CHAPTER XXXVIII.

"There is no life on earth but being in love!"--BEN JONSON.

"Love framed with Mirth a gay fantastic round;

Loose were her tresses seen, her zone unbound;

And he, amidst his frolic play,

As if he would the charming air repay,

Shook thousand odors from his dewy wing."--COLLINS.

It is the afternoon of the same day, and Dorian, with a keeper behind

him, is trudging through the woods of Hythe, two trusty setters at his

heels. He cannot be said to be altogether unhappy, because he has had

a real good day with his gun, as his bag can testify, and, be a man

never so disturbed by conflicting emotions, be he five fathoms deep in

a hopeless attachment, still he will tramp through his heather, or

ride to hounds, or smoke his favorite cigars, with the best, and find,

indeed, pleasure therein. For, truly,--

"Man's love is of man's life a thing apart;

'Tis woman's whole existence."

The sun is sinking to rest; the chill of a spring evening is in the

air. Dismissing the man who holds his bag, he sends him home to the

house by a nearer route, and, lighting a fresh cigar, follows the path

that leads through the fragrant wood into the grounds of Sartoris. The

breath of the bluebells is already scenting the air; the ferns are

growing thick and strong. He has come to a turn, that is all formed of

rock, and is somewhat abrupt, because of the sharp angle that belongs

to it, over which hart's-tongues and other graceful weeds fall lazily,

when, at a little distance from him, he sees Georgie sitting on the

fallen trunk of a tree, her head leaning against an oak, her whole

expression full of deep dejection.

As he comes nearer to her, he can see that she has been crying, and

that even now two tears are lying heavily upon her cheeks.

A troubled expression crosses his face. She looks so childish, so

helpless, with her hat upon the ground beside her, and her hands lying

listlessly upon her lap, and no one near to comfort her or to kiss the

melancholy from her large mournful eyes.

As she hears him coming, she starts to her feet, and, turning aside,

hastily dries the tears upon her cheeks, lest he shall mark her

agitation.

"What is the matter with you?" asks he, with quick but suppressed

concern.

"Nothing," returns she, in a low tone.

"You can't be crying for nothing," says Dorian; "and even your very

voice is full of tears! Are you unhappy about anything?"

"What a question to ask me!" says Mrs. Branscombe, reproachfully, with

a fresh irrepressible sob, that goes to his heart. He shifts his gun

uneasily from one shoulder to the other, hardly knowing what to say.

Is it his fault that she is so miserable? Must he blame himself

because she has found it impossible to love him?

"I beg your pardon," he says, in a low tone. "Of course I have no

right to ask you any questions."

"Yet I would answer you if I knew how," returns she, in a voice as

subdued as his own.

The evening is falling silently, yet swiftly, throwing "her dusky

veil o'er nature's face." A certain chill comes from the hills and

damps the twilight air.

"It is getting late," says Branscombe, gently. "Will you come home

with me?"

"Yes, I will go home," she says, with a little troubled submissive

sigh, and, turning, goes with him down the narrow pathway that leads

to the avenue.

Above them the branches struggle and wage a goblin war with each

other, helped by the night-wind, which even now is rising with sullen

purpose in its moan.

Dorian strides on silently, sad at heart, and very hopeless. He is

making a vigorous effort to crush down all regretful memories, and is

forcing himself to try and think with gladness of the time, now fast

approaching, when he shall be once more parted from her who walks

beside him with bent head and quivering lips. His presence is a grief

to her. All these past weeks have proved this to him: her lips have

been devoid of smiles; her eyes have lost their light, her voice its

old gay ring. When he is gone, she may, perhaps, recover some of the

gayety that once was hers. And, once gone, why should he ever return?

And----

And then--then! A little bare cold hand creeps into the one of his

that is hanging loosely by his side, and, nestling in it, presses it

with nervous warmth.

Dorian's heart beats madly. He hardly dares believe it true that she

should, of her own accord, have given her hand to him; yet he holds it

so closely in his own that his clasp almost hurts her. They do not

speak; they do not turn even to look at each other, but go on their

way, silent, uncertain, but no longer apart. By that one tender touch

they have been united.

"You are going abroad again?" she says, in a tone so low that he can

scarcely hear her.

"I was going," he says, and then their fingers meet again and press

each other gently.

Coming to the stile that leads into the next path, he lays down his

gun, and, mounting the steps, holds out his hand to help her to gain

the top.

Then, springing down to the other side, he takes her in his arms to

bring her to the ground beside him.

But when his arms have closed round her he leaves them there, and

draws her to his heart, and lays his cheek against hers. With a little

soft happy sob she lifts her arms and lays them round his neck; and

then, he tells himself, there is nothing more on earth to be wished

for.

"My wife!--my darling!" he says, unsteadily.

The minutes pass; then she looks up at him with soft speaking eyes.

There are no tears upon her cheeks, but her face is pale as moonlight,

and on it is a new deep meaning that Dorian has never seen there in

all his life before,--a gentle light, as kind as death, and as soft as

holy love!

As she so stands, gazing solemnly into his face, with all her heart in

her eyes, Dorian stoops and lays his lips on her. She colors a lovely

trembling crimson, and then returns the caress.

"You do love me at last?" he says. And then she says,--

"I do, with all my soul,"--in a tone not to be mistaken. Afterwards,

"Are you happy now?"

"Yes. How can I be otherwise? For

'Thou with softest touch transfigurest

This toil-worn earth into a heaven of rest.'

