid no
attention to me, and it seemed that he would never again be able
to summon up enough energy to take an interest in anything.
The hemorrhages, said the attendant, had not quite disappeared—they
still happened now and then. Their origin was not as yet quite
clear, but in any case they were of a harmless nature. I was free
to leave the dog there for a still longer period of observation—in
order to make quite sure—or I might take him home with me, where
he would no doubt get rid of the evil—all in good time. I then drew
out the plaited leather leash from my pocket and said that I would
take Bashan with me. The attendant thought that would be very
sensible. He opened the barred door and we both called Bashan by
name, alternately and both together—but he did not stir. He merely
kept staring at the whitewashed wall opposite. He made no resistance
when I thrust my arm into the cage and pulled him out by the
collar. He gave a kind of convulsive flounce about and landed on
his legs on the floor. There he stood with his tail between his
legs, his ears retracted, a very picture of misery.
I picked him up, gave the attendant a tip, and left the ward of
this canine hospital. I then proceeded to pay my bill in the office
of the institution. This bill, at seventy-five pfennigs a day and
the veterinary’s fee for the first examination, amounted to twelve
marks, fifty pfennigs. I then led Bashan home, clothed in the stern
yet sweetish atmosphere of the clinic which still permeated my
companion’s coat.
He was broken in body and in soul. Animals are more unrestrained
and primitive, less subject to inhibitions of all kinds, and
therefore in a certain sense more human in the physical expression
of their moods than we. Forms and figures of speech which survive
among us only in a kind of mental or moral translation, or as
metaphors, are still true and valid when applied to them. They live
up to the expression in the fullest, freshest sense of the term—and
in this there is something wonderfully enlivening to the eye.
Bashan, as one would say, “let his head hang,” or “had a hang-dog
look.” He did actually hang his head—hung it low like some wrack
of a wornout cab-horse which, with abscesses on its legs and
periodical shivers undulant along its sides, stands at its post
with a hundredweight of woe pulling its poor nose, swarming with
flies, towards the pavement.
These two weeks, at the veterinary high school, as I have already
said, had reduced him to the very condition in which I had first
found him in the foot-hills. Perhaps I ought to say that he was
only the shadow of himself—if this would not be an insult to the
proud and joyous Bashan. The smell of the dog-hospital which he
had brought with him, vanished in the wash trays, after several
ablutions with soap and hot water—vanished—all save a few floating
and rebellious whiffs. A bath may be said to exercise a spiritual
influence, may be said to possess a symbolic significance to us
human beings—but no one would dare to say that the physical
cleansing of poor Bashan, meant the restoration of his customary
spirits. I took him to the hunting-grounds on the very first day
of his home-coming. But he went slinking at my heels with silly
look and lolling tongue, and the pheasants were jubilant over a
close season. At home he would remain lying for days as I had last
seen him stretched out in his cage at the hospital, and staring
with glassy eyes, inwardly limp and without a trace of his wholesome
impatience, without making a single attempt to force me to go forth
for a walk. On the contrary I was forced to fetch him from his
berth at the tiny door of his kennel and to spur him on and up.
Even the wild and indiscriminate way in which he wolfed his food,
reminded me of his sordid youth.
And then it was a great joy to see how he found himself again, how
his greeting gradually took on the old, warm-hearted, playful
impetuosity, how, instead of coming towards me with a sullen limp,
he would once more come storming upon me in swift response to my
morning whistle, so that he might put his forepaws on my chest and
snap at my face. It was wonderful to see how the joy in his mere
body and in his senses returned to him in the wide spaces and the
open air—and to observe those daring and picturesque positions he
would assume, those swift plunging pounces with drawn-up feet which
he would make upon some tiny creature in the high grass—all these
things came back and refreshed my eyes. Bashan began to forget.
That hateful incident of his internment, an incident so absolutely
senseless from Bashan’s point of view, sank into oblivion,
unredeemed, to be sure, unexplained by any clear
understanding—something which, after all, would have been
impossible. But time swallowed it up and enveloped it, even as time
must heal these things where human beings are concerned, and so we
went on with our lives as before, whilst the inexpressible thing
sank deeper and deeper into forgetfulness. For some weeks longer
it happened that Bashan would occasionally sport an incarnadined
nose, then the phenomenon vanished, and became a thing of the past.
And so, after all, it mattered little whether it had been a case
of epistaksis or of hæmathemesis. . . .
