CHAPTER XXX

VERONICA IS SURPRISED

I yielded, and unlocked her all my heart,

Who, with a grain of manhood well resolved,

Might easily have shook off all her snares.

--MILTON.

Vronsky had reluctantly decided, in spite of the young girl's own

wishes, that it would not be well for Veronica to stay at Savlinsky,

all unchaperoned as she was. The Governor's cordial invitation to

Nicolashof must be accepted.

The girl was sensible of a distinct unwillingness to become the guest

of Nadia Stepanovna. But she could not, of course, voice this

sentiment, and obediently submitted, when she had rested an hour at

Vronsky's house and had tea, to take her place, with him and Felix,

in their own tarantasse, with the devoted Max to drive them, and to

be conveyed to the Governor's house.

To Vronsky the drive was most painful. He felt that it would be

inhuman to allow this girl to arrive with no inkling of the blow that

awaited her when she should meet Denzil Vanston. It was in vain that

he told himself that the girl deserved such a fall to her pride--that

he tried to think of her as a heartless jilt, who had spoiled the

best years of his beloved Felix's life, and then deserted him. There

was that in Veronica's face which disarmed him.

He looked from her to Felix, and back again, continually, with his

restless, keen dark eyes. He thought for the fiftieth time what a

pair they would have made. He wondered that Felix did not seem more

broken, more miserable than he did. But he knew the young man's

strength and pride, and concluded that he intended to put a bold

front upon the matter. He who knew him so well could see that he was

laboring under some kind of suppressed excitement; and he could see,

also, that Rona's emotions were on the very brink of being too much

for her. She avoided the eye of Felix, who sat facing her; but her

varying color and expression, the quivering of her mouth, the absent

manner in which she replied to his mild small talk, convinced the

good man that her anxiety to behold her lover safe and well was

extreme. All the drive he was striving anxiously to give her a hint;

but in vain. She had almost the mien of one being driven to

execution, to whom the things of the world were all past; and Vronsky

ended by thinking it unkind and unmanly of Felix to be so openly

reproachful, almost resentful, in his manner towards her.

When they arrived at Nicolashof the old butler told them that the

Governor was out, and the ladies and Mr. Vanston in the garden. They

were shown into the drawing-room, and Felix went out into the garden,

telling the old man that he would find the ladies and bring them in.

This seemed to give Vronsky his opportunity. Before the defaulting

lover appeared, he must give the girl a hint--he must not let her

meet him entirely unprepared for his defection.

But for a while, although the minutes were few, he could not speak.

His throat felt hot and dry, and as though there were a lump in it.

Rona, all unintentionally, came to his rescue, by going to a table

and taking up a photograph of Nadia that stood upon it. "Is this

Miss--is it the Governor's daughter?" she asked.

"It is. She is attractive, you think--eh? What you call very

pretty?"

His quaint accent made the girl smile. "She is beautiful," she

replied, as if grudgingly.

"Her attraction is of the kind that some men find too much--not to be

resisted," he said, hurriedly. "I know but one who gave not a

thought to her. That was my poor, good Felix. His heart was filled

with another--with the image of you, mademoiselle. But his

brother----" he came and stood before Veronica, almost menacingly,

"His brother--yes, it is right that you should know it. His brother

has fallen--in--love with Nadia Stepanovna. You say that, hein?

_Fall-in-love?_"

Veronica smiled a little sadly. "No such luck," was the thought in

her heart. "Yes, that is what we say; but it cannot be what Mr.

Vanston has done," she said, gently. "He is engaged to me, and he

has loved me for two years and more. Besides, we English are

not--not like that. We have our feelings under control.

Particularly English gentlemen, such as Mr. Vanston."

She was really amused. The girl whose picture she held, beautiful as

she undoubtedly was, was hardly Denzil's style. She gazed upon the

sumptuous face, the pouting, childish mouth, the foreign suggestion

given by the drop earrings, the somewhat extravagant arrangement of

the hair. It was, however, quite likely that, Nadia being the only

girl of her class within a thousand miles, she should seem to Vronsky

to be quite irresistible. "I think you are mistaken, Mr. Vronsky,"

she said, very gently. The absolute incredulity expressed by her

face and her voice staggered him.

"Mademoiselle," he urged, appealingly, "I entreat you to believe what

I say. I wish you well. I bear you no grudge, though you have

ruined my boy's life. Young girls have not always the control of

their hearts. But I tell you that those two--Nadia and the

Englishman--are in love--deep in love, the one with the other. Do I

not know? Have I not sat here night after night and watched them?

