Barbara McNair had watched Wully and Chirstie driving away towards
Wully’s home that afternoon after her arrival at the sty in the
slough. It was raining then, and it rained for nearly six weeks. She
stood looking after them till they were out of sight. Then she went
to the other little window. There she shut her lips tightly--regarded
what her eyes discovered, two bony cows, shivering, it seemed to her,
in the blown rain, trying to find shelter from the wind by huddling
against the haystack that was one side of the barn. The rain was gray
and sullen, the prairies sodden and brown; the cows had trampled the
ground between the house and the barn into mud, into which they sank
knee deep. She stood contemplating. The rain continued blowing about
in imprisoning drab veils. Finally she turned away, and sat down
weakly. From where she sat, she saw the dripping cows shivering. She
sat huddled down. She seemed trying to cuddle up against herself. Her
hands, folded in her lap, seemed the only sight not terrifying that
her eyes might consider.
Presently the silence of the room was broken with a little sob. She
looked up. Chirstie’s little sister, standing near the window, was
just turning away from it. She had been trying to see something of
Chirstie. She felt deserted. Big tears were running slowly down her
face. She looked like a neglected, ragged, little heartbroken waif.
Barbara started from her chair. That moment her face showed she had
forgotten the surrounding desolations. She ran and gathered the
child into her arms. She sat down with her in her lap. The little
Jeannie, finding herself caressed, began crying lustily. The new
mother kissed her. She caressed her. She soothed her, coaxing her
into quietness. She told her little stories. She sang little songs,
examining thoughtfully the poor little garments she wore. Dusk came
upon them as they sat consoling one another. Barbara demanded help
then of the child. Jeannie must show her where all the things were
kept which were needed for the supper. They would make some little
cakes together. Jeannie grew important and happy.
Dod’s eyes fairly bulged with amazement when he saw that supper
table. Nothing of the sort had been set before him in that kitchen.
His new mother made no apologies. She had been thinking to herself
that it had been food of the most primitive sort that had been set
before her by Chirstie on the three occasions upon which they had
sat down to eat since she had arrived; doubtless Chirstie wasn’t
feeling very well, and she was at best but a young housekeeper,
whose omissions one could easily overlook. Barbara was pleased with
what she had managed to prepare on the strange stove and in the
newfangled oven. She saw her husband scowling at the table.
“I dinna like so many cakes!” he remarked severely. One must begin
with these women at once, he seemed to be thinking. He had forgotten
apparently that his bride came from the very land of cakes, though he
wasn’t to be allowed to forget it often in the future.
She said apologetically;
“They’re not so good, I doubt. I couldn’t find any currants in the
house. When we get currants you’ll like them fine.”
“There’s too much in them now!” he declared bravely. “We don’t have
cake every day.”
“I do,” she said placidly. “I like a wee cake with my tea.”
Alex McNair was not entirely a stingy man--not the most stingy
man in the neighborhood. He wasn’t like Andy McFee, for example,
who was so careful of expenditure that when his corn got a little
high in the summer he always took off his shirt and hoed the weeds
in his skin, to save the wear of the cloth; and who persisted in
habits of frugality so that, in his old age, when he rode about
in his grandson’s Pierce-Arrow, he removed his shoes upon seating
himself, to save them from harm, and persisted in this till an able
grand-daughter-in-law urged him not to misuse shoe-strings with such
extravagance. Nor was he like the elder John McKnight, who when he
went to mill always took with him a hen tied in a little basket,
to eat the oats that fell from his horse’s midday feeding. McNair
thought such extremes foolish. He even laughed at McKnight’s device.
How much easier it was simply to gather the oats up by hand, as he
did, dust and all, and to take them home for the hens in his pocket.
By this plan the oats were saved, and the hen had a whole day at
home to convert useless angleworms into salable eggs. He was not,
this proves, an entirely stingy man, yet--the idea of cakes like
those for just a common supper! He would have to show that woman his
disapproval, his disgust, his sharp pain at such extravagance.
He did his best then, and in the days that followed, to impress her.