There—I have told the story of the clinic—against my own better
resolution. May the reader forgive this lengthy digression and
return with me to the chase in the hunting-grounds which we had
interrupted. Ah, have you ever heard that tearful yowling with
which a dog, mustering his utmost forces, takes up the pursuit of
a rabbit in flight—that yowling in which fury and bliss, longing
and ecstatic despair mix and mingle? How often have I heard Bashan
give vent to this! It is a grand passion, desired, sought for and
deliriously enjoyed which goes ringing through the landscape, and
every time this wild cry comes to my ear from near or far, I am
given a shock of pleasant fright, and the thrill goes tingling
through all my limbs. Then I hurry forwards, or to the left or
right, rejoicing that Bashan is to get his money’s worth to-day,
and I strive mightily to bring the chase within my range of vision.
And when this chase goes storming past me in full and furious
career, I stand banned and tense, even though the negative outcome
of the venture is certain from the beginning, and I look on whilst
an excited smile draws taut the muscles of my face.
And what of the rabbit—the timid, the tricky? He switches his ears
through the air, crocks his head backwards at an angle, and runs
for dear life in long, lunging leaps, throwing his whitish-yellow
scut into the air. Thus he goes scratching and scudding in front
of Bashan, who is howling inwardly. And yet the rabbit in the
depths of his fearsome and flighty soul ought to know that he is
in no serious danger and that he will manage to escape, just as
his brothers and sisters and he himself have always managed to
escape. Not once in all his life has Bashan managed to catch a
single rabbit, and it is practically beyond the bounds of
possibility that he ever should. Many dogs, as the old proverb
goes, bring about the death of the rabbit—a clear proof that a
single dog cannot manage it. For the rabbit is a master of the
quick and sudden turn-about—a feat quite beyond the capacity of
Bashan, and it is this feat which decides the whole matter. It is
an infallible weapon and an attribute of the animal that is born
to fight with flight—a means of escape which can be applied at any
moment and which it carries in its instincts in order to put it
into use at precisely that moment when victory is almost within
Bashan’s grasp. And alas, Bashan is then betrayed and sold.
Here they come shooting diagonally through the woods, flash across
the path on which I am standing, and then go dashing towards the
river, the rabbit dumb and bearing his inherited trick in his
heart, Bashan yammering in high and heady tones. “No howling now!”
I say or think to myself. “You are wasting strength, strength of
lung, strength of breath, which you ought to be saving up and
concentrating—so that you can grab him!” I am forced to think thus,
because I am on Bashan’s side, because his passion is
infectious—imperatives which force me to hope fervently that he
will succeed—even at the peril of seeing him tear the rabbit to
pieces before my eyes. Ah, how he runs! How beautiful it is, how
edifying to see a living creature unfolding all its forces in some
supreme effort. My dog runs better than this rabbit; his muscular
system is stronger; the distance between them has visibly
diminished—ere they are lost to sight. I leave the path and hurry
through the park towards the left, going in the direction of the
river-bank. I emerge upon the gravelly street just in time to see
the mad chase come ravening on from the right—the hopeful,
infinitely thrilling chase—for Bashan is almost at the heels of
the rabbit. He is silent now; he is running with his teeth set,
the close proximity of the scent urges him to the final effort.
“One last plunge, Bashan,” I think, and would like to shout to
him—“just one more—aim well! keep cool! And beware of the
turnabout!” But these thoughts have scarcely flashed through my
brain than the “turnabout,” the “hook,” the _volte-face_, has taken
place—the catastrophe is upon us. My gallant dog makes the decisive
forward plunge—but . . . at the selfsame moment there is a short
jerk, and with pert and limber swiftness the rabbit switches aside
at a right angle to the course—and Bashan goes shooting past the
hindquarters of his quarry—shooting straight ahead, howling,
desperate and with all his feet stemmed as brakes—so that the dust
and gravel go flying. By the time he has overcome his momentum,
flung himself right about and gained leeway in the new
direction—whilst, I say, he has done this in agony of soul and with
wailings of woe, the rabbit has won a considerable handicap towards
the woods—yes, he is even lost to the eyes of his pursuer, for
during the convulsive application of his four brakes, the pursuer
could not see whither the pursued had turned.
“It’s no use,” I think, “it may be beautiful, but it is surely
futile.” The wild pursuit vanishes in the distances of the park
and in the opposite direction. “There ought to be more dogs—five
or six—a whole pack of dogs! There ought to be dogs to cut him off
on the flank, dogs to cut him off ahead, dogs to drive him into a
corner, dogs to be in at the death.” And in my mind’s eye, in my
excitement, I behold a whole pack of fox-hounds with lolling
tongues go storming upon the rabbit in their midst.
I think these things and dream these dreams out of a sheer passion
for the chase, for what has the rabbit done to me that I should
wish him to meet with so terrible an end? It is true that Bashan
is closer to me than the long-eared one, and it is quite in order
that I should share his feelings and accompany him with my good
wishes for his success. But then the rabbit is also a warm, furry,
breathing bit of our common life. He has played his trick upon my
hunting dog not out of malice, but out of the urgent wish to be
able to nibble soft tree-shoots a little longer and to bring forth
young.
