CHAPTER IV

Lessons from Courcy Castle

It was the first of July, young Frank Gresham's birthday, and the

London season was not yet over; nevertheless, Lady de Courcy had

managed to get down into the country to grace the coming of age

of the heir, bringing with her all the Ladies Amelia, Rosina,

Margaretta, and Alexandrina, together with such of the Honourable

Johns and Georges as could be collected for the occasion.

The Lady Arabella had contrived this year to spend ten weeks in town,

which, by a little stretching, she made to pass for the season; and

had managed, moreover, at last to refurnish, not ingloriously, the

Portman Square drawing-room. She had gone up to London under the

pretext, imperatively urged, of Augusta's teeth--young ladies' teeth

are not unfrequently of value in this way;--and having received

authority for a new carpet, which was really much wanted, had made

such dexterous use of that sanction as to run up an upholsterer's

bill of six or seven hundred pounds. She had of course had her

carriage and horses; the girls of course had gone out; it had been

positively necessary to have a few friends in Portman Square;

and, altogether, the ten weeks had not been unpleasant, and not

inexpensive.

For a few confidential minutes before dinner, Lady de Courcy and her

sister-in-law sat together in the latter's dressing-room, discussing

the unreasonableness of the squire, who had expressed himself with

more than ordinary bitterness as to the folly--he had probably used

some stronger word--of these London proceedings.

"Heavens!" said the countess, with much eager animation; "what can

the man expect? What does he wish you to do?"

"He would like to sell the house in London, and bury us all here for

ever. Mind, I was there only for ten weeks."

"Barely time for the girls to get their teeth properly looked at! But

Arabella, what does he say?" Lady de Courcy was very anxious to learn

the exact truth of the matter, and ascertain, if she could, whether

Mr Gresham was really as poor as he pretended to be.

"Why, he said yesterday that he would have no more going to town at

all; that he was barely able to pay the claims made on him, and keep

up the house here, and that he would not--"

"Would not what?" asked the countess.

"Why, he said that he would not utterly ruin poor Frank."

"Ruin Frank!"

"That's what he said."

"But, surely, Arabella, it is not so bad as that? What possible

reason can there be for him to be in debt?"

"He is always talking of those elections."

"But, my dear, Boxall Hill paid all that off. Of course Frank will

not have such an income as there was when you married into the

family; we all know that. And whom will he have to thank but his

father? But Boxall Hill paid all those debts, and why should there be

any difficulty now?"

"It was those nasty dogs, Rosina," said the Lady Arabella, almost in

tears.

"Well, I for one never approved of the hounds coming to Greshamsbury.

When a man has once involved his property he should not incur any

expenses that are not absolutely necessary. That is a golden rule

which Mr Gresham ought to have remembered. Indeed, I put it to him

nearly in those very words; but Mr Gresham never did, and never will

receive with common civility anything that comes from me."

"I know, Rosina, he never did; and yet where would he have been

but for the de Courcys?" So exclaimed, in her gratitude, the Lady

Arabella; to speak the truth, however, but for the de Courcys, Mr

Gresham might have been at this moment on the top of Boxall Hill,

monarch of all he surveyed.

"As I was saying," continued the countess, "I never approved of the

hounds coming to Greshamsbury; but yet, my dear, the hounds can't

have eaten up everything. A man with ten thousand a year ought to be

able to keep hounds; particularly as he had a subscription."

"He says the subscription was little or nothing."

"That's nonsense, my dear. Now, Arabella, what does he do with his

money? That's the question. Does he gamble?"

"Well," said Lady Arabella, very slowly, "I don't think he does." If

the squire did gamble he must have done it very slyly, for he rarely

went away from Greshamsbury, and certainly very few men looking like

gamblers were in the habit of coming thither as guests. "I don't

think he does gamble." Lady Arabella put her emphasis on the word

gamble, as though her husband, if he might perhaps be charitably

acquitted of that vice, was certainly guilty of every other known in

the civilised world.

"I know he used," said Lady de Courcy, looking very wise, and rather

suspicious. She certainly had sufficient domestic reasons for

disliking the propensity; "I know he used; and when a man begins, he

is hardly ever cured."

"Well, if he does, I don't know it," said the Lady Arabella.

"The money, my dear, must go somewhere. What excuse does he give when

you tell him you want this and that--all the common necessaries of

life, that you have always been used to?"

"He gives no excuse; sometimes he says the family is so large."

"Nonsense! Girls cost nothing; there's only Frank, and he can't have

cost anything yet. Can he be saving money to buy back Boxall Hill?"

