CHAPTER XV

“You go on with the corn,” Wully said to John at breakfast. “I’m

taking Chirstie over to mother’s.” John made no comment. Chirstie

looked as if she had had fever unusually severe the day before, and

naturally she would be better cared for at the McLaughlins’. John

suspected nothing. He wasn’t especially observant. Talking still of

the celebration, he didn’t see Wully watching his wife, covertly

watching the way her eyes turned hauntedly toward any slight sound

out of doors. Wully went through with the prayers as usual. “Prosper

us in our duties this day!” he implored, with unaccustomed fervency.

John went away to his work. Chirstie and the baby got into the wagon,

where Wully had slyly hidden his gun--he had to conceal his sterner

purpose from her. He said to her simply that he had made Peter get

out once, and he could do it again. He saw no use in saying how much

more thoroughly he intended doing it this time.

They scarcely spoke, riding away together, man and wife. Sitting

there, so close to him, she seemed so dear ... so dear ... and life

so precious.... Why should he have to endanger it now just when he

was beginning to appreciate it, for the sake of that man’s villainy!

The poignant silence struggled and surged about them, his rage, her

fear, their love fighting together with no relief in expression, her

beseeching, warning eyes searching the face he tried to keep averted.

No one at his mother’s had heard of Peter’s return. That was proved

by the fact that no one began talking about it. Chirstie had had

fever the day before, Wully announced to them shortly. He was worried

about her. He had to go over to the store, and he thought she had

better be left where she could have some care. He said he and John

could “bach it” a few days. She spoke up sharply and demanded that

he come for her by evening at least. He had to promise that much, to

keep her from exciting suspicion. It was plain she meant to take no

denial. Her eyes implored him to be careful.

Lightened of his encumbrances, he drove away. He was praying that

circumstances might be made to serve him, so that he could get his

task over secretly. If not, then Peter would find that no woman could

help him now! He drove straight along towards his aunt’s, grimly, not

having to nurse his wrath, having only to restrain it. He wasn’t made

for anger, as he knew. It had even as a little boy always made him

ill. It had exhausted him now. He felt limp. And he must be strong

and calm for what was coming. He let his horses take their own gait.

The heat of the sun, after the rain of the night, was making the

country one great steam bath. He wiped the sweat from his forehead.

He came to the McTaggerts’ corner. John had seen that man so far

home the night before. If John had known then all that story, what a

chance he would have had. Thank God he hadn’t known! But when he did

know, to-day, now, in a few hours, he would stand by Wully with what

a sincere strength! Of course John couldn’t be expected to stay and

look after the farm while Wully was taken--where? Maybe Andy would do

that. And Chirstie would have to stay at his mother’s until--what?

His happiness was scarcely more now than a sickening faint memory. He

could do what he had to do. The McLaughlins could always do that. And

do it well!

He could see the little Keith house now. He drove on towards it.

There was no one working in the hayfield. There was no one hoeing

corn. No sign of life but a tethered colt in the path. He drove up,

and got out of the wagon. He tied his steaming horses to the barn. He

hadn’t taken his gun into his hands yet, when the door opened, and

his aunt came out.

She was ready for some work in the garden apparently. She wore a kind

of sunbonnet made by sewing a ruffle of old calico part way round a

man’s old cap, to protect her neck from the sun. She saw Wully, and

her face lightened with a greeting.

“Is it you, Wully!” she exclaimed. “And how’s Chirstie the day? We

missed you yesterday. She had too much fever, I doubt----”

“She’s better. She’s at mother’s. Where’s everybody?”

“Your uncle’s at the McNairs’.”

Trying to hide that skunk, was she!

“I want to see Peter!”

“What Peter?” she asked with a start.

“Your Peter!”

“My Peter!”

“Yes!” She needn’t think she could work that!

“Did you think he was here, Wully?” she asked, hurt.

“John saw him last night,” he cried accusingly.

“What John?”

“Our John! He saw him last night!”

“Saw who?”

“Saw your Peter!” Could it be----

“Saw my Peter!”

“He came home with him last night as far as the McTaggerts’!”

“Last night!”

“Yes!”

“With my Peter!”

“Yes!” stammered Wully.

Peter had never got home. There was no doubt about that.

Libby Keith was standing transfixed there. Her gray face began

working.

Suddenly she put her hand up to her head, and gave a moan.

“He’s destroyed! He never got to me!”

She started and ran past Wully in the path, and had climbed into his

wagon before he could stop her. She gave his hitched horses such a

slap with the lines that they plunged strongly. He sprang to get them

before they broke away. He jumped to his place and seized the lines.

“You can’t go with me!” he shouted at her. He couldn’t throw her out

of the wagon, and the horses were all he could manage, thanks to her

excitement. As if in obedience to the thoughts of the humans behind

them, they were racing down the path towards the McCreaths’, over

which Wully had just come.

“You can’t come with me!” he cried again.

She never heeded him.

“He’ll have stopped at the McCreaths’!” she said, moaning. Moaning

... and making little sounds of speed to his team, which couldn’t

possibly have been tearing ahead more madly. She sat rocking back and

forth, and making sounds which unmanned him, overwrought as he was

by his own excitement and hatred. Through the steaming slough they

plunged and splashed. He didn’t care now how quickly they came to

their destination. He gave up trying to control the horses. Anything

to get away from that noise she was making, that anguished crooning.

Never was a man with murder in his heart so undone by the grief he

intended augmenting.

