CHAPTER XX. A MORNING OF PERPLEXITIES.

Colonel Bramleigh turned over and over, without breaking the seal, a

letter which, bearing the postmark of Rome and in a well-known hand, he

knew came from Lady Augusta.

That second marriage of his had been a great mistake. None of the social

advantages he had calculated on with such certainty had resulted from

it. His wife's distinguished relatives had totally estranged themselves

from her, as though she had made an unbecoming and unworthy alliance;

his own sons and daughters had not concealed their animosity to their

new stepmother; and, in fact, the best compromise the blunder admitted

of was that they should try to see as little as possible of each other;

and as they could not obliterate the compact, they should, as far as in

them lay, endeavor to ignore it.

There are no more painful aids to a memory unwilling to be taxed than a

banker's half-yearly statement; and in the long record which Christmas

had summoned, and which now lay open before Bramleigh's eyes, were

frequent and weighty reminders of Lady Augusta's expensive ways.

He had agreed to allow her a thousand napoleons--about eight hundred

pounds--quarterly, which was, and which she owned was, a most liberal

and sufficient sum to live on alone, and in a city comparatively cheap.

He had, however, added, with a courtesy that the moment of parting might

have suggested, “Whenever your tastes or your comforts are found to be

hampered in any way by the limits I have set down, you will do me the

favor to draw directly on 'the house,' and I will take care that your

checks shall be attended to.”

The smile with which she thanked him was still in his memory. Since

the memorable morning in Berkeley Square when she accepted his offer

of marriage, he had seen nothing so fascinating--nor, let us add, so

fleeting--as this gleam of enchantment. Very few days had sufficed to

show him how much this meteor flash of loveliness had cost him; and now,

as he sat conning over a long line of figures, he bethought him that

the second moment of witchery was very nearly as expensive as the first.

When he made her that courteous offer of extending the limits of her

civil list he had never contemplated how far she could have pushed

his generosity, and now, to his amazement, he discovered that in a

few months she had already drawn for seven thousand pounds, and had

intimated to the house that the first instalment of the purchase money

of a villa would probably be required some time early in May; the

business-like character of this “advice” being, however, sadly

disparaged by her having totally forgotten to say anything as to the

amount of the impending demand.

It was in a very unlucky moment--was there ever a lucky one?--when these

heavy demands presented themselves. Colonel Bramleigh had latterly

taken to what he thought, or at least meant to be, retrenchment. He was

determined, as he said himself, to “take the bull by the horns;” but

the men who perform this feat usually select a very small bull. He had

nibbled, as it were, at the hem of the budget; he had cut down “the

boys'” allowances. “What could Temple want with five hundred a year? Her

Majesty gave him four, and her Majesty certainly never intended to

take his services without fitting remuneration. As to Jack having three

hundred, it was downright absurdity: it was extravagances like these

destroyed the navy; besides, Jack had got his promotion, and his pay

ought to be something handsome.” With regard to Augustus, he only went

so far as certain remonstrances about horse keep and some hints about

the iniquities of a German valet who, it was rumored, had actually

bought a house in Duke Street, St. James's, out of his peculations in

the family.

The girls were not extravagantly provided for, but for example's sake he

reduced their allowance by one-third.

Ireland was not a country for embroidered silks or Genoa velvet. It

would be an admirable lesson to others if they were to see the young

ladies of the great house dressed simply and unpretentiously. “These

things could only be done by people of station. Such examples must

proceed from those whose motives could not be questioned.” He dismissed

the head gardener, and he was actually contemplating the discharge

of the French cook, though he well foresaw the storm of opposition so

strong a measure was sure to evoke. When he came to sum up his reforms

he was shocked to find that the total only reached a little over twelve

hundred pounds, and this in a household of many thousands.