"Oh no!" said the Lady Arabella, quickly. "He is not saving anything;

he never did, and never will save, though he is so stingy to me. He

_is_ hard pushed for money, I know that."

"Then where has it gone?" said the Countess de Courcy, with a look of

stern decision.

"Heaven only knows! Now, Augusta is to be married. I must of course

have a few hundred pounds. You should have heard how he groaned when

I asked him for it. Heaven only knows where the money goes!" And the

injured wife wiped a piteous tear from her eye with her fine dress

cambric handkerchief. "I have all the sufferings and privations of

a poor man's wife, but I have none of the consolations. He has no

confidence in me; he never tells me anything; he never talks to

me about his affairs. If he talks to any one it is to that horrid

doctor."

"What, Dr Thorne?" Now the Countess de Courcy hated Dr Thorne with a

holy hatred.

"Yes; Dr Thorne. I believe that he knows everything; and advises

everything, too. Whatever difficulties poor Gresham may have, I do

believe Dr Thorne has brought them about. I do believe it, Rosina."

"Well, that is surprising. Mr Gresham, with all his faults, is

a gentleman; and how he can talk about his affairs with a low

apothecary like that, I, for one, cannot imagine. Lord de Courcy has

not always been to me all that he should have been; far from it." And

Lady de Courcy thought over in her mind injuries of a much graver

description than any that her sister-in-law had ever suffered; "but I

have never known anything like that at Courcy Castle. Surely Umbleby

knows all about it, doesn't he?"

"Not half so much as the doctor," said Lady Arabella.

The countess shook her head slowly; the idea of Mr Gresham, a country

gentleman of good estate like him, making a confidant of a country

doctor was too great a shock for her nerves; and for a while she was

constrained to sit silent before she could recover herself.

"One thing at any rate is certain, Arabella," said the countess,

as soon as she found herself again sufficiently composed to offer

counsel in a properly dictatorial manner. "One thing at any rate is

certain; if Mr Gresham be involved so deeply as you say, Frank has

but one duty before him. He must marry money. The heir of fourteen

thousand a year may indulge himself in looking for blood, as Mr

Gresham did, my dear"--it must be understood that there was very

little compliment in this, as the Lady Arabella had always conceived

herself to be a beauty--"or for beauty, as some men do," continued

the countess, thinking of the choice that the present Earl de Courcy

had made; "but Frank must marry money. I hope he will understand this

early; do make him understand this before he makes a fool of himself;

when a man thoroughly understands this, when he knows what his

circumstances require, why, the matter becomes easy to him. I hope

that Frank understands that he has no alternative. In his position he

must marry money."

But, alas! alas! Frank Gresham had already made a fool of himself.

"Well, my boy, I wish you joy with all my heart," said the Honourable

John, slapping his cousin on the back, as he walked round to the

stable-yard with him before dinner, to inspect a setter puppy of

peculiarly fine breed which had been sent to Frank as a birthday

present. "I wish I were an elder son; but we can't all have that

luck."

"Who wouldn't sooner be the younger son of an earl than the eldest

son of a plain squire?" said Frank, wishing to say something civil in

return for his cousin's civility.

"I wouldn't for one," said the Honourable John. "What chance have I?

There's Porlock as strong as a horse; and then George comes next. And

the governor's good for these twenty years." And the young man sighed

as he reflected what small hope there was that all those who were

nearest and dearest to him should die out of his way, and leave him

to the sweet enjoyment of an earl's coronet and fortune. "Now, you're

sure of your game some day; and as you've no brothers, I suppose the

squire'll let you do pretty well what you like. Besides, he's not so

strong as my governor, though he's younger."

Frank had never looked at his fortune in this light before, and was

so slow and green that he was not much delighted at the prospect now

that it was offered to him. He had always, however, been taught to

look to his cousins, the de Courcys, as men with whom it would be

very expedient that he should be intimate; he therefore showed no

offence, but changed the conversation.

"Shall you hunt with the Barsetshire this season, John? I hope you

will; I shall."

"Well, I don't know. It's very slow. It's all tillage here, or else

woodland. I rather fancy I shall go to Leicestershire when the

partridge-shooting is over. What sort of a lot do you mean to come

out with, Frank?"

Frank became a little red as he answered, "Oh, I shall have two," he

said; "that is, the mare I have had these two years, and the horse my

father gave me this morning."

"What! only those two? and the mare is nothing more than a pony."

"She is fifteen hands," said Frank, offended.

"Well, Frank, I certainly would not stand that," said the Honourable

John. "What, go out before the county with one untrained horse and a

pony; and you the heir to Greshamsbury!"

