CHAPTER XIV

The months came and went. The drama and tragedy of the future were yet

to come upon the stage, and in the meantime we pounded nuts and lived.

It was a good year, I remember, for nuts. We used to fill gourds with

nuts and carry them to the pounding-places. We placed them in

depressions in the rock, and, with a piece of rock in our hands, we

cracked them and ate them as we cracked.

It was the fall of the year when Lop-Ear and I returned from our long

adventure-journey, and the winter that followed was mild. I made

frequent trips to the neighborhood of my old home-tree, and frequently

I searched the whole territory that lay between the blueberry swamp and

the mouth of the slough where Lop-Ear and I had learned navigation, but

no clew could I get of the Swift One. She had disappeared. And I wanted

her. I was impelled by that hunger which I have mentioned, and which

was akin to physical hunger, albeit it came often upon me when my

stomach was full. But all my search was vain.

Life was not monotonous at the caves, however. There was Red-Eye to be

considered. Lop-Ear and I never knew a moment’s peace except when we

were in our own little cave. In spite of the enlargement of the

entrance we had made, it was still a tight squeeze for us to get in.

And though from time to time we continued to enlarge, it was still too

small for Red-Eye’s monstrous body. But he never stormed our cave

again. He had learned the lesson well, and he carried on his neck a

bulging lump to show where I had hit him with the rock. This lump never

went away, and it was prominent enough to be seen at a distance. I

often took great delight in watching that evidence of my handiwork; and

sometimes, when I was myself assuredly safe, the sight of it caused me

to laugh.

While the other Folk would not have come to our rescue had Red-Eye

proceeded to tear Lop-Ear and me to pieces before their eyes,

nevertheless they sympathized with us. Possibly it was not sympathy but

the way they expressed their hatred for Red-Eye; at any rate they

always warned us of his approach. Whether in the forest, at the

drinking-places, or in the open space before the caves, they were

always quick to warn us. Thus we had the advantage of many eyes in our

feud with Red-Eye, the atavism.

Once he nearly got me. It was early in the morning, and the Folk were

not yet up. The surprise was complete. I was cut off from the way up

the cliff to my cave. Before I knew it I had dashed into the

double-cave,—the cave where Lop-Ear had first eluded me long years

before, and where old Saber-Tooth had come to discomfiture when he

pursued the two Folk. By the time I had got through the connecting

passage between the two caves, I discovered that Red-Eye was not

following me. The next moment he charged into the cave from the

outside. I slipped back through the passage, and he charged out and

around and in upon me again. I merely repeated my performance of

slipping through the passage.

He kept me there half a day before he gave up. After that, when Lop-Ear

and I were reasonably sure of gaining the double-cave, we did not

retreat up the cliff to our own cave when Red-Eye came upon the scene.

All we did was to keep an eye on him and see that he did not cut across

our line of retreat.

It was during this winter that Red-Eye killed his latest wife with

abuse and repeated beatings. I have called him an atavism, but in this

he was worse than an atavism, for the males of the lower animals do not

maltreat and murder their mates. In this I take it that Red-Eye, in

spite of his tremendous atavistic tendencies, foreshadowed the coming

of man, for it is the males of the human species only that murder their

mates.

As was to be expected, with the doing away of one wife Red-Eye

proceeded to get another. He decided upon the Singing One. She was the

granddaughter of old Marrow-Bone, and the daughter of the Hairless One.

She was a young thing, greatly given to singing at the mouth of her

cave in the twilight, and she had but recently mated with Crooked-Leg.

He was a quiet individual, molesting no one and not given to bickering

with his fellows. He was no fighter anyway. He was small and lean, and

not so active on his legs as the rest of us.

Red-Eye never committed a more outrageous deed. It was in the quiet at

the end of the day, when we began to congregate in the open space

before climbing into our caves. Suddenly the Singing One dashed up a

run-way from a drinking-place, pursued by Red-Eye. She ran to her

husband. Poor little Crooked-Leg was terribly scared. But he was a

hero. He knew that death was upon him, yet he did not run away. He

stood up, and chattered, bristled, and showed his teeth.

Red-Eye roared with rage. It was an offence to him that any of the Folk

should dare to withstand him. His hand shot out and clutched

Crooked-Leg by the neck. The latter sank his teeth into Red-Eye’s arm;

but the next moment, with a broken neck, Crooked-Leg was floundering

and squirming on the ground. The Singing One screeched and gibbered.