Nevertheless my thoughts continue to weave themselves about the
matter and about. As, for example: “It would, of course, be quite
another matter, if this”—and I lift and regard the walking-stick
in my hand—“if this cane here were not so useless and benign an
instrument, but a thing of more serious construction and
constitution, pregnant with lightning and operative at a distance,
by means of which I could come to the assistance of the gallant
Bashan and hold up the rabbit, so that he would remain flop upon
the spot—after doing a fine _salto mortale._ Then there would be
no need of other hounds, and Bashan would have done his duty if he
had merely brought me the rabbit.”
The way things shape themselves, however, it is Bashan who sometimes
goes tumbling head over heels when he tries to meet and counter
that damnable quick turn, and sometimes it is also the rabbit who
does the somersault, though this is a mere trifle to the latter,
something quite in order and inconsequential and certainly by no
means identified with any feeling of abject misery. For Bashan,
however, it means a severe concussion, which might some time or
other lead to his breaking his neck.
Often a rabbit-chase comes to an end in a few minutes, that is to
say, when the rabbit succeeds after a few hot lengths of running,
in ducking into the underbrush and hiding, or in throwing his
pursuer off his trail by means of feints and quick double turns,
so that the four-legged hunter, sorely puzzled and uncertain, jumps
hither and thither, whilst I shout bloodthirsty advice to him and
with frantic gesticulations of my cane try to point out to him the
direction in which I saw the rabbit escape.
Sometimes the hunt extends itself throughout the length and breadth
of the landscape, so that Bashan’s voice, wildly yowling, sounds
like a hunting-horn ringing through the region from afar, now
nearer and now farther away, whilst I, awaiting his return, calmly
go my ways. And, great Heavens! in what a condition he _does_
return! Foam drips from his jaws, his thighs are lax and hollow,
his ribs flutter, his tongue hangs long and loose from his maw,
inordinately gaping, something which causes his drunken and swimming
eyes to appear distorted and slant, Mongolian, the while his
breathing goes like a steam-engine.
“Lie down, Bashan!” I command him, “take a rest, or you’ll have
apoplexy of the lungs!” I halt so as to give him time to recover.
In winter when there is a cold frost and I see him pumping the icy
air with hoarse pantings into his overheated interior and then
puffing it forth in the form of white steam, or else swallowing
whole handfuls of snow in order to cool his thirst, I grow quite
terrified. Nevertheless, whilst he lies there, gazing up at me with
confused eye, now and again snapping up his dribblings, I cannot
refrain from poking a bit of fun at him, because of the unalterable
futility of his efforts.
“Bashan! where’s that rabbit! Aren’t you going to fetch me that
rabbit!” Then he begins to thump the ground with his tail, and
interrupts for a moment whilst I am speaking the spasmodic pumping
machinery of his sides. He snaps in embarrassment, for he does not
know that my ridicule is intended merely to conceal from him and
from myself an accretion of shame and guilty conscience, because
I, on my part, was not man enough to “hold up” the rabbit—as is
the duty of a real master. He is unaware of all this, and so it is
easy for me to make fun and to put the matter as though _he_ were
in some way to blame. . . .
Strange things sometimes occur during these hunts. I shall never
forget how the rabbit once ran into my very arms. It happened along
the river, or rather upon the small and clayey bank above it.
Bashan was in full cry after his quarry and I was approaching the
zone of the river-bank from the direction of the wood. I broke
through the thistle stalks along the gravel slope and sprang down
the grass-covered declivity on to the path at the very moment that
the rabbit, with Bashan some fifteen paces behind him, was coming
towards me in long bounds from the direction of the ferryman’s
house, towards which I was turning. Bunny came running along the
middle of the path straight towards me. . . .
My first, hunter-like and hostile impulse was to take advantage of
the situation and to bar his way, driving him, if possible, back
into the jaws of his pursuer, who came on yelping in poignant joy.
There I stood, as though rooted to the spot, and, slave that I was
to the fever of the chase, I simply balanced the stick in my hand
whilst the rabbit came nearer and nearer. I knew that a rabbit’s
vision is very poor, that alone the sense of hearing and the sense
of smell are able to convey warnings to him. He might therefore
possibly mistake me for a tree as I stood there—it was my plan and
my lively desire that he should do this, and so succumb to a fatal
error, the consequences of which were not quite clear to me, but
of which I nevertheless thought to make use. Whether the rabbit
really made such an error during the course of his advance, is not
quite clear. . . . I believe that he noticed me only at the very
last moment, for what he did was so unexpected that all my schemes
and deliberations were at once reduced to nothing, and a deep,
sudden, and startling change took place in my state of mind.
