"Oh, yes, suh, I seen him since," he answered. "I seen him after I come
out o' jail; but 'twuz a right close thing. I thought I wuz gone."
"Gone! for whipping him?"
"Nor, suh; 'bout de murder."
"Murder?"
"Yes, suh; murder o' him--o' P'laski."
"But you did not murder him?"
"Nor, suh; an' dat wuz whar de trouble presisted. Ef I had a-murdered
him I'd 'a' knowed whar he wuz when dee wanted him; but, as 'twair,
when de time arrove, I wair unable to perduce him: and I come mighty
nigh forfeitin' my life."
My exclamation of astonishment manifestly pleased him, and he proceeded
with increased gravity and carefulness of dictation:
"You see, suh, 'twair dis way." He laid his stick carefully down, and
spreading open the yellowish palm of one hand, laid the index finger
of the other on it, as if it had been a map. "When I waked up nex'
mornin' an' called P'laski, he did not rappear. He had departured; an'
so had my shut! Ef 't hadn' been for de garment, I wouldn' 'a' keered
so much, for I knowed I'd git my han's on him some time: hawgs mos'ly
comes up when de acorns all gone! an' I know hick'ries ain't gwine stop
growin': but I wuz cawnsiderably tossified decernin' my garment, an' I
gin Lucindy a little direction 'bout dat. But I jes went on gittin' my
sumac, an' whenever I come 'cross a right straight hick'ry, I gethered
dat too, an' laid it by, 'cus hick'ries grow mighty fine in ole fiel's
whar growin' up like. An' one day I wuz down in de bushes, an' Mr.
'Lias Lumpkins, de constable, come ridin' down dyah whar I wuz, an' ax
me whar P'laski is. Hit come in my mind torectly dat he warn' P'laski
'bout de ring, an' I tell him I air not aware whar P'laski is: and den
he tell me he got warrant for me, and I mus' come on wid him. I still
reposed, in co'se, 'twuz 'bout de ring, an' I say I ain' had nuttin'
to do wid it. An' he say, 'Wid what?' An' I say, 'Wid de ring.' Den he
say, 'Oh!' an' he say, ''Tain' nuttin' 'bout de ring; 'tis for murder.'
Well, I know I ain' murder nobody, an' I ax him who dee say I done
murder; an' he ax me agin, 'Whar air P'laski?' I tell him I don' know
whar P'laski air: I know I ain' murder him! Well, suh, hit subsequently
repeared dat dis wuz de wuss thing I could 'a' said, 'cus when de trial
come on, Major Torm Woods made mo' o' dat 'n anything else at all; an'
hit 'pears like ef you's skused o' murder er stealin', you mus'n' say
you ain' do it, 'cuz dat's dangersomer 'n allowing you is do it.
"Well, I went 'long wid him. I ax him to le' me go by my house; but
he say, nor, he 'ain' got time, dat he done been dyah. An' he teck me
'long to de cote-house, an' _lock me up in de jail!_ an' lef' me dyah
in de dark on de rock flo'! An' dyah I rejourned all night long. An' I
might 'a' been dyah now, ef 't hadn' been dat de co'te come on. Nex'
mornin' Mr. Landy Wilde come in dyah an' ax me how I gettin' on, an' ef
I warn' anything. I tell him I gettin' on toler'ble, an' I ain' warn'
nuttin' but a little tobacco. I warn' git out, but I knew I cyarn
do dat, 'cuz 'twuz de ambitiouses smellin' place I ever smelt in my
life. I tell you, suh, I is done smell all de smells o' mink an' mus'
an' puffume, but I ain' nuver smell nuttin' like dat jail. Mr. Landy
Wilde had to hole he nose while he in dyah; an' he say he'll git de ole
jedge to come an' ac' as my council. I tell him, 'Nor; Gord put me in
dyah, an' I reckon He'll git me out when He ready.' I tell you, suh, I
wair p'intedly ashamed for de ole jedge, whar wuz a gent'man, to come
in sich a scand'lous smellin' place as dat. But de ole jedge come;
an' he say it wuz a ---- shame to put a humin in sich place, an' he'd
git me bail; which I mus' say--even ef he is a church member--might
be ixcused ef you jes consider dat smell. But when de cote meet, dee
wouldn' gi' me no bail, 'cuz dee say I done commit murder; an' I heah
Jim Sinkfiel' an' Mr. Lumpkins an' ole Mis' Twine went in an' tole de
gran' jury I sutney had murder P'laski, an' bury him down in de sumac
bushes; an' dee had de gre't bundle o' switches dee fine in my house,
an' dee redite me, an' say ef I 'ain' murder him, why'n't I go 'long
an' preduce him. Dat's a curisome thing, suh; dee tell you to go 'long
and fine anybody, an' den lock you up in jail a insec' couldn' get out."
