The Wisdom of the Trail

Sitka Charley had achieved the impossible. Other Indians might have

known as much of the wisdom of the trail as he did; but he alone knew

the white man's wisdom, the honor of the trail, and the law. But these

things had not come to him in a day. The aboriginal mind is slow to

generalize, and many facts, repeated often, are required to compass an

understanding. Sitka Charley, from boyhood, had been thrown continually

with white men, and as a man he had elected to cast his fortunes with

them, expatriating himself, once and for all, from his own people. Even

then, respecting, almost venerating their power, and pondering over it,

he had yet to divine its secret essence--the honor and the law. And it

was only by the cumulative evidence of years that he had finally come

to understand. Being an alien, when he did know, he knew it better than

the white man himself; being an Indian, he had achieved the impossible.

And of these things had been bred a certain contempt for his own

people--a contempt which he had made it a custom to conceal, but which

now burst forth in a polyglot whirlwind of curses upon the heads of

Kah-Chucte and Gowhee. They cringed before him like a brace of snarling

wolf dogs, too cowardly to spring, too wolfish to cover their fangs.

They were not handsome creatures. Neither was Sitka Charley. All three

were frightful-looking. There was no flesh to their faces; their

cheekbones were massed with hideous scabs which had cracked and frozen

alternately under the intense frost; while their eyes burned luridly

with the light which is born of desperation and hunger. Men so

situated, beyond the pale of the honor and the law, are not to be

trusted. Sitka Charley knew this; and this was why he had forced them

to abandon their rifles with the rest of the camp outfit ten days

before. His rifle and Captain Eppingwell's were the only ones that

remained.

'Come, get a fire started,' he commanded, drawing out the precious

matchbox with its attendant strips of dry birchbark.

The two Indians fell sullenly to the task of gathering dead branches

and underwood. They were weak and paused often, catching themselves, in

the act of stooping, with giddy motions, or staggering to the center of

operations with their knees shaking like castanets.

After each trip they rested for a moment, as though sick and deadly

weary. At times their eyes took on the patient stoicism of dumb

suffering; and again the ego seemed almost burst forth with its wild

cry, 'I, I, I want to exist!'--the dominant note of the whole living

universe.

A light breath of air blew from the south, nipping the exposed portions

of their bodies and driving the frost, in needles of fire, through fur

and flesh to the bones. So, when the fire had grown lusty and thawed a

damp circle in the snow about it, Sitka Charley forced his reluctant

comrades to lend a hand in pitching a fly. It was a primitive affair,

merely a blanket stretched parallel with the fire and to windward of

it, at an angle of perhaps forty-five degrees. This shut out the chill

wind and threw the heat backward and down upon those who were to huddle

in its shelter. Then a layer of green spruce boughs were spread, that

their bodies might not come in contact with the snow. When this task

was completed, Kah-Chucte and Gowhee proceeded to take care of their

feet. Their icebound moccasins were sadly worn by much travel, and the

sharp ice of the river jams had cut them to rags.

Their Siwash socks were similarly conditioned, and when these had been

thawed and removed, the dead-white tips of the toes, in the various

stages of mortification, told their simple tale of the trail.

Leaving the two to the drying of their footgear, Sitka Charley turned

back over the course he had come. He, too, had a mighty longing to sit

by the fire and tend his complaining flesh, but the honor and the law

forbade. He toiled painfully over the frozen field, each step a

protest, every muscle in revolt. Several times, where the open water

between the jams had recently crusted, he was forced to miserably

accelerate his movements as the fragile footing swayed and threatened

beneath him. In such places death was quick and easy; but it was not

his desire to endure no more.

His deepening anxiety vanished as two Indians dragged into view round a

bend in the river. They staggered and panted like men under heavy

burdens; yet the packs on their backs were a matter of but a few

pounds. He questioned them eagerly, and their replies seemed to relieve

him. He hurried on. Next came two white men, supporting between them a

woman. They also behaved as though drunken, and their limbs shook with

weakness. But the woman leaned lightly upon them, choosing to carry

herself forward with her own strength. At the sight of her a flash of

joy cast its fleeting light across Sitka Charley's face. He cherished a

very great regard for Mrs. Eppingwell. He had seen many white women,

but this was the first to travel the trail with him. When Captain

Eppingwell proposed the hazardous undertaking and made him an offer for

his services, he had shaken his head gravely; for it was an unknown

journey through the dismal vastnesses of the Northland, and he knew it

to be of the kind that try to the uttermost the souls of men.

But when he learned that the captain's wife was to accompany them, he

had refused flatly to have anything further to do with it. Had it been

a woman of his own race he would have harbored no objections; but these

women of the Southland--no, no, they were too soft, too tender, for

such enterprises.

