CHAPTER XIV

The transports with which Lord Westhaven received his sister, were

considerably checked by her melancholy air and faded form. The beauty

and vivacity which she possessed when he last saw her, were quite gone,

tho' she was now only in her twenty second year; and tears and sighs

were the only language by which she could express the pleasure she felt

at again seeing him. Imputing, however, this dejection entirely to her

late unfortunate marriage, his Lordship expressed rather sorrow than

wonder. He admired the little boy, whom he believed to be the son of

Godolphin; and he met Emmeline with that unreserved and generous

kindness he had ever shewn her.

Lady Westhaven, with the truest pleasure, again embraced the friend of

her heart; and with delight Emmeline met her; but it was soon abated by

the sanguine hopes she expressed that nothing would now long delay the

happiness of Lord Delamere.

'My Emmeline,' said she, 'will now be indeed my sister! Lord Montreville

and my mother can no longer oppose a marriage so extremely advantageous

to their son. _She_ will forgive them for their long blindness; and

pardoning poor Delamere for the involuntary error into which he was

forced, will constitute the happiness of him and of his family.'

To this, Emmeline could only answer that she had not the least intention

of marrying. Lady Westhaven laughed at that assertion. And she foresaw a

persecution preparing for her, on behalf of Delamere, which was likely

to give her greater uneasiness than she had yet suffered from any event

of her life.

Lord Westhaven, as soon as they grew a little composed, took an

opportunity of leaving the rest of the party; and went into his dressing

room, where he sent for Emmeline.

'Well, my lovely cousin,' said he, when she was seated, 'I have seen

Lord Montreville on your business. I cannot say that his Lordship

received me with pleasure. But some allowances must be made for a man

who loves money, on finding himself obliged to relinquish so large an

estate, and to refund so large a sum as he holds of yours.'

'I hope, however, you, my Lord, have had no dispute on my account with

the Marquis?'

'Oh! none in the world. What he _thought_, I had no business to enquire;

what he said, was not much; as he committed the arguments against you to

Sir Richard Crofts, who talked very long, and, as far as I know, very

learnedly. He spoke like a lawyer and a politician. I cut the matter

short, by telling him that I should attend to nothing but from an honest

man and a gentleman.'

'That was severe, my Lord.'

'Oh! he did not feel it. Wrapped in his own self-sufficiency, and too

rich to recollect the necessity of being honest, he still persisted in

trying to persuade me that nothing should be done in regard to restoring

your estate 'till all the deeds had been examined; as he had his doubts

whether, allowing your father's marriage to be established, great part

of the landed property is not entailed on the heirs male. In short, he

only seemed desirous of gaining time and giving trouble. But the first,

I was determined not to allow him; and to shorten the second, I took Mr.

Newton with me the next day, and desired Sir Richard, if he could prove

any entail, to produce his proofs. For that, he had an evasion ready--he

had not had _time_ to examine the deeds; which I find are all in his

hands. _We_, however, were better prepared. Mr. Newton produced the

papers that authenticate your birth; he offered to bring a witness who

was present when Mr. Mowbray was married to Miss Stavordale; nay even

the clergyman who performed the ceremony at Paris, and who is found to

be actually living in Westmoreland. The hand writing of your father is

easily proved; and Mr. Newton, summing up briefly all the corroborating

testimonies that exist of your right to the Mowbray estate, concluded by

telling Lord Montreville, that at the end of two days he should wait

upon his Lordship for his determination, whether he would dispute it in

a court of law or settle it amicably with me on behalf of his niece.

Newton then left us; and I desired your uncle to allow me a few moments

private conversation; which, as he could not refuse it, obliged old

Crofts, and that formal blockhead his son, to leave us alone together. I

then represented to him how greatly his character must suffer should the

affair become public. That tho' I believed myself he was really ignorant

of the circumstances which gave you, from the moment of your father's

death, an undoubted claim to the whole of his fortune, yet that the

world will not believe it; but will consider him as a man so cruelly

insatiable, so shamefully unjust, as to take advantage of a defenceless

orphan to accumulate riches he did not want, and had no right to enjoy.

I added, that if notwithstanding he chose to go into court, he must

excuse me if I forgot the near connection I had with him, and appeared

publicly as the assertor of your claim, and of course as his enemy.