But she was difficult. She never lifted her voice in perturbation,
and she never heeded a word he said. When the howling of the wind
woke him up at night, he would hear her sighing, “It’s still
raining!” When she looked shrinkingly out of the window in the
morning, she murmured, “It’s still at it!” When he came in for
dinner, she would ask, “Does it never stop?” At supper she sighed,
like a weary child, “’Tis a fine land, this!”--for all the world as
if he was to blame for the weather. She had been housekeeping for him
but two days, when he pointed out the woodpile to her. “Bring the
wood into the house,” she said, as if that was a man’s task. “I don’t
like going out in the rain.” “The rain’ll not hurt you,” he assured
her, going about his work. When he came in at noon, the fire was
out, the room was cold, and she and the little girl were asleep and
comfortable in bed. “I don’t like going out in the wet,” she repeated
simply, as if she had done nothing outrageous in defying him. He
had to wait for dinner till the wood was brought in, and dried,
and the fire made. The next day she refused, in the same passive,
happy way, to bring water from the slough well. She simply remarked
she wouldn’t think of going so far in the mud, and waited till he
brought the water. He never knew that she had hidden enough water for
thirsty hours in a jug under the bed, and was prepared to stand a
long siege. And then his boots were to be tallowed and dried near the
fire. His wife Jeannie had always tallowed his boots. The new wife
looked mildly surprised that he should have expected such a duty from
her, and left the boots standing, muddy and soaked, just where they
were, till he was driven to caring for them himself. And she kept
asking him hour by hour, mildly, when he was going to town for her
other boxes. She asked him so often, so kindly, that he was forced
in despair to attempt the journey through the rain, thinking that
maybe if she had something to sew, she would cease making cakes by
the hour. And when he started, she gave him a great list of groceries
to bring back, and ordered more sugar than his family ate in years.
He growled at this--just growled. There had been enough sugar in the
house when she came to last till spring. They could not use sugar
as if it were water! Why not? she asked, simply. Wasn’t he a great
lord, with acres? She liked sugar.
He brought back with him only a little sugar, and most of it the
coarse brown kind, and a jug of sorghum which was to last till
spring. She fell upon her boxes eagerly, and adorned the sty
amazingly with rich looking things which never really seemed at home
there. She made a new dress for her little stepdaughter at once, and
set about making Chirstie’s baby a robe. She seemed almost to have
resigned herself to the deluge. She spoke with gayety about her ark
to the children, and told them to keep their eyes open for the dove.
And then, just when she seemed to be getting settled, the winter set
in.
Rains she had seen, and could understand, and snows, too, in moderate
fashion. But snow like this, continuing; winds like these, whirling
darkening wild clouds of whiteness to burst against windows and
doors, rocking the little sty as if it were an insecure cradle--winds
with horror howling in them, howling all night through the shaken
darkness, triumphant, unconquerable winds against which no life could
stand--she had never imagined anything like them. She had never
before risen in the morning to find doors drifted tight shut, windows
banked with white. She had never seen men burrow out of windows to
dig open their doors, and tunnel a way to their barns. The well was
as distant as if it had been in Patagonia. The newborn calf froze in
the barn with its first breath. The men’s ears froze, their hands
froze, their feet froze. Everything in the house froze solid. The
bread had to be thawed out in a steamer over a kettle before they
could get a bite to eat in the morning. The milk had to be pounded
into little bits and melted. The cold--its intensity, its cruelty,
staggered her.
Her work would be done early in the morning, while the men were
yet melting snow at the stove to water their beasts--that is, all
the work she chose to do. To conquer those long, dark hours she
worked away on the baby dress. When it was all finished--alas, too
soon for one having endless time to beguile--she looked at it with
satisfaction. She had made every stitch of it by hand. It was a yard
and a half long, with seven clusters of seven tiny tucks around the
skirt, with hand embroidery between some of the rows, and darned
net between others. It was ruffled and shirred, and smocked and
featherstitched and hemstitched, eyeleted and piped and gathered. And
a tiny darned net bonnet, which went with it, was worthy of it. It
had taken many weeks to complete it. And always when her eyes were
worn by the fine stitching in the flickering candle light, she made
cakes, for a change, sparing white sugar with noble economy, using
only brown sugar, whatever eggs were unfrozen, fresh butter, and
thick cream, and raisins and currants while they lasted.
From the day that Wully took Chirstie home, until the first week of
January, Barbara McNair had but one visitor in her prison, and that
one was her sister-in-law, Libby Keith. She had to turn to Dod to
companionship, which no boy could have grudged to so unfailing a
source of cakes as his new mother. His Spartan scorn of the cold
brought her, many a time, near to tears. He was anointing his frozen
ears one morning, and when she cried out in pity of him, he remarked
indifferently that this was nothing. She ought to have seen last
year, the time his mother died. With what keen sympathy could she
appreciate that story now. She asked without hesitation;
“It was no colder than this, was it?” She couldn’t imagine anything
worse. Oh, said Dod, they were alone last winter, and his mother
and Chirstie had sometimes to help shovel out. But they had had
Chirstie’s husband, hadn’t they, to do that hard work for them?