How could you so far have misjudged me?" he says, reproachfully,

referring to the old wound. "What had I done to you, that you should

believe me capable of such a thing?"

"It was my one sin," whispers she, nervously. "Is it too bad to be

forgiven?"

"I wonder what you could do, I wouldn't forgive," replies he,

tenderly, "now I know you love me."

"I think you needn't have thrown my poor glove out of the window!" she

says, with childish reproach. "That was very unkind, I think."

"It was brutal," says Branscombe. "But I don't believe you did love me

then."

"Well, I did. You broke my heart that day. It will take you all you

know"--with an adorable smile--"to mend it again."

"My own love," says Dorian, "what can I do? I would offer you mine in

exchange, but, you see, you broke it many a month ago, so the bargain

would do you no good. Let us both make up our minds to heal each

other's wounds, and so make restitution."

"Sweet heart, I bid you be healed," says Georgie, laying her small

hand, with a pretty touch of tenderest coquetry, upon his breast. And

then a second silence falls upon them, that lasts even longer than the

first. The moments fly; the breezes grow stronger, and shake with

petulant force the waving boughs. The night is falling, and "weeps

perpetual dews, and saddens Nature's scene."

"Why do you not speak?" says Georgie, after a little bit, rubbing her

cheek softly against his. "What is it that you want?"

"Nothing. Don't you know that 'Silence is the perfectest herald of

joy: I were but little happy, if I could say how much'?"

"How true that is! yet somehow, I always want to talk," says Mrs.

Branscombe,--at which they both laugh.

"Come home," says Dorian: "it grows cold as charity, and I'm getting

desperately hungry besides. Are you?"

"I'm starving," says Georgie, genially. "There, now; they say people

never want to eat anything when they are in love and when they are

filled with joy. And I haven't been hungry for weeks, until this very

moment."

"Just shows what awful stuff some fellows will talk," says Mr.

Branscombe, with an air of very superior contempt. After which they go

on their homeward journey until they reach the shrubbery.

Here voices, coming to them from a side-path, attract their notice.

"That is Clarissa," says Georgie: "I suppose she has come out to find

me. Let us wait for her here."

"And Scrope is with her. I wish she would make up her mind to marry

him," says Branscombe. "I am certain they are devoted to each other,

only they can't see it. Want of brain, I suppose."

"They certainly are exceedingly foolish, both of them," says Georgie,

emphatically.

The voices are drawing nearer; as their owners approach the corner

that separates them from the Branscombes, Clarissa says, in a clear,

audible tone,--

"I never in all my life knew two such silly people!"

"Good gracious!" says Branscombe, going up to her. "What people?"

"You two!" says Clarissa, telling the truth out of sheer fright.

"You will be so kind as to explain yourself, Clarissa," says Dorian,

with dignity. "Georgie and I have long ago made up our minds that

Solon when compared with us was a very poor creature indeed."

"A perfect fool!" says Mrs. Branscombe, with conviction.

The brightness of their tone, their whole manner, tell Clarissa that

some good and wonderful change has taken place.

"Then why is Dorian going abroad, instead of staying at home like

other people?" she says, uncertainly, feeling still puzzled.

"He isn't going anywhere: I have forbidden him!" says Mrs. Branscombe,

with saucy shyness.

"Oh, Jim, they have made it up!" says Miss Peyton, making this vulgar

remark with so much joy and feeling in her voice as robs it of all its

commonplaceness. She turns to Scrope as she says this, her eyes large

with delight.

"We have," says Georgie, sweetly. "Haven't we Dorian?" And then again

slipping her hand into his, "He is going to stay at home always for

the future: aren't you, Dorian?"

"I am going to stay just wherever you are for the rest of my life,"

says Dorian; and then Clarissa and James know that everything has come

all right.

"Then you will be at home for our wedding," says Scrope, taking

Clarissa's hand and turning to Branscombe.

Clarissa blushes very much, and Georgie, going up to her, kisses her

heartily.

"It is altogether quite too nice," says Mrs. Branscombe, with tears in

her eyes.

"If you don't look out, Scrope, she will kiss you too," says Dorian.

"Look here, it is nearly six o'clock, and dinner will be at seven.

Come back, you two, and dine with us."

"I should like to very much," says Clarissa, "as papa is in town."

"Well, then, come," says Georgie, tucking her arm comfortably into

hers, "and we'll send you home at eleven."

"I hope you will send me home too," says Scrope, meekly.

"Yes, by the other road," says Mrs. Branscombe, with a small grimace.

And then she presses Clarissa's arm against her side, and tells her,

without the slightest provocation, that she is a "darling," and that

everything is quite, quite, _quite_ TOO delicious!

* * * * *

That evening, in the library, when Georgie and Dorian are once more

alone, Branscombe, turning to her, takes her in his arms.

"You are quite happy?" he asks, questioningly. "You have no regrets

now?"

"Not one," very earnestly. "But you, Dorian,"--she slips an arm round

his neck, and brings his face down closer to her own, as though to

read the expression of his eyes more clearly,--"are you satisfied?

Think how unkind I was to you; and, after all,"--naively,--"I

am only pretty; there is really nothing in me. You have my

whole heart, of course, you know that; I am yours, indeed, but

then"--discontentedly--"what am I?"

"I know: you are my own darling," says Branscombe, very softly.

THE END.

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1. Passages in italics are surrounded by _underscores_.

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