XXVIII

So Kate was coming!

He had cravenly rebuffed her, and she had borne the rebuff in silence.

Yet now that he needed her, she was coming. Ah, that was what women

meant to men. They were created for the comforting of them. He always

had known it, but he had impiously doubted them--doubted Her. Because

fortune had turned from him, he had turned from Her--from Kate

Barrington. He had imagined that she wanted more than he could give;

whereas, evidently, all she ever had wanted was to be needed. He had

called. She had answered. It had been as swift as telegraphy could make

it. And now he was driving to the station to meet her.

Life, it appeared, was just as simple as that. A man, lost in the

darkness, could cry for a star to guide him, and it would come. It would

shine miraculously out of the heavens, and his path would be made plain.

It seemed absurd that the horses should be jogging along at their usual

pace over the familiar road. Why had they not grown shining wings? Why

was the old station wagon not transformed, by the mere glory of its

errand, into a crystal coach? But, no, the horses went no faster because

they were going on this world-changing errand. The resuscitated village,

with the American litter heaped on the Italian dirt, looked none the

less slovenly because She was coming into it in a few minutes. The clock

kept its round; the sun showed its usual inclination toward the west.

But notwithstanding this torpidity, She was coming, and that day stood

apart from all other days.

That it was Honora's desperate need which she was answering, in no way

lessened the value of her response to him. His need and Honora's were

indissoluble now; it was he who had called, and it was not to Honora

alone that she was coming with healing in her hands.

He saw her as she leaped from the train,--tall, alert, green-clad,--and

he ran forward, sweeping his Stetson from his head. Their hands

met--clung.

"You!" he said under his breath.

She laughed into his eyes.

"No, _you_!" she retorted.

He took her bags and they walked side by side, looking at each other as

if their eyes required the sight.

"How is she?" asked Kate.

"Very bad."

"What is it?"

"The doorway to madness."

"You've had a specialist?"

"Yes. He wanted to take her to a sanatorium. I begged him to wait--to

let you try. How could I let her go out from my door to be cast in with

the lost?"

"I suppose it was David's death that caused it."

"Oh, yes. What else could it be?"

"Then she loved him--to the end."

"And after it, I am sure."

He led the way to the station wagon and helped her in; then brought her

luggage on his own shoulder.

"Oh," she cried in distress. "Do you have to be your own stevedore? I

don't like to have you doing that for me."

"Out here we wait on ourselves," he replied when he had tumbled the

trunk into the wagon. He seated himself beside her as if he were doing

an accustomed thing, and she, too, felt as if she had been there beside

him many times before.

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