'The Marquis seemed very much hurt at the peremptory style in which I

thought myself obliged to speak. He declined giving any positive answer;

saying, only, that he must consult his wife and his son. What the former

said, I know not; but the latter, generous in his nature, and adoring

_you_, protested to his father that he would himself, as your next

nearest relation, join in the suit against him, if the estate was not

immediately given up. This spirited resolution of Lord Delamere, and the

opinions of several eminent lawyers whom Sir Richard was sent to

consult, at length brought Lord Montreville to a resolution before the

expiration of the two days; and last night I received a letter from him,

to say that he would, on Monday next, account with you, and put you in

possession of your estate; the management of which, however, and the

care of your person, he should reserve to himself 'till you were of

age.'

'Good God!' exclaimed Emmeline; trembling, 'am I to meet my uncle on

Monday on this business?'

'Yes; and wherefore are you terrified?'

'At the idea of his anger--his hatred; and of being compelled to live

with the Marchioness, who always disliked me, and now must detest me.'

Lord Westhaven then assured her that he would be there to support her

spirits. That her uncle, whatever might be his feelings, would not

express them by rudeness and asperity; but would more probably be

desirous of shewing kindness and seeking reconciliation. Yet that it was

improbable he should propose her residing with Lady Montreville; 'whose

present state of health,' said he, 'makes her incapable of leaving her

room, and for whose life the most serious apprehensions are entertained

by her physicians.'

Emmeline, thus reassured by Lord Westhaven on that subject, and

extremely glad to hear there would be no necessity for proceedings at

law against her uncle, returned with some chearfulness to the company;

where it was not encreased by the entrance of Lord Delamere, which

happened soon afterwards.

The very ill state of health indicated by his appearance, extremely hurt

her. Nor was she less affected by his address to her, so expressive of

the deepest anguish and regret. She could not bear to receive him with

haughtiness and coldness; but mildly, and with smiles, returned the

questions he put to her on common subjects. His chagrin seemed to wear

off; and hope, which Emmeline as little wished to give, again reanimated

in some degree his melancholy countenance.

The next day, and again the next, he came to Lord Westhaven's; but

Emmeline cautiously avoided any conversation with him to which the whole

company were not witnesses. Godolphin too was there: her behaviour to

him was the same; and she would suffer neither to treat her with any

degree of particularity. Godolphin, who knew her reason for being

reserved towards _him_, was content; and Delamere, who suspected not how

dangerous a rival he had, was compelled to remain on the footing only of

a relation; still hoping that time and perseverance might restore him to

the happiness he had lost.

Monday now arrived, and Emmeline was to wait on her uncle in

Berkley-square. At twelve o'clock Lord Westhaven was ready. Emmeline was

led by him into the coach. They took up Mr. Newton in Lincolns-inn; and

then went to their rendezvous. Emmeline trembled as Lord Westhaven took

her up stairs: she remembered the terror she had once before suffered in

the same house; and when she entered the drawing-room, could hardly

support herself.

The Marquis, Sir Richard Crofts, his eldest son, and Lord Delamere, with

two stewards and a lawyer, were already there. Lord Montreville coldly

and gravely returned his niece's compliments; Sir Richard malignantly

eyed her from the corners of his eyes, obscured by fat; and Crofts put

on a look of pompous sagacity and consequential knowledge; while Lord

Delamere, who would willingly have parted with the whole of his paternal

fortune rather than with her, seemed eager only to see a business

concluded by which she was to receive benefit.

The lawyer in a set speech opened the business, and expatiated largely

on Lord Montreville's great generosity.

Lord Westhaven looked over the accounts: they appeared to have been made

out right. The title deeds of the estate were then produced; the usual

forms gone thro'; and papers signed, which put Emmeline in possession of

them. All passed with much silence and solemnity: Lord Montreville said

very little; and ineffectually struggled to conceal the extreme

reluctance with which he made this resignation. When the business was

completed, Emmeline advanced to kiss the hand of her uncle: he saluted

her; but without any appearance of affection; and coldly enquired how

she intended to dispose of herself?

'I propose, my Lord, wholly to refer myself to your Lordship as to my

present residence, or any other part of my conduct in which you will

honour me with your advice.'