Red-Eye seized her by the hair of her head and dragged her toward his

cave. He handled her roughly when the climb began, and he dragged and

hauled her up into the cave.

We were very angry, insanely, vociferously angry. Beating our chests,

bristling, and gnashing our teeth, we gathered together in our rage. We

felt the prod of gregarious instinct, the drawing together as though

for united action, the impulse toward cooperation. In dim ways this

need for united action was impressed upon us. But there was no way to

achieve it because there was no way to express it. We did not turn to,

all of us, and destroy Red-Eye, because we lacked a vocabulary. We were

vaguely thinking thoughts for which there were no thought-symbols.

These thought-symbols were yet to be slowly and painfully invented.

We tried to freight sound with the vague thoughts that flitted like

shadows through our consciousness. The Hairless One began to chatter

loudly. By his noises he expressed anger against Red-Eye and desire to

hurt Red-Eye. Thus far he got, and thus far we understood. But when he

tried to express the cooperative impulse that stirred within him, his

noises became gibberish. Then Big-Face, with brow-bristling and

chest-pounding, began to chatter. One after another of us joined in the

orgy of rage, until even old Marrow-Bone was mumbling and spluttering

with his cracked voice and withered lips. Some one seized a stick and

began pounding a log. In a moment he had struck a rhythm.

Unconsciously, our yells and exclamations yielded to this rhythm. It

had a soothing effect upon us; and before we knew it, our rage

forgotten, we were in the full swing of a hee-hee council.

These hee-hee councils splendidly illustrate the inconsecutiveness and

inconsequentiality of the Folk. Here were we, drawn together by mutual

rage and the impulse toward cooperation, led off into forgetfulness by

the establishment of a rude rhythm. We were sociable and gregarious,

and these singing and laughing councils satisfied us. In ways the

hee-hee council was an adumbration of the councils of primitive man,

and of the great national assemblies and international conventions of

latter-day man. But we Folk of the Younger World lacked speech, and

whenever we were so drawn together we precipitated babel, out of which

arose a unanimity of rhythm that contained within itself the essentials

of art yet to come. It was art nascent.

There was nothing long-continued about these rhythms that we struck. A

rhythm was soon lost, and pandemonium reigned until we could find the

rhythm again or start a new one. Sometimes half a dozen rhythms would

be swinging simultaneously, each rhythm backed by a group that strove

ardently to drown out the other rhythms.

In the intervals of pandemonium, each chattered, cut up, hooted,

screeched, and danced, himself sufficient unto himself, filled with his

own ideas and volitions to the exclusion of all others, a veritable

centre of the universe, divorced for the time being from any unanimity

with the other universe-centres leaping and yelling around him. Then

would come the rhythm—a clapping of hands; the beating of a stick upon

a log; the example of one that leaped with repetitions; or the chanting

of one that uttered, explosively and regularly, with inflection that

rose and fell, “A-bang, a-bang! A-bang, a-bang!” One after another of

the self-centred Folk would yield to it, and soon all would be dancing

or chanting in chorus. “Ha-ah, ha-ah, ha-ah-ha!” was one of our

favorite choruses, and another was, “Eh-wah, eh-wah, eh-wah-hah!”

And so, with mad antics, leaping, reeling, and over-balancing, we

danced and sang in the sombre twilight of the primeval world, inducing

forgetfulness, achieving unanimity, and working ourselves up into

sensuous frenzy. And so it was that our rage against Red-Eye was

soothed away by art, and we screamed the wild choruses of the hee-hee

council until the night warned us of its terrors, and we crept away to

our holes in the rocks, calling softly to one another, while the stars

came out and darkness settled down.

We were afraid only of the dark. We had no germs of religion, no

conceptions of an unseen world. We knew only the real world, and the

things we feared were the real things, the concrete dangers, the

flesh-and-blood animals that preyed. It was they that made us afraid of

the dark, for darkness was the time of the hunting animals. It was then

that they came out of their lairs and pounced upon one from the dark

wherein they lurked invisible.

Possibly it was out of this fear of the real denizens of the dark that

the fear of the unreal denizens was later to develop and to culminate

in a whole and mighty unseen world. As imagination grew it is likely

that the fear of death increased until the Folk that were to come

projected this fear into the dark and peopled it with spirits. I think

the Fire People had already begun to be afraid of the dark in this

fashion; but the reasons we Folk had for breaking up our hee-hee

councils and fleeing to our holes were old Saber-Tooth, the lions and

the jackals, the wild dogs and the wolves, and all the hungry,

meat-eating breeds.

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