THE MANSIONS OF HELEN

Concerning the visions which men have of the gods there is much

uncertainty. It is written that no man can see God and live; but I

think some evil god or evil man must be spoken of, and that they come

nearer to the truth who say that the vision of God brings perfect

happiness. I suspect this is true in a humbler and more familiar sense

than is intended in discourses about the state of the soul in heaven;

for there is a heaven above every place, and the soul mounts to it in

all its thoughts and actions, when these are perfect. I incline also

to another opinion, which would surprise those religious friends of

mine who call me an atheist; namely, that Whenever we see anything,

we have, or might have if we chose, a partial vision of God, and a

moment of happiness. For all experience comes to us fatally, from an

alien source which in physics is called matter, in morals power or

will, and in religion God; so that by his power (as I learned when a

child in my Spanish catechism) God is present in everything. The same

authority added (and how full of meaning that word is to me now!)

that he was also present in everything by his essence; since what is

brought unimpeachably before us in any vision is some essence which,

being absolutely indestructible, is in that respect divine. It is

indestructible because, if all trace and memory of it were destroyed,

it would in that very obscuration vindicate its essential identity,

since not _it_, but only things different from _it_, would now exist.

Every essence, therefore, lies eternally at the very foundations of

being, and is a part of the divine immutability and necessity; an

intrinsic feature in that Nous or Logos which theologians tell us is

the second hypostasis of the divine nature. Yet to say that we see

God when we see him only in part is perhaps hazardous and open to

objection, because a part of anything, separated from the rest, becomes

a different being, qualitatively and numerically; and it will be better

to speak of our visions as visions of angels or messengers or demigods,

having one divine parent and one human. In everything, if we regard it

as it is in itself, and not selfishly, we may find an incarnation or

manifestation of deity.

How the divinity of our daily visitants shines out at certain moments

and then again is obscured by our practical haste and inattention, is

admirably expressed in the history of Helen. Her birth was miraculous,

and yet quaintly natural, for her father Zeus, having taken the form

of a swan when he wooed her mother Leda, she was hatched from a great

white egg; and there was always something swanlike in the movements

of her neck, in the composure of her carriage, as if borne on still

waters, in the scarcely flushed marble of her skin, and in the

lightness and amplitude of her floating garments. She was hardly of

this world, and it seemed almost a desecration to have wedded her to

any mortal. Yet she offered no resistance to love; it was indifferent

to her whom she might enamour, or into what nest of robbers she might

be carried by force. Was it not violence, she said to herself, to exist

on earth at all? What mattered a shade more or less of violence? If she

remained in a manner chaste and inviolate, it was only because she was

too beautiful to tempt the lusts of men. Neither of her two husbands

loved or understood her. Menelaus because he was a dullard, and Paris

because he was a rake, approached her as they would have approached

any other woman, and they found no great pleasure in her society. Yet

wherever she appeared, every one stopped talking and was motionless;

and she was worshipped by all who saw her pass at a distance. Supreme

beauty is foreign everywhere, yet everywhere has a right of domicile;

it opens a window to heaven, and is a cause of suspended animation and,

as it were, ecstatic suicide in the heart of mortals.

Helen passed her childhood dazed, but with a pleasing wonder, because

she loved her brothers, and they, absorbed though they were habitually

in their violent sports, were tender to her. When they died, how gladly

would she have followed them and become the third star with them in

heaven! But she found herself married to Menelaus the king; and this

her first mansion at Sparta, the narrowest of citadels, was far from

happy. The palace was a great farm-house, and the talk in it was all

of harvests and cattle and horses and wars. The men were boors, and

their scruples about sacrifices and auguries annoyed her; being half

divine, she felt no need for religion. "What advantage is it," she said

in her thoughts, "to be a queen when I am a prisoner, or to be called

beautiful where nobody looks at me."

Accordingly it was with a vague hope and a secret desire for vengeance

that she heard of the approach of a brilliant stranger, from a far more

populous and flourishing city than Sparta, who came with gifts and a

glib tongue to view the wonders of the island world. When his eyes fell

on her, his unfeigned surprise filled her with exultation. To be so

discerned, for her, was to be won. Those eyes could recognize divinity.

No doubt he was preparing new fetters for her and new sorrows, but for

a moment she would be free, and in following him she would feel herself

once more the goddess.

In fact, so long as they sailed the dark-purple sea, or rested in

caves or in island bowers, all was pleasantness between them. Their

very galley, with its white sails spread, took on something of Helen's

beauty, and seemed a cloud wafted across the Aegean, or the swan, her

father, riding on the rippled reaches of the Meander. Paris proved

a candid and light-hearted lover; never vexed, he was all grace and

mastery in small matters: one of those lordly travellers who can feel

the charm of nature and of woman in every dime, however exotic, however

pure, or however impure; and the incomparable Helen seemed indeed

incomparable to his practised mind. He adored her, but he preferred

other women. Moreover, she found that at Troy he counted for nothing.