Was the little animal beside itself with mortal fear? Enough, it
leaped upon me, just like a little dog, ran up my overcoat with
its tiny paws, and, still upright, struggled to bore itself into
the depths of my chest—the terrible chest of the master of the
chase. With upraised arms and my body bent backwards, I stood there
and looked down upon the rabbit who, on his part, looked up at me.
We stood thus for only a second, perhaps it was only the fraction
of a second, but thus and there we stood. I saw him with such
strange, disconcerting minuteness, saw his long ears, of which one
stood upright, whilst the other hung down, saw his great, clear,
protuberant, short-sighted eyes, his rough lip, and the long hairs
of his whiskers, the white on his breast and the little paws. I
felt, or seemed to feel the pounding of his harried little heart.
It was very strange to see him thus plainly and to have him so
close to me, the little familiar spirit of the place, the secret
throbbing heart of the landscape, this ever evasive creature which
I had seen only for a few brief moments in its meadows and downs
as it went scudding comically away. And now in the extremity of
its need and helplessness it was nestling up against me and
clutching my coat, clutching at the breast of a man—not the man,
it seemed to me, who was Bashan’s master, but the breast of one
who is also the master of the rabbit and of Bashan and of Bashan’s
master. This lasted, as I have said, only a brief moment or so,
and then the rabbit had dropped off, had once more taken to his
unequal legs and jumped down the escarpment to the left, whilst
Bashan had now arrived in his place—Bashan with horrible hue-and-cry
and with all the heady tones of his frenetic hunting-howls—all of
which suffered swift interruption on his arrival. For a well-aimed
blow of the stick delivered with malice prepense by the master of
the rabbit, sent him yelping with smarting hindquarters down the
slope to the right, up which he was forced to climb—with a
limp—before he was once more able, after considerable delay, to
take up the trail of the no longer visible quarry.
And then finally there is the hunt after water-fowl to which I must
also dedicate a few lines. This hunt can take place only during
winter and the colder part of the spring, before the birds migrate
from their quarters near the city to the lakes—the suburbs here
serving them merely as a kind of emergency halting-place in
obedience to the demands of the stomach. This hunt is less exciting
than the rabbit hunt is likely to be, but like this it has something
that is attractive both to hunter and to hound, or rather to the
hunter and his master. The master is captivated by these forays
after the wild fowl chiefly in consideration of the landscape,
since the friendly nearness of the water is connected with them,
but also because it diverts and edifies him to study the form of
life practised by these swimmers and flyers, thus emerging a little
out of his own rut and experimenting with theirs.
The attitude towards life assumed by the ducks is more amiable,
more bourgeois, and more comfortable than that of the gulls. Nearly
always they appear to be full and contented, little troubled by
the cares of subsistence—no doubt because they always chance to
find what they seek, and because the table, so to speak, is always
set for them. For, as I observe, they eat nearly everything—worms,
snails, insects, or even green ooze from the water, and enjoy vast
stretches of leisure which enable them to sit and sun themselves
on the stones, with bills tucked comfortably under one wing for a
little siesta or preening and oiling their plumage so that it does
not come into contact with the water at all, but rather causes this
to pearl off from the surface in a string of nervous drops. Or you
may catch them going for a mere pleasure ride or swim upon the
racing stream, lifting their pointed tails into the air, and
turning and twisting and shrugging their shoulders in bland
self-satisfaction.
But in the nature of the gulls there is something wild and hectic,
dreary and sad and monotonous; they are invested with an air of
desperate and hungry depredation. Almost all day long they go
crying around the waterfall in bevies and in slant transverse
flight, or curving about the place where the brownish waters pour
from the mouths of the great pipes into the stream. For the swift,
darting plunge for fish which some of these gulls practise is
scarcely sufficiently rich in results to still their raw and
ranging mass-hunger, and the titbits with which they are frequently
forced to content themselves as they swoop above the overflows and
carry away mysterious fragments in their bent beaks, must sometimes
be far from appetising. They do not like the banks of the river.
But when the water is low they stand and huddle in close crowds
upon the rocks, which are then free of water, and these they cover
with their white feathery masses—just as the crags and islets of
the northern seas squirm and writhe with untold numbers of nesting
eider-ducks.