Sitka Charley did not know this kind of woman. Five minutes before, he

did not even dream of taking charge of the expedition; but when she

came to him with her wonderful smile and her straight clean English,

and talked to the point, without pleading or persuading, he had

incontinently yielded. Had there been a softness and appeal to mercy in

the eyes, a tremble to the voice, a taking advantage of sex, he would

have stiffened to steel; instead her clear-searching eyes and

clear-ringing voice, her utter frankness and tacit assumption of

equality, had robbed him of his reason. He felt, then, that this was a

new breed of woman; and ere they had been trail mates for many days he

knew why the sons of such women mastered the land and the sea, and why

the sons of his own womankind could not prevail against them. Tender

and soft! Day after day he watched her, muscle-weary, exhausted,

indomitable, and the words beat in upon him in a perennial refrain.

Tender and soft! He knew her feet had been born to easy paths and sunny

lands, strangers to the moccasined pain of the North, unkissed by the

chill lips of the frost, and he watched and marveled at them twinkling

ever through the weary day.

She had always a smile and a word of cheer, from which not even the

meanest packer was excluded. As the way grew darker she seemed to

stiffen and gather greater strength, and when Kah-Chucte and Gowhee,

who had bragged that they knew every landmark of the way as a child did

the skin bails of the tepee, acknowledged that they knew not where they

were, it was she who raised a forgiving voice amid the curses of the

men. She had sung to them that night till they felt the weariness fall

from them and were ready to face the future with fresh hope. And when

the food failed and each scant stint was measured jealously, she it was

who rebelled against the machinations of her husband and Sitka Charley,

and demanded and received a share neither greater nor less than that of

the others.

Sitka Charley was proud to know this woman. A new richness, a greater

breadth, had come into his life with her presence. Hitherto he had been

his own mentor, had turned to right or left at no man's beck; he had

moulded himself according to his own dictates, nourished his manhood

regardless of all save his own opinion. For the first time he had felt

a call from without for the best that was in him, just a glance of

appreciation from the clear-searching eyes, a word of thanks from the

clear-ringing voice, just a slight wreathing of the lips in the

wonderful smile, and he walked with the gods for hours to come. It was

a new stimulant to his manhood; for the first time he thrilled with a

conscious pride in his wisdom of the trail; and between the twain they

ever lifted the sinking hearts of their comrades. The faces of the two

men and the woman brightened as they saw him, for after all he was the

staff they leaned upon. But Sitka Charley, rigid as was his wont,

concealing pain and pleasure impartially beneath an iron exterior,

asked them the welfare of the rest, told the distance to the fire, and

continued on the back-trip.

Next he met a single Indian, unburdened, limping, lips compressed, and

eyes set with the pain of a foot in which the quick fought a losing

battle with the dead. All possible care had been taken of him, but in

the last extremity the weak and unfortunate must perish, and Sitka

Charley deemed his days to be few. The man could not keep up for long,

so he gave him rough cheering words. After that came two more Indians,

to whom he had allotted the task of helping along Joe, the third white

man of the party. They had deserted him. Sitka Charley saw at a glance

the lurking spring in their bodies, and knew they had at last cast off

his mastery. So he was not taken unawares when he ordered them back in

quest of their abandoned charge, and saw the gleam of the hunting

knives that they drew from the sheaths. A pitiful spectacle, three weak

men lifting their puny strength in the face of the mighty vastness; but

the two recoiled under the fierce rifle blows of the one and returned

like beaten dogs to the leash. Two hours later, with Joe reeling

between them and Sitka Charley bringing up the rear, they came to the

fire, where the remainder of the expedition crouched in the shelter of

the fly.

'A few words, my comrades, before we sleep,' Sitka Charley said after

they had devoured their slim rations of unleavened bread. He was

speaking to the Indians in their own tongue, having already given the

import to the whites. 'A few words, my comrades, for your own good,

that ye may yet perchance live. I shall give you the law; on his own

head by the death of him that breaks it. We have passed the Hills of

Silence, and we now travel the head reaches of the Stuart. It may be

one sleep, it may be several, it may be many sleeps, but in time we

shall come among the men of the Yukon, who have much grub. It were well

that we look to the law. Today Kah-Chucte and Gowhee, whom I commanded

to break trail, forgot they were men, and like frightened children ran

away.

'True, they forgot; so let us forget. But hereafter, let them remember.

If it should happen they do not...' He touched his rifle carelessly,

grimly. 'Tomorrow they shall carry the flour and see that the white man

Joe lies not down by the trail. The cups of flour are counted; should

so much as an ounce be wanting at nightfall... Do ye understand? Today

there were others that forgot. Moose Head and Three Salmon left the

white man Joe to lie in the snow. Let them forget no more. With the

light of day shall they go forth and break trail. Ye have heard the

law. Look well, lest ye break it.' Sitka Charley found it beyond him to

keep the line close up. From Moose Head and Three Salmon, who broke

trail in advance, to Kah-Chucte, Gowhee, and Joe, it straggled out over

a mile. Each staggered, fell or rested as he saw fit.