I agreed with him as to the apparent inconsistency of this, and he
proceeded:
"Well, suh, at las' de trial come on; 'twuz April cote, an' dee had
me in the cote-house, an' set me down in de cheer, wid de jury right
in front o' me, an' de jedge settin' up in he pulpit, lookin' mighty
aggrevated. Dat wuz de fus' time I 'gin to feel maybe I wuz sort o'
forgittin' things, I had done been thinkin' so much lately in jail
'bout de ole doctor--dat's ole master--an' Marth' Ann, an' all de ole
times in Hanover, I wuz sort o' misty as I wuz settin' dyah in de
cheer, an' I jes heah sort o' buzzin' roun' me, an' I warn' altogether
certified dat I warn' back in ole Hanover. Den I heah 'em say dat de
ole jedge wuz tooken down an' wuz ixpected to die, an' dee ax me don' I
want a continuance. I don' know what dat mean, 'sep dee say I have to
go back to jail, an' sense I smell de fresh air I don' warn' do dat no
mo'; so I tell 'em, 'Nor; I ready to die.' An' den dee made me stan'
up; an' dee read dat long paper to me 'bout how I done murder P'laski;
dee say I had done whup him to death, an' had done shoot him, an'
knock him in de haid, an' kill him mo' ways 'n 'twould 'a' teck to kill
him ef he had been a cat. Lucindy wuz dyah. I had done had her gwine
'bout right smart meckin' quiration for P'laski. At least she _say_
she had," he said, with a sudden reservation, and a glance of some
suspicion toward his spouse. "An' dee wuz a whole parecel o' niggers
stan'in' roun' dyah, black as buzzards roun' a ole hoss whar dyin'. An'
don' you know, dat Jim Sinkfiel' say he sutney hope dee would hang me,
an' all jes 'cuz he owe' me two dollars an' seventy-three cents, whar
he ain' warn' pay me!"
"Did you not have counsel?" I inquired.
"Council?"
"Yes--a lawyer."
"Oh, nor, suh; dat is, I had council, but not a la'yar, edzactly," he
replied, with careful discrimination. "I had a some sort of a la'yer,
but not much of a one. I had ixpected ole Jedge Thomas to git me off;
'cuz he knowed me; he wuz a gent'man, like we is; but when he wuz
tooken sick so providential I wouldn' had no urrs; I lef' it to Gord.
De jedge ax me at de trial didn' I had no la'yar, and I tell him nor,
not dyah; an' he ax me didn' I had no money to get one; an' I erspon'
'Nor, I didn' had none,' although I had at dat time forty-three dollars
an' sixty-eight cents in a ole rag in my waistcoat linin', whar I had
wid me down in de sumac bushes, an' whar I thought I better hole on to,
an' 'ain' made no mention on. So den de jedge ax me wouldn' I had a
young man dyah--a right tall young man; an' I enform him: 'Yes, suh. I
didn' reckon 'twould hu't none.' So den he come an' set by me an' say
he wuz my counsel."
There was such a suggestion of contempt in his tone that I inquired if
he had not done very well.
"Oh, yes, suh," he drawled, slowly, "he done toler'ble
well--considerin'. He do de bes' he kin, I reckon. He holler an' mix me
up some right smart; but dee wuz too strong for him; he warn' no mo'
to 'em 'n wurrm is to woodpecker. Major Torm Woods' de commonwealph's
attorney, is a powerful la'yer; he holler so you kin heah him _three_
mile. An' ole Mis' Twine wuz dyah, whar tell all 'bout de ring, an'
how impident I wuz to her dat day, an' skeer her to death. An' dat Jim
Sinkfiel', he wuz dyah, an' tolt' 'bout how I beat P'laski, an' how
he heah him 'way out in main road, hollerin' 'murder.' An' dee had de
gre't bundle o' hick'ries dyah, whar dee done fine in my house, an' dee
had so much evi_dence_ dat presney I 'mos' begin to think maybe I had
done kilt P'laski sho 'nough, an' had disermembered it. An' I thought
'bout Marth' Ann an' all de urr chil'ern, an' I wondered ef dee wuz to
hang me ef I wouldn' fine her; an' I got so I mos' hoped dee would sen'
me. An den de jury went out, an' stay some time, an' come back an' say
I wuz guilty, an' sen' me to de Pen'tentiy for six years."