Indeed they hadn’t! Dod himself had been the man of the farm. Wully
had come but lately. Not lately, surely, she exclaimed. Yes, only in
harvest. They had been married right in harvest. He was sure of it.
What month would harvest be in this land? she had asked hurriedly.
He informed her, and took up his story. He had had to go alone that
morning after his mother’s death to his uncle’s, to get help, and
hadn’t it taken them three hours to get the sled over the two miles
of drifted snow. He told all the tale, even how the little sister was
playing alone, and Chirstie had fainted.
All that afternoon there came little words of pity to Barbara McNair
as she fondled her little Jeannie; sometimes, when she was making
that great, most magnificent cake which appeared unashamed on the
supper table, she had to stop and wipe her eyes. Alex McNair had but
begun to disapprove of that delicacy when she ordered him so sharply
to hold his tongue that he all but obeyed. And after supper, she made
him lift down her kists, which because of the narrowness of the sty
had to sit one above another in her bedroom. She opened the third one
from the top, and took out a dress, wine-colored and soft, and looked
at it carefully a long time, examining the seams. Then she sat down,
and by candle light began to rip it apart, basque and polonaise and
all, to make a dress for the erring Chirstie.
It was the next afternoon that she saw a bobsled drive in. She could
see the bundled driver when he was yet some distance from the house,
but as he drew near, and stopped, she saw another great beshawled
bundle rise from behind the sideboards of the sled. This bundle came
at once towards the house, wiped its feet carefully on the doorstep,
and, unwrapping layer after layer of covering, revealed itself Isobel
McLaughlin. Mrs. McNair could hardly have been more surprised if she
had seen an angel descending from heaven. That any woman would be
riding around the country in weather like this had not entered her
mind. Her concern seemed mildly amusing to her guest, who quickly
disclaimed any conduct especially praiseworthy.
It wasn’t really cold now, she explained. It was thawing. This
was what is called the January thaw. A body can’t just stay cooped
up in the house all the winter, and besides--and this was the
great affair--Mistress McNair would be glad to know that she had
a fine strong grandson, born a week ago, the mother doing well!
Mrs. McLaughlin had wanted to bring the news herself, she was that
pleased! She had stopped, too, at a neighbor’s, Maggie Stewart’s,
who had a baby exactly the same age, a woman whom always before Mrs.
McLaughlin had helped through her confinement. She didn’t add she had
made that visit with the hope of lessening the fierceness of Maggie’s
slander-loving tongue, though if a good opportunity came she intended
explaining to this newcomer the unusual circumstances of the child’s
birth, which sooner or later she would be sure to hear some way. But
no opportunity came. The new Mrs. McNair was so unfeignedly glad
to see her, she brought out that wonderful little robe so timidly,
that Mrs. McLaughlin had to admire it even more than it deserved.
Chirstie hadn’t many new things for her baby, because there were so
many little things of the young McLaughlins saved for future need.
Not that any of them had had so fine a garment as this Mrs. McNair
had made. Speed, rather than elaborateness, had always been Mrs.
McLaughlin’s motto, necessarily. But Chirstie would be that proud of
such a little dress! Mrs. McLaughlin could just see her delighted
with it. This seemed to comfort Mrs. McNair, who then ventured
to show the red dress, all pressed and ready to be put together
again, by a method which she hoped would make it large enough for
Chirstie--that is, if Chirstie would not be offended by having a
made-over dress offered to her. Mrs. McLaughlin again thanked her,
and assured her that she need not worry about that. Then Mrs. McNair
wondered if Mrs. McLaughlin would take home to the girl her part of
her mother’s housekeeping things, which the new mother had wrapped
and made ready for her. She had divided the few sheets and spoons and
cups into two parts, one for each of the sisters--that is, she hoped
Mrs. McLaughlin and Chirstie would be satisfied with such a division.
Mrs. McLaughlin, feeling sure that Alex had no knowledge of a plan
so bountiful, protested that Chirstie didn’t really need the things,
that Wully could get her what she needed in the town. But Mrs. McNair
wouldn’t hear of such a plan for a minute. The lassie must have her
share of what had been her mother’s. She forebore to mention that
she had brought a great deal of household stuff, of a quality much
superior to any she found awaiting her. Mrs. McLaughlin, impressed
by this spontaneous liberality, began to wonder if, after all, the
avenging hand of God might not be seen in this second marriage of
Alex McNair.
