II

Though disinherited, Mithridata was not destitute. She had secured a

particle of the philosopher’s stone—a slender outfit for a magician’s

daughter! yet ensuring her a certain portion of wealth. What should she

do now? The great object of her life must henceforth be to avoid

committing murder, especially murdering any handsome young man. It

would have seemed most natural to retire into a convent, but, not to

speak of her lack of vocation, she felt that her father would justly

consider that she had disgraced her family, and she still looked

forward to reconciliation with him. She might have taken a hermitage,

but her instinct told her that a fair solitary can only keep young men

off by strong measures; and she disliked the character of a hermitess

with a bull-dog. She therefore went straight to the great city, took a

house, and surrounded herself with attendants. In the choice of these

she was particularly careful to select those only whose personal

appearance was such as to discourage any approach to familiarity or

endearment. Never before or since was youthful beauty surrounded by

such moustached duennas, squinting chambermaids, hunchbacked pages, and

stumpy maids-of-all-work. This was a real sorrow to her, for she loved

beauty; it was a still sadder trial that she could no longer feel it

right to indulge herself in the least morsel of arsenic; she sighed for

strychnia, and pined for prussic acid. The change of diet was of course

at first most trying to her health, and in fact occasioned a serious

illness, but youth and a sound constitution pulled her through.

Reader, hast thou known what it is to live with a heart inflamed by

love for thy fellow-creatures which thou couldst manifest neither by

word nor deed? To pine with fruitless longings for good? and to consume

with vain yearnings for usefulness? To be misjudged and haply reviled

by thy fellows for failing to do what it is not given thee to do? If

so, thou wilt pity poor Mithridata, whose nature was most ardent,

expansive, and affectionate, but who, from the necessity under which

she laboured of avoiding as much as possible all contact with human

beings, saw herself condemned to a life of solitude, and knew that she

was regarded as a monster of pride and exclusiveness. She dared bestow

no kind look, no encouraging gesture on any one, lest this small

beginning should lead to the manifestation of her fatal power. Her own

servants, whose minds were generally as deformed as their bodies, hated

her, and bitterly resented what they deemed her haughty disdain of

them. Her munificence none could deny, but bounty without tenderness

receives no more gratitude than it deserves. The young of her own sex

secretly rejoiced at her unamiability, regarding it as a providential

set-off against her beauty, while they detested and denounced her as

a—well, they would say viper in the manger, who spoiled everybody

else’s lovers and would have none of her own. For with all Mithridata’s

severity, there was no getting rid of the young men, the giddy moths

that flew around her brilliant but baleful candle. Not all the cold

water thrown upon them, literally as well as figuratively, could keep

them from her door. They filled her house with bouquets and billets

doux; they stood before the windows, they sat on the steps, they ran

beside her litter when she was carried abroad, they assembled at night

to serenade her, fighting desperately among themselves. They sought to

gain admission as tradesmen, as errand boys, even as scullions male and

female. To such lengths did they proceed, that a particularly audacious

youth actually attempted to carry her off one evening, and would have

succeeded but for the interposition of another, who flew at him with a

drawn sword, and after a fierce contest smote him bleeding to the

ground. Mithridata had fainted, of course. What was her horror on

reviving to find herself in the arms of a young man of exquisite beauty

and princely mien, sucking death from her lips with extraordinary

relish! She shrieked, she struggled; if she made any unfeminine use of

her hands, let the urgency of the case plead her apology. The youth

reproached her bitterly for her ingratitude. She listened in silent

misery, unable to defend herself. The shaft of love had penetrated her

bosom also, and it cost her almost as much for her own sake to dismiss

the young man as it did to see him move away, slowly and languidly

staggering to his doom.

For the next few days messages came continually, urging her to haste to

a youth dying for her sake, whom her presence would revive effectually.

She steadily refused, but how much her refusal cost her! She wept, she

wrung her hands, she called for death and execrated her nurture. With

that strange appetite for self-torment which almost seems to diminish

the pangs of the wretched, she collected books on poisons, studied all

the symptoms described, and fancied her hapless lover undergoing them

all in turn. At length a message came which admitted of no evasion. The

King commanded her presence. Admonished by past experience, she

provided herself with a veil and mask, and repaired to the palace.

The old King seemed labouring under deep affliction; under happier

circumstances he must have been joyous and debonair. He addressed her

with austerity, yet with kindness.

“Maiden,” he began, “thy unaccountable cruelty to my son——”

“Thy son!” she exclaimed, “The Prince! O father, thou art avenged for

my disobedience!”

“Surpasses what history hath hitherto recorded of the most obdurate

monsters. Thou art indebted to him for thy honour, to preserve which he

has risked his life. Thou bringest him to the verge of the grave by thy

cruelty, and when a smile, a look from thee would restore him, thou

wilt not bestow it.”

“Alas! great King,” she replied, “I know too well what your Majesty’s

opinion of me must be. I must bear it as I may. Believe me, the sight

of me could effect nothing towards the restoration of thy son.”

“Of that I shall judge,” said the King, “when thou hast divested

thyself of that veil and mask.”

Mithridata reluctantly complied.

“By Heaven!” exclaimed the King, “such a sight might recall the

departing soul from Paradise. Haste to my son, and instantly; it is not

yet too late.”

“O King,” urged Mithridata, “how could this countenance do thy son any

good? Is he not suffering from the effects of seventy-two poisons?”

“I am not aware of that,” said the King.

“Are not his entrails burned up with fire? Is not his flesh in a state

of deliquescence? Has not his skin already peeled off his body? Is he

not tormented by incessant gripes and vomitings?”

“Not to my knowledge,” said the King. “The symptoms, as I understand,

are not unlike those which I remember to have experienced myself, in a

milder form, certainly. He lies in bed, eats and drinks nothing, and

incessantly calls upon thee.”

“This is most incomprehensible,” said Mithridata. “There was no drug in

my father’s laboratory that could have produced such an effect.”

“The sum of the matter is,” continued the King, “that either thou wilt

repair forthwith to my son’s chamber, and subsequently to church; or

else unto the scaffold.”

“If it must be so, I choose the scaffold,” said Mithridata resolutely.

“Believe me, O King, my appearance in thy son’s chamber would but

destroy whatever feeble hope of recovery may remain. I love him beyond

everything on earth, and not for worlds would I have his blood on my

soul.”

“Chamberlain,” cried the monarch, “bring me a strait waistcoat.”

Driven into a corner, Mithridata flung herself at the King’s feet,

taking care, however, not to touch him, and confided to him all her

wretched history.

The venerable monarch burst into a peal of laughter. “À bon chat bon

rat!” he exclaimed, as soon as he had recovered himself. “So thou art

the daughter of my old friend the magician Locusto! I fathomed his

craft, and, as he fed his child upon poisons, I fed mine upon

antidotes. Never did any child in the world take an equal quantity of

physic: but there is now no poison on earth can harm him. Ye are

clearly made for each other; haste to his bedside, and, as the spell

requires, rid thyself of thy venefic properties in his arms as

expeditiously as possible. Thy father shall be bidden to the wedding,

and an honoured guest he shall be, for having taught us that the kiss

of Love is the remedy for every poison.”

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