CHAPTER X.

Although Fräulein had charge over the girls’ education, Mr. Asplin

reserved to himself the right of superintending their studies and

dictating their particular direction. He was so accustomed to training

boys for a definite end that he had no patience with the ordinary

aimless routine of a girl’s school course, and in the case of his

daughters had carefully provided for their different abilities and

tastes. Esther was a born student, a clear-headed, hard-thinking

girl, who took a delight in wrestling with Latin verbs and in solving

problems in Euclid, while she had little or no artistic faculty. He

put her through much the same course as his own boys, gave her half an

hour’s private lesson on unoccupied afternoons, and cut down the two

hours’ practising on the piano to a bare thirty minutes. Esther had

pleaded to give up music altogether, on the ground that she had neither

love nor skill for this accomplishment, but to this the Vicar would not

agree.

“You have already spent much time over it, and have passed the worst of

the drudgery; it would be folly to lose all you have learnt,” he said.

“You may not wish to perform in public, but there are many other ways

in which your music may be useful. In time to come you would be sorry

if you could not read an accompaniment to a song, play bright airs to

amuse children, or hymn tunes to help in a service. Half an hour a day

will keep up what you have learned, and so much time you must manage to

spare.”

With Mellicent the case was almost exactly opposite. It was a waste

of time trying to teach her mathematics, she had not sufficient brain

power to grasp them, and if she succeeded in learning a proposition by

heart like a parrot, it was only to collapse into helpless tears and

protestations when the letters were altered, and, as it seemed to her,

the whole argument changed thereby.

Fräulein protested that it was impossible to teach Mellicent to reason,

but the Vicar was loath to give up his pet theory that girls should

receive the same hard mental training as their brothers. He declared

that if the girl were weak in this direction, it was all the more

necessary that she should be trained, and volunteered to take her

in hand for half an hour daily to see what could be done. Fräulein

accepted this offer with a chuckle of satisfaction, and the Vicar went

on with the lessons several weeks, patiently plodding over the same

ground without making the least impression on poor Mellicent’s brain,

until there came one happy never-to-be-forgotten morning when Algebra

and Euclid went spinning up to the ceiling, and he jumped from the

table with a roar of helpless laughter.

“Oh, baby! baby! this is past all bearing! We might try for a century,

and never get any further. I cannot waste any more time.” Then, seeing

the large tears gathering, he framed the pretty face in his hands,

and looked at it with a tender smile. “Never mind, darling! there are

better things in this world than being clever and learned. You will be

our little house-daughter; help mother with her work, and play and sing

to father when he is tired in the evening. Work hard at your music,

learn how to manage a house, to sew and mend, and cook, and you will

have nothing to regret. A woman who can make a home has done more than

many scholars.”

So it came to pass that Mellicent added the violin to her

accomplishments, and was despatched to her own room to practise

exercises, while her elder sister wrestled with problems and equations.

When Peggy Saville arrived, here was a fresh problem, for Fräulein

reported that the good child could not add five and six together

without tapping them over on her finger; was as ignorant of geography

as a little heathen, and had so little ear for music that she could not

sing “Rule Britannia” without branching off into “God save the Queen.”

But when it came to poetry!--Fräulein held up her hands in admiration.

It was absolutely no effort to that child to remember, her eyes seemed

to flash down the page, and the lines were her own, and as she repeated

them her face shone, and her voice thrilled with such passionate

delight that Esther and Mellicent had been known to shed tears at the

sound of words which had fallen dead and lifeless from their own lips.

And at composition, how original she was! What a relief it was to find

so great a contrast to other children! When it was the life of a great

man which should be written, Esther and Mellicent began their essays

as ninety-nine out of a hundred school-girls would do, with a flat

and obvious statement of birth, birth-place, and parentage, but Peggy

disdained such commonplace methods, and dashed headlong into the heart

of her subject with a high-flown sentiment, or a stirring assertion

which at once arrested the reader’s interest. And it was the same

with whatever she wrote; she had the power of investing the dullest

subject with charm and brightness. Fräulein could not say too much of

Peggy’s powers in this direction, and the Vicar’s eye brightened as he

listened. He asked eagerly to be allowed to see the girl’s MS. book,

and summoned his wife from pastry-making in the kitchen to hear the

three or four essays which it contained.

“What do you think of those for a girl of fourteen? There’s a pupil

for you! If she were only a boy! Such dash--such spirit--such a gift

of words! Do you notice her adjectives? Exaggerated, no doubt, and

over-abundant, but so apt, so true, so strong! That child can write:

she has the gift. She ought to turn out an author of no mean rank.”