'I am sorry, Miss Mowbray, that the ill state of health of the

Marchioness prevents my having the pleasure of your company here.

However my daughter, Lady Westhaven, will of course be happy to have you

remain with her till you have fixed on some plan of life, or till you

are of age.'

'Not only till Miss Mowbray is of age, my Lord, but ever, both Lady

Westhaven and myself should be gratified by having her with us,' said

Lord Westhaven.

To this no answer was given; and a long silence ensued.

Emmeline felt distressed; and at length said--'I believe, my Lord, Lady

Westhaven will expect us.'

They then rose; and taking a formal leave of the Marquis, were allowed

to leave the room. Lord Delamere, however, took Emmeline's hand, and as

he led her to the coach implored her to indulge him with one moment's

conversation at any hour when they might not be interrupted. But with

great firmness, yet with great sweetness, she told him that she must be

forgiven if she adhered to a resolution she had made to give no audience

on the topic he wished to speak upon, for many months to come.

'Almost two years!' exclaimed he--'almost two long years must I wait,

without knowing whether, at the end of that time, you will hear and pity

me! Ah! can you, Emmeline, persist in such cruelty?'

'A good morning to your Lordship,' said she, as she got into the coach.

'Will you dine with us, Delamere?' asked Lord Westhaven.

'Yes; and will go home with you now, and dress in Grosvenor street.' He

then gave some orders to his servants, and stepped into the coach.

'I never was less disposed in my life,' said he, 'to rejoin a party,

than I am to go back to those grave personages up stairs: it is with the

utmost difficulty I command my temper to meet those Crofts' on the most

necessary business. My blood boils, my soul recoils at them!'

'Pooh, pooh!' cried Lord Westhaven, 'you are always taking unreasonable

aversions. Your blood is always boiling at some body or other. I tell

you, the Crofts' are good necessary, plodding people. Not too refined,

perhaps, in points of honour, nor too strict in those of honesty; but

excellent at the main chance, as you may see by what they have done for

themselves.'

Delamere then uttered against them a dreadful execration, and went on to

describe the whole family with great severity and with great truth,

'till he at length talked himself into a violent passion; and Lord

Westhaven with difficulty brought him to be calm by the time they had

set down Mr. Newton and stopped at his own door. At the same instant

Lord Westhaven's coach arrived there, a splendid chariot, most elegantly

decorated, came up also. Delamere, struck with its brilliancy, examined

the arms and saw his own: looking into it, he changed countenance, and

said to Lord Westhaven--'Upon my word! Crofts' wife and your Swiss

relation, de Bellozane!'

'Crofts' wife?'

'Aye. I mean the woman who was once Fanny Delamere, my sister.'

'Come, Delamere, forget these heartburnings, and remember that she is

your sister still.'

'I should be glad to know (if it were worth my while to enquire) what

business Bellozane has with _her_?'

By this time they were in the house, where Lady Frances and the

Chevalier arrived also.

Lord Westhaven met them with his usual politeness; but Delamere only

slightly touched his hat to Bellozane, and sternly saluted his sister

with 'your servant, Lady Frances Crofts!' He then passed them, and went

into Lord Westhaven's dressing room; while her Ladyship, regardless of

his displeasure, and affecting the utmost gaity, talked and laughed with

Lord Westhaven as she went up stairs. Emmeline followed them, listening

to the whispered compliments of Bellozane with great coldness; and Lady

Frances, entering with a fashionable flounce the drawing room where her

sister was, cried--'Well child! how are you? I beg your pardon for not

coming to enquire after you sooner: but I have had such crowds of

company at Belleville Lodge, that it was impossible to escape. And

here's this animal here, this relation of your Lord's, really haunts me;

so I was forced at last to bring him with me.' This speech was

accompanied by a significant smile directed to Bellozane.

Lady Westhaven, checked by such an address from flying into the arms of

her sister, now expressed, without any great warmth, that she was glad

to see her. Something like general conversation was attempted. But Lady

Frances, who hoped to hide, under the affectation of extravagant

spirits, the envy and mortification with which she contemplated the

superior happiness of her sister, soon engrossed the discourse entirely.

