By Lowell Stone

[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from

Imagination Stories of Science and Fantasy

March 1954

Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that

the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]

By the time the radar signal caught their eye it was too late to do

anything. Planes traveling faster than sound were already inside the

defense zone of the city.

Private First Class Jerry Conlon glanced from the radar screen to

the other five members of his Atomic Gun Post team on the outer

perimeter of the city. The look in their eyes was one of dazed alarm.

Automatically he joined them in zipping shut radiation suits, and then

they went for the gun controls, knowing it was too late.

A flash of intolerable brightness faded out the sun. One of the

boys--Conlon saw him still struggling with his radiation suit--didn't

make it in time. He paid for his slowness with his life.

In that instant of death before his eyes, Jerry thought of his wife

and baby son. It was all he had time for. Just the image in his mind.

An image of fear, because he wondered about them--were they dying even

now?

With the great flash Jerry dropped into the prone position that he'd

been taught. He was protected because the Gun Post had been holed into

the ground and re-enforced with steel-mesh concrete all around. If you

see the flash, it's too late, he'd been told. Well, he'd seen the flash

all right. When he dropped to the concrete base, the floor rose to meet

him halfway. A few seconds later, the suction raised him off the floor

and set him down next to the big gun.

Jerry crawled back to the protection of the bulwark. He had a hazy

glimpse of movement around him, but he couldn't see well enough out of

his blinded eyes to make out what the others were doing. Things were

beginning to rain down out of the sky now, and it continued to rain for

what seemed to Jerry like five or ten minutes. It was fantastic how

high some of the debris must have been blasted into the air, and he

was afraid to move for a long time lest a rock or bit of metal should

suddenly streak down.

It was mostly just the smaller pieces that got as far as the Post. The

biggest chunks had either been completely disintegrated or splattered

along the ground in all directions from the target area. It had been

a direct hit. It only took one blast, but that didn't mean it was the

only one in the country. When the attack came, every big city had

probably been marked for destruction.

Every big city! The thought struck him with sickening force. His wife

and little boy--Mildred and Billy! How about them? Had the blasts gone

inland?

"Conlon, are you all right?"

The sound of the voice stabbed at Jerry. He studied the wavering dark

form in front of his eyes, and recognition of the voice came slowly.

The white blob of the face must belong to Lieutenant Blake. Ordinarily

Jerry would have snapped to attention and saluted, but at the moment

the formality seemed ridiculous.

"I guess I'm all right, sir."

"Good!" That was all Blake said as he passed from Jerry's view.

* * * * *

In Jerry's earphones it sounded like a strong wind was blowing. It

could be the roar of a fleet of rocket planes. Was this the follow-up

attack? Why wasn't the order given to man the gun? He groped forward

and sprawled over a pile of debris. Where was everybody? Where was

Blake? He called out.

"Take it easy, Conlon," a voice said beside him.

"Who--who is it?" Jerry asked, trying to determine the source of the

voice.

"It's me--Adam Peterman. You'll be all right after awhile. What'd you

do--look into the flash?"

"I saw the flash. Good God! Am I going blind?"

"I once looked at a test blast with a radiation suit on. They still

haven't perfected these lenses to shut out all the glare. You'll be

like that for a couple of hours."

"How many of the boys did the blast get?"

Here he was, Jerry thought, asking about the six men in the gun crew

when there must have been thousands--maybe millions--dead in the city,

or what must be left of it.

"There's just three of us alive so far," Peterman said. "The

Lieutenant found Kroger, but he'd been crushed. The rest are either

buried or blown away."

"How about you? I still can't see where you are," Jerry said. "Are you

hurt?"

"My legs got messed up. I'm sitting on the ground. That's why you can't

see me."

"What about the city? What's left of it?"

"From where I'm sitting I should be able to see the tops of some of the

taller buildings over the concrete, but there's nothing there. I hate

to think about it."

"If there is anything left, the rocket planes will bring 'em down."

"What rocket planes?"

"Can't you hear 'em? That roar in the air. It almost drowns out the

geiger meter on my suit."

"Naw, Conlon, that isn't what you think! You're still hearing the sound

of the blast."

"After this long?"

"It doesn't die out for a long time."

Jerry thought about Mildred and Billy. It was this bad even in a

radiation suit with special lenses to protect the eyes; special braces

to minimize the shock wave effects; special material perfected during

the latter part of the century to deflect ultra-radiation. How would

Mildred and Billy fare back home where they were unprotected? They

might even be dead. But no! They couldn't be! They were all he had

left in life. They just had to be alive!

The shadowy blob which was Lieutenant Blake, moved into Jerry's line

of vision. Blake's form seemed to be getting smaller now; the haziness

around the edges seemed to be dwindling.

"How are you Peterman?" Blake asked the man with the wounded legs.

"I'll make it all right, Lieutenant. I might even be able to sight the

gun if you lift me into the seat."

"Good man, Peterman!" Blake turned to Jerry, "Well, Conlon, it looks

like you and I are the only ones on our feet. That means we've got work

to do."

"My eyes are bad, but I think they're clearing up now," Jerry said.

"Things are pretty rough," Blake said. "From what I've been able to

determine, the whole nation's been blasted."

"Lieutenant--no!" Jerry cried. He moved forward toward the Lieutenant

and clutched Blake by the shoulders. "I've got a wife and kid back

home!"

"We all have relatives back home, Conlon. You're no different than

anybody else. And it's just as bad for us as it is for you. You've got

to get a grip on yourself. There's nothing you can do for them one way

or the other."

"The hell there isn't! I'm going back to 'em!"

The Lieutenant's covered hand whipped out and slapped the front of

Jerry's helmet below the vision lens. Jerry went backwards and dropped

to the concrete floor.

"Sorry, Conlon," Blake clipped. "I didn't do that in anger. I merely

wanted to snap you back to your senses! You're still in the Army, and

I'm still your commanding officer. As far as the Army is concerned,

none of us have any relatives."

Jerry got to his feet. There was no question that the Lieutenant was

right. The Army was the big boss, and soldiers were not supposed to

have personal feelings. There were several million soldiers protecting

many millions of people and the only way that Mildred and Billy could

be protected was through the combined and strategic effort of these

soldiers. There were soldiers in the interior risking their lives to

protect people like Mildred and Billy--soldiers with relatives in the

city that Jerry was supposed to protect. It would be a sorry plight if,

at the first sign of trouble, all the men would run home to their own

little families.

It all seemed like a crazy nightmare to Jerry. No matter how big the

catastrophe, human beings still worried about the little problems

along with the big. It was a strange feeling to look over the top of

the bulwark and see nothing but the dirty gray sky where the forms of

big buildings should be. The shock was less horrible to him because

by the time his sight returned, he was accepting the awful scene of

destruction as an unchangeable fact.

* * * * *

It was several hours later before a small contingent of radiation

clothed soldiers arrived in several jeeps. A Colonel of the Army

stepped out. Blake and Conlon stood at attention as the officers

introduced themselves. The Colonel's name was Harrison.

"I'm trying to find out what we have to work with. Not much, I'm

afraid," the Colonel said. "The Government's gone. Communication is

disrupted."

"Did you say there was no more government, Colonel?" Jerry asked.

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