QUEEN MAB

Nature, which is far more resourceful than logic, has found a way out

of the contradiction between the human need for expression and the

British distaste for personal outbursts. This way is rambling fiction.

When out of shyness, or because they have shocked each other, the

inner man and the outer man are not on speaking terms, loud language

and vehement gestures are incompatible with depth of feeling. What

lies deep must in such a case remain unexpressed, and will seem

inexpressible. A man's heart will be revealed, even to himself, only

in long stretches of constant endeavour and faithful habit: towards

the end of his life he may begin to discern his ruling motives. In

the meantime, however, his fancy may have played at self-revelation;

he may have indulged in day-dreams and romantic transformations of

himself, as boys do; and without pledging his real person too much he

may have made trial of candour, or, if need be, of extravagance, in

imaginary substitutes for himself, thus trying the paces of his inner

man without cheapening his secret feelings or publishing them in common

and second-hand terms. Such a man will talk little about himself; his

opinions and preferences will not be very explicit, but he will privily

nurse and develop them by endless variations played upon them in fancy,

as he reads or perhaps writes a book of fiction by his chimney corner.

He will dream of what Queen Mab makes other people dream.

Romantic fiction is a bypath of expression; it meanders through fields

of possible experience that stretch harmlessly between the highroads of

actual lives, far from the precipices of private and public passions.

The labyrinth is infinite, but the path chosen in it is always

traceable by a sort of Ariadne's thread spun out of the poet's heart.

He means to forget himself and to feign some charming monster in some

picturesque landscape, the more exotic the better; but in doing so he

obeys the dream-impulses of his own soul, and recasts or corrects the

images supplied by his experience. His very extravagances and hectic

concentration of fancy betray him; they manifest his impatience, his

affections, his potentialities; for he paints what he can conceive and

what fascinates him in conceiving it. That which he might have been,

and was not, comforts him. Such a form of self-expression, indirect,

bashful, and profoundly humorous, being play rather than art, is

alone congenial to the British temperament; it is the soul of English

literature. Like English politics and religion, it breathes tolerance,

plasticity, waywardness, infinitude; it is tender and tentative,

shapeless and guileless. Its straggling march forms a vast national

soliloquy, rich in casual touches, in alternatives, in contrasts, in

suspended themes; the plot grows out of the episodes, it is always

being remodelled and always to be continued. The facts, though much

talked of in detail, are never faced as a whole, nor is the soul ever

gathered together to pronounce upon them; the whole procedure is a

subterfuge, and may be easily disparaged by people with other gifts

and aspirations. Intelligence certainly does not dominate it; its

conclusions, when it reaches conclusions, are false, and its methods

cumbrous; and foreigners who adopt them are catching only the vices of

their model. But its virtues are transcendent; if the mind of England

is wrapped in mists, it is touched with ethereal colours; and who shall

measure the benign influences, the lights, the manliness, the comforts,

the moral sanity that have spread from it through the world? Its very

incapacities are full of promise; it closes no doors; it is the one

fountain of kindly liberty on earth. The Englishman's prejudices are so

obviously prejudices as to be almost innocent, and even amiable; his

consecrated formulas (for of course he has them) are frankly inadequate

and half humorous; he would not have you suppose he has said his

all, nor his last word. He is jealous of preserving, far from public

observation or censure, the free play of his potential sentiments;

from thence he will occasionally fetch some scrap of a word, or let

slip some hint of emotion; he will only murmur or suggest or smile his

loves. Everybody dislikes a caricature of himself; and the Englishman

feels (I think justly) that any figure a man can cut in other people's

eyes is a caricature. Therefore, if there is anything in him, he fears

to betray it; and if there is nothing in him, he fears to betray that;

and in either case he is condemned to diffidence and shyness. He wishes

you to let him alone; perhaps if you do he may presently tell you,

about quite another imaginary person, some vivid and tender story.