She talked only of men of the first rank, or of _beaux esprits_ their

associates, who had been down in parties to Belleville Lodge (the name

she had given to her villa near Richmond); and she repeated compliments

which both the Lords and the wits had made to her figure and her

understanding. When she seemed almost to have exhausted this interesting

topic, Lady Westhaven said, as if merely for the sake of saying

something--'Mr. Crofts has been so obliging as to call here twice since

we came to London; but unluckily was not let in. Pray how does he do?'

'Mr. Crofts? Oh! I know very little of him. At this time of the year we

never meet. _He_ lives, you know, in Burlington street, and _I_ live at

Belleville; and if he comes thither, as he sometimes does of a Friday or

Saturday, he finds me too much engaged to know whether he is there or

not. I believe, tho', he is very well; and I think the last time I saw

him he was nearly as lively and amusing as he usually is. Don't you

think he was, Bellozane?'

'_O! assurement oui_,' replied the Chevalier, sneeringly, '_Monsieur

Croff a toujours beaucoup de vivacité_.--_C'est un homme fort amusant ce

Monsieur Croff._'[43]

Lady Westhaven, disgusted, shocked, and amazed, had no power to take any

share in such a dialogue; and Lady Frances went on.

'Well! but now I assure you, Augusta, I'm going to be most uncommonly

good; and am coming, tho' 'tis a terrible heavy undertaking, to pass a

whole week, without company, with _mon tres cher Mari_, in

Burlington-street. Nay, I will go still farther, and make a family party

with you to the play, which I generally detest of all things.'

'That is being really very kind,' said Lady Westhaven. 'But since you

are so tenderly disposed towards your own family, would it not be well

if you were to enquire after my mother? You know, I suppose, how very

ill she is; how much worse 'tis feared she may be?'

'Yes, I shall certainly call,' replied Lady Frances with the utmost

_sang froid_, 'before I go home. But as to her illness, you are

frightened at nothing: she has only her old complaints.'

'Her old complaints! And are not they enough? If _I_ were in a situation

to be useful to her; or even as it is, if Lord Westhaven would permit

me, I should certainly think it my duty constantly to attend her.'

'Probably you might. And it is equally probable that it would be of no

use if you did. She has Brackley, and all her own people about her; and

no more _could_ be done for her, even tho' you were to hazard your

_precious_ life, or if _I_, (who you know would not risk by it that of

an heir to an Earldom) should sacrifice _my_ ease and _my_ friends to

attend her.'

The unfeeling malignity of this speech was so extremely distressing to

Lady Westhaven, that she could hardly command her tears.

Lord Westhaven saw her emotion, and said, 'Augusta, my love, your sister

is too brilliant for you. You have not acquired that last polish of high

life, which quite effaces all other feelings; nor will you, perhaps,

ever arrive at it.'

'God forbid that I ever should!' cried Lady Westhaven, unable to conceal

her indignation.

'Poor thing!' said Lady Frances, with the most unblushing

assurance--'You have curious ideas of domestic felicity: and it's a

thousand pities, that instead of being what you are, destiny had not

made you the snug, notable wife of a country parson, with three or four

hundred a year--You would have been pure and happy, to drive about in a

one horse chaise, make custards, walk tame about the house, and bring

the good man a baby every year: but really, you are now quite out of

your element.' She then rang the bell for her carriage; which being soon

ready, she gaily wished her sister good day, and the Chevalier handed

her down stairs; where, as she descended, she said, loud enough to be

heard, '_S'il y'a une chose au monde que je deteste plus qu'un notre,

c'est la tristesse d'une societé comme cela_.'[44] The Chevalier assented

with his lips; but his heart and his wishes were fled towards Emmeline.

He was, however, so engaged with her proud and insolent rival, that he

no longer dared openly to avow his predilection for her: and Lady

Frances seemed so sure of the strength of that attachment which was her

disgrace, that she brought him on purpose where Emmeline was, to shew

how little she apprehended his defection.

Lord Westhaven, after pausing a second, ran down stairs after them; and

just as Bellozane was stepping into the chariot, took him by the arm,

and begged to speak to him for two minutes.

He apologized to Lady Frances, and they went together into a room; where

Lord Westhaven, with all the warmth which his relationship authorized,

remonstrated against his stay in England; represented the expence and

uneasiness it must occasion to the good old Baron; and above all,

exhorted him to fly immediately from the dangerous society of Lady

Frances Crofts.