Do you think a passion like that can be hid?"

There was in his manner an intensity, an urgency, which carried

weight.

"If I did not know that it was true, do you think I would stand here

to stab you with such cruel words?" he vehemently asked her. "It is

that I wish to prepare you--that you obtain a moment's warning--that

when they come in from the garden you have the key of the situation

in your hands."

Veronica turned towards him. It was growing dusk, and in the

half-light her face was very pale. "If it should be true!" she

murmured, with a catch of the breath; and then the notion of how

ridiculous it all was, came over her. She collected herself, and

laughed lightly. "You do not know Mr. Vanston," she said, with an

air of gentle reproof. "I do. He could never feel any deep

admiration for a young lady of this type. He is--he is--well, he is

himself, and I cannot explain what I mean--only I know that what you

think cannot be true." She thought a moment as to how she could best

convince him. "Our ways in England are so different," she kindly

told him. "Our intercourse is so much more free. Mr. Vanston is

accustomed to be as natural in his manner to ladies as he is to his

own sex. That is what makes you think----" she broke off. Felix was

approaching the window across the lawns.

He was walking rapidly, and his face, visible in the fading light,

which was stronger out of doors, showed signs of great agitation.

Veronica, urged by some nameless impulse, went to the window.

Vronsky was in the shadow, and Felix either did not see him or forgot

his existence. He entered precipitately:--

"Rona! Rona! We are free!" he cried, in a transported voice.

"What do you say?" she faltered, suddenly dizzy, and putting both

hands upon his arm to steady herself.

"Denzil has played you false," he broke out, as if the news could not

be withheld. "I found him and her in the garden. He held her in his

arms--he was kissing her! After that--after that--whose is your

allegiance, my beloved?" He caught her two hands, and drew them up

to encircle his own neck, folding her in his arms.

"Felix!" she uttered; and, after a moment's whirling pause, during

which she looked into his kindled eyes, she pleaded, "Let me sit

down. I am faint!"

He supported her with his arms to a chair, in which he placed her;

and was about to kneel upon the floor at her side, when she faintly

said, "Felix! You forget Mr. Vronsky."

"By Jove!" said Felix, wheeling round. "But it doesn't matter. Come

here, old man," he went on, "and hear the good news. Denzil has cut

the knot for us. He has found a way out."

Vronsky, bewildered, said something very volubly in Russian.

"Yes, yes, I know all that," replied Felix, "but we found out the

truth in our five-hundred-mile drive. I was right from the first. I

always knew I was right. But it was natural that Rona should be

bewildered. My brother had been conspicuously good to her, and it is

not uncommon for a very young girl to mistake gratitude for love.

But this is not gratitude--is it, Rona?"

On the last words his voice dropped to a lower key and shook with

intensity. Rona let him take her hand, and with devotion he raised

it to his lips.

"Felix," she urged, almost in a whisper, for she was profoundly

shaken, "we did keep faith, did we not?"

"Thanks to you, not to me, we did," he replied thankfully.

She laughed a little hysterically. "I have just been explaining to

Mr. Vronsky how impossible it all is," she cried. "Of all the women

that I could not imagine Denzil to be in love with.--I always thought

it was you, Felix!"

"It might have been," put in Vronsky. "Felix might have been her

favored suitor, had he so willed."

"That cannot be said, since such a thing was never contemplated by

me," replied Felix, promptly.

"Hush, someone is coming," whispered Rona, suddenly; and Felix rose

with alacrity, as the door was opened, and Miss Forester entered,

followed by two menservants with lamps.

* * * * * * *

She stopped short as soon as the persons present became apparent to

her. "Miss Rawson?" she began, as if bewildered.

Felix stepped forward, to be greeted by her with kind cordiality.

"Miss Rawson has not come. She had an accident--she was ill," he

explained. "This is Miss Leigh, my _fiancée_."

He led Rona across the room, and presented her. "By great good

fortune I found Miss Leigh quite unexpectedly at Gretz, and brought

her on," he said. "The journey was one which she should never have

attempted alone. But she thought my brother was dying."