"I'll have him so trained before November," said Frank, "that

nothing in Barsetshire shall stop him. Peter says"--Peter was

the Greshamsbury stud-groom--"that he tucks up his hind legs

beautifully."

"But who the deuce would think of going to work with one horse; or

two either, if you insist on calling the old pony a huntress? I'll

put you up to a trick, my lad: if you stand that you'll stand

anything; and if you don't mean to go in leading-strings all your

life, now is the time to show it. There's young Baker--Harry Baker,

you know--he came of age last year, and he has as pretty a string of

nags as any one would wish to set eyes on; four hunters and a hack.

Now, if old Baker has four thousand a year it's every shilling he has

got."

This was true, and Frank Gresham, who in the morning had been made so

happy by his father's present of a horse, began to feel that hardly

enough had been done for him. It was true that Mr Baker had only four

thousand a year; but it was also true that he had no other child than

Harry Baker; that he had no great establishment to keep up; that he

owed a shilling to no one; and, also, that he was a great fool in

encouraging a mere boy to ape all the caprices of a man of wealth.

Nevertheless, for a moment, Frank Gresham did feel that, considering

his position, he was being treated rather unworthily.

"Take the matter in your own hands, Frank," said the Honourable John,

seeing the impression that he had made. "Of course the governor knows

very well that you won't put up with such a stable as that. Lord

bless you! I have heard that when he married my aunt, and that was

when he was about your age, he had the best stud in the whole county;

and then he was in Parliament before he was three-and-twenty."

"His father, you know, died when he was very young," said Frank.

"Yes; I know he had a stroke of luck that doesn't fall to everyone;

but--"

Young Frank's face grew dark now instead of red. When his cousin

submitted to him the necessity of having more than two horses for

his own use he could listen to him; but when the same monitor talked

of the chance of a father's death as a stroke of luck, Frank was

too much disgusted to be able to pretend to pass it over with

indifference. What! was he thus to think of his father, whose face

was always lighted up with pleasure when his boy came near to him,

and so rarely bright at any other time? Frank had watched his father

closely enough to be aware of this; he knew how his father delighted

in him; he had had cause to guess that his father had many troubles,

and that he strove hard to banish the memory of them when his son was

with him. He loved his father truly, purely, and thoroughly, liked to

be with him, and would be proud to be his confidant. Could he then

listen quietly while his cousin spoke of the chance of his father's

death as a stroke of luck?

"I shouldn't think it a stroke of luck, John. I should think it the

greatest misfortune in the world."

It is so difficult for a young man to enumerate sententiously a

principle of morality, or even an expression of ordinary good

feeling, without giving himself something of a ridiculous air,

without assuming something of a mock grandeur!

"Oh, of course, my dear fellow," said the Honourable John, laughing;

"that's a matter of course. We all understand that without saying it.

Porlock, of course, would feel exactly the same about the governor;

but if the governor were to walk, I think Porlock would console

himself with the thirty thousand a year."

"I don't know what Porlock would do; he's always quarrelling with my

uncle, I know. I only spoke of myself; I never quarrelled with my

father, and I hope I never shall."

"All right, my lad of wax, all right. I dare say you won't be tried;

but if you are, you'll find before six months are over, that it's a

very nice thing to master of Greshamsbury."

"I'm sure I shouldn't find anything of the kind."

"Very well, so be it. You wouldn't do as young Hatherly did, at

Hatherly Court, in Gloucestershire, when his father kicked the

bucket. You know Hatherly, don't you?"

"No; I never saw him."

"He's Sir Frederick now, and has, or had, one of the finest fortunes

in England, for a commoner; the most of it is gone now. Well, when he

heard of his governor's death, he was in Paris, but he went off to

Hatherly as fast as special train and post-horses would carry him,

and got there just in time for the funeral. As he came back to

Hatherly Court from the church, they were putting up the hatchment

over the door, and Master Fred saw that the undertakers had put at

the bottom 'Resurgam.' You know what that means?"

"Oh, yes," said Frank.

"'I'll come back again,'" said the Honourable John, construing the

Latin for the benefit of his cousin. "'No,' said Fred Hatherly,

looking up at the hatchment; 'I'm blessed if you do, old gentleman.

That would be too much of a joke; I'll take care of that.' So he

got up at night, and he got some fellows with him, and they climbed

up and painted out 'Resurgam,' and they painted into its place,

'Requiescat in pace;' which means, you know, 'you'd a great deal

better stay where you are.' Now I call that good. Fred Hatherly did

that as sure as--as sure as--as sure as anything."

Frank could not help laughing at the story, especially at his

cousin's mode of translating the undertaker's mottoes; and then they

sauntered back from the stables into the house to dress for dinner.