When Bashan, barking from the shore across the intervening flood,
threatens their security, then it is a fine sight to see them all
rise simultaneously into the air with loud cries and caws. But
there is no need of their feeling themselves menaced; there is no
real danger. For quite apart from his inborn aversion to water,
Bashan harbours a very wise and entirely justifiable fear of the
current of the river. He knows that his strength could not possibly
cope with this and that it would infallibly bear him off, God knows
whither or to what distances, presumably as far as the Danube,
where he would arrive, however, in an extremely disfigured
condition. This is a contingency of which we have already had
ocular evidence in the shape of bloated cadavers of cats which were
en route to those far-off parts. He will never venture into the
river farther than the first submerged stones that line the
bank—even though the fierce and ecstatic lust of the chase should
be tugging at his limbs—even though he should wear a mien as though
he were about to plunge himself into the waves—yes, the very next
moment! Full confidence, however, may be placed in his caution,
which remains active and vigilant beneath all this external show
of passionate abandon. There is a distinct purpose behind all these
mimetic onsets, these spectacular preparations for action—they are
empty threats which in the last analysis are not really dictated
by passion at all, but are calculated with the utmost _sangfroid_
merely to intimidate the webfooted foe.
But the gulls, true to their names, are far too poorly equipped in
head and heart to be capable of mocking his efforts. Bashan cannot
get at them, but he can send his barks against them, send his voice
thundering across the water. This voice has the effect of something
material—an onset which flutters them and cows them and which they
are unable to resist for long. True, they make the attempt to do
so; they remain seated, but an uneasy movement goes through the
writhing mass. They turn their heads, ever and anon one of them
will lift its wings upon a chance, until suddenly the whole crew,
like a whitish cloud, from the core of which come bitter and
fatalistic caws, goes rustling and rushing up into the air—with
Bashan jumping about hither and thither on the stones in order to
scare and scatter them and keep them in motion. For that is the
thing to do—to keep them in motion—they must not be permitted to
rest; they must fly up-stream and down-stream, so that he may chase
them.
Bashan goes scouring along the banks, nosing along their entire
length, for everywhere there are ducks at rest, with bills tucked
cunningly and comfortably under their wings, and wherever he
chances to go they fly up in front of his nose, so that his progress
is like a gay sweeping-clean and whirling up of the entire strip
of sand. They glide and plump into the water which buoys and turns
them about in security, or they go flying over his head with bills
and necks outstretched, whilst Bashan, running along the bank,
measures the power of his legs with that of their pinions.
He is ravished and grateful if they will but fly, if they will only
deign to give him an opportunity for a bit of glorious coursing up
and down the river. They are no doubt aware of these wishes of his,
and are even capable of utilising them for their own benefit. I saw
a mother duck with her brood—it was in the spring, and the river
was already void of birds—this one alone had remained behind with
her young who were not yet able to fly, and she was guarding them
in a slime-covered puddle which had been left by the last
flood-water and which filled a depression in the dry bed of the
stream. It was there that Bashan chanced upon them—I observed the
scene from the upper way. He sprang into the puddle, sprang into
it with barkings and savage truculent motions, and scattered the
family of ducks in a most deplorable fashion. To be sure, he did
no harm to any member of this family, but he frightened them all
beyond expression, and the ducklings, flapping their stumps of
wings, plunged wildly in all directions.
The mother duck, however, was seized by that maternal heroism which
will hurl itself blindly and full of mad courage even against the
most formidable foe in order to protect the brood, and which
frequently knows how to bewilder and fluster this foe by a delirious
courage which apparently exceeds the limits of nature. With every
feather ruffled and with bill horribly agape, the bird fluttered
repeatedly against Bashan’s face in attack after attack, making
one heroic offensive after another against him, hissing portentously
the while. And actually her wild and uncompromising aspect brought
about a confused retreat on the part of the enemy, without, however,
inducing him to quit the field of battle for good, for with a great
hullabaloo and clamour he still persisted in advancing anew. The
duck-mother there-upon changed her tactics and chose the part of
wisdom since heroism had shown itself to be impracticable. It is
more than likely that she knew Bashan from some previous experience,
was fully acquainted with his weaknesses and childish desires. So
she abandoned her little ones—that is, she _apparently_ abandoned
them. She took refuge in cunning, flew up, flew across the river,
“pursued” by Bashan—pursued, as was his firm belief—whilst in
reality it was she who led him, led him by the fool’s tether of
his dominant passion. She flew with the stream, then against it,
farther and farther, whilst Bashan raced beside her, so far
down-stream and away from the puddle with the ducklings that I lost
sight of both the duck and the dog as I walked on. Later on my good
dolt came back to me, quite winded and panting furiously. But when
we again passed that puddle, it was empty of its erstwhile tenants.
Such were the tactics of the mother-duck, and Bashan was sincerely
grateful. But he abominates those ducks who in the sleek placidity
of their bourgeois-like existence, refuse to serve him as objects
of the hunt, and who, whenever he comes tearing along, simply let
themselves slip into the water from the stones along the banks,
and then in ignoble security rock themselves before his nose, not
impressed in the least by his mighty voice, and not in the least
deceived, like the nervous gulls, by his theatrical lunges towards
the river.