The hostess was overflowing with questions, the burden of them all
being just the one unanswerable one that constantly confronted
her--namely, how did civilized persons live through winters of this
sort? Why did they endure life in small prisons buried under snow?
Had there ever before been a winter equal to this one? And did Mrs.
McLaughlin look forward with composure to living through such another
one?
Mrs. McLaughlin recalled with amusement and sympathy her own horror
of her first winter, enlarging upon her experience. Had not she and
her husband and their ten, and the Squire and his ten lived through
one winter all together in an unfinished cabin, with a row of beds
three deep built right around the walls, and a curtain across the
middle of it! Often in those terrible nights she had risen from her
bed to go about and feel the legs of her wee sleepers, to be sure
they were not all freezing solid. Of course there had not really been
as much danger as she imagined, but one of the McKnights had frozen
to death that winter, being overtaken on his drunken way homeward
by a great storm. That had shocked her until she was really foolish
about her children. Her twins had been born that year, too, before
the cabin was sealed, and the first snow had drifted in upon the bed
where she lay. Fine strong bairns they were, too. The cold didn’t
really hurt anyone.
Moreover, it drove the fever away, so that they welcomed its coming
in the fall, when the whole family would be shaking at one time.
Fever wasn’t as bad now, either, as it had been at first, though she
still fed her family quinine regularly every Saturday during the
spring and summer. When the land had all been plowed once or twice,
there would be no more of it, ’twas said. And there had been much
typhoid at first, before they had realized how much more defilable
the new wells were than those in the old places had been. Five of the
McLaughlin children had escaped typhoid altogether, which was very
lucky indeed, and none of them had died of it, although many of the
young ones of the settlement had. These things had all made a good
deal of nursing necessary, for thirteen, but undoubtedly the worst
days were over. And it was these winters which made the children
strong as little lions. Every tree that was planted, moreover, every
year’s growth of their cherished windbreaks, took away something of
the winter’s severity. And when spring came, besides, in the glory of
that season one forgot the cold, and all one’s troubles.
When would spring be coming? asked the longing stranger. Would it
be in February, now that January was said to be thawing? No, not
February. Nor in March. Sometimes it was a bit springlike by the
first of April. But the spring really opened in May. Everyone got
out then. Oh, sometimes if the roads were good, the women got out
to church in April. Once even there had been a large congregation
in March. Mrs. McNair sighed. It was a shame, now, commented her
visitor, that she should have had to be alone so much of her first
season. If there had been an older daughter, now ... if Chirstie had
been at home with her....
Mrs. McNair wondered timidly if Chirstie couldn’t come home for a
visit, when it got a little less freezing. Mrs. McLaughlin, thinking
quickly that Chirstie would surely be happy with this simple
gift-giving woman, thought it possible that Wully might bring her
over for a few days in March. At least in April. And when she saw the
poor, wee body seize upon this hope of companionship, she felt more
sure than ever that Chirstie would enjoy the visit.
If only she would come, that dress should be made for her, Mrs.
McNair ventured to promise. And she went on to get more information.
What sort of a little house would it be, now, that Wully was building
for his wife? What could houses be like in these parts? How many
rooms would it have? Isobel explained that there were to be three
rooms on the first floor, a parlor, a kitchen and a bedroom, and two
bedrooms above. Certainly it would be plastered, all white and clean.
Doubtless it would be painted in time, not just at first, of course,
but as soon as Wully could manage it. Of course it would have a
fence around it, like those Mrs. McNair had seen from the train, and
trees, most certainly. They had been planted last fall. Trees were
one thing essential on the prairies. Well, likely flowers, too, in
time, although women as yet had so much to do that there weren’t many
flowers about. Mrs. McLaughlin had herself often sighed for a few wee
rosebushes. And she had a fine young orchard set out and flourishing.
Had not Alex McNair been in these parts as long as the McLaughlins,
the new wife asked. And Mrs. McLaughlin, hiding her malice sweetly,
didn’t doubt but what he would be setting out an orchard soon. “The
poor wee body!” she said to herself. “Her wanting flowers, and a man
like Alex!”