Was not Castello, too, a mistake? Was not all this princely style

of living, in a county without a neighborhood, totally unvisited by

strangers, a capital blunder? He had often heard of the cheapness of

life in Ireland; and what a myth it was! He might have lived in Norfolk

for what he was spending in Downshire, and though he meant to do great

things for the country, a doubt was beginning to steal over him as to

how they were to be done. He had often insisted that absenteeism was the

bane of Ireland, and yet for the life of him he could not see how his

residence there was to prove a blessing.

Lady Augusta, with her separate establishment, was spending above three

thousand a year. Poor man, he was grumbling to himself over this, when

that precious document from the bank arrived with the astounding news

of her immense extravagance. He laid her letter down again; he had not

temper to read it. It was so sure to be one of those frivolous little

levities which jar so painfully on serious feelings. He knew so well

the half-jestful, excuses she would make for her wastefulness, the

coquettish prettinesses she would deploy in describing her daily life

of mock simplicity, and utter recklessness as to cost, that he muttered,

“Not now,” to himself, as he pushed the letter away. And as he did so

he discovered a letter in the hand of Mr. Sedley, his law agent. He had

himself written a short note to that gentleman, at Jack's request; for

Jack--who, like all sailors, believed in a First Lord, and implicitly

felt that no promotion ever came rightfully--wanted a special

introduction to the great men at Somerset House, a service which Sedley,

who knew every one, could easily render him. This note of Sedley's then,

doubtless, referred to that matter, and though Bramleigh did not feel

any great or warm interest in the question, he broke the envelope to

read it rather as a relief than otherwise. It was at least a new topic,

and it could not be a very exciting one. The letter ran thus:--

“Tuesday, January 15.

“My dear Sir,--

“Hicklay will speak to the First Lord at the earliest convenient

moment, but as Captain Bramleigh has just got his promotion, he does not

see what can be done in addition. I do not suppose your son would like a

dockyard appointment, but a tolerably snug berth will soon be vacant at

Malta, and as Captain B. will be in town to-morrow, I shall wait upon

him early, and learn his wishes in the matter. There is a great talk

to-day of changes in the Cabinet, and some rumor of a dissolution. These

reports and disquieting news from France have brought the funds down

one-sixth. Burrows and Black have failed--the Calcutta house had made

some large tea speculation, it is said, without the knowledge of the

partners here. At all events, the liabilities will exceed a million;

available assets not a hundred thousand. I hope you will not suffer,

or if so, to only a trifling extent, as I know you lately declined the

advances Black so pressed upon you.”

“He's right there,” muttered Bramleigh. “I wouldn't touch those indigo

bonds. When old Grant began to back up the natives, I saw what would

become of the planters. All meddling with the labor market in India is

mere gambling, and whenever a man makes his _coup_ he ought to go off

with his money. What's all this here,” muttered he, “about Talookdars

and Ryots? He ought to know this question cannot interest me.”

“I met Kelson yesterday; he was very close and guarded, but my

impression is that they are doing nothing in the affair of the

'Pretender.' I hinted jocularly something about having a few thousands

by me if he should happen to know of a good investment, and, in the same

careless way, he replied, 'I 'll drop in some morning at the office, and

have a talk with you.' There was a significance in his manner that gave

me to believe he meant a 'transaction.' We shall see. I shall add a few

lines to this after I have seen Captain B. to-morrow. I must now hurry

off to Westminster.”

Bramleigh turned over, and read the following:--

“Wednesday, 16.

“On going to the 'Drummond' this morning to breakfast, by appointment

with your son, I found him dressing, but talking with the occupant of a

room on the opposite side of the sitting-room, where breakfast was

laid for three. Captain B., who seemed in excellent health and spirits,

entered freely on the subject of the shore appointment, and when

I suggested caution in discussing it, told me there was no need of

reserve, that he could say what he pleased before his friend--'whom, by

the way,' said he, 'I am anxious to make known to you. You are the very

man to give him first-rate advice, and if you cannot take up his case

yourself to recommend him to some one of trust and character.' While we

were talking, the stranger entered,--a young man, short, good-looking,

and of good address. 'I want, to present you to Mr. Sedley,' said

Captain B., 'and I'll be shot if I don't forget your name.'