The sandy-haired bewhiskered McCreath had stopped still in his

dooryard to watch the runaway team coming up. When he saw who it was,

he dropped the hoe in his hand, and came on out down the path to meet

the evident crisis. Wully pulled up the panting horses, and before

they had stopped, Libby Keith cried to the man approaching,

“Where is he? Where’s my Peter?”

At first he could not understand so impossible a question. She

scrambled perilously down, and started on a run for the house, with

him following.

“Where is he?” she cried again, turning on him. Then McCreath

understood. She was mad, the poor body. He said gently;

“He isn’t _here_, you know, Libby. Peter isn’t _here_.”

“He _is_!” she cried. “He’s come! They seen him!”

Wully had followed them. McCreath turned to him, and got a nod in

confirmation. They were at the door, now, and Mrs. McCreath had come

that far to see what the disturbance was. McCreath cried heartily to

his wife;

“Peter’s home, Aggie!”

Tears sprang quickly to Aggie’s eyes.

“Where _is_ he!” Libby cried at the same moment.

“He’s not _here_, you know,” McCreath repeated kindly.

“Not here!” Libby repeated.

“John saw him last night,” Wully cried angrily.

“Where?” they all demanded.

John had seen him at O’Brien’s, and as far on the way home as the

McTaggerts’ corner. And they had supposed he must have turned in at

the McCreaths’ when the storm came up.

“He’s at the McTaggerts’, then!” McCreath seemed sure of it. But

Libby Keith couldn’t wait till the words were out of his mouth. She

was down the path again, and climbing up into the wagon, and the

McCreaths were following her, breathing out their congratulations.

They didn’t know when any news had pleased them as much as that. They

were that glad for her. They were shouting after the galloping team

in vain.

And again he had to sit by her, as she went on again, crooning and

whimpering, making noises like a shot rabbit. He would drive his

horses till they fell in their tracks to get away from that torture.

On the corner, where the little path from the Keiths’ joined the

wider road, the McTaggerts were building a house. Three men were

working on the roof of it, and from the vantage of the height they

watched the team flying towards them. They speculated about it. They

came down.

“Where’s my Peter?” she shouted to them before they could hear her.

She kept shouting it as she climbed down.

They stared at her.

_They_ hadn’t seen anything of her Peter.

They had to go all over _that_ again. John McLaughlin had seen him

at this corner last night. Where was he now?

Wully wouldn’t be balked. Libby Keith wouldn’t be cheated. The

McTaggerts stood looking at the two blankly.

Where was Jimmy McTaggert, who had been drinking with Peter last

night? He ought to know.

Jimmy McTaggert was wakened from the sleep that followed his holiday

spree, and dragged to the light of the morning, half clothed.

He remembered nothing. Wully turned from him wrathfully. Where

was his older brother? Let Gib be brought. Gib wouldn’t have been

too drunk to remember. Gib was in a far field. A boy went for him

horseback. They made Libby sit down. They stood around dazed. Wully

went on explaining what he knew again and again. It seemed hours

before Gib appeared.

There stood Gib before them, telling the truth, and making it

believed. They had come with John from O’Brien’s to be sure, and at

the corner John had ridden on home, and Peter had turned and gone

walking down the path towards home. That was all that Gib knew about

it. Peter had walked right along, not staggering, or seeming drunk.

The men stood looking blankly at one another, fumbling among

possibilities, in quietness--for one second.

Then Libby cried out.

“He’s fallen! He’s destroyed!” She started down the path, towards the

road calling him, making a more terrible sound than ever--a stronger

sound.

“Lammie!” she cried. “Where are you? Mother’s coming!” Some place

between that corner and her home she thought him lying helpless,

dying maybe. Lying drunk, the men thought, and nodded significantly

to each other. It flashed through Wully’s bewildered mind that he had

probably started back towards Chirstie. Or maybe back to O’Brien’s,

someone suggested. Mrs. McTaggert was running after Libby Keith. The

men started to help her search. In decency they could do no less.

They tried to soothe her. He would be sleeping somewhere. Had she

looked in her own barn? Could it be, they wondered vaguely, thinking

of her other children, that had happened ... anything tragic?

Wully had to join them. After all, she was mad, stark mad and

shrieking over the prairies, and she wasn’t a McTaggert that they

should have to care for her. She was his father’s sister, and he must

see what became of her. Down the road she ran, calling out to her

son, and commanding them. They were to go for her husband. They were

to get her brothers, her neighbors, to send men on horses to look for

him. Some of them turned back to obey her. Wully ran along with her.

Beating along both sides of the road they went, tramping down the

grasses, calling him--calling till Wully felt tears running down

his face. Not that he pitied her. He cursed her. He was saying to

himself, “God damn you, stop that noise!” And to her, habit-bound

as he was, and shrinking from the pain of her voice, “Let _me_ do

the shouting, Auntie! Let me call for you!” He didn’t know his voice

when he lifted it. So how could Peter know who was begging him for

an answer! Oh, if only he might come across him there, fallen, and

make an end of this horror! Sometimes he stayed a distance from her

in this wild hope. Sometimes he had to support her to keep her from

falling. Down through the slough they went, splashing and bedraggled.

Mrs. McTaggert, with a baby in her arms, followed as best she might.

The slough was shallow where the path crossed it, but how deep the

waters might be on either side, no one knew. Libby Keith stretched

out her arms dramatically towards them.

“Lammie! Mother’s coming!” she implored.

Mrs. McTaggert sobbed. But she sobbed only like a woman. Not like a

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