I had last night, and for what a guest who came here at dawn has told
me. So come, my dear ones, let us make our way at once to the gate that
leads to The Celestial City, that we may see your sire and be there with
him and his friends.
Then her first two sons burst out in tears of joy that Christiana's
heart was set that way.
Now while they put all things right to go, two friends of Christiana's
came up to her house, and gave a knock at the door. To them she said,
If you come in God's name, come in. This mode of speech from the lips of
Christiana struck them as strange. Yet they came in, and said, Pray what
do you mean by this?
I mean to leave my home, said she to Mrs. Timorous--for that was the
name of one of these friends.
Timorous:--To what end, pray tell me?
Christiana:--To go to my dear Christian. And with that she wept.
Timorous:--Nay, can it be so? Who or what has brought you to this state
of mind?
Christiana:--Oh, my friend, if you did but know as much as I do, I doubt
not that you would be glad to go with me.
Timorous:--Pray what new lore have you got hold of that draws your mind
from your friends, and tempts you to go no one knows where?
Christiana:--I dreamt last night that I saw Christian. Oh, that my soul
were with him now! The Prince of the place has sent for me, through one
who came to me at sun rise, and brought this note to bid me go there;
read it, I pray you.
Timorous:--Ah, how mad to run such risks! You have heard, I am sure,
from our friend Obstinate, what Christian met with on the way, for he
went with him; yea, and Pliable, too, till they, like wise men, came
back through fear. You heard how he met with the beasts of prey and
Apollyon, what he saw in the Valley of the Shadow of Death, and more
still that makes my hair stand on end to hear of; think, too, of these
four sweet boys who are your own flesh and bone; and, though you should
be so rash as to wish to go, yet for their sale, I pray you keep at
home.
But Christiana said: Tempt me not. I have now a chance put in my hand
to get gain, and in truth I should be a fool if I had not the heart to
grasp it. And these toils and snares that you tell me of shall not keep
me back; no, they serve but to show me that I am in the right. Care
must first be felt, then joy. So since you came not to my house in God's
name, as I said, I pray you to be gone, and tempt me no more.
Then Timorous said to Mercy (who had come with her): Let us leave her in
her own hands, since she scorns all that I say.
But Mercy thought that if her friend Christiana must be gone, she would
go part of the way with her to help her. She took some thought, too, of
her own soul, for what Christiana had said had laid hold on her mind,
and she felt she must have some talk with this friend; and if she found
that truth and life were in her words, she would join her with all her
heart.
So Mercy said to Timorous: I came with you to see Christiana, and since
on this day she takes leave of the town, I think the least I can do
would be to walk a short way with her to help her on. But the rest she
kept from Timorous.
Timorous:--Well, I see you have a mind to play the fool, too; but take
heed in good time, and be wise.
So Mrs. Timorous went to her own house; and Christiana, with her four
boys and Mercy, went on their way.
Mercy, said Christiana, I take this as a great boon that you should set
foot out of doors to start me on my way.
Then said young Mercy (for she was quite young): If I thought it would
be good to join you, I would not go back at all to the town.
Christiana:--Well, Mercy, cast your lot in with mine; I know what will
be the end of our toils. Christian is where he would not fail to be for
all the gold in the mines of Spain. Nor shall you be sent back, though
there be no one but I to ask it for you; for the King who has sent for
me and my boys is One who turns not from those who seek Him. If you like
I will hire you, and you shall go as my maid, and yet shall share all
things with me, so that you do but go.
Mercy:--But how do I know that I shall be let in? If I thought I should
have help from Him from whom all help comes, I would make no pause, but
would go at once, let the way be as rough as it might.
Christiana:--Well, Mercy, I will tell you what I would have you do. Go
with me as far as to the field gate, and there I will ask; and if no
hopes should be held out to you by Him who keeps the gate, you can but
go back to your home.
Mercy: Well, I will go with you, and the Lord grant that my lot may be
cast to dwell in the land for which my heart yearns.
Christiana then felt glad that she had a friend to join her, and that
her friend should have so great a care for her soul.
So they went on their way; but the face of Mercy wore so sad a mien that
Christiana said to her, What ails you? Why do you weep?
Mercy:--Oh, who could but weep to think of the state of my poor friends
near and dear to me, in our had town?