I had followed him so closely, and been so satisfied of his innocence,
that I was surprised into an exclamation of astonishment, at which he
was evidently much pleased.
"What did your counsel do?" I asked.
He put his head on one side. "He? He jes lean over an' ax did I warn'
to repeal. I tell him I didn't know. Den he ax me is I got any money at
all. I tell him, nor; ef I had I would 'a' got me a la'yer."
"What happened then?" I inquired, laughing at his discomfiting reply.
"Well, den de jedge tole me to stan' up, an' ax me has I got anything
to say. Well, I know dat my las' chance, an' I tell him, 'Yes,
suh.' An' he inform me to precede wid de relation, an' so I did. I
preceded, an' I tolt 'em dyah in de cote-house ev'y wud jes like I have
explanified it heah. I tolt 'em all 'bout Marth' Ann an' de chillern
I hed had; I reformed 'em all decernin' de Maconses; an' I notified
'em how P'laski wuz dat urr ooman's son, not Marth' Ann's, an 'bout
de tunament an' how I had demonstrated wid him not to ride dyah, an'
how he had repudiated my admonition, an' had crown de queen wid ole
Mis' Twine weddin'-ring, whar he come nigh gittin' me shot fur; an'
how I had presented him de hick'ry, an' 'bout how he had departed de
premises while I wuz 'sleep, an' had purloined my garment, an' how I
wuz waitin' for him, an' getherin' de hick'ry crap an' all. An' dee wuz
all laughin', 'cuz dee know I wuz relatin' de gospel truth, an' jes
den I heah some o' de niggers back behine call out, 'Hi! heah he now!'
an' I look roun', an', ef you b'lieve me, suh, dyah wuz P'laski, jes
repeared, all fixed up, wid he cane an' seegar an' all, jes like I had
drawed he resemblance. He had done been to Wash'n'n, an' had done come
back to see de hangin'."
The old fellow broke into such a laugh at the reminiscence that I asked
him, "Well, what was the result?"
"De result, suh, wuz, de jury teck back all dee had say, an' ax me to
go down to de tavern an' have much whiskey as I could stan' up to,
an' dee'd pay for it; an' de jedge distructed 'em to tu'n me loose.
P'laski, he wuz sort o' bothered; he ain' know wherr to be disapp'inted
'bout de hangin' or pleased wid bein' set up so as de centre of
distraction, tell ole Mis' Twine begin to talk 'bout 'restin' of him.
Dat set him back; but I ax 'em, b'fo' dee 'rest him, couldn' I have
jurisdictionment on him for a leetle while. Dee grant my beques', 'cuz
dee know I gwine to erward him accordin' to his becessities, an' I jes
nod my head to him an' went out. When we got roun' hine de jail, I
invite him to per_ject_ his coat. He nex' garment wuz my own shut, an'
I tolt him to remove dat too; dat I had to get nigh to he backbone, an'
I couldn't 'ford to weah out dat shut no mor'n he had done already weah
it. Somebody had done fetch de bunch o' hick'ries whar dee had done
fine in my house, an' hit jes like Provi_dence_. I lay 'em by me while
I put him on de altar. I jes made him wrop he arms roun' a little
locus'-tree, an' I fasten he wris'es wid he own gallowses, 'cuz I didn'
warn' was'e dem hick'ries; an' all de time I bindin' him I tellin' him
'bout he sins. Den, when I had him ready, I begin, an' I rehearse de
motter wid him f'om de time he had ax me 'bout de tunament spang tell
he come to see me hang, an' wid ev'y wud I gin him de admonish_ment_,
tell when I got thoo wid him he wouldn' 'a' tetch a ring ef he had been
in 'em up to he neck; an' as to shuts, he would' a' gone naked in frost
b'fo' he'd 'a' put one on. He back gin out b'fo' my hick'ries did; but
I didn' wholly lors 'em. I receive de valyationo' dem too, 'cuz when I
let up on P'laski, fust man I see wuz dat Jim Sinkfiel', whar had warn'
me hanged 'cuz he didn't warn' pay me two dollars an' seventy-three
cents. He wuz standin' dyah lookin' on, 'joyin' hiself. I jes walk up
to him an' I tolt him dat he could pay it right den, or recommodate me
to teck de res' o' de hick'ries. He try to blunder out o' it, but all
de folks know 'bout it an' dee wuz wid me, an' b'fo' he knowed it some
on 'em had he coat off, an' had stretch him roun' de tree, an' tolt me
to perceed. An' I perceeded.