The pitied one set out such a tea, she sent her guest home with such
an abundance of sweeties for her bairns, that Mrs. McLaughlin talked
hopefully about her all the way home to her husband. She solemnly
affirmed that that new wife would give away Alex McNair’s last sock,
if she could find anyone to take it; and for her part, she hoped
fervently that she could.
That evening as Alex sat smoking his pipe, with his stocking feet
well into the oven, his wife asked him artlessly:
“Will Chirstie’s man have much, now?”
“What would he have but his land?”
“But he’s building a fine house!”
“He would. The McLaughlins were ever spenders and poor. Not that the
house would cost much,” he added.
“Now what would such a house as his be costing?” It seemed a natural
question.
“Four hundred dollars. Or maybe five.”
She was surprised, for once, almost excited.
“You could build a castle with your money from Scotland!”
“Likely!” he commented, knocking his pipe’s ashes into the stove.
“But a little house like the new one would do me fine!”
“Don’t say new house to me, woman!” he roared.
A great deal of good his roaring did him! It was as if she never
heard him protesting. “I canna live in a sty,” she explained, for
the thousandth time, and she said new house to him without ceasing,
without haste or rest, by night and by day, apropos of everything he
mentioned, till he began to wonder if he were indeed a God-fearing
Presbyterian, with such murder in his heart. He couldn’t quite beat
a woman--a small woman--no matter how utterly she might deserve
punishment. He could scarcely do that. But he sometimes wondered if
there was any other measure of relief for him. He thought longingly
of the silences of Chirstie’s mother. He remembered story after story
of men who had beat their wives. He experienced a sharp sympathy
for them. Doubtless when men do such desperate things, they have
adequate reason, he reflected often. He was at his wits’ end. He was
in despair. That he might have made himself comfortable by granting
her request never occurred to him. He was already deliberating upon
certain pieces of land he intended buying.
And that woman didn’t seem able to believe that he would really buy
more land. She simply looked out of the window when he mentioned it,
looked out of the window at the winter, and then turned puzzled to
look at him, as if trying to fathom why anyone should desire more of
such a country.
So February passed, tantalized by new houses, and March got away,
maddened by little white fences. Chirstie came over for her visit at
home, the first of April, and that first week was frenzied by plans
his wife insisted on drawing of her grounds and garden. Alex was no
special lover of babies, but he was driven to feigning a prodigious
interest in his grandson to escape even temporarily from the meek,
eternal din of her ambitions.
Chirstie had come with misgivings, somewhat doubtful of her welcome.
But she perceived the first hour in the house that her stepmother was
lonely enough to have welcomed the most disgraceful, the most evil of
women. She wondered sometimes if she was not dreaming. After all that
had passed, how strange it was to be sitting honored in her father’s
house, coddled, waited on, made much of, by this harmless stranger,
who cooked surprising rich things for her delectation, and was making
her the most beautiful dress she had ever seen.
She was so happy that she almost regretted that Wully came for her
so soon. Mrs. McNair was determined that she must try on the new
dress to show it to him. She had forbidden him at first to look in
their direction, so he sat with his back to them, holding his little
sister-in-law in his lap by the fire. After pinnings and bastings
and warnings and ejaculations they had bidden him to turn and look.
Chirstie was standing by that window, in the sunshine, where he
had first seen her. And now, turning towards her, he gave a little
involuntary gasp of delight, more flattering than anything he could
have said. He had never seen her before in a soft, rich thing like
that. She had worn, of necessity, gray or brown calico garments. And
the glowing crimson fabric brought out the whiteness of her neck,
the darkness of her hair, the softness of her coloring cheeks, as he
cried sincerely;
“Why, Chirstie! You _queen_! Turn around!”
She turned around for his inspection.
“Goodness!” he exclaimed. “I wouldn’t have known you! What’ll I do
now? I won’t can walk beside you in my old rags! I’ll have to get
some store clothes!”
They laughed for delight.
“What’ll I get to match it?” he went on, looking at his
mother-in-law. “I ought to have--a purple coat--or something
magnifical! Chirstie, do you remember that window! She was standing
there the first time I ever saw her!” he explained to Mrs. McNair.
And then at length, in their high, young spirits, they went away, and
left her alone there. She was a puzzled woman. A man like that, and a
scandal like that! It was incomprehensible. A man building so happily
a new house for his wife, with a little fence around it!
That evening Alex McNair gave vent to a great, wicked, blood-curdling
oath, most surprising, most improper--all for no reason at
all--apropos of nothing. His innocent wife had simply remarked that
she couldn’t live in a sty.