Dr Thorne had come to the house somewhat before dinner-time, at Mr

Gresham's request, and was now sitting with the squire in his own

book-room--so called--while Mary was talking to some of the girls

upstairs.

"I must have ten or twelve thousand pounds; ten at the very least,"

said the squire, who was sitting in his usual arm-chair, close to his

littered table, with his head supported on his hand, looking very

unlike the father of an heir of a noble property, who had that day

come of age.

It was the first of July, and of course there was no fire in the

grate; but, nevertheless, the doctor was standing with his back to

the fireplace, with his coat-tails over his arms, as though he were

engaged, now in summer as he so often was in winter, in talking, and

roasting his hinder person at the same time.

"Twelve thousand pounds! It's a very large sum of money."

"I said ten," said the squire.

"Ten thousand pounds is a very large sum of money. There is no doubt

he'll let you have it. Scatcherd will let you have it; but I know

he'll expect to have the title deeds."

"What! for ten thousand pounds?" said the squire. "There is not a

registered debt against the property but his own and Armstrong's."

"But his own is very large already."

"Armstrong's is nothing; about four-and-twenty thousand pounds."

"Yes; but he comes first, Mr Gresham."

"Well, what of that? To hear you talk, one would think that there was

nothing left of Greshamsbury. What's four-and-twenty thousand pounds?

Does Scatcherd know what rent-roll is?"

"Oh, yes, he knows it well enough: I wish he did not."

"Well, then, why does he make such a bother about a few thousand

pounds? The title-deeds, indeed!"

"What he means is, that he must have ample security to cover what he

has already advanced before he goes on. I wish to goodness you had

no further need to borrow. I did think that things were settled last

year."

"Oh if there's any difficulty, Umbleby will get it for me."

"Yes; and what will you have to pay for it?"

"I'd sooner pay double than be talked to in this way," said the

squire, angrily, and, as he spoke, he got up hurriedly from his

chair, thrust his hands into his trousers-pockets, walked quickly to

the window, and immediately walking back again, threw himself once

more into his chair.

"There are some things a man cannot bear, doctor," said he, beating

the devil's tattoo on the floor with one of his feet, "though God

knows I ought to be patient now, for I am made to bear a good many

things. You had better tell Scatcherd that I am obliged to him for

his offer, but that I will not trouble him."

The doctor during this little outburst had stood quite silent with

his back to the fireplace and his coat-tails hanging over his arms;

but though his voice said nothing, his face said much. He was very

unhappy; he was greatly grieved to find that the squire was so soon

again in want of money, and greatly grieved also to find that this

want had made him so bitter and unjust. Mr Gresham had attacked him;

but as he was determined not to quarrel with Mr Gresham, he refrained

from answering.

The squire also remained silent for a few minutes; but he was not

endowed with the gift of silence, and was soon, as it were, compelled

to speak again.

"Poor Frank!" said he. "I could yet be easy about everything if it

were not for the injury I have done him. Poor Frank!"

The doctor advanced a few paces from off the rug, and taking his hand

out of his pocket, he laid it gently on the squire's shoulder. "Frank

will do very well yet," said the he. "It is not absolutely necessary

that a man should have fourteen thousand pounds a year to be happy."

"My father left me the property entire, and I should leave it entire

to my son;--but you don't understand this."

The doctor did understand the feeling fully. The fact, on the other

hand, was that, long as he had known him, the squire did not

understand the doctor.

"I would you could, Mr Gresham," said the doctor, "so that your mind

might be happier; but that cannot be, and, therefore, I say again,

that Frank will do very well yet, although he will not inherit

fourteen thousand pounds a year; and I would have you say the same

thing to yourself."

"Ah! you don't understand it," persisted the squire. "You don't know

how a man feels when he--Ah, well! it's no use my troubling you with

what cannot be mended. I wonder whether Umbleby is about the place

anywhere?"

The doctor was again standing with his back against the

chimney-piece, and with his hands in his pockets.

"You did not see Umbleby as you came in?" again asked the squire.

"No, I did not; and if you will take my advice you will not see him

now; at any rate with reference to this money."

"I tell you I must get it from someone; you say Scatcherd won't let

me have it."

"No, Mr Gresham; I did not say that."

"Well, you said what was as bad. Augusta is to be married in

September, and the money must be had. I have agreed to give Moffat

six thousand pounds, and he is to have the money down in hard cash."

"Six thousand pounds," said the doctor. "Well, I suppose that is not

more than your daughter should have. But then, five times six are

thirty; thirty thousand pounds will be a large sum to make up."