He moved amid battles and councils, quite at home in the scene, but

never consulted; a prince turned shepherd, a familiar but superfluous

ornament, like a fop or a ballet-dancer that everybody smiled upon and

nobody respected. It was given him in the end to slay the redoubtable

Achilles with a chance arrow, Apollo secretly directing the shaft,

but he was no warrior. It was a useless triumph, as his abduction of

Helen had been an innocent crime: both were the work of gods laughing

at human arrogance. There were doubtless street rhetoricians in Ilium

who upbraided Paris and Helen, as there are reasoning philosophers

and politicians to-day who attribute the ascendancy or decay of

nations to the ideas that prevail there, forgetting to ask why those

particular ideas have been embraced by those peoples, when all ideas,

in the universal market, are to be had gratis. The wise old Priam

and his counsellors knew better. They did not disown Paris for his

escapade, as they might so easily have done, nor did they return

Helen to her wronged husband, useless as she was at Troy. They knew

that the confused battles of earth must be fought over some nominal

prize; men and animals will always be fighting for something, not

because the thing is necessarily of any value to them, but because

they wish to snatch it from one another. Helen had lent her name and

image to colour an ancient feud, and make articulate the dull eternal

contention between Asia and Europe. It was for existence that each

party was fighting; but it added to their courage and self-esteem to

say they were fighting for beauty, and that the victory of their side

would be a victory for the gods. But the gods were in both camps, and

in neither, as in her heart was Helen herself. In her isolation, her

conscience sometimes reproached her, and she wondered that she never

heard these reproaches from the lips of others. Hector and Priam and

the other old men, even the queen and the gossiping women, treated her

with deference; but they cared only for Troy and for their own affairs.

If less beset than in her strict old home, she was more neglected

in these spacious palaces, and no less melancholy. Was it a miracle

of generosity that nobody blamed her, or was it a supreme proof of

indifference, that standing in the centre of the stage she remained

unheeded? Was she so much a goddess that they thought her a statue?

Would she be borne away by the victors like an inert Palladium, to be

set up elsewhere on a new pedestal? She did not understand that it is

not the vision that men have of the gods that works their safety or

ruin, but that fatal maladjustments, or natural vigour in them, in

shaping their destiny, call that vision down. Nor is it an idle vision;

for the sight turns the dreary length of their misery into a tragedy

flashing with light and tears; and the presence of Helen on those

beleaguered walls, which might have irritated the foolish, consoled

the wise. She was not the cause of their danger nor of their coming

disaster, as she had not been the cause of the harsh virtues of her

Spartan clan; but as those harsh virtues had created her beauty, so the

wealth and exuberant civilization of Ilium had recognized it, and made

it their own; and she was a glory to both nations, for not every city,

of all the cities that perish, has had a queen like her.

When Troy fell at last, when Hector and Paris and Priam were dead, and

Aeneas had escaped just in time, she waited, impassible, at the gate

of the smoking acropolis, neither glad nor sorry, not ashamed to see

her first husband again and his shouting friends--for she despised

them--nor unwilling to be removed, as it were, into the evening shadow

of her old queenliness. Something told her that in her second life at

Sparta she would be more feared and more respected; in her advancing

age and intangible isolation she would be as a priestess whom no

one--not even Menelaus--would dare to approach. Her crime would be her

protection; her rebellion, proudly acknowledged and never retracted

in spirit, would lift her above all mankind. Even while still in this

world, she would belong to the other.

There is an obscure rumour that after the fall of Troy Helen never

returned to Sparta but was spirited away to Egypt, whilst a mere

phantasm resembling her accompanied her dull husband back to his

dull fastness by the pebbly Eurotas. This turn given to the fable

hints darkly at the unearthly truth. Helen was a phantom always and

everywhere; so long as men fought for her, taking her image, as it

were, for their banner, she presided over a most veritable and bloody

battle; but when the battle ceased of itself, and all those heroes

that had seen and idolized her were dead, the cerulean colours of that

banner faded from it; the shreds of it rotted indistinguishably in the

mire, and the hues that had lent it for a moment its terrible magic

fled back into the ether, where wind and mist, meteors and sunbeams,

never cease to weave them. The passing of Helen was the death of

Greece, but Helen herself is its immortality. Yet why seek to interpret

the parable? There is more depth of suggestion in these ancient myths

than in any abstract doctrine which we may substitute for them. Homer

and his companions certainly were not writing intentional allegories;

but they had a sense for beauty and a sense for the flux of things,

and in those two perceptions the whole philosophy of Ideas is latent.

Sight, thought, love arrest essences; and time, perpetually undermining

the existence that brings those essences before us, drives them, as

fast as we can arrest them, like a sort of upward flaw, back into

heaven.

53

Soliloquies in England, and Later Soliloquies · 第 65 / 68 题