“'I half doubt if you ever knew it,' said the other, laughing; and,

turning to me, added, 'Our friendship is of short date. We met as

travellers, but I have seen enough of life to know that the instinct

that draws men towards each other is no bad guarantee for mutual

liking.' He said this with a slightly foreign accent, but fluently and

easily.

“We now sat down to table, and though not being gifted with that

expansiveness that the stranger spoke of, I soon found myself listening

with pleasure to the conversation of a very shrewd and witty man, who

had seen a good deal of life. Perhaps I may have exhibited some trait of

the pleasure he afforded me--perhaps I may have expressed it in words;

at all events your son marked the effect produced upon me, and in a

tone of half jocular triumph, cried out, 'Eh, Sedley, you 'll stand by

him--won't you? I 've told him if there was a man in England to carry

him through a stiff campaign you were the fellow.' I replied by some

commonplace, and rose soon after to proceed to court. As the foreigner

had also some business at the Hall, I offered him a seat in my cab. As

we went along, he spoke freely of himself and his former life, and gave

me his card, with the name 'Anatole Pracontal'--one of the aliases of

our Pretender. So that here I was for two hours in close confab with the

enemy, to whom I was actually presented by your own son! So overwhelming

was this announcement that I really felt unable to take any course,

and doubted whether I ought not at once to have told him who his

fellow-traveller was. I decided at last for the more cautious line, and

asked him to come and see me at Fulham. We parted excellent friends.

Whether he will keep his appointment or not I am unable to guess. By a

special good fortune--so I certainly must deem it--Captain Bramleigh was

telegraphed for to Portsmouth, and had to leave town at once. So that

any risks from that quarter are avoided. Whether this strange meeting

will turn out well or ill, whether it will be misinterpreted by Kelson

when he comes to hear it,--for it would be hard to believe it all

accident,--and induce him to treat us with distrust and suspicion, or

whether it may conduce to a speedy settlement of everything, is more

than I can yet say.

“I am so far favorably impressed by M. Pracontal's manner and address

that I think he ought not to be one difficult to deal with. What may be

his impression, however, when he learns with whom he has been talking

so freely, is still doubtful to me. He cannot, it is true, mistrust your

son, but he may feel grave doubts about _me_.

“I own I do not expect to see him to-morrow. Kelson will certainly

advise him against such a step, nor do I yet perceive what immediate

good would result from our meeting, beyond the assuring him--as I

certainly should--that all that had occurred was pure chance, and that,

though perfectly familiar with his name and his pretensions, I had not

the vaguest suspicion of his identity till I read his card. It may be

that out of this strange blunder good may come. Let us hope it. I will

write to-morrow.

“Truly yours,

“M. Sedley.”

Colonel Bramleigh re-read every line of the letter carefully; and as he

laid it down with a sigh, he said, “What a complication of troubles on

my hands! At the very moment that I am making engagements to relieve

others, I may not have the means to meet my own difficulties. Sedley

was quite wrong to make any advances to this man; they are sure to be

misinterpreted. Kelson will think we are afraid, and raise his terms

with us accordingly.” Again his eyes fell upon Lady Augusta's letter;

but he had no temper now to encounter all the light gossip and frivolity

it was sure to contain. He placed it in his pocket, and set out to take

a walk. He wanted to think, but he also wanted the spring and energy

which come of brisk exercise. He felt his mind would work more freely

when he was in motion; and in the open air, too, he should escape

from the terrible oppression of being continually confronted by

himself--which he felt while he was in the solitude of his study.

