If only she had had a father----

"_Vous etes roublée, ma fille_," said Joyselle, suddenly taking one of

her hands in his befurred ones; "what has happened? Can you not think of

me as your old papa, and tell me?"

She started, half-frightened, half angry. "I am not troubled, M.

Joyselle," she returned, in French. "I--have a headache, that is all."

Oh, time-honoured evasion; oh, classic lie, thou who hast served,

surely, since Eve's day, used without doubt by Helen of Troy, Cleopatra

and all the other unsaintly women, ancient and modern, whose stories are

so much more entertaining than those of the unco' guid--oh, Splendid

Mendax, where should we all be without you?

"A headache?" Joyselle's magnificent eyes looked kindly but searchingly

into hers. "No. Not that." Then, asking no further question, he leaned

back in his place and looked out over the fields on his left.

"Daughter--father--child--old man----" she told herself with set jaw,

"that is what he thinks. He is eight years younger than that brute

Gerald, too."

The road climbed dully up for half an hour, and then with a quick turn

stretched out over splendid downs, beyond which lay a narrow glittering

strip of grey sea. "There is the sea," announced Brigit, perfunctorily.

It was not intrinsically beautiful, the scene, but as some chord in the

human breast almost invariably vibrates in response to a view of salt

water, this point was considered, at Kingsmead, to be a particularly

important one, and as the motor flew on Brigit Mead wondered how many

hundred times she had brought people there with the same curt

introduction, "There is the sea."

Théo, perfectly happy, turned occasionally to look at the other two, but

spoke little. It filled him with joy to see his beloved and his father

together, and his engagement was still so young that he had not got used

to it, and loved to think about it.

Joyselle, too, was unusually silent for a long time. Then at last he

turned to Brigit, his face grave as she had hitherto seen it only when

he was playing.

"I will not intrude again, Brigitte," he said, his deep voice very

gentle; "but when--if--you ever care to come to me for help or

advice--of any kind, I shall always be at your service."

"Thank you," she said, and could say no more, for fear of breaking

down. Then her sense of humour, never very keen, did for once come to

the rescue, and in an absurd mental flash-light she pictured his face if

she should suddenly put her head down on his knees and wail out the

truth: "Yes, dear Beau-papa, advise and help me, for I am to be your

daughter, my children are to be your grandchildren, and--I love you!"

Something in her face hurt him, and for the rest of the drive he quite

simply and frankly sulked.

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