Christiana:--You feel for your friends as my good Christian did for me
when he left me, for it went to his heart to find that I would not see
these things in the same light as he did. And now, you, I, and these
dear boys, reap the fruits of all his woes. I hope, Mercy, these tears
of yours will not be shed in vain, for He who could not lie, has said
that they who sow in tears shall reap in joy.
Now when Christiana came up to the Slough Of Despond, she and her sons
made a stand, and Christiana told them that this was the place in which
her dear Christian fell. But Mercy said, Come, let us try; all we have
to do is to keep the steps well in view. Yet Christiana made a slip or
two in the mud; but at last they got through the slough, and then they
heard a voice say to them: Blest is she who hath faith, for those things
which were told her of the Lord shall come to pass.
So now they went on once more, and Mercy said, Had I as good grounds
to hope to get in at the gate as you have, I think no Slough Of Despond
would keep me back.
Well, said Christiana, you know your sore, and I know mine, and hard
toil will it be for both of us to get to the end of the way; for how
can we think that they who set out on a scheme of so much bliss, should
steer clear of frights and fears on their way to that bright bourn which
it is their aim to reach?
When they came to the gate, it took them some time to make out a plan of
what they should say to Him who stood there; and as Mercy was not so old
as her friend, she said that it must rest with Christiana to speak for
all of them. So, she gave a knock, and then (like Christian) two more;
but no one came.
Now they heard the fierce bark of a dog, which made them shake with
fear, nor did they dare for a while to knock a third time, lest the dog
should fly at them. So they were put to their wits' end to know what to
do: to knock they did not dare, for fear of the dog; to go back they did
not dare, lest He who kept the gate should see them as they went, and
might not like it. At last they gave a knock four times as loud as the
first.
Then He who stood at the gate said, Who is there? The dog was heard to
bark no more, and the gate swung wide for them to come in.
Christiana sank on her knees, and said, Let not our Lord be wroth that
we have made this loud noise at His gate.
At this He said: Whence come you, and what is it that you would have?
Quoth Christiana: We are come from the town whence Christian came,
to beg to be let in at this gate, that we may go on our way to The
Celestial City. I was once the wife of Christian, who now is in the land
of bliss.
With that, He who kept the gate threw up His arms and said, What! is she
on her road to The Celestial City who, but a short time since, did hate
the life of that place?
Then Christiana bent her head, and said, Yes, and so are these, my dear
sons. So He took her by the hand and led her in; and when her four sons
had gone through, He shut the gate. This done, He said to a man hard by,
Sound the horn for joy.
But now that Christiana was safe through the gate with her boys, she
thought it time to speak a word for Mercy, so she said, My Lord, I have
a friend who stands at the gate, who has come here with the same trust
that I did; one whose heart is sad to think that she comes, it may be,
when she is not sent for; while I had word from Christian's King to
come.
The time did so lag with poor Mercy while she stood to be let in, that
though it was but a short space, yet through fear and doubt did it seem
to her like an hour at least; and Christiana could not say more for
Mercy to Him who kept the gate for the knocks, which came so fast, and
were at last so loud that they made Christiana start.
Then He said, Who is there?
Quoth Christiana: It is my friend.
So He threw back the gate to look out, but Mercy was in a swoon, from
the fear that she should not be let in.
Then He took her by the hand and said, Fear not; stand firm on thy feet,
and tell me whence thou art come, and for what end?
Mercy:--I do not come as my friend Christiana does, for I was not sent
for by the King, and I fear I am too bold. Yet if there is grace to
share, I pray Thee let me share it.
Then He took her once more by the hand and led her in, and said, All may
come in who put their trust in me, let the means be what they may that
brought them here.
Then He told those that stood by to bring her some myrrh, and in a while
she got well.
Now I saw in my dream that he spoke good words to Mercy, Christiana, and
her boys, so as to make glad their hearts. And He took them up to the
top of the gate, where He left them for a while, and Christiana said: Oh
my dear friend, how glad am I that we have all got in!
Mercy:--So you may well be; but most of all have I cause for joy.
Christiana:--I thought at one time as I stood at the gate, and none came
to me, that all our pains had been lost.
Mercy:--But my worst fears came when I saw Him who kept the gate grant
you your wish, and take no heed of me. And this brought to my mind the
two who ground at the same mill, and how I was the one who was left; and
I found it hard not to cry out, I am lost! I am lost!