“If M. Pracontal measure us by the standard of Master Jack,” muttered

he, bitterly, “he will opine that the conflict ought not to be a tough

one. What fools these sailors are when you take them off their own

element; and what a little bit of a world is the quarter-deck of a

frigate! Providence has not blessed me with brilliant sons; that is

certain. It was through Temple we have come to know Lord Culduff; and

I protest I anticipate little of either profit or pleasure from the

acquaintanceship. As for Augustus, he is only so much shrewder than

the others, that he is more cautious; his selfishness is immensely

preservative.” This was not, it must be owned, a flattering estimate

that he made of his sons; but he was a man to tell hard truths to

himself; and to tell them roughly and roundly too, like one who, when

he had to meet a difficulty in life, would rather confront it in its

boldest shape.

So essentially realistic was the man's mind, that, till he had actually

under his eyes these few lines describing Pracontal's look and manner,

he had never been able to convince himself that this pretender was an

actual _bona fide_ creature. Up to this, the claim had been a vague

menace, and no more, a tradition that ended in a threat! There was the

whole of it! Kelson had written to Sedley, and Sedley to Kelson. There

had been a half-amicable contest, a sort of round with the gloves, in

which these two crafty men appeared rather like great moralists than

cunning lawyers. Had they been peacemakers by Act of Parliament, they

could not have urged more strenuously the advantages of amity and

kindliness; how severely they censured the contentious spirit which

drove men into litigation! and how beautifully they showed the Christian

benefit of an arbitration “under the court,” the costs to be equitably

divided!

Throughout the whole drama, however, M. Pracontal had never figured as

an active character of the piece; and for all that Bramleigh could see,

the machinery might work to the end, and the catastrophe be announced,

not only without ever producing him, but actually without his having

ever existed. If from time to time he might chance to read in the public

papers of a suspicious foreigner, a “Frenchman or Italian of fashionable

appearance,” having done this, that, or t'other, he would ask himself at

once, “I wonder could that be _my_ man? Is that the adventurer who wants

to replace me here?” As time, however, rolled on, and nothing came out

of this claim more palpable than a dropping letter from Sedley, to say

he had submitted such a point to counsel, or he thought that the enemy

seemed disposed to come to terms, Bramleigh actually began to regard the

whole subject as a man might the danger of a storm, which, breaking afar

off, might probably waste all its fury before it reached him.

Now, however, these feelings of vague, undefined doubt were to give way

to a very palpable terror. His own son had seen Pracontal, and sat at

table with him. Pracontal was a good-looking, well-mannered fellow,

with, doubtless, all the readiness and the aplomb of a clever foreigner;

not a creature of mean appearance and poverty-struck aspect, whose very

person would disparage his pretensions, but a man with the bearing of

the world and the habits of society.

So sudden and so complete was this revulsion, and so positively did it

depict before him an actual conflict, that he could only think of how

to deal with Pracontal personally, by what steps it might be safest

to approach him, and how to treat a man whose changeful fortunes must

doubtless have made him expert in difficulties, and at the same time a

not unlikely dupe to well-devised and well-applied flatteries.

To have invited him frankly to Castello--to have assumed that it was a

case in which a generous spirit might deal far more successfully than

all the cavils and cranks of the law, was Bramleigh's first thought; but

to do this with effect, he must confide the whole story of the peril to

some at least of the family; and this, for many reasons, he could not

stoop to. Bramleigh certainly attached no actual weight to this man's

claim; he did not in his heart believe that there was any foundation for

his pretension; but Sedley had told him that there was case enough to

go to a jury, and a jury meant exposure, publicity, comment, and very

unpleasant comment too, when party hatred should contribute its venom

to the discussion. If, then, he shrunk from imparting this story to his

sons and daughters, how long could he count on secrecy?--only till next

assizes perhaps. At the first notice of trial the whole mischief

would be out, and the matter be a world-wide scandal. Sedley advised

a compromise, but the time was very unpropitious for this. It was

downright impossible to get money at the moment. Every one was bent on

“realizing,” in presence of all the crashes and bankruptcies around.