The father thought to himself that his younger girls were but

children, and that the trouble of arranging their marriage portions

might well be postponed a while. Sufficient for the day is the evil

thereof.

"That Moffat is a griping, hungry fellow," said the squire. "I

suppose Augusta likes him; and, as regards money, it is a good

match."

"If Miss Gresham loves him, that is everything. I am not in love with

him myself; but then, I am not a young lady."

"The de Courcys are very fond of him. Lady de Courcy says that he is

a perfect gentleman, and thought very much of in London."

"Oh! if Lady de Courcy says that, of course, it's all right," said

the doctor, with a quiet sarcasm, that was altogether thrown away on

the squire.

The squire did not like any of the de Courcys; especially, he did not

like Lady de Courcy; but still he was accessible to a certain amount

of gratification in the near connexion which he had with the earl and

countess; and when he wanted to support his family greatness, would

sometimes weakly fall back upon the grandeur of Courcy Castle. It

was only when talking to his wife that he invariably snubbed the

pretensions of his noble relatives.

The two men after this remained silent for a while; and then the

doctor, renewing the subject for which he had been summoned into the

book-room, remarked, that as Scatcherd was now in the country--he

did not say, was now at Boxall Hill, as he did not wish to wound the

squire's ears--perhaps he had better go and see him, and ascertain

in what way this affair of the money might be arranged. There was

no doubt, he said, that Scatcherd would supply the sum required at

a lower rate of interest than that at which it could be procured

through Umbleby's means.

"Very well," said the squire. "I'll leave it in your hands, then. I

think ten thousand pounds will do. And now I'll dress for dinner."

And then the doctor left him.

Perhaps the reader will suppose after this that the doctor had some

pecuniary interest of his own in arranging the squire's loans; or, at

any rate, he will think that the squire must have so thought. Not in

the least; neither had he any such interest, nor did the squire think

that he had any. What Dr Thorne did in this matter the squire well

knew was done for love. But the squire of Greshamsbury was a great

man at Greshamsbury; and it behoved him to maintain the greatness of

his squirehood when discussing his affairs with the village doctor.

So much he had at any rate learnt from his contact with the de

Courcys.

And the doctor--proud, arrogant, contradictory, headstrong as he

was--why did he bear to be thus snubbed? Because he knew that the

squire of Greshamsbury, when struggling with debt and poverty,

required an indulgence for his weakness. Had Mr Gresham been in easy

circumstances, the doctor would by no means have stood so placidly

with his hands in his pockets, and have had Mr Umbleby thus thrown in

his teeth. The doctor loved the squire, loved him as his own oldest

friend; but he loved him ten times better as being in adversity than

he could ever have done had things gone well at Greshamsbury in his

time.

While this was going on downstairs, Mary was sitting upstairs with

Beatrice Gresham in the schoolroom. The old schoolroom, so called,

was now a sitting-room, devoted to the use of the grown-up young

ladies of the family, whereas one of the old nurseries was now the

modern schoolroom. Mary well knew her way to the sanctum, and,

without asking any questions, walked up to it when her uncle went to

the squire. On entering the room she found that Augusta and the Lady

Alexandrina were also there, and she hesitated for a moment at the

door.

"Come in, Mary," said Beatrice, "you know my cousin Alexandrina."

Mary came in, and having shaken hands with her two friends, was

bowing to the lady, when the lady condescended, put out her noble

hand, and touched Miss Thorne's fingers.

Beatrice was Mary's friend, and many heart-burnings and much mental

solicitude did that young lady give to her mother by indulging in

such a friendship. But Beatrice, with some faults, was true at heart,

and she persisted in loving Mary Thorne in spite of the hints which

her mother so frequently gave as to the impropriety of such an

affection.

Nor had Augusta any objection to the society of Miss Thorne. Augusta

was a strong-minded girl, with much of the de Courcy arrogance, but

quite as well inclined to show it in opposition to her mother as in

any other form. To her alone in the house did Lady Arabella show much

deference. She was now going to make a suitable match with a man of

large fortune, who had been procured for her as an eligible _parti_

by her aunt, the countess. She did not pretend, had never pretended,

that she loved Mr Moffat, but she knew, she said, that in the present

state of her father's affairs such a match was expedient. Mr Moffat

was a young man of very large fortune, in Parliament, inclined to

business, and in every way recommendable. He was not a man of birth,

to be sure; that was to be lamented;--in confessing that Mr Moffat

was not a man of birth, Augusta did not go so far as to admit that he

was the son of a tailor; such, however, was the rigid truth in this

matter--he was not a man of birth, that was to be lamented; but in

the present state of affairs at Greshamsbury, she understood well

that it was her duty to postpone her own feelings in some respect. Mr

Moffat would bring fortune; she would bring blood and connexion. And

as she so said, her bosom glowed with strong pride to think that she

would be able to contribute so much more towards the proposed future

partnership than her husband would do.