There we stand on the stones, side by side, Bashan and I, and
there, two paces from us, in insolent security, the duck sways
lightly upon the waves, with her bill pressed in pretentious
dignity against her breast, and though stormed at by Bashan’s
maddened voice, absolutely undisturbed in her serenity, soberness,
and common sense. She keeps rowing against the current, so that
she remains approximately in about the same spot. For all that she
is drawn a little down-stream. Only a yard or two from her there is
a whirlpool, a beautiful foaming cascade towards which she turns
her conceited and upstanding tail. Bashan barks and braces his
forefeet against the stones, and inwardly I bark with him, for I
cannot forbear sharing some of his feelings of hatred against the
duck and her cool, insolent, matter-of-factness, and so I hope that
evil may overtake her.
“Pay at least some attention to our barking,” is the mental speech
I hurl at her, “and not to the rapids, so that you may be drawn by
accident into the whirlpool and thus expose yourself to danger and
discomfiture before our eyes.” But this angry hope of mine is also
doomed to remain unfulfilled, for precisely at the moment when she
nears the edge of the cascade in the stream, the duck flutters a
bit and flies a few yards upstream and sits down in the water once
more—the shameless hussy!
I am unable to think of the vexation with which we both contemplate
the duck under these circumstances without recalling to mind an
adventure which I shall recount at the close. It was attended by
a certain satisfaction for me and my companion, and yet there was
something painful in it, something disturbing and confusing. Yes,
it even led to a temporary chill in the relationship between Bashan
and myself, and could I have foreseen this, I would rather have
avoided the spot where this adventure awaited us.
It was a good distance out and down-stream, and beyond the ferryman’s
house—there where the wilderness of the river bank approaches close
to the upper road along the river. We were going along this, I with
a leisurely step, and Bashan, a trifle in front of me, with an easy
and somewhat lop-sided lope. He had been chasing a rabbit, or, if
you prefer, had permitted himself to be chased by him. He had also
routed out three or four pheasants and was now graciously minded
to pay a little attention to me, so that his master might not feel
utterly neglected. A small bevy of ducks with extended necks and
in triangular formation flew over the river. They were flying
pretty high and closer to the other bank than to ours, so that we
could not consider them as game at all, so far as hunting purposes
were concerned. They flew in the direction in which we were walking,
without regarding us or even being aware of our presence, and we
too merely cast a desultory and intentionally indifferent glance
at them.
It then came to pass that on the farther bank, which was of the
same steepness as our own, a man came beating out of the bushes.
As soon as he had stepped upon the scene of action he assumed a
pose which caused both of us, Bashan as well as myself, to halt
and to turn round and face him and watch what he would do. He was
a rather tall, fine figure of a man, somewhat rough and ready, so
far as his externals were concerned. He had drooping moustaches
and wore puttees, a small green Alpine hat which was well pulled
over his forehead, wide, loose trousers which were made of a kind
of hard velveteen or so-called corduroy or Manchester cloth, and
a jacket to match. This was behung with all kinds of belts and
leather contraptions, for he carried a _rucksack_ strapped to his
back and a gun which also hung from a strap. Or it would be more
proper to say that he had carried this, for scarcely had he come
into view, than he drew the weapon towards him and leaning his
cheek aslant against the butt, raised the barrel obliquely towards
the heavens. He had set one be-putteed leg in front of the other,
the barrel rested in the hollow of his extended left hand with the
elbow bent under this—the other elbow, however, that of the right
arm, the hand of which rested on the trigger, was extended very
sharply towards the side. It revealed his face with squinting,
aiming eye, much foreshortened and boldly exposed to the clear
light of the skies.
There was something most decidedly operatic in this apparition of
the man as he stood reared against the skies amidst this open-air
scenery of bushes, river, and sky. Our intense and respectful
regard, however, endured for only a moment—then there came the
dull, flat report from over yonder—something which I had attended
with great inner tension and which therefore caused me to start.
A tiny jet of light, pale in the broad of day, blazed forth at the
same time, and was followed by a tiny cloudlet of smoke that puffed
after it. The man then inclined himself forward and once more his
attitude and his action were reminiscent of the opera. And with
the gun hanging from the strap, which he clutched in his right
fist, he raised his face towards the skies. Something was going on
up there, whither we too were now staring. There was a brief,
confused scattering—the triangle of ducks flew apart, a wild,
panic-stricken fluttering ensued, as when a puff of wind sets loose
sails a-snapping, an attempt at a glide—as of an aeroplane—followed,
then suddenly the body which had been struck became a mere inanimate
object and fell swift as a stone upon the surface of the water near
the opposite bank.