Christiana:--I thought you would have come in by rude force.
Mercy:--Ah me! You saw that the door was shut on me, and that a fierce
hound was not far off. Who, with so faint a heart as mine, would not
give loud knocks with all her might? But, pray, what said my Lord at
this rude noise? Was He not wroth with me?
Christiana:--When He heard your loud thumps at the door He gave a smile;
and to my mind, what you did would seem to please Him well. But it
is hard to guess why He keeps such a dog. Had I known of it, I fear I
should not have had the wish to come. But now we are in, we are safe;
and I am glad with all my heart.
One of Christiana's boys said: Pray ask to have a chain put on the dog,
for it will bite us when we go hence.
Then He who kept the gate came down to them once more, and Mercy fell
with her face to the ground, and said, Oh, let me bless and praise the
Lord with my lips!
So He said to her, Peace be to thee; stand up.
But she would not rise till she had heard from Him why He kept so fierce
a dog in the yard. He told her He did not own the dog, but that it was
shut up in the grounds of one who dwelt near. In truth, said He, it is
kept from no good will to me or mine, but to cause those who come here
to turn back from my gate by the sound of its voice. But hadst thou
known more of me thou wouldst not have felt fear of a dog. The poor man
who goes from door to door will, for the sake of alms, run the risk of a
bite from a cur; and shall a dog keep thee from me?
Mercy:--I spoke of what I knew not; but, Lord, I know that Thou dost all
things well.
Then Christiana rose as if she would go on her way. So He fed them, and
set them in the right path, as He had done to Christian. And as they
went, Christiana sang a hymn: "We turn our tears to joy, and our fears
to faith."
They had not gone far when they saw some fruit trees, the boughs of
which hung from the top of a wall that was built around the grounds of
him who kept the fierce hound, and at times those that came that way
would eat them to their cost. So as they were ripe, Christiana's boys
threw them down and ate some of them; though Christiana chid them for
it, and said, That fruit is not ours. But she knew not then whose it
was. Still the boys would eat of it.
Now when they had gone but a bow shot from the place, they saw two men,
who with bold looks came fast down the hill to meet them. With that,
Christiana and her friend Mercy, drew down their veils, and so kept on
their way, and the boys went on first. Then the men came up to them, but
Christiana said: Stand back, or go by in peace, as you should. Yet they
took no more heed of her words than if they had been deaf.
Christiana, who did not like their looks, said, We are in haste, and can
not stay; our work is a work of life and death. With that she and the
rest made a fresh move to pass, but the men would not let them. So with
one voice they all set up a loud cry. Now, as they were not far from
the held gate, they were heard from that place, and some of those in the
lodge came out in haste to catch these bad men; when they soon leapt the
wall, and got safe to the grounds where the dog was kept.
Reliever:--How was it that when you were at the gate you did not ask Him
who stood there to take you on your way, and guard you from harm? Had
you done so you would not have gone through these frights, for He would
have been sure to grant you your wish.
Christiana:--Ah, Sir, the joy we felt when we were let in, drove from
our thoughts all fears to come. And how could we think that such had men
could lurk in such a place as that? True, it would have been well for
us if we had thought to ask Him; but since our Lord knew it would be for
our good, how came it to pass that He did not send some one with us?
Reliever:--You did not ask. When the want of a thing is felt, that which
we wish for is worth all the more.
Christiana:--Shall we go back to my Lord and tell Him we wish we had
been more wise, and ask for a guard?
Reliever:--Go back you need not, for in no place where you go will you
find a want at all.
When he had said this he took his leave, and the rest went on their way.
Mercy:--What a blank is here! I made sure we had been past all risk, and
that we should see no more care.
Christiana:--Your youth may plead for you, my friend, and screen you
from blame; but as for me, my fault is so much the worse in so far as
I knew what would take place ere I came out of my door. Mercy:--But how
could you know this ere you set out?
Christiana:--Why, I will tell you. One night as I lay in bed, I had a
dream, in which I saw the whole scene as it took place just now.
By this time Christiana, Mercy and the four boys had come to the house
of Interpreter. Now when they drew near to the door they heard the sound
of Christiana's name; for the news of her flight had made a great stir;
but they knew not that she stood at the door. At last she gave a knock,
as she had done at the gate, when there came to the door a young maid,
Innocent by name.
Innocent:--With whom would you speak in this place?