Bellozane received this advice from his cousin with a very ill grace. He

said, that he could not discover why his Lordship assumed an authority

over him, or pretended either to blame his past conduct or dictate his

future. That he came to England a stranger; brought thither by his

honourable passion for Miss Mowbray, which he had a right to pursue; but

that Mr. Godolphin, who was his only relation then in England, had

either from accident or design shewn him very little attention; while

Lady Frances had, with the most winning _honeteté_, invited him to her

house, and supplied the want of _that_ hospitality which his own family

had not afforded him. And that infinitely obliged as he was to her, he

should ill brook any reflection on a woman of honour who was his friend.

'But my Lord,' added he, 'if your Lordship will allow me to visit here

as Miss Mowbray's favoured lover, I will not only drop the acquaintance

of Lady Frances, but will put myself entirely under your Lordship's

direction.'

Lord Westhaven, piqued and provoked, answered--'that he had no power

whatever to direct Miss Mowbray; and if he had, should never advise her

to receive him. Be assured, Monsieur le Chevalier, that you have no

chance of ever being acceptable to her, and you must think no more of

her.'

Bellozane, equally impatient of advice and contradiction, burst from

him; and went back to Lady Frances in a very ill humour.

Delamere, who had been dressing while his eldest sister remained, now

joined Lady Westhaven and Emmeline in the drawing room. Thither also

came Lady Adelina; who, during the five days they had been in town had

not been well enough till this day to dine below.

She was now languid and faint, and obliged to retire, as soon as the

cloth was removed, to her own room. Emmeline attended her; and when they

were alone together, she complained of finding herself every day more

indisposed. 'The air of London,' said she, 'is not good for my child: I

cannot help fancying he droops already. And the noise of a house where

there are unavoidably so many visitors, and such a multitude of

servants, is too much for my spirits. As Lord Westhaven is desirous of

my staying in London till my sister Clancarryl arrives, that we may meet

all together after being so many years divided, I will not press my

return to East Cliff; but I wish he would allow me to go to some village

near London, where I may occasionally enjoy solitude and silence; for I

have that upon my heart, Emmeline, that demands both.'

Emmeline communicated her wish to Godolphin the same evening; who

undertook to settle it with Lord Westhaven as his sister desired; and

the next day Lady Adelina and her little boy removed to Highgate, where

her brother had procured her a handsome lodging; and he, quitting those

he usually occupied in town, went to reside with her.

After having been there a few days, she sent to Emmeline the following

letter, which she desired might be delivered by her own hand.

'_To the Honourable George Fitz-Edward._

'I have thus long forborne to answer your letter, because I have

not 'till now been able to collect that strength of mind which is

necessary, when I am to obey the inexorable duty that tears me from

you for ever!

'That you yet _love_ me well enough to solicit my hand, is I own

most soothing and consolatory: but where, Fitz-Edward, is the

Lethean cup, without which you cannot _esteem_ me?--without which, I

cannot esteem myself? No! I am not worthy the honour of being your

wife! It is fit my fault be punished--punished by the cruel

obligation it lays me under of renouncing the man I love!

'Fitz-Edward, I will not dissemble! I cannot, if I would! My

affection for you is become a part of my existence, and can end

but in the grave. Under the dread of your infidelity or your

danger, my reason was too weak to support me: now that I have no

longer any apprehensions of either, my reason is returned--it is

returned to shew me all my wretchedness, and to afford me that

light by which I must plunge a dagger into my own bosom.

'Had I, however, no objections on my own account, there is one

that on another appears insuperable. Were the marriage you solicit

to take place, and to be followed by a family, could I bear that my

William, the delight and support of my life, should be as an alien

in his father's house, and either appear as the son of Godolphin or

learn to blush for his mother!

'We must part, Fitz-Edward! Indeed we must! Or if we are obliged

to meet, do you at least forget that we ever met before.

'I know that the daughter of Lord Westhaven, in youth, beauty, and

innocence, would not have been, however portionless, unworthy of

you. But what would you receive in the widow of Trelawny? A mind

unsettled by guilt and sorrow; spirits which have lost all relish

for felicity; a blemished, if not a ruined reputation, a faded

person, and an exhausted heart--exhausted of almost every sentiment

but that so fatally predominant; which now forces me to blot my

paper with tears, as I write this last farewel!