This was only the first half of the proceedings. But I must
interrupt my narrative here in order to turn the living light of
my memory upon Bashan. There are a number of coined phrases and
ready-made figures of speech which I might use for describing his
behaviour—current terms—terms which in most cases would be both
valid and appropriate. I might say, for example, that he was
thunderstruck. But this term does not please me, and I do not wish
to use it. Big words, the big, well-worn words, are not very
suitable for expressing the extraordinary. One may best achieve
this by intensifying the small words and forcing them to ascend to
the very acme of their meaning. So I will say no more than that
Bashan _started_ at the report of the gun and the accompanying
phenomena—and that this starting was the same as that which is
peculiar to him when confronted with something striking, and that
all this was well known to me though it was now elevated to the
_n_th degree. It was a start which flung his whole body backward,
wobbling to right and left, a start which jerked his head in rash
recoil against his chest and which, in recovering himself, almost
tore his head from his shoulders, a start which seemed to cry from
every fibre of his being: “What, what! _What_ was that? Hold! in
the name of a hundred thousand devils! _How_ was that!”
He listened to—he regarded everything with a kind of indignation
such as extremes of surprise are apt to cause—drank everything in,
as it were, and there in his heart of hearts these things were
already existing—there, in some form or other they had always
been—no matter what astounding novelties may have been sprung upon
him here. Yes, whenever these things came upon him, causing him to
leap to the right and the left and turn himself half around his
own axis, it always seemed to me as though he were attempting to
catch a glimpse of himself and inquiring: “What am I? Who am I? Am
I really I?” At the very moment in which the corpse of the duck
fell upon the water, Bashan made a leap forward, towards the edge
of the escarpment, as though he wished to go down into the river-bed
and plunge himself into the water. But then he thought of the
current, clamped the brakes upon this sudden impulse, grew ashamed,
and once more confined his efforts to staring.
I regarded him with anxiety. After the fall of the duck, I was of
the opinion that we had seen enough, and proposed that we should
go on. But he had already sat himself down upon his haunches. His
face, with ears erected to their utmost extent, was addressed
towards the other bank, and when I said to him: “Well, Bashan,
shall we go on?” he merely gave a flirt of his head in my direction,
as though one should say, not without a certain rudeness: “Please
do not disturb me!” and kept on looking. And so I gave in, crossed
my feet, leaned on my stick, and also went on watching to see what
might now take place.
The duck—one of those very ducks which had so often in impudent
security rocked itself on the water before our very noses, was
driving on the water—a wreck—no one could tell which part of the
bird was bow and which stern. The river is quieter here; the fall
is not so great as farther up-stream. Nevertheless the carcass of
the duck had been seized at once by the current, whirled about its
axis and was beginning to float off. It was clear that if our good
man was not merely concerned with having made a good pot-shot and
a killing, but also with a more practical purpose, then he would
be obliged to put his best leg forward. This he did without losing
a moment—everything happened with immense rapidity. No sooner had
the duck landed in the water than the man leaped, scrambled, almost
tumbled down the escarpment. He carried the shot-gun in his
outstretched arm, and once more I was reminded of the opera and
the romantic novel, as he went leaping down over the stage-like
setting of the stone slope—like some robber chieftain or smuggler
bold in a melodrama. With careful calculation he kept a little to
the right in an oblique direction, for the drifting duck was being
carried away from him and it was necessary to head it off. This he
actually succeeded in doing with the butt of his double-barrelled
gun—extending this towards his kill with his body bent far forward
and with his feet in the water. He managed to halt it in its
downward course. And then carefully and not without much effort he
steered and piloted it against the stones with the guiding gun-butt
and so drew it ashore.
The job was done and the man drew a breath of relief. He laid his
gun upon the bank beside him, pulled his _rucksack_ from his
shoulder, stuffed his booty into it, drew the sack shut by its
cords, slung it upon his shoulders. Then supporting himself on his
gun as on a cane, and thus pleasantly laden, he climbed complacently
up the loose stone of the slope and made for the covert.
“Well, he’s got his bit of roast game for to-morrow,” I thought
approvingly, yet not without envy. “Come, Bashan, let’s go—there’s
really nothing more to see.” But Bashan simply stood up and turned
himself once around himself, then sat down and stared after the
man, even after he had already left the scene of action and vanished
among the bushes. I did not again ask him to come along—I refused
to do this as a matter of principle. He knew where we were living,
and if he thought it reasonable to sit here still longer and stare,
after everything was over and there was absolutely nothing more to
see, well that was his own affair. It was a long way back, and I,
for my part, was going to return. And then at last he gave ear and
came.