'Twas thus that Miss Gresham spoke of her match to her dear friends,

her cousins the de Courcys for instance, to Miss Oriel, her sister

Beatrice, and even to Mary Thorne. She had no enthusiasm, she

admitted, but she thought she had good judgment. She thought she

had shown good judgment in accepting Mr Moffat's offer, though she

did not pretend to any romance of affection. And, having so said,

she went to work with considerable mental satisfaction, choosing

furniture, carriages, and clothes, not extravagantly as her mother

would have done, not in deference to sterner dictates of the latest

fashion as her aunt would have done, with none of the girlish glee

in new purchases which Beatrice would have felt, but with sound

judgment. She bought things that were rich, for her husband was to be

rich, and she meant to avail herself of his wealth; she bought things

that were fashionable, for she meant to live in the fashionable

world; but she bought what was good, and strong, and lasting, and

worth its money.

Augusta Gresham had perceived early in life that she could not obtain

success either as an heiress, or as a beauty, nor could she shine

as a wit; she therefore fell back on such qualities as she had, and

determined to win the world as a strong-minded, useful woman. That

which she had of her own was blood; having that, she would in all

ways do what in her lay to enhance its value. Had she not possessed

it, it would to her mind have been the vainest of pretences.

When Mary came in, the wedding preparations were being discussed. The

number and names of the bridesmaids were being settled, the dresses

were on the tapis, the invitations to be given were talked over.

Sensible as Augusta was, she was not above such feminine cares; she

was, indeed, rather anxious that the wedding should go off well. She

was a little ashamed of her tailor's son, and therefore anxious that

things should be as brilliant as possible.

The bridesmaid's names had just been written on a card as Mary

entered the room. There were the Ladies Amelia, Rosina, Margaretta,

and Alexandrina of course at the head of it; then came Beatrice and

the twins; then Miss Oriel, who, though only a parson's sister, was

a person of note, birth, and fortune. After this there had been here

a great discussion whether or not there should be any more. If there

were to be one more there must be two. Now Miss Moffat had expressed

a direct wish, and Augusta, though she would much rather have done

without her, hardly knew how to refuse. Alexandrina--we hope we

may be allowed to drop the "lady" for the sake of brevity, for the

present scene only--was dead against such an unreasonable request.

"We none of us know her, you know; and it would not be comfortable."

Beatrice strongly advocated the future sister-in-law's acceptance

into the bevy; she had her own reasons; she was pained that Mary

Thorne should not be among the number, and if Miss Moffat were

accepted, perhaps Mary might be brought in as her colleague.

"If you have Miss Moffat," said Alexandrina, "you must have dear

Pussy too; and I really think that Pussy is too young; it will be

troublesome." Pussy was the youngest Miss Gresham, who was now only

eight years old, and whose real name was Nina.

"Augusta," said Beatrice, speaking with some slight hesitation, some

soupçon of doubt, before the high authority of her noble cousin, "if

you do have Miss Moffat would you mind asking Mary Thorne to join

her? I think Mary would like it, because, you see, Patience Oriel

is to be one; and we have known Mary much longer than we have known

Patience."

Then out and spake the Lady Alexandrina.

"Beatrice, dear, if you think of what you are asking, I am sure you

will see that it would not do; would not do at all. Miss Thorne is a

very nice girl, I am sure; and, indeed, what little I have seen of

her I highly approve. But, after all, who is she? Mamma, I know,

thinks that Aunt Arabella has been wrong to let her be here so much,

but--"

Beatrice became rather red in the face, and, in spite of the dignity

of her cousin, was preparing to defend her friend.

"Mind, I am not saying a word against Miss Thorne."

"If I am married before her, she shall be one of my bridesmaids,"

said Beatrice.

"That will probably depend on circumstances," said the Lady

Alexandrina; I find that I cannot bring my courteous pen to drop the

title. "But Augusta is very peculiarly situated. Mr Moffat is, you

see, not of the very highest birth; and, therefore, she should take

care that on her side every one about her is well born."

"Then you cannot have Miss Moffat," said Beatrice.

"No; I would not if I could help it," said the cousin.

"But the Thornes are as good a family as the Greshams," said

Beatrice. She had not quite the courage to say, as good as the de

Courcys.

"I dare say they are; and if this was Miss Thorne of Ullathorne,

Augusta probably would not object to her. But can you tell me who

Miss Mary Thorne is?"

"She is Dr Thorne's niece."

