CHAPTER XXXIII.

AT THE PRISON GATE.

Months had passed since Lettice had written a page of her story. The

arrival of the Daltons at Florence had interrupted her at a critical

point. She had not yet acquired the mechanic art of stopping and going

on again as at the turn of a handle, in obedience to a law of demand and

supply; and she would probably have been unable to gather up her threads

and continue the old woof, even if she had made the effort. But she had

not made the effort, and now that she was back in London again it seemed

less possible than ever that she should sit down and make it.

This was a serious matter, for the book was to have been done to order.

She had undertaken to furnish the whole of the manuscript by the middle

of November, and now the time had come when she was obliged to admit

that this was quite impracticable. She had hoped to put such a

constraint upon herself at Birchmead as would have enabled her to fulfil

her promise in the spirit, and to ask a fortnight's grace for the

completion of the manuscript. But circumstances had prevented her from

writing a single line, and she gave up the idea as hopeless.

So when she came up to London, three days before the end of October, she

called upon the publisher with whom she had made her agreement, and

confessed her inability to keep her word. Mr. MacAlpine was polite, but

at the same time evidently vexed. If Miss Campion had been ill he was

very sorry to hear it, but he liked to be able to rely on the

engagements which he made.

"Pray don't let it trouble you," he said, seeing that her face had begun

to fall. "When do you think you can be ready? I must have your next

story, at any rate. Take another three months."

"That is very good of you," said Lettice. "I think I can promise it

before the end of January."

So it was settled, and Lettice went away contented.

The discovery which she had made in regard to Sydney and Emily

Harrington had destroyed her former scruples as to the displeasure which

Sydney might feel if he were to hear what she now contemplated. She had

no wish to punish her brother. She thought he had been cruel, and

indifferent to the suffering which he had caused; but she was not moved

by anything like a vindictive feeling towards him. She had simply lost

the scruples which had beset her, and there was no longer a desire in

her mind to avoid a mere semblance of unconventionality for his sake.

She had chosen three rooms on the ground-floor of a house in a long and

dreary terrace, the windows of which looked across an intervening waste

to the walls of Alan's prison; and here she watched and waited.

The time hung heavy on her hands. She could do nothing, read nothing,

think of nothing--except of the unhappy man within those walls, who had

been brought to death's door, and who must have known a living death for

the past six months. To her, merely looking at the walls and thinking of

their victim, every minute seemed an hour, and every hour a day of blank

despair. What must the minutes and hours have seemed to him, buried

alive in that hideous pile of bricks, and in the yet more hideous pile

of false accusations and unmerited disgrace?

She had found out the date of the trial, and procured the papers in

which it was reported. The whole wretched story was before her now. She

saw how the web had been weaved round him; she understood the pains

which had been taken to keep her own name from being mentioned, and she

noted with burning indignation the persistency with which Sydney had

labored, apparently, to secure a conviction.

She was on the point of seeking out Mr. Larmer, in order to learn from

him the assurance of innocence which Alan must have given to his

solicitor; but she refrained. It would look as though she wanted

evidence of what she believed so absolutely without any evidence; and

besides, was it not one of the pleasures which she had promised herself,

to hear from Alan's own lips all that he cared for her to hear?

She stood by her window in the evening, and saw the lights spring up one

by one about the frowning gates of the prison. She was quite alone,

Milly having gone out with her baby to buy her some clothes. Lettice was

miserable and depressed, in spite of her good intentions; and as she

stood, half leaning against the shutter in unconscious weariness of

body, yet intent with all her mind upon the one subject that engrossed

her, she heard the distant stroke of a tolling bell.

Dong!--dong!--dong! it sounded, with long intervals between the notes.

Straight across the vacant ground, from the shrouded walls of Alan's

dungeon, and into the contracting fibres of her own tortured heart; it

smote with sudden terror, turning her blood to ice and her cheeks to

livid whiteness.