The line of march was a progression through a chain of irregular halts.

Each drew upon the last remnant of his strength and stumbled onward

till it was expended, but in some miraculous way there was always

another last remnant. Each time a man fell it was with the firm belief

that he would rise no more; yet he did rise, and again and again. The

flesh yielded, the will conquered; but each triumph was a tragedy. The

Indian with the frozen foot, no longer erect, crawled forward on hand

and knee. He rarely rested, for he knew the penalty exacted by the

frost.

Even Mrs. Eppingwell's lips were at last set in a stony smile, and her

eyes, seeing, saw not. Often she stopped, pressing a mittened hand to

her heart, gasping and dizzy.

Joe, the white man, had passed beyond the stage of suffering. He no

longer begged to be let alone, prayed to die; but was soothed and

content under the anodyne of delirium. Kah-Chucte and Gowhee dragged

him on roughly, venting upon him many a savage glance or blow. To them

it was the acme of injustice.

Their hearts were bitter with hate, heavy with fear. Why should they

cumber their strength with his weakness? To do so meant death; not to

do so--and they remembered the law of Sitka Charley, and the rifle.

Joe fell with greater frequency as the daylight waned, and so hard was

he to raise that they dropped farther and farther behind. Sometimes all

three pitched into the snow, so weak had the Indians become. Yet on

their backs was life, and strength, and warmth.

Within the flour sacks were all the potentialities of existence. They

could not but think of this, and it was not strange, that which came to

pass. They had fallen by the side of a great timber jam where a

thousand cords of firewood waited the match. Near by was an air hole

through the ice. Kah-Chucte looked on the wood and the water, as did

Gowhee; then they looked at each other.

Never a word was spoken. Gowhee struck a fire; Kah-Chucte filled a tin

cup with water and heated it; Joe babbled of things in another land, in

a tongue they did not understand.

They mixed flour with the warm water till it was a thin paste, and of

this they drank many cups. They did not offer any to Joe; but he did

not mind. He did not mind anything, not even his moccasins, which

scorched and smoked among the coals.

A crystal mist of snow fell about them, softly, caressingly, wrapping

them in clinging robes of white. And their feet would have yet trod

many trails had not destiny brushed the clouds aside and cleared the

air. Nay, ten minutes' delay would have been salvation.

Sitka Charley, looking back, saw the pillared smoke of their fire, and

guessed. And he looked ahead at those who were faithful, and at Mrs.

Eppingwell. 'So, my good comrades, ye have again forgotten that you

were men? Good! Very good. There will be fewer bellies to feed.' Sitka

Charley retied the flour as he spoke, strapping the pack to the one on

his own back. He kicked Joe till the pain broke through the poor

devil's bliss and brought him doddering to his feet. Then he shoved him

out upon the trail and started him on his way. The two Indians

attempted to slip off.

'Hold, Gowhee! And thou, too, Kah-Chucte! Hath the flour given such

strength to thy legs that they may outrun the swift-winged lead? Think

not to cheat the law. Be men for the last time, and be content that ye

die full-stomached.

Come, step up, back to the timber, shoulder to shoulder. Come!' The two

men obeyed, quietly, without fear; for it is the future which pressed

upon the man, not the present.

'Thou, Gowhee, hast a wife and children and a deerskin lodge in the

Chipewyan. What is thy will in the matter?' 'Give thou her of the goods

which are mine by the word of the captain--the blankets, the beads, the

tobacco, the box which makes strange sounds after the manner of the

white men. Say that I did die on the trail, but say not how.' 'And

thou, Kah-Chucte, who hast nor wife nor child?' 'Mine is a sister, the

wife of the factor at Koshim. He beats her, and she is not happy. Give

thou her the goods which are mine by the contract, and tell her it were

well she go back to her own people. Shouldst thou meet the man, and be

so minded, it were a good deed that he should die. He beats her, and

she is afraid.' 'Are ye content to die by the law?' 'We are.' 'Then

good-bye, my good comrades. May ye sit by the well-filled pot, in warm

lodges, ere the day is done.' As he spoke he raised his rifle, and many

echoes broke the silence. Hardly had they died away when other rifles

spoke in the distance. Sitka Charley started.

There had been more than one shot, yet there was but one other rifle in

the party.

He gave a fleeting glance at the men who lay so quietly, smiled

viciously at the wisdom of the trail, and hurried on to meet the men of

the Yukon.

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