This story may be a fairy tale or it may be a piece of realistic

fiction, in which the experiences of sundry characters, as different

as possible from oneself and from one another, are imagined and lived

through. The author may fairly say that these creations are not masks

for his own person; it is expressly not his own feelings that he is

evoking and developing. He is fancying other feelings; and yet, as

this fancy and the magic life it constitutes are necessarily his own,

his mind is being secretly agitated and relieved by these fictions;

and his sensibility, instead of being sublimated into some ultimate

tragic passion, is diffused over a thousand picturesque figures and

adventures with which he acknowledges no moral kinship, save such as

is requisite for a lively interest in them and a minute portrayed. It

is only by accident that any of his poetic offspring may resemble their

parent. What cares he what curious eye may note their deformity? _He_

need not blush for them. He may even be bent on unmasking and fiercely

condemning them, as a scrupulous penitent is bent on ferreting out

and denouncing his real or fancied sins. In the most searching truth

of fiction there is accordingly no indiscretion; the author's inmost

and least avowable feelings may be uttered through it without reserve.

Like a modest showman behind the curtain of his booth, he manipulates

his marionettes and speaks for them in a feigned voice, by a sort of

ventriloquy. Here is no religious tragedy, no distilled philosophy, no

overarching cosmic myth. The scale is pleasantly small and the tone

familiar, though the sum of the parts may fade into the infinite. We

do not find in this complicated dream any life greater than our own

or less accidental. We do not need to outgrow ourselves in order to

understand it; no one summons us to pause, to recant, to renounce any

part of our being. On the contrary, we simply unwind our own reel; we

play endlessly at living, and in this second visionary life we survive

all catastrophes, and we exchange one character for another without

carrying over any load of memory or habit or fate. We seem still to

undergo the vicissitudes of a moral world, but without responsibility.

Queen Mab is a naughty sprite, full of idle curiosity and impartial

laughter. When she flutters over the roofs of cities, she is no

angel with a mission, coming to sow there some chosen passion or

purpose of her own; nor does she gather from those snoring mortals

any collective sentiment or aspiration, such as a classic muse might

render articulate, or such as religion or war or some consecrated

school of art might embody. She steals wilily like a stray moonbeam

into every crack and dark old corner of the earth. Her deft touch, as

she pretends, sets all men dreaming, each after his own heart; but

like other magicians, she is a fraud. Those garden fancies about her

fairy equipage are all a joke to amuse the children; her wings are,

in reality, far finer than gossamer, and the Equivocation she rides

on is nimbler than any grasshopper. All she professes to spy out or

provoke is her own merry invention. Her wand really works no miracle

and sets no sleeper dreaming; on the contrary, it is rather an electric

spark from the lover's brain or the parson's nose, as she tickles it,

that quickens her own fancy, and hatches there an interminable brood

of exquisite oddities, each little goblin perfectly ridiculous, each

quite serious and proud of its little self, each battling bravely for

its little happiness. Queen Mab is the genius proper to the art of a

nation whose sensibility is tender, but whose personal life is drab and

pale. To report, however poetically, the events and feelings they have

actually experienced would be dull, as dull as life; their imagination

craves entertainment with something richer, more wayward, more

exciting. Every one is weary of his own society; the lifelong company

of so meagre and warped a creature has become insufferable. We see that

the passions of Mercutio are potentially deep and vivid; but they have

been crossed by fortune, and on fortune his kindly humour mockingly

takes its revenge, by feigning no end of parodies and escapades for

the ineffable bright mischiefs lurking in his bosom. Queen Mab is the

frail mothlike emanation of such a generous but disappointed mind;

her magic lies in the ironical visions which, like the dust of the

poppy, she can call forth there. A Cinderella at home, she becomes a

seer in her midnight travels. Hence Table Rounds and Ivanhoes; hence

three-volume novels about Becky Sharps and David Copperfields. These

imagined characters are often alive, not only because the scene in

which they move may be well indicated, with romantic absorption in the

picturesque aspects of human existence, but also because their minds

are the author's mind dreaming; they skirt the truth of his inner man;

in their fancifulness or their realism they retain a secret reference

to the deepest impulses in himself.

English lovers, I believe, seldom practise what in Spain is called

conjugating the verb; they do not spend hours ringing the changes on I

love, you love, we love. This, in their opinion, would be to protest

too much. They prefer the method of Paolo and Francesca: they will

sit reading out of the same book, and when they come to the kissing,

she will say, "How nice that is!" and he will reply, "Isn't it?" and

the story will supply the vicarious eloquence of their love. Fiction

and poetry, in some supposititious instance, report for the Englishman

the bashful truth about himself; and what English life thereby misses

in vivacity, English literature gains in wealth, in tenderness, in a

rambling veracity, and in preciousness to the people's heart.

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