Great heaven, it was a death-knell. Could it be Alan who was dead!

For a moment she felt as if she must needs rush into the street and

break open those prison gates, must ascertain at once that Alan was

still alive. She went out into the hall and stood for a moment

hesitating. Should she go? and would they tell her at the gates if Alan

was alive or dead?

The landlady heard her moving, and came out of a little apartment at the

back of the house, to see what was going on.

"Were you going out, ma'am?" she asked, curiously.

"I? no; at least," said Lettice, with somewhat difficult utterance, "I

was only wondering what that bell was, and----"

"Oh, that's a bell from the church close by. Sounds exactly like a

passing-bell, don't it, ma'am? And appropriate too. For my son, who is

one of the warders, as I think I've mentioned to you, was here this

afternoon, and tells me that one of the prisoners is dead. A gentleman,

too: the one that there was so much talk about a little while ago."

Lettice leaned against the passage wall, glad that in the gathering

darkness her face could not be seen.

"Was his name--Walcott?" she asked.

"Yes, that was it. At least I think so. I know it was Wal--something. He

was in for assault, I believe, and a nicer, quieter-spoken gentleman, my

son says he never saw. But he died this afternoon, I understand, between

five and six o'clock--just as his time was nearly out, too, poor man."

Lettice made no answer. She stole back into her sitting-room and shut

the door.

So this was the end. The prisoner was released, indeed; but no mortal

voice had told him he was free, no earthly friend had met him at the

door.

She fell on her knees, and prayed that the soul which had been

persecuted might have rest. Then, when the last stroke of the bell had

died away, she sat down in mute despair, and felt that she had lost the

best thing life had to give her.

Outside upon the pavement men and women were passing to and fro. There

was no forecourt to the house; passers-by walked close to the windows;

they could look in if they tried. Lettice had not lighted a candle, and

had not drawn her blinds, but a gas-lamp standing just in front threw a

feeble glimmer into the room, which fell upon her where she sat. As the

shadows deepened the light grew stronger, and falling direct upon her

eyes, roused her at last from the lethargy into which she had sunk.

She got up and walked to the window, intending to close the shutters.

Listlessly for a moment she looked out into the street, where the

gas-light flickered upon the meeting streams of humanity--old folk and

young, busy and idle, hopeful and despairing, all bent on their own

designs, heedless like herself of the jostling world around them.

She had the shutter in her hand, and was turning it upon its hinges,

when a face in the crowd suddenly arrested her. She had seen it once,

that ghastly painted face, and it had haunted her in her dreams for

weeks and months afterwards. It had tyrannized over her in her sickness,

and only left her in peace when she began to recover her strength under

the bright Italian skies. And now she saw her again, the wife who had

wrecked her husband's happiness, for whom he had lingered in a cruel

prison, who flaunted herself in the streets whilst Alan's brave and

generous heart was stilled for ever.

Cora turned her face as she passed the window, and looked in. She might

not in that uncertain light have recognized the woman whose form stood

out from the darkness behind her, but an impulse moved Lettice which she

could not resist. At the moment when the other turned her head she

beckoned to her with her hand, and quickly threw up the sash of the

window.

"Mon Dieu!" said Cora, coming up close to her, "is it really you? What

do you want with me?"

"Come in! I must speak to you."

"I love you not, Lettice Campion, and you love not me. What would you?"

"I have a message for you--come inside."

"A message! Sapristi! Then I must know it. Open your door."

Lettice closed the window and the shutters, and brought her visitor

inside.

The woman of the study and the woman of the pavement looked at each

other, standing face to face for some minutes without speaking a word.