"I hadn't quite wo' out one hick'ry when he holler dat he'd borry de
money an' pay it; but I tolt him, nor; hick'ries had riz; dat I had
three mo', an' I warn' show him a man can meck a boy holler 'murder'
an' yit not kill him. An' dat I did, too: b'fo' I wuz done he hollered
'murder' jes natchel as P'laski."
The old fellow's countenance beamed with satisfaction at the
recollection of his revenge. I rewarded his narrative with a donation
which he evidently considered liberal; for he not only was profuse in
his thanks, but he assured me that the county of Hanover had produced
four people of whom he was duly proud--Henry Clay, Doctor Macon,
myself, and himself.
"RUN TO SEED."
Jim's father died at Gettysburg; up against the Stone Fence; went to
heaven in a chariot of fire on that fateful day when the issue between
the two parts of the country was decided: when the slaughter on the
Confederate side was such that after the battle a lieutenant was in
charge of a regiment, and a major commanded a brigade.
This fact was much to Jim, though no one knew it: it tempered his mind:
ruled his life. He never remembered the time when he did not know the
story his mother, in her worn black dress and with her pale face, used
to tell him of the bullet-dented sword and faded red sash which hung on
the chamber wall.
They were the poorest people in the neighborhood. Everybody was poor;
for the county lay in the track of the armies, and the war had swept
the country as clean as a floor. But the Uptons were the poorest even
in that community. Others recuperated, pulled themselves together, and
began after a time to get up. The Uptons got flatter than they were
before. The fences (the few that were left) rotted; the fields grew up
in sassafras and pines; the barns blew down; the houses decayed; the
ditches filled; the chills came.
"They're the shiftlesses' people in the worl'," said Mrs. Wagoner
with a shade of asperity in her voice (or was it satisfaction?). Mrs.
Wagoner's husband had been in a bomb-proof during the war, when Jim
Upton (Jim's father) was with his company. He had managed to keep his
teams from the quarter-masters, and had turned up after the war the
richest man in the neighborhood. He lived on old Colonel Duval's place,
which he had bought for Confederate money.
"They're the shiftlesses' people in the worl'," said Mrs. Wagoner.
"Mrs. Upton ain't got any spirit: she jus' sets still and cries her
eyes out."
This was true, every word of it. And so was something else that Mrs.
Wagoner said in a tone of reprobation, about "people who made their
beds having to lay on them"; this process of incubation being too well
known to require further discussion.
But what could Mrs. Upton do? She could not change the course of
Destiny. One--especially if she is a widow with bad eyes, and in feeble
health, living on the poorest place in the State--cannot stop the stars
in their courses. She could not blot out the past, nor undo what she
had done. She would not if she could. She could not undo what she had
done when she ran away with Jim and married him. She would not if she
could. At least, the memory of those three years was hers, and nothing
could take it from her--not debts, nor courts, nor anything. She knew
he was wild when she married him. Certainly Mrs. Wagoner had been
careful enough to tell her so, and to tell every one else so too. She
would never forget the things she had said. Mrs. Wagoner never forgot
the things the young girl said either--though it was more the way she
had looked than what she had said. And when Mrs. Wagoner descanted on
the poverty of the Uptons she used to end with the declaration: "Well,
it ain't any fault of _mine_: she can't blame _me_, for Heaven knows
I warned her: I did _my_ duty!" Which was true. Warning others was a
duty Mrs. Wagoner seldom omitted. Mrs. Upton never thought of blaming
her, or any one else. Not all her poverty ever drew one complaint from
her sad lips. She simply sat down under it, that was all. She did not
expect anything else. She had given her Jim to the South as gladly as
any woman ever gave her heart to her love. She would not undo it if she
could--not even to have him back, and God knew how much she wanted him.