"You mean that she is called so; but do you know who her father

was, or who her mother was? I, for one, must own I do not. Mamma, I

believe, does, but--"

At this moment the door opened gently and Mary Thorne entered the

room.

It may easily be conceived, that while Mary was making her

salutations the three other young ladies were a little cast aback.

The Lady Alexandrina, however, quickly recovered herself, and, by her

inimitable presence of mind and facile grace of manner, soon put the

matter on a proper footing.

"We were discussing Miss Gresham's marriage," said she; "I am sure I

may mention to an acquaintance of so long standing as Miss Thorne,

that the first of September has been now fixed for the wedding."

Miss Gresham! Acquaintance of so long standing! Why, Mary and Augusta

Gresham had for years, we will hardly say now for how many, passed

their mornings together in the same schoolroom; had quarrelled, and

squabbled, and caressed and kissed, and been all but as sisters to

each other. Acquaintance indeed! Beatrice felt that her ears were

tingling, and even Augusta was a little ashamed. Mary, however,

knew that the cold words had come from a de Courcy, and not from a

Gresham, and did not, therefore, resent them.

"So it's settled, Augusta, is it?" said she; "the first of September.

I wish you joy with all my heart," and, coming round, she put her arm

over Augusta's shoulder and kissed her. The Lady Alexandrina could

not but think that the doctor's niece uttered her congratulations

very much as though she were speaking to an equal; very much as

though she had a father and mother of her own.

"You will have delicious weather," continued Mary. "September, and

the beginning of October, is the nicest time of the year. If I were

going honeymooning it is just the time of year I would choose."

"I wish you were, Mary," said Beatrice.

"So do not I, dear, till I have found some decent sort of a body to

honeymoon along with me. I won't stir out of Greshamsbury till I have

sent you off before me, at any rate. And where will you go, Augusta?"

"We have not settled that," said Augusta. "Mr Moffat talks of Paris."

"Who ever heard of going to Paris in September?" said the Lady

Alexandrina.

"Or who ever heard of the gentleman having anything to say on the

matter?" said the doctor's niece. "Of course Mr Moffat will go

wherever you are pleased to take him."

The Lady Alexandrina was not pleased to find how completely the

doctor's niece took upon herself to talk, and sit, and act at

Greshamsbury as though she was on a par with the young ladies of

the family. That Beatrice should have allowed this would not have

surprised her; but it was to be expected that Augusta would have

shown better judgment.

"These things require some tact in their management; some delicacy

when high interests are at stake," said she; "I agree with Miss

Thorne in thinking that, in ordinary circumstances, with ordinary

people, perhaps, the lady should have her way. Rank, however, has its

drawbacks, Miss Thorne, as well as its privileges."

"I should not object to the drawbacks," said the doctor's niece,

"presuming them to be of some use; but I fear I might fail in getting

on so well with the privileges."

The Lady Alexandrina looked at her as though not fully aware whether

she intended to be pert. In truth, the Lady Alexandrina was rather in

the dark on the subject. It was almost impossible, it was incredible,

that a fatherless, motherless, doctor's niece should be pert to an

earl's daughter at Greshamsbury, seeing that that earl's daughter was

the cousin of the Miss Greshams. And yet the Lady Alexandrina hardly

knew what other construction to put on the words she had just heard.

It was at any rate clear to her that it was not becoming that she

should just then stay any longer in that room. Whether she intended

to be pert or not, Miss Mary Thorne was, to say the least, very free.

The de Courcy ladies knew what was due to them--no ladies better;

and, therefore, the Lady Alexandrina made up her mind at once to go

to her own bedroom.

"Augusta," she said, rising slowly from her chair with much stately

composure, "it is nearly time to dress; will you come with me? We

have a great deal to settle, you know."

So she swam out of the room, and Augusta, telling Mary that she would

see her again at dinner, swam--no, tried to swim--after her. Miss

Gresham had had great advantages; but she had not been absolutely

brought up at Courcy Castle, and could not as yet quite assume the

Courcy style of swimming.

"There," said Mary, as the door closed behind the rustling muslins

of the ladies. "There, I have made an enemy for ever, perhaps two;

that's satisfactory."

"And why have you done it, Mary? When I am fighting your battles

behind your back, why do you come and upset it all by making the

whole family of the de Courcys dislike you? In such a matter as that,

they'll all go together."

"I am sure they will," said Mary; "whether they would be equally

unanimous in a case of love and charity, that, indeed, is another

question."

"But why should you try to make my cousin angry; you that ought to

have so much sense? Don't you remember what you were saying yourself

the other day, of the absurdity of combatting pretences which the

world sanctions?"

