XXIX

At the end of a week Honora showed a decided change for the better. The

horror had gone out of her face; she ate without persuasion; she slept

briefly but often. The conclusion of a fortnight saw her still sad, but

beyond immediate danger of melancholy. She began to assume some slight

responsibility toward the children, and she loved to have them playing

about her, although she soon wearied of them.

Kate had decided not to go back to Chicago until her return from

California. She was to speak to the Federation of Women's Clubs which

met at Los Angeles, and she proposed taking Honora with her. Honora was

not averse if Kate and Karl thought it best for her. The babies were to

remain safe at home.

"I wouldn't dare experiment with babies," said Kate. "At least, not with

other people's."

"You surely wouldn't experiment with your own, ma'am!" cried the

privileged Mrs. Hays.

"Oh, I might," Kate insisted. "If I had babies of my own, I'd like them

to be hard, brown little savages--the sort you could put on donkey-back

or camel-back and take anywhere."

Mrs. Hays shook her head at the idea of camels. It hardly sounded

Christian, and certainly it in no way met her notion of the need

of infants.

"Mrs. Browning writes about taking her baby to a mountain-top not far

from the stars," Kate went on. "They rode donkey-back, I believe.

Personally, however, I should prefer the camel. For one thing, you could

get more babies on his back."

Mrs. Hays threw a glance at her mistress as if to say: "Is it proper for

a young woman to talk like this?"

The young woman in question said many things which, according to the

always discreet and sensible Mrs. Hays, were hardly to be commended.

There was, for example, the evening she had stood in the westward end of

the veranda and called:--

"Archangels! Come quick and see them!"

The summons was so stirring that they all ran,--even Honora, who was

just beginning to move about the house,--but Wander reached Kate's

side first.

"She's right, Honora," he announced. "It is archangels--a whole party of

them. Come, see!"

But it had been nothing save a sunset rather brighter than usual, with

wing-like radiations.

"Pshaw!" said Mrs. Hays confidentially to the cook.

"Shouldn't you think they'd burn up with all that flaming crimson on

them?" Kate cried. "And, oh, their golden hair! Or does that belong to

the Damosel? Probably she is leaning over the bar of heaven at

this minute."

In Mrs. Hays's estimation, the one good thing about all such talk was

that Mrs. Fulham seemed to like it. Sometimes she smiled; and she hung

upon the arm of her friend and looked at her as if wondering how one

could be so young and strong and gay. Mr. Wander, too, seemed never

tired of listening; and the way that letters trailed after this young

woman showed her that a number--quite an astonishingly large number--of

persons were pleased to whet their ideas on her. Clarinda Hays decided

that she would like to try it herself; so one morning when she sat on

the veranda watching the slumbers of the little girls in their hammocks,

and Miss Barrington sat near at hand fashioning a blouse for Honora's

journey, she ventured:--

"You're a suffragette, ain't you, Miss?"

"Why, yes," admitted Kate. "I suppose I am. I believe in suffrage for

women, at any rate."

"Well, what do you make of all them carryings-on over there in England,

ma'am? You don't approve of acid-throwing and window-breaking and

cutting men's faces with knives, do you?" She looked at Kate with an

almost poignant anxiety, her face twitching a little with her

excitement. "A decent woman couldn't put her stamp on that kind

o' thing."

"But the puzzling part of it all is, Mrs. Hays, that it appears to be

decent women who are doing it. Moreover, it's not an impulse with them

but a plan. That rather sets one thinking, doesn't it? You see, it's a

sort of revolution. Revolutions have got us almost everything we have

that is really worth while in the way of personal liberty; but I don't

suppose any of them seemed very 'decent' to the non-combatants who were

looking on. Then, too, you have to realize that women are very much

handicapped in conducting a fight."

"What have they got to fight against, I should like to know?" demanded

Mrs. Hays, dropping her sewing and grasping the arms of her chair in her

indignation.

"Well," said Kate, "I fancy we American women haven't much idea of all

that the Englishwomen are called upon to resent. I do know, though, that

an English husband of whatever station thinks that he is the commander,

and that he feels at liberty to address his wife as few American

husbands would think of doing. It's quite allowed them to beat their

wives if they are so minded. I hope that not many of them are minded to

do anything of the kind, but I feel very sure that women are 'kept in

their place' over there. So, as they've been hectored themselves,

they've taken up hectoring tactics in retaliation. They demand a share

in the government and the lawmaking. They want to have a say about the

schools and the courts of justice. If men were fighting for some new

form of liberty, we should think them heroic. Why should we think women

silly for doing the same thing?"

"It won't get them anywhere," affirmed Clarinda Hays. "It won't do for

them what the old way of behaving did for them, Miss. Now, who, I

should like to know, does a young fellow, dying off in foreign parts,

turn his thoughts to in his last moments? Why, to his good mother or his

nice sweetheart! You don't suppose that men are going to turn their

dying thoughts to any such screaming, kicking harridans as them

suffragettes over there in England, do you?"

Kate heard a chuckle beyond the door--the disrespectful chuckle, as she

took it, of the master of the house. It armed her for the fray.

"I don't think the militant women are doing these things to induce men

to feel tenderly toward them, Mrs. Hays. I don't believe they care just

now whether the men feel tenderly toward them or not. Women have been

low-voiced and sweet and docile for a good many centuries, but it hasn't

gained them the right to claim their own children, or to stand up beside

men and share their higher responsibilities and privileges. I don't like

the manner of warfare, myself. While I could die at the stake if it

would do any good, I couldn't break windows and throw acid. For one

thing, it doesn't seem to me quite logical, as the damage is inflicted

on the property of persons who have nothing to do with the case. But, of

course, I can't be sure that, after the fight is won, future generations

will not honor the women who forgot their personal preferences and who

made the fight in the only way they could."

"You're such a grand talker, Miss, that it's hard running opposite to

you, but I was brought up to think that a woman ought to be as near an

angel as she could be. I never answered my husband back, no matter what

he said to me, and I moved here and there to suit him. I was always

waiting for him at home, and when he got there I stood ready to do for

him in any way I could. We was happy together, Miss, and when he was

dying he said that I had been a good wife. Them words repaid me, Miss,

as having my own way never could."

Clarinda Hays had grown fervid. There were tears in her patient eyes,

and her face was frankly broken with emotion.

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