Christiana:--As we heard that this is a place of rest for those that go
by the way, we pray that we may be let in, for the day, as you see, is
far spent, and we are loth to go on by night.
Innocent:--Pray what is your name, that I may tell it to my Lord?
Christiana:--My name is Christiana; I was the wife of Christian, who
some time since came by this way, and these are his four sons.
Innocent then ran in and said to those there, Can you guess who is at
the door? There are Christiana, her boys and her friend!
So they leapt for joy, and went to tell it to their Lord, who came to
the door and said, Art thou that Christiana whom Christian left in the
town of Destruction, when he set out for The Celestial City?
Christiana:--I am she, and my heart was so hard as to slight his woes,
and leave him to make his way as he could; and these are his four sons.
But I, too, am come, for I feel sure that no way is right but this.
Interpreter:--But why do you stand at the door? Come in; it was but just
now that we spoke of you, for we heard that you were on your way. Come,
my dear boys, come in; come, my sweet maid, come in. So he took them
to the house, and bade them sit down and rest. All in the house wore a
smile of joy to think that Christiana was on her way to The Celestial
City, and they were glad to see the young ones walk in God's ways, and
gave them a kind of clasp of the hand to show their good will. They said
soft words, too, to Mercy, and bade them all be at their ease. To fill
up the time till they could sup, Interpreter took them to see all those
things that had been shown to Christian. This done, they were led to a
room in which stood a man with a prong in his hand, who could look no
way but down on the ground; and there stood one with a crown in his
hand, which he said he would give him for his prong; yet the first man
did not look up, but went on to rake the straws, dust, and stocks which
lay on the floor.
Then said Christiana: I think I know what this means. It is a sketch of
a man of this world, is it not, good Sir?
Interpreter:--Thou art right, and his prong shows that his mind is of
the earth, and that he thinks life in the next world is a mere song;
take note that he does not so much as look up; and straws, sticks, and
dust, with most, are the great things to live for.
At that Christiana and Mercy wept, and said, Ah, yes, it is too true!
Interpreter then took them to a room where were a hen and her chicks,
and bade them look well at them for a while. So one of the chicks went
to the trough to drink, and each time she drank would she lift up her
head and her eyes to the sky.
See, said he, what this bird does, and learn of her to know whence all
good comes, and to give to the Lord who dwells on high, the praise and
thanks for it. Look once more, and see all the ways that the hen has
with her young brood. There is her call that goes on all day long; and
there is her call that comes but now and then; she has a third call
to shield them with her wings; and her fourth is a loud cry, which she
gives when she spies a foe. Now, said he, set her ways by the side of
your King's, and the ways of these chicks by the side of those who love
to do His will, and then you will see what I mean. For He has a way to
walk in with His saints. By the call that comes all day He gives nought;
by a call that is rare He is sure to have some good to give; then there
is a call, too, for those that would come to His wings, which He spreads
out to shield them; and He has a cry to warn men from those who might
hurt their souls. I choose scenes from real life, as they are not too
hard for you to grasp, when I fit them to your own case; and it is the
love I have for your souls that prompts me to show you these things.
Christiana:--Pray let us see some more.
Interpreter then took them to his field, which was sown with wheat and
corn; but when they came to look, the ears were cut off, and there was
nought but the straw left.
Interpreter:--What shall we do with the crop?
Christiana:--Burn some, and use the rest to dress the ground with.
Interpreter:--Fruit, you see, is the thing you look for, and for want of
that you cast off the whole crop. Take heed that in this you do not seal
your own doom; for by fruit I mean works.
Now when they came back to the house the meal was not yet spread, so did
Christiana beg of Interpreter to show or tell them some more things.
Interpreter:--So much the more strong a man's health is, so much the
more prone is he to sin. The more fat the sow is, the more she loves
the mire. It is not so hard to sit up a night or two, as to watch for a
whole year; just as it is not so hard to start well as it is to hold
out to the end. One leak will sink a ship, and one sin will kill a man's
soul. If a man would live well, let him keep his last day in mind.
Now when Christiana, Mercy and the boys bad all had a good night's rest,
they rose with the sun, and made a move to leave; but Interpreter told
them to wait a while. For, said he, you must go hence in due form, such
is the rule of the house.