“Oh, dear me! I hope not. I hope she will marry a nice, kind man who

will be good to her, and have too much to do looking after her children

to waste her time writing stories,” cried Mrs. Asplin, who adored a

good novel when she could get hold of one, but harboured a prejudice

against all women-authors as strong-minded creatures, who lived in

lodgings, and sported short hair, inky fingers, and a pen behind the

ear. Mariquita Saville was surely destined for a happier fate. “When

a woman can live her own romance, why need she trouble her head about

inventing others!”

Her husband looked at her with a quizzical smile.

“Even the happiest life is not all romance, dear. It sometimes seems

unbearably prosaic, and then it is a relief to lose oneself in fiction.

You can’t deny that! I seem to have a remembrance of seeing someone

I know seated in a big chair before this very fire devouring a novel

and a Newtown pippin together on more Saturday afternoons than I could

number.”

“Tuts!” said his wife, and blushed a rosy red, which made her look

ridiculously young and pretty. Saturday afternoon was her holiday-time

of the week, and she had not yet outgrown her school-girl love of

eating apples as an accompaniment to an interesting book, but how

aggravating to be reminded of her weakness just at this moment of all

others! “What an inconvenient memory you have,” she said complainingly.

“Can’t a poor body indulge in a little innocent recreation without

having it brought up against her in argument ever afterwards. And I

thought we were talking about Peggy! What is at the bottom of this

excitement? I know you have some plan in your head.”

“I mean to see that she reads good books, and only books that will

help, and not hinder her progress! The rest will come in time. She must

learn before she can teach, have some experience of her own before she

can imagine the experiences of others; but writing is Peggy’s gift,

and she has been put in my charge. I must try to give her the right

training.”

From that time forward Mr. Asplin studied Peggy with a special

interest, and a few evenings later a conversation took place among

the young people which confirmed him in his conclusion as to her

possibilities. Lessons were over for the day, and girls and boys were

amusing themselves in the drawing-room, while Mr. Asplin read the

_Spectator_, and his wife knitted stockings by the fire. Mellicent

was embroidering a prospective Christmas present, an occupation which

engaged her leisure hours from March to December; Esther was reading,

and Peggy was supposed to be writing a letter, but was, in reality,

talking incessantly, with her elbows planted on the table, and her face

supported on her clasped hands. She wore a bright pink frock, which

gave a tinge of colour to the pale face, her hair was unbound from the

tight pig-tail and tied with a ribbon on the nape of her neck, from

which it fell in smooth heavy waves to her waist. It was one of the

moments when her companions realised with surprise that Peggy could

look astonishingly pretty upon occasion, and Oswald, from the sofa, and

Max and Bob, from the opposite side of the table, listened to her words

with all the more attention on that account.

She was discussing the heroine of a book which they had been reading

in turns, pointing out the inconsistencies in her behaviour, and

expatiating on the superior manner in which she--Mariquita--would have

behaved had positions been reversed. Then the boys had described their

own imaginary conduct under the trying circumstances, drawing forth

peals of derisive laughter from the feminine audience, and the question

had finally drifted from “What would you do?” to “What would you be?”

with the result that each one was eager to expatiate on his own pet

schemes and ambitions.

“I should like to come out first in all England in the Local

Examinations, get my degree of M.A., and be a teacher in a large High

School,” said Esther solemnly. “At Christmas and Easter I would come

home and see my friends, and in summer time I’d go abroad and travel,

and rub up my languages. Of course, what I should like best would be

to be head mistress of Girton, but I could not expect that to come for

a good many years. I must be content to work my way up, and I shall be

quite happy wherever I am, so long as I am teaching.”

“Poor old Esther! and she will wear spectacles, and black alpaca

dresses, and woollen mittens on her hands! Can’t I see her!” cried Max,

throwing back his head with one of the cheery bursts of laughter which

brought his mother’s eyes upon him with a flash of adoring pride. “Now

there’s none of that overweening ambition about me. I could bear up if

I never saw an improving book again. What _I_ would like would be for

some benevolent old millionaire to take a fancy to me, and adopt me as

his heir. I feel cut out to be a country gentleman and march about in

gaiters and knickerbockers, looking after the property, don’t you know,

and interviewing my tenants. I’d be strict with them, but kind at the

same time; look into all their grievances, and put them right whenever

I could. I’d make it a model place before I’d done with it, and all the

people would adore me. That’s my ambition, and a very good one it is

too; I defy anyone to have a better.”