During this exceedingly painful journey homeward, Bashan refrained
from all further inclination to indulge in the sport of the chase.
He did not canter on ahead of me in a diagonal direction as was
his wont when he was not in the right mood for trailing and
beating-up the game. He walked a little behind me, keeping regular
step and drew down his mouth in a way which I would be bound to
notice when I turned around to look at him. This might have been
tolerated, and I was not going to let it ruffle or upset me—on the
contrary, I was disposed to laugh and shrug my shoulders. But then
every thirty or fifty steps he began to _yawn_, and it was this
which embittered me. It was this shameless, wide-angle, rudely
bored yawning, accompanied by a little piping guttural sound which
clearly said: “My God! talk about a master! Why, he isn’t a master
at all. He’s simply rotten!” This insulting sound nearly always
disturbs me, but this time it was sufficient to shake our friendship
to its very foundations.
“Go!” I said, “go away! Go to your master, the man with the
thunder-club, and join up with him. He does not appear to own a
dog, and so he might give you a job. He may need you in that
business of his. He is, of course, only a plain man in corduroys
and no particular class, but in your eyes, no doubt, he is the
finest gentleman in the world—a real master for you. And so I
honestly advise you to go and make up to him—now that he has put
a flea in your ear—to keep the others company.” (Yes, I went to
such extremes as this.) “We need not inquire whether he has a
hunting permit or not, and it’s quite possible that you might get
into difficulties when you happen to be caught some fine day whilst
engaged in your shady work, but then that is your business, and
the advice which I have given you is, as I have already remarked,
most sincere.
“The devil take your hunting,” I went on, “Did you ever bring me
a single rabbit for our table out of all those which I permitted
you to chase? Is it my fault that you don’t know how to do a quick
turn and go pounding into the gravel with your nose like a fool at
the very moment you should be showing your agility? Or have you
ever brought me a pheasant—which would have been just as welcome
in these lean times? And now you are—yawning! Go to that fellow
with the puttees, I say. You will soon see whether he is the sort
of man who will scratch your throat and get you to laugh. I’d be
surprised if he can laugh himself. At best, I am sure, his laugh
must be a very coarse one. Perhaps you are under the impression
that he would call in the aid of science and permit you to be
observed in case you decide to have occult hemorrhages, perhaps
you are under the delusion that once you were _his_ dog, you would
also have a chance to be nervous and anæmic. If so, you had better
go to him. And yet it is possible that you are making a great
mistake with regard to the degree of respect which this kind of
master would display towards you. There are, for example, certain
fine points and differences for which such gun-bearing persons have
a very sharp nose, natural merits or demerits—or, to make my
allusions clearer, very awkward questions regarding pedigree and
breed. If I must express myself with superlative clearness, then
I must say that these are things which not everybody is disposed
to ignore with that delicacy and humanity to which you have been
accustomed. And should your husky master—upon your first difference
of opinion with him, reproach you with that goatee of yours, and
call you an unpleasant name, then think of me and of the words
which I am now addressing to you. . . .”
It was in such bitter irony that I spoke to Bashan as he slunk
behind me on the way home, and even though I spoke inwardly and
did not permit my words to be heard, so as not to appear eccentric,
I am nevertheless convinced that he understood perfectly well what
I meant, and that he was capable of following at least the main
line of my argument. In short, the quarrel was serious, and having
reached home, I purposely let the garden gate fall to close behind
me and he was forced to run and clamber over the fence. Without
casting a single glance behind me, I went into the house, and heard
him give a squeak, as a sign that he had prodded his belly on one
of the pointed pickets—something which merely produced a mocking
shrug of the shoulders on my part.
But all this happened long ago—more than half a year ago. And the
same thing occurred as in the matter of the clinical interim. Time
and oblivion have buried it deep, and upon the floating surface of
these—which constitute the base of all life,—we continue to live
on. Bashan, to be sure, appeared to be rather contemplative for a
few days, but he has long ago recovered his full and undiminished
joy in hunting mice, pheasants, rabbits, and water-fowl, and our
return home means to him merely attendance upon the next going
forth. Whenever I reach my front door I turn round and face him
once more, and that is the signal for him to come jumping up the
steps in two great leaps in order that he may raise himself on his
hind legs and stem his forepaws against the front door, so that I
can pat his shoulder and say good-bye.
“To-morrow, Bashan,” I remark, “we’ll go out again—in case I don’t
have to make a trip into the big outside world.” And then I hurry
into the house to rid myself of my hob-nailed boots, for the soup
has been served and stands smoking on the table.
GLASGOW: W. COLLINS SONS AND CO. LTD.