Rona had recovered her wonted control by now. "Mr. Denzil Vanston

has been like an elder brother to me ever since Felix was obliged to

go away," she explained. "When he telegraphed for us to come to him,

it did not seem to me possible to disregard the message. But I fear

that I have inadvertently given a great deal of trouble, for there is

no inn at Savlinsky where I could stay. Please forgive me. A

telegram sounds so peremptory. When Denzil telegraphed 'Come,' I

concluded that he must have made arrangements for our reception."

"All arrangements are made for your reception, my dear child," said

Miss Forester, warmly. "I tremble to think of your undertaking such

a journey; but what a good thing that Felix met you! And now that

you are safely here, all is well."

She could afford to say, "All is well."

A short week ago it would have been otherwise. The story of the

broken sixpence about the neck of Felix had then been a thorn in her

memory, for she feared that the girl she loved might have to suffer.

But since the coming of Denzil all was changed. She was able to

welcome Rona without reservations, and to feel thankful that the two

girls were not rivals; for, even in her traveling garb, Veronica was

beautiful enough to strike the eye of any unprejudiced person.

"My friend, I congratulate you," said Miss Forester, turning with a

mischievous smile to Felix.

His eyes were upon the face of the woman so incredibly surrendered to

him, and he smiled gravely. He had not yet had time to realize his

happiness--to appreciate what it all meant. The one supreme fact

that Rona loved him was destroying the proportions of everything else.

Vronsky had not spoken since Miss Forester's entrance. He had a

divided heart. He loved Felix, and he was assured of his happiness;

but also he loved Nadia, and wanted to feel secure of hers. At the

moment the steps of the other pair of lovers sounded in the veranda,

and the Governor's daughter, in her white gown, her eyes full of

light, pushed open the window and stepped inside, followed by Denzil.

The Squire's brow was wet with the dews of apprehension. His heart

was in his mouth. What kind of situation was this? He had played

the traitor, and he stood confronted by the two girls--his old love

and his new.

Blindly he had followed Nadia to the house, unable to utter a word of

warning, unable even to own to her that he had seen Felix. He had a

confused idea that nothing that might now happen could be worse than

the expression of his brother's eyes when lately they had met his own.

And behold, that same brother stood just within the room with the

mien of a conqueror, his head high, his glance confident, his mouth

smiling.

"Ah," said Nadia, drawing a long breath, "I told you that they had

arrived--they must have arrived----" She came slowly forward.

"It is delightful to meet again," said Felix, taking her two hands.

"May I present to you my _fiancée_, Miss Leigh?"

Denzil started visibly. It was upon his tongue to cry "No!"

Even as the impulse arose it was smothered. In his dazed condition

he yet took in one point, namely, that apparently the dilemma from

which he shrank existed no longer. He was free to avow himself the

suitor of the Russian girl.

Was not this the summit of his desires?

Nadia smiled rapturously. Snatching her hands from Felix, she held

them impulsively to Rona.

"Oh," said she, "I have wanted so long to see an English girl! And

you are--you are--like the girls in story books, just as Mr. Vanston

is exactly like the men!"

"Why," cried Rona in astonishment, "how well you talk English!"

Over the heads of the two girls the glance of the brothers met.

There was no malice in Felix's steady gaze. He went to Denzil and

took his hand. "It is long since we met," he said, kindly. "Am I to

congratulate you, Denzil?"

The Squire made an effort to speak, but no words came. He licked his

dry lips. Was this some device of his younger brother to torture him?

"Where is Aunt Bee?" he asked, that being the sole non-contentious

remark that occurred to him at the moment.

"Lying up, lame, at St. Petersburg," said Felix. "But you need not

be anxious. I met Veronica at Gretz, and have taken care of her.

She has not felt the journey at all."

Denzil stammered, "That--that was good of you. I--er--feel that I

was inconsiderate to suggest it. Of course, I did not contemplate

her coming alone."

"Naturally," was the calm reply. "If it was an indiscretion on your

part, it was a blessed one for me. I was able to renew my

acquaintance with Miss Leigh, which had been of the briefest, in the

favorable circumstances of a five-hundred-mile _tête-à-tête_; and now

we understand each other perfectly."

As he spoke Nadia and Rona turned to them.

"Look at him," said Nadia, prettily. "He is quite convalescent,

don't you think? Miss Forester and I have done our poor little best

for him."

"He will be all right now," said Rona, extending her hand with a

smile that certainly was unmixed with any resentment, "now that he

knows that Felix is safe and well and--and happy--won't you, Denzil?"

He could not speak. He wrung her hand and turned away, crimson.