"I do, Trichy, I do; don't scold me now. It is so much easier to

preach than to practise. I do so wish I was a clergyman."

"But you have done so much harm, Mary."

"Have I?" said Mary, kneeling down on the ground at her friend's

feet. "If I humble myself very low; if I kneel through the whole

evening in a corner; if I put my neck down and let all your cousins

trample on it, and then your aunt, would not that make atonement? I

would not object to wearing sackcloth, either; and I'd eat a little

ashes--or, at any rate, I'd try."

"I know you're clever, Mary; but still I think you're a fool. I do,

indeed."

"I am a fool, Trichy, I do confess it; and am not a bit clever; but

don't scold me; you see how humble I am; not only humble but umble,

which I look upon to be the comparative, or, indeed, superlative

degree. Or perhaps there are four degrees; humble, umble, stumble,

tumble; and then, when one is absolutely in the dirt at their feet,

perhaps these big people won't wish one to stoop any further."

"Oh, Mary!"

"And, oh, Trichy! you don't mean to say I mayn't speak out before

you. There, perhaps you'd like to put your foot on my neck." And then

she put her head down to the footstool and kissed Beatrice's feet.

"I'd like, if I dared, to put my hand on your cheek and give you a

good slap for being such a goose."

"Do; do, Trichy: you shall tread on me, or slap me, or kiss me;

whichever you like."

"I can't tell you how vexed I am," said Beatrice; "I wanted to

arrange something."

"Arrange something! What? arrange what? I love arranging. I fancy

myself qualified to be an arranger-general in female matters. I

mean pots and pans, and such like. Of course I don't allude to

extraordinary people and extraordinary circumstances that require

tact, and delicacy, and drawbacks, and that sort of thing."

"Very well, Mary."

"But it's not very well; it's very bad if you look like that. Well,

my pet, there I won't. I won't allude to the noble blood of your

noble relatives either in joke or in earnest. What is it you want to

arrange, Trichy?"

"I want you to be one of Augusta's bridesmaids."

"Good heavens, Beatrice! Are you mad? What! Put me, even for a

morning, into the same category of finery as the noble blood from

Courcy Castle!"

"Patience is to be one."

"But that is no reason why Impatience should be another, and I should

be very impatient under such honours. No, Trichy; joking apart, do

not think of it. Even if Augusta wished it I should refuse. I should

be obliged to refuse. I, too, suffer from pride; a pride quite as

unpardonable as that of others: I could not stand with your four

lady-cousins behind your sister at the altar. In such a galaxy they

would be the stars and I--"

"Why, Mary, all the world knows that you are prettier than any of

them!"

"I am all the world's very humble servant. But, Trichy, I should

not object if I were as ugly as the veiled prophet and they all as

beautiful as Zuleika. The glory of that galaxy will be held to depend

not on its beauty, but on its birth. You know how they would look at

me; how they would scorn me; and there, in church, at the altar, with

all that is solemn round us, I could not return their scorn as I

might do elsewhere. In a room I'm not a bit afraid of them all." And

Mary was again allowing herself to be absorbed by that feeling of

indomitable pride, of antagonism to the pride of others, which she

herself in her cooler moments was the first to blame.

"You often say, Mary, that that sort of arrogance should be despised

and passed over without notice."

"So it should, Trichy. I tell you that as a clergyman tells you to

hate riches. But though the clergyman tells you so, he is not the

less anxious to be rich himself."

"I particularly wish you to be one of Augusta's bridesmaids."

"And I particularly wish to decline the honour; which honour has

not been, and will not be, offered to me. No, Trichy. I will not be

Augusta's bridesmaid, but--but--but--"

"But what, dearest?"

"But, Trichy, when some one else is married, when the new wing has

been built to a house that you know of--"

"Now, Mary, hold your tongue, or you know you'll make me angry."

"I do so like to see you angry. And when that time comes, when that

wedding does take place, then I will be a bridesmaid, Trichy. Yes!

even though I am not invited. Yes! though all the de Courcys in

Barsetshire should tread upon me and obliterate me. Though I should

be as dust among the stars, though I should creep up in calico among

their satins and lace, I will nevertheless be there; close, close to

the bride; to hold something for her, to touch her dress, to feel

that I am near to her, to--to--to--" and she threw her arms round her

companion, and kissed her over and over again. "No, Trichy; I won't

be Augusta's bridesmaid; I'll bide my time for bridesmaiding."

What protestations Beatrice made against the probability of such an

event as foreshadowed in her friend's promise we will not repeat. The

afternoon was advancing, and the ladies also had to dress for dinner,

to do honour to the young heir.

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