“I should like to marry a very rich man with a big moustache, and

a beautiful house in London with a fireplace in the hall,” cried

Mellicent fervently. “I should have carriages and horses, and a diamond

necklace and three children; Valentine Roy--that should be the boy--and

Hildegarde and Ermyntrude, the girls, and they should have golden hair

like Rosalind, and blue eyes, and never wear anything but white, and

big silk sashes. I’d have a housekeeper to look after the dinners and

things, and a governess for the children, and never do anything myself

except give orders and go out to parties. I’d be the happiest woman

that ever lived.”

Lazy Oswald smiled in complacent fashion.

“And the fattest! Dearie me, wouldn’t you be a tub! I don’t know that I

have any special ambition. I mean to get my degree if I can, and then

persuade the governor to send me a tour round the world. I like moving

about, and change and excitement, and travelling is good fun if you

avoid the fag, and provide yourself with introductions to the right

people. I know a fellow who went off for a year and had no end of a

time; people put him up at their houses, and got up balls and dinners

for his benefit, and he never had to rough it a bit. I could put in a

year or two in that way uncommonly well.”

Rob had been wriggling on his chair and scowling in his wild-bear

fashion all the while Oswald was speaking, and at the conclusion he

relieved his feelings by kicking out recklessly beneath the table, with

the result that Peggy sat up suddenly with a “My foot, my friend! Curb

your enthusiasm!” which made him laugh, despite his annoyance.

“But it’s such bosh!” he cried scornfully. “It makes me sick to hear

a fellow talk such nonsense. Balls and dinners--faugh! If that’s your

idea of happiness, why not settle down in London and be done with it!

That’s the place for you! I’d give my ears to go round the world, but

I wouldn’t thank you to go with a dress suit and a valet; I’d want

to rough it, to get right out of the track of civilisation and taste

a new life; to live with the Bedouin in their tents as some of those

artist fellows have done, or make friends with a tribe of savages.

Magnificent! I’d keep a note-book with an account of all I did, and

all the strange plants and flowers and insects I came across, and write

a book when I came home. I’d a lot rather rough it in Africa that

lounge about Piccadilly in a frock coat and tall hat.” Robert sighed

at the hard prospect which lay before him as the son of a noble house,

then looked across the table with a smile: “And what says the fair

Mariquita? What _rôle_ in life is she going to patronise when she comes

to years of discretion?”

Peggy nibbled the end of her pen and stared into space.

“I’ve not quite decided,” she said slowly. “I should like to be either

an author or an orator, but I’m not sure which. I think, on the whole,

an orator, because then you could watch the effect of your words.

It is not possible, of course, but what I should like best would be

to be the Archbishop of Canterbury, or some great dignitary of the

Church. Oh, just imagine it! To stand up in the pulpit and see the dim

cathedral before one, and the faces of the people looking up, white

and solemn.... I’d stand waiting until the roll of the organ died away

and there was a great silence; then I would look at them, and say to

myself--‘A thousand people, two thousand people, and for half an hour

they are in my power. I can make them think as I will, see as I will,

feel as I will. They are mine! I am their leader.’--I cannot imagine

anything in the world more splendid than that! I should choose to be

the most wonderful orator that was ever known, and people would come

from all over the world to hear me, and I would say beautiful things in

beautiful words, and see the answer in their faces, and meet the flash

in the eyes looking up into mine. Oh--h! if it could only--only be

true; but it can’t, you see. I am a girl, and if I try to do anything

in public I am as nervous as a rabbit, and can only squeak, squeak,

squeak in a tiny little voice that would not reach across the room. I

had to recite at a prize-giving at school once, and, my dears, it was

a lamentable failure! I was only audible to the first three rows, and

when it was over, I simply sat down and howled, and my knees shook.

Oh, dear, the very recollection unpowers me! So I think, on the whole,

I shall be an authoress, and let my pen be my sceptre. From my quiet

fireside,” cried Peggy, with a sudden assumption of the Mariquita

manner, and a swing of the arms which upset a vase of chrysanthemums,

and sent a stream of water flowing over the table--“from my quiet

fireside I will sway the hearts of men----”

“My plush cloth! Oh, bad girl,--my new plush cloth! You dreadful Peggy,

what will I do with you!” Mrs. Asplin rushed forward to mop with her

handkerchief and lift the dripping flowers to a place of safety, while

Peggy rolled up her eyes with an expression of roguish impenitence.

“Dear Mrs. Asplin, it was not I, it was that authoress. She was

evolving her plots.... Pity the eccentricities of the great!”

(_To be continued._)

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