They were a contrast of civilization, whom nature had not intended to

contrast, and it would have been difficult to find a stronger antagonism

between two women who under identical training and circumstances might

have been expected to develop similar tastes, and character, and

bearing. Both had strong and well-turned figures, above the middle

height, erect and striking, both had noble features, natural grace and

vivacity, constitutions which fitted them for keen enjoyment and zest in

life. But from their infancy onward they had been subjected to

influences as different as it is possible to imagine. To one duty had

been the ideal and the guide of existence; the other had been taught to

aim at pleasure as the supreme good. One had ripened into a

self-sacrificing woman, to whom a spontaneous feeling of duty was more

imperative than the rules and laws in which she had been trained; the

other had degenerated into a wretched slave of her instincts, for whom

the pursuit of pleasure had become a hateful yet inevitable servitude.

Perhaps, as they stood side by side, the immeasurable distance which

divided them mind from mind and body from body was apparent to both.

Perhaps each thought at that moment of the man whose life they had so

deeply affected--perhaps each realized what Alan Walcott must have

thought and felt about the other.

"Why have you brought me here?" said Cora at last in a defiant voice.

"It was a sudden thought. I saw you, and I wanted to speak to you."

"Then you have no message as you pretended? You are very polite,

mademoiselle. You are pleased to amuse yourself at my expense?"

"No, I am not amusing myself," said Lettice. There was a ring of sadness

in her tones, which did not escape Cora's attention. She argued weakness

from it, and grew more bold.

"Are you not afraid?" she said, menacingly. "Do you not think that I

have the power to hurt--as I have hurt you before--the power, and, still

more, the will?"

"I am not afraid."

"Not afraid! You are hatefully quiet and impassive, just like--ah, like

all your race! Are you always so cold and still? Have you no blood in

your veins?"

"If you will sit down," said Lettice steadily, "I will tell you

something that you ought to know. It is useless trying to frighten me

with your threats. Sit down and rest if you will; I will get you food or

coffee, if you care for either. But there is something that I want to

say."

Cora stared at her scornfully. "Food! Coffee! Do you think I am

starving?" she asked, with a savage little laugh. "I have as much money

as I want--more than you are ever likely to have, mademoiselle. You are

very naive, mon enfant. You invite me into your room--Lettice Campion

invites Cora Walcott into her room!--where nobody knows us, nobody could

trace us--and you quietly ask me to eat and drink! Eat and drink in this

house? It is so likely! How am I to tell, for example, if your coffee is

not poisoned? You would not be very sorry if I were to die! Parbleu, if

you want to poison me, you should tempt me with brandy or champagne.

Have you neither of those to offer me?"

Lettice had drawn back at the first hint of this insinuation, with a

look of irrepressible disgust. She answered coldly, "I have neither

brandy nor champagne to give you."

"Allons, donc! Why do I stay here then?" said Cora jumping up from the

chair where she had seated herself. "This is very wearisome. Your idea

was not very clever, Mademoiselle Lettice; you should lay your plans

better if you want to trick a woman like me."

"Why should I wish to trick you?" said Lettice, with grave, quiet scorn.

"What object could I have in killing you?"

"Ma foi, what object should you not have? Revenge, of course. Have I not

injured you? have I not taken away your good name already? All who know

you have heard my story, and many who do not know you; and nearly every

one of them believes it to be true. You robbed me of my husband,

mademoiselle, you know it; and you have but too good reason to wish me

dead, in order that you may take a wife's place at the convict's side."

"You are mad. Listen to me----"

"I will listen to nothing. I will speak now. I will give you a last

warning. Do you know what this is?"

She took a bottle from her pocket, a bottle of fluted, dark-colored

glass, and held it in her hand.

"Look! This is vitriol, the friend of the injured and the defenceless. I

have carried it with me ever since I followed my husband to your house

at Brook Green, and saw you making signals to him at midnight. I came

once after that, and knocked at your door, intending then to avenge my

wrongs; but you had gone away, and I was brutally treated by your

police. But if I could not punish you I could punish _him_, for he

belonged to me and not to you, and I had a right to make him suffer. I

have made him suffer a little, it seems to me. Wait--I have more to say.