Then he told Innocent to take them to the bath, and there wash the
dust from them. This done, they came forth fresh and strong, and as
Interpreter said, Fair as the moon.
Next he told those near him to bring the seal, and when it was brought
he set his mark on them that they might be known in each place where
they went.
Then said Interpreter: Bring vests for them. And they were clad in robes
as white as snow, so that it made each start to see the rest shine with
so bright a light.
Interpreter then sent for one of his men whose name was Great-heart, and
bade that he should be clad in a coat of mail, with sword and shield,
and that he should take them to a house, the name of which was
Beautiful, where they would rest.
Then Interpreter took his leave of them, with a good wish for each. So
they went on their way, and thus they sang:--
"O move me, Lord, to watch and pray, From sin my heart to clear; To take
my cross up day by day, And serve the Lord with fear."
They next came to the place where Christian's load had been lost in the
tomb. Here they made a pause, and gave thanks to Him who laid down His
life to save theirs. So now they went up the hill, which was so steep
that the toil made Christiana pant for breath.
How can we doubt, said she, that they who love rest more than their
souls would choose some way on which they could go with more ease than
this?
Then Mercy said, Come what may, I must rest for a while.
And James, who was the least of the boys, gave way to tears.
Come, Come! said Great-heart, sit not down here; for there is a seat
near us put there by the Prince. With this he took the young child by
the hand, and led him to it; and they were all glad to sit down, and to
be out of the heat of the sun's rays.
Then said Mercy: How sweet is rest to them that work! And how good is
the Prince to place this seat here that such as we may rest! Of this
spot I have heard much, but let us take heed that we sleep not, for that
once cost poor Christian dear.
Then said Mr. Great-heart: Well, my brave boys, how do you do? What
think you of this hill?
Sir, said James, this hill beats me out of heart! And I see now that
what I have been told is true; the land of bliss is up steps; but still,
Sir, it is worse to go down hill to death than up hill to life.
You are a good boy, said Great-heart.
At this Mercy could but smile, and it made James blush.
Christiana:--Come, will you not drink of this flask, and eat some fruit,
while we sit here to rest? For Mr. Interpreter put these in my hand as I
came out of his door.
Now when they had sat there a while, their guide said to them: The day
runs on, and if you think well of it, let us now go on our way.
So they all set out, the boys first, then the rest; but they had not
gone far when Christiana found she had left the flask, so she sent James
back to fetch it.
Mercy:--I think this is the place where Christian lost his scroll. How
was this, Sir?
Great-heart:--We may trace it to two things; one is sleep, and one is
that you cease to think of that which you cease to want; and when you
lose sight of a boon you lose sight of Him who grants it, and the joy of
it will end in tears.
By and by they came to a small mound with a post on it, where these
words were cut, Let him who sees this post take heed of his heart and
his tongue that they be not false. Then they went on till they came up
to two large beasts of prey.
Now Great-heart was a strong man, so he had no fear; but their fierce
looks made the boys start, and they all clung round Great-heart.
How now, my boys! You march on first, as brave as can be, when there is
no cause for fear; but when a test of your strength comes, you shrink.
Now when Great-heart drew his sword to force a way, there came up one
Giant Grim, who said in a gruff voice, What right have you to come here?
Great-heart:--These folk are on their way to The Celestial City, and
this is the road they shall go, in spite of thee and the wild beasts.
Grim:--This is not their way, nor shall they go on it. I am come forth
to stop them, and to that end will back the wild beasts.
Now, to say the truth, so fierce were these beasts, and so grim the
looks of them that the road was grown with weeds and grass from want of
use. And still Grim bade them turn, For, said he, you shall not pass.
But their guide came up, and struck so hard at him with his sword as to
force him to fall back.
Giant Grim:--Will you slay me on my own ground?
Great-heart:--It is the King's high way on which we stand, and in His
way it is that you have put these beasts. But these, who are in my
charge, though weak, shall hold on in spite of all. And with that he
dealt him a blow that brought him to the ground; so Giant Grim was
slain.
Then Great-heart said, Come now with me, and you shall take no harm from
the two beasts. So they went by, but shook from head to foot at the mere
sight of their teeth and claws.
At length they came in sight of the lodge, to which they soon went up,
but made the more haste to get there as it grew dusk. So when they were
come to the gate the guide gave a knock, and the man at the lodge said
in a loud voice, Who is there?
Great-heart:--It is I