Was not his death glorious--his name a heritage for his son? She could
not undo the debts which encumbered the land; nor the interest which
swallowed it up; nor the suit which took it from her--that is, all but
the old house and the two poor worn old fields which were her dower.
She would have given up those too if it had not been for her children,
Jim and Kitty, and for the little old enclosure on the hill under the
big thorn-trees where they had laid him when they brought him back in
the broken pine box from Gettysburg. No, she could not undo the past,
nor alter the present, nor change the future. So what could she do?
In her heart Mrs. Wagoner was glad of the poverty of the Uptons; not
merely glad in the general negative way which warms the bosoms of most
of us as we consider how much better off we are than our neighbors--the
"Lord-I-thank-thee-that-I-am-not-as-other-men-are" way;--but Mrs.
Wagoner was glad positively. She was glad that any of the Uptons and
the Duvals were poor. One of her grandfathers had been what Mrs.
Wagoner (when she mentioned the matter at all) called "Manager" for one
of the Duvals. She was aware that most people did not accept that term.
She remembered old Colonel Duval--the _old_ Colonel--tall, thin, white,
grave. She had been dreadfully afraid of him. She had had a feeling of
satisfaction at his funeral. It was like the feeling she had when she
learned that Colonel Duval had not forgiven Betty nor left her a cent.
Mrs. Wagoner used to go to see Mrs. Upton--she went frequently. It
was "her duty" she said. She carried her things--especially advice.
There are people whose visits are like spells of illness. It took Mrs.
Upton a fortnight to get over one of these visits--to convalesce. Mrs.
Wagoner was "a mother to her": at least, Mrs. Wagoner herself said so.
In some respects it was rather akin to the substance of that name
which forms in vinegar. It was hard to swallow: it galled. Even Mrs.
Upton's gentleness was overtaxed--and rebelled. She had stood all the
homilies--all the advice. But when Mrs. Wagoner, with her lips drawn
in, after wringing her heart, recalled to her the warning she had given
her before she married, she stopped standing it. She did not say much;
but it was enough to make Mrs. Wagoner's stiff bonnet-bows tremble.
Mrs. Wagoner walked out feeling chills down her spine, as if Colonel
Duval were at her heels. She had "meant to talk about sending Jim to
school": at least she said so. She condoled with every one in the
neighborhood on the "wretched ignorance" in which Jim was growing up,
"working like a common negro." She called him "that ugly boy."
Jim was ugly--Mrs. Wagoner said, very ugly. He was slim, red-headed,
freckle-faced, weak-eyed; he stooped and he stammered. Yet there was
something about him, with his thin features, which made one look twice.
Mrs. Wagoner used to say she did not know where that boy got all his
ugliness from, for she must admit his father was rather good-looking
before he became so bloated, and Betty Duval would have been "passable"
if she had had any "vivacity." There were people who said Betty Duval
had been a beauty. She was careful in her limitations, Mrs. Wagoner
was. Some women will not admit others are pretty, no matter what the
difference in their ages: they feel as if they were making admissions
against themselves.
Once when Jim was a boy Mrs. Wagoner had the good taste to refer in
his presence to his "homeliness," a term with which she sugar-coated
her insult. Jim grinned and shuffled his feet, and then said, "Kitty's
pretty." It was true: Kitty was pretty: she had eyes and hair. You
could not look at her without seeing them--big brown eyes, and brown
tumbled hair. Kitty was fifteen--two years younger than Jim in 187-.
Jim never went to school. They were too poor. All he knew his mother
taught him and he got out of the few old books in the book-case left by
the war,--odd volumes of the Waverley novels, and the _Spectator_, "Don
Quixote," and a few others, stained and battered. He could not have
gone to school if there had been a school to go to: he had to work:
work, as Mrs. Wagoner had truthfully said, "like a common nigger." He
did not mind it; a bird born in a cage cannot mind it much. The pitiful
part is, it does not know anything else. Jim did not know anything
else. He did not mind anything much--except chills. He even got used
to them; would just lie down and shake for an hour and then go to
ploughing again as soon as the ague was over, with the fever on him. He
had to plough; for corn was necessary. He had this compensation: he was
worshipped by two people--his mother and Kitty. If other people thought
him ugly, they thought him beautiful. If others thought him dull, they
thought him wonderfully clever; if others thought him ignorant, they
knew how wise he was.