Miss Forester was a little surprised, but Nadia thought tenderly of

the Englishman's proverbial taciturnity under pressure of emotion.

These people were heroes and heroines of romance to her.

She flung her arm caressingly about Rona's shoulders and led her from

the room. Miss Forester followed, and the three men were left in a

gulf of silence.

* * * * * * *

It was as though Felix, like some champion of old entering an

enchanted castle, had cut with his sword clean through the many-hued

curtain which shut out the world. The moment his eye and that of his

brother met scales fell from Denzil's sight--the spell was broken: he

emerged, as it were, once more into a life in which men were

responsible for their actions, and wherein gentlemen did not break

faith, however strong the temptation.

What was this magic which had held him chained? Was it love, or

sorcery? He had never asked himself. He only knew that it was too

strong for him. It had blinded him to constancy, to honor, to his

plighted word. He stood aghast at the power of it.

It is one thing to feel; it is quite another to be carried away by

the strength of one's feelings. He still thrilled with the memory of

the scene in the twilight garden; and yet underlying his joy there

was a profound misgiving.

The passion which possessed him was real enough; but he was no boy,

and even as he felt it he knew it could not last. What was worse, he

knew that he did not even wish it to last. He was a steady-going

prosaic person, and he foresaw that he could not dwell continuously

upon the heights to which his infatuation had drawn him.

His present ecstasy was not real life. It was illusion. The moment

he saw Felix he realized this.

What was he to say? And then, in the midst of his confusion, light

leapt to his mind. He had broken plight; but then, so had Rona!

The notion went far to restore his self-respect to him.

"Well," he said, hurriedly, addressing Felix, who stood regarding him

critically, "so Rona changed her mind upon the journey here?"

"As you did upon your arrival," was the instant retort.

Denzil looked crestfallen.

"Rona discovered," went on Felix, "upon the way here, that she had

done what many a very young girl does--she had mistaken gratitude for

love. But, having made this mistake, she was determined to abide by

it, and at all costs to keep her faith to you. She is, however,

absolved from her allegiance I think, by the scene I witnessed just

now in the garden."

There was a pause. "Come, Denzil," said Felix, composedly, "do you

suppose that I want to quarrel with you for a slip which gives me my

happiness? Let us never speak of this again. And let me assure you

that never, in all the future, shall you hear a word from either of

us of what has happened. Nobody but Vronsky, Rona, and I know that

any engagement existed between you; and we shall never speak of it to

anybody. I wish you happiness with all my heart."

* * * * * * *

The Governor had, as we know, previously received a hint from

Vronsky. But, in his satisfaction at the engagement, he willingly

accepted the Russian's assurance that he had been completely mistaken.

To Aunt Bee, at St. Petersburg, the news came as a shock.

Upon the previous day she had received a letter, forwarded from

Normansgrave, and written by no less a person than Rankin Leigh

himself. He wrote to say that he felt sure, judging by Miss Rawson's

action in removing his great-niece from the vicinity directly she

found that he was there, that his hopes of an old age soothed by her

care and affection were destined to remain unrealized. As it might,

however, be important to the family, in view of the deep interest

they seemed to take in the girl, to know more of her antecedents, he

offered to go into the matter thoroughly, if his expenses were

guaranteed, and a certain sum over and above paid to him.

At the time of receiving this letter Aunt Bee was fully persuaded

that Denzil would marry Rona; and it seemed to her most desirable

that all that could be ascertained about her should come to light

before things were irrevocable. She considered that Rankin Leigh had

most probably means of coming at the truth, or sources of

information, which they had not; and she wrote empowering him to make

inquiries, and mentioning the sum she was prepared to pay for his

services.

Hardly had she done this, when she received the startling news of

Denzil's faithlessness and the double engagement.

It was an occasion upon which the good lady became vividly sensible

of the mixture of motives which exists in the best of us.

She was really attached to Rona; yet it was impossible to deny that

there was a certain sensation of pleasure or gratified family pride

that the new mistress of Normansgrave would bring a suitable dower,

and that she boasted a noble pedigree, instead of being, however

attractive, a Girl from Nowhere.

It was arranged that the two couples, with Miss Forester as chaperon,

should all come to St. Petersburg together. There Felix and Rona

would be married, and Nadia and Miss Forester accompany Denzil and

his aunt to England, that the Russian girl might have a sight of her

new home before returning to Russia in the winter for her own wedding.