Shall I make him suffer more? I have punished you through him; shall I

punish him through you? For he would not like you to be maimed and

disfigured through life: his sensitive soul would writhe, would it not?

to know that you were suffering pain. Do you know what this magic water

is? It stings and bites and eats away the flesh--it will blind you so

that you can never see him again; and it will mar your white face so

that he will never want to look at you. This is what I carry about for

you."

Lettice watched the hand that held the bottle; but in truth she thought

very little of the threat. Death had done for her already what this

woman was talking about. Alan was past the love or vengeance of either

of them, and all her pleasure in life was gone for ever.

"I thought I should find you here," Cora went on, "waiting at the

prison for your lover! But I am waiting for him, too. I am his wife

still. I have the right to wait for him, and you have not. And if you

are there when he comes out, I shall stay my hand no longer. I warn you;

so be prepared. But perhaps"--and she lifted the bottle, while her eyes

flamed with dangerous light, and her voice sank to a sharp

whisper--"perhaps it would be better to settle the question now!"

"The question," said Lettice, with almost unnatural calm of manner, "is

settled for us. Alan has left his prison. Your husband is dead."

The woman gazed at her in stupefaction. Her hand fell to her side, and

the light died out of her bold black eyes.

"Alan dead!' What is it you say? How do you know?"

"He had a fever in the jail to which you sent him. He has been at

death's door for many weeks. Not an hour ago a warder came here and said

that he was dead. Are you satisfied with your work?"

"My work?" said Cora, drawing back. "I have not killed him!"

"Yes," said Lettice, a surge of bitter anger rising in her heart, "yes,

you have killed him, as surely as you tried to kill him with your pistol

at Aix-les-Bains, and with his own dagger in Surrey Street. You are a

murderess, and you know it well. But for you, Alan Walcott would still

be living an honorable, happy life. You have stabbed him to the heart,

and he is dead. That is the message I have to give you--to tell you that

you have killed him, and that he is gone to a land where your unnatural

hate can no longer follow him!"

Lettice stood over the cowering woman, strong and unpitying in her stern

indignation, lifted out of all thought of herself by the intensity of

her woe. Cora shrank away from her, slipping the bottle into her pocket,

and even covertly making the sign of the cross as Lettice's last words

fell upon her ear--words that sounded to her untutored imagination like

a curse. But she could not be subdued for long. She stood silent for a

few moments when Lettice ceased to speak, but finally a forced laugh

issued from the lips that had grown pale beneath her paint.

"Tiens!" she said. "You will do the mourning for us both, it seems.

Well, as I never loved him, you cannot expect me to cry at his death.

And I shall get his money, I suppose; the money that he grudged me in

his lifetime: it will be mine now, and I can spend it as I choose. I

thank you for your information, mademoiselle, and I pardon you the

insults which you have heaped upon my head to-night. If I have my

regrets, I do not exhibit them in your fashion. Good-night,

mademoiselle: il me faut absolument de l'eau de vie--I can wait for it

no longer. Bon soir!"

She turned and left the house as rapidly as she had come. Lettice sank

down upon a couch, and hid her face in the cushion. She could not shed a

tear, but she was trembling from head to foot, and felt sick and faint.

As Cora sauntered along the pavement, turning her head restlessly from

side to side, her attention was caught by a young woman carrying a

child, who went in at Lettice's door. Mrs. Walcott stopped short, and

put her finger to her forehead with a bewildered air. "Now where have I

seen that face?" she muttered to herself.

After a moment's reflection, she burst into a short, harsh laugh, and

snapped her fingers at the blind of Lettice's room. "I know now," she

said. "Oh yes, I know where I have seen that face before. This will

justify me in the eyes of the world as nothing else has done. Bon soir,

Madame Lettice. Oh, I have a new weapon against you now."

And then she went upon her way, leaving behind her the echo of her

wicked laugh upon the still night air.

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