Mrs. Upton's eyes were bad; but she saw enough to see Jim: the
light came into the house with him; Kitty sat and gazed at him with
speechless admiration; hung on his words, which were few; watched
for his smile, which was rare. He repaid it to her by being--Jim. He
slaved for her; waited for her (when a boy waits for his little sister
it is something); played with her when he had time (this also was
something); made traps for her; caught her young squirrels,--was at
once her slave and her idol. As he grew up he did not have time to
play. He had to plough: "just like a common nigger," Mrs. Wagoner said
with an unclouded face. In this she spoke the truth.
It is a curious thing that farming paid better shortly after the war
than it did later. Lands fell. Times grew harder. They were always
growing harder with Jim. The land was worked out. Guano was necessary
to make anything grow. Guano was bought on credit. The crops would not
pay. Several summers there was drouth; crops failed. One of the two old
mules that he had died; Jim ploughed with one. Then he broke his leg.
When he got about again he was lame: the leg had shortened.
"They're the shiftlesses' folks in the worl'," said Mrs. Wagoner; "they
can't blame _me_. Heaven knows I told----" etc. Which was true--more
than true.
Jim ploughed on, only slower than ever, thinner than ever, sleepier
than ever.
One day something happened which waked him up. It was a Sunday. They
went to church; they always went to church--old St. Ann's--whenever
there was service. There was service there since the war only every
first and third Sunday and every other fifth Sunday. The Uptons and the
Duvals had been vestrymen from the time they had brought the bricks
over from England, generations ago. They had sat, one family in one of
the front semicircular pews on one side the chancel, the other family
in the other. Mrs. Upton, after the war, had her choice of the pews;
for all had gone but herself, Jim, and Kitty. She had changed, the
Sunday after her marriage, to the Upton side, and she clung loyally
to it ever after. Mrs. Wagoner had taken the other pew--a cold, she
explained at first, had made her deaf. She always spoke of it afterward
as "our pew." (The Billings, from which Mrs. Wagoner came, had not been
Episcopalians until Mrs. Wagoner married.) Carry Wagoner, who was a
year older than Kitty, used to sit by her mother, with her big hat and
brown hair. Jim, in right of his sex, sat in the end of his pew.
On this Sunday in question Jim drove his mother and Kitty to church
in the horse cart. The old carriage was a wreck, slowly dropping to
pieces. The chickens roosted in it. The cart was the only vehicle
remaining which had two sound wheels, and even one of these "wabbled" a
good deal, and the cart was "shackling." But straw placed in the bottom
made it fairly comfortable. Jim always had clean straw in it for his
mother and sister. His mother and Kitty remarked on it. Kitty looked
so well. They reached church. The day was warm, Mr. Bickersteth was
dry. Jim went to sleep during the sermon. He frequently did this. He
had been up since four. When service was over he partially waked--about
half-waked. He was standing in the aisle moving toward the door with
the rest of the congregation. A voice behind him caught his ear:
"What a lovely girl Kitty Upton is." It was Mrs. Harrison, who lived at
the other end of the parish. Jim knew the voice. Another voice replied:
"If she only were not always so _shabby_!" Jim knew this voice also. It
was Mrs. Wagoner's. Jim waked.
"Yes, but even her old darned dress cannot hide her. She reminds me
of----" Jim did not know what it was to which Mrs. Harrison likened
her. But he knew it was something beautiful.
"Yes," said Mrs. Wagoner; then added, "Poor thing, she's got no
education, and never will have. To think that old Colonel Duval's
fam'bly's come to this! Well, they can't blame me. They're clean run to
seed."
Jim got out into the air. He felt sick. He had been hit vitally. This
was what people thought! and it was true. They were "clean run to
seed." He went to get his cart. (He did not speak to Kitty.) His home
came before his eyes like a photograph: fences down, gates gone, houses
ruinous, fields barren. It came to him as if stamped on the retina
by a lightning-flash. He had worked--worked hard. But it was no use.
It was true: they were "clean run to seed." He helped his mother and
Kitty into the cart silently--doggedly. Kitty smiled at him. It hurt
him like a blow. He saw every worn place, every darn in her old dress,
and little, faded jacket. Mrs. Wagoner drove past them in her carriage,
leaning out of the window and calling that she took the liberty of
passing as she drove faster than they. Jim gave his old mule a jerk
which made him throw up his head and wince with pain. He was sorry for
it. But he had been jerked up short himself. He was quivering too.