Before they arrived Miss Rawson was in possession of all that could

ever be known of Veronica's origin.

Rankin Leigh succeeded in ascertaining that her mother had been

secretly married to John Mauleverer. The young man had taken this

step, as is frequently done by the weak, hoping against hope that

some chance of avowing his marriage without incurring the displeasure

of his parents might arise. He was a delicate, timid young man. The

strain of the position, the anguish of knowing that the unconscious

parents were arranging another match for their son, was too much for

the unacknowledged wife, who fretted herself ill in her solitude, and

died when her baby was six months old.

The young father, thus released, married almost immediately the lady

chosen by his parents. He placed his daughter in the Convent School,

keeping her existence a secret to the last. He probably intended to

provide for the child, but took no steps to do so. He was still a

young man when his death occurred, very unexpectedly. He left two

sons by his second wife.

The discovery of the marriage certificate putting it beyond doubt

that Rona was legally his daughter, Rankin Leigh thought that the

Mauleverers, if approached, must be willing, if not to acknowledge

her, at least to make her some allowance.

Over this information Miss Rawson pondered much in the solitude which

she had to endure before the young people joined her.

The Girl from Nowhere was then, as she had always felt, of good

blood. The race instinct had not deceived Aunt Bee, and she felt a

pardonable pride in realizing this.

She wondered how far Denzil had, unconsciously, been influenced by

the obscurity of origin of the girl he had befriended. His aunt,

reflecting as we have seen upon the mixed nature of human motive,

thought it possible that the fact might have turned the scale for him

without his being conscious of its weight.

She laid side by side the photo of Nadia and the photo of Rona, and

marveled as she reflected that Denzil had chosen the alien type.

She could not tell whether Rona was happy. She was haunted by the

idea that she must have stood aside upon finding that Denzil had

changed his mind, and that it had not been possible for her to evade

an engagement with the younger brother.

Altogether, in her lonely sojourn in the Russian capital the maiden

aunt went through a good deal.

It was with more agitation than she remembered to have experienced in

her sixty years that she awaited the arrival of the party from

Savlinsky.

A very brief survey, however, sufficed to convince her of the

happiness of Felix and Rona. There was no mistaking the light in the

girl's eyes, nor the significance of her added bloom and sweetness.

With regard to Denzil she was not so sure. When she actually saw the

lady upon whom he had fixed his mature affections, she was invaded

with a wonder as to what they would make of a life together in

England in the provinces.

Nadia was lovely, and in her presence he was evidently so moved out

of himself that he could not reason, he could only feel. But his

temperament was wholly unromantic, because unimaginative. As time

went on, would he be able to sustain the standard of feeling which

the highly-wrought, emotional girl demanded?

Aunt Bee fell back upon the comforting thought that such girls, when

touched by marriage and motherhood, often settle down into quite

humdrum persons. Meanwhile, the troubling of his whole being which

the Squire was undergoing was no doubt an excellent thing for him.

Had he married Rona, he would--nay, he must--have remained King

Cophetua to the end of the chapter, horribly pleased with himself.

If anything would ennoble his character, the experience of being

Nadia's husband would be likely to do it. It was better so.

Before their marriage Miss Rawson took an opportunity privately to

tell Felix and Rona all that she had learned from Rankin Leigh.

They listened with interest, and Rona was evidently gratified to

ascertain that she had no need to be ashamed of her mother.

Aunt Bee suggested that it might be well to announce her existence,

or in some way approach her father's family, since there was no doubt

at all of her being the eldest daughter of John Mauleverer.

Rona turned to Felix, as usual; he to her. Their eyes met, and they

smiled.

"As Rona likes, of course," said Felix, "but I hardly see any reason

for our troubling them. The present Mrs. Mauleverer apparently knows

nothing at all of her late husband's former marriage. Would not the

disclosure wound her, cruelly and unnecessarily? We have nothing to

ask from them. Affection they are not likely to bestow, money we do

not want. Were Rona's father living, it might be her duty to go to

him. As it is, there does not seem to be a question of duty.

Moreover, if they are such a high and mighty set of people, how would

they like to know that she was married to a man of my record?"

Rona turned to him, her face alive with championship.

"I want nothing," said she, "from my father's people. My name is

neither Leigh nor Mauleverer: it is Vanston. But, for all that, one

day I shall go and see them, and let them know who I am, simply in

order that they may have the privilege of knowing--_my husband_."

THE END

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