'Farewel! most beloved Fitz-Edward!--Ah! try if it be possible to

be happy! Be assured I wish it; even tho' it be necessary for that

end to drive from your memory, for ever, the lost

ADELINA TRELAWNY.'

Emmeline, to whom this letter was sent open, could not but approve the

sentiments it contained, while her heart bled for the pain it must have

cost Lady Adelina, and for that which it must inflict on Fitz-Edward.

When she had dispatched a note to his lodgings, to name an early hour

the next day for speaking to him, she went down into the drawing room,

where a large party of company were already assembled. Emmeline, to

avoid a particular conversation with Lord Delamere, which he incessantly

solicited, placed herself near one of the card tables; when, at a late

hour of the evening, dressed in the utmost exuberance of fashion,

blazing in jewels and blooming in rouge, entered Mrs. James Crofts,

followed by the two eldest of her daughters; one, drest in the character

of Charlotte in the Sorrows of Werter; and the other, as Emma, the nut

brown maid. Their air and manner were adapted, as they believed, to the

figures of those characters as they appear in the print shops; and their

excessive affectation, together with the gaudy appearance of their mama,

nearly conquered the gravity of Emmeline and of many others of the

company.

While Mrs. Crofts paid her compliments to Lady Westhaven and Emmeline,

and gave herself all those airs which she believed put her upon an

equality with the circle she was in, the two Misses anxiously watched

the impression which they concluded their charms must make on the

gentlemen present. Their mama had told them that most likely all of them

were Lords, or Lords sons at least; and the girls were not without

hopes, that among them there might be some of that species of men of

quality, whom modern novelists describe as being in the habit of

carrying forcibly away, beautiful young creatures, with whom perchance

they become enamoured, and marrying them in despite of all opposition.

They longed above all things to meet with such adventures, and to be

carried off by a Lord, or a Baronet at least; whose letters afterwards,

to some dear Charles or Harry, could not fail to edify the world. After

Mrs. Crofts had displayed her dress, and convinced the company of her

being quite in a good style of life; and when her daughters had

committed hostilities for near an hour upon the hearts of the gentlemen,

they sailed out in the same state as they entered; nor could all

Emmeline's good humour prevent her smiling at the satyrical remarks made

on them by some of the company; nothing more strongly exciting the

ridicule and contempt of people of real fashion than awkward and

impotent efforts to imitate them.

The next day, Fitz-Edward attended at the hour Emmeline appointed, and

received from her the letter of Lady Adelina, with a degree of anguish

which gave great pain to Emmeline and Godolphin. Still, however, he was

not quite deprived of hope; but flattered himself that the persuasions

of her sister, Lady Clancarryl (who was now every day expected, with her

husband and family, to pass the rest of the winter in London) added to

those of Lord Westhaven, and the good offices of Emmeline, would

together prevail on Lady Adelina to alter a resolution which rendered

them both wretched.

Some weeks, however, passed, and she still adhered to it; while the

melancholy conversation which Emmeline frequently had with Fitz-Edward,

and the importunity and unhappiness of Delamere, deprived her of much of

that tranquillity she might otherwise have enjoyed; particularly after

the recovery of Lady Westhaven (who presented her Lord with a son), and

the arrival of Mrs. Stafford and her family from France.

Lord Westhaven, who held a promise particularly sacred when made to the

unfortunate, had procured for Mr. Stafford a lucrative employment in the

West Indies. Thither he immediately went; and his wife, whose spirits

and health were greatly hurt, was happy to accept the offer Emmeline

made her of going down with her children to Mowbray Castle. The Marquis

of Montreville had presented his niece with the furniture he had sent

thither, being in truth ashamed to charge it; there was therefore every

thing necessary; and there Emmeline intended Mrs. Stafford should reside

'till she should be established in some residence agreeable to her;

which she intended to fix if possible near her own; and she now felt all

the advantages of that fortune, which enabled her to repay the

obligations she owed to her earliest friend.

[Footnote 43: Oh! certainly, Mr. Crofts is always very sprightly. A most

entertaining personage.]

[Footnote 44: If there is any thing in the world I utterly detest, 'tis

such dismal society as that.]

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