None would lend on the best securities, and men were selling out at

ruinous loss to meet pressing engagements. For the very first time in

his life, Bramleigh felt what it was to want for ready money. He had

every imaginable kind of wealth. Houses and lands, stocks, shares,

ships, costly deposits and mortgages,--everything in short but gold; and

yet it was gold alone could meet the emergency. How foolish it was of

him to involve himself in Lord Culduflf's difficulties at such a crisis;

had he not troubles enough of his own? Would that essenced and enamelled

old dandy have stained his boots to have served _him?_ That was a very

unpleasant query, which would cross his mind, and never obtain anything

like a satisfactory reply. Would not his calculation probably be that

Bramleigh was amply recompensed for all he could do by the honor of

being deemed the friend of a noble lord, so highly placed, and so much

thought of in the world?

As for Lady Augusta's extravagance, it was simply insufferable. He had

been most liberal to her because he would not permit that whatever might

be the nature of the differences that separated them, money in any shape

should enter. There must be nothing sordid or mean in the tone of any

discussion between them. She might prefer Italy to Ireland; sunshine to

rain, a society of idle, leisure-loving, indolent, soft-voiced men, to

association with sterner, severer, and more energetic natures. She might

affect to think climate all essential to her, and the society of her

sister a positive necessity. All these he might submit to, but he

was neither prepared to be ruined by her wastefulness, nor maintain a

controversy as to the sum she should spend.

“If we come to figures, it must be a fight,” muttered he, “and an

ignoble fight too; and it is to that we are now approaching.”

“I think I can guess what is before me here,” said he, with a grim

smile, as he tore open the letter and prepared to read it. Now, though

on this occasion his guess was not exactly correct, nor did the epistle

contain the graceful little nothings by which her ladyship was wont

to chronicle her daily life, we forbear to give it _in extenso_ to our

readers; first of all, because it opened with a very long and intricate.

explanation of motives which was no explanation at all, and then

proceeded by an equally prolix narrative to announce a determination

which was only to be final on approval. In two words, Lady Augusta was

desirous of changing her religion; but before becoming a Catholic, she

wished to know if Colonel Bramleigh would make a full and irrevocable

settlement on her of her present allowance, giving her entire power over

its ultimate disposal, for she hinted that the sum might be

capitalized; the recompense for such splendid generosity being the noble

consciousness of a very grand action, and his own liberty. To the latter

she adverted with becoming delicacy, slyly hinting that in the church to

which he belonged there might probably be no very strenuous objections

made, should he desire to contract new ties, and once more re-enter the

bonds of matrimony.

The expression which burst aloud from Bramleigh as he finished the

letter, conveyed all that he felt on the subject.

“What outrageous effrontery! The first part of this precious document

is written by a priest, and the second by an attorney. It begins by

informing me that I am a heretic, and politely asks me to add to that

distinction the honor of being a beggar. What a woman! I have done, I

suppose, a great many foolish things in life, but I shall not cap them

so far, I promise you, Lady Augusta, by an endowment of the Catholic

Church. No, my Lady, you shall give the new faith you are about to adopt

the most signal proof of your sincerity, by renouncing all worldliness

at the threshold; and as the nuns cut off their silken tresses, you

shall rid yourself of that wealth which we are told is such a barrier

against heaven. Far be it from me,” said he with a sardonic bitterness,

“who have done so little for your happiness here, to peril your welfare

hereafter.”

“I will answer this at once,” said he. “It shall not remain one post

without its reply.”

He arose to return to the house; but in his pre-occupation he continued

to walk till he reached the brow of the cliff from which the roof of the

curate's cottage was seen about a mile off.. The peaceful stillness of

the scene, where not a leaf moved, and where the sea washed lazily along

the low strand with a sweeping motion that gave no sound, calmed and

soothed him. Was it not to taste that sweet sense of repose that he had

quitted the busy life of cities and come to this lone, sequestered

spot? Was not this very moment, as he now felt it, the realization of a

long-cherished desire? Had the world anything better in all its

prizes, he asked himself, than the peaceful enjoyment of an uncheckered

existence? “Shall I not try to carry out what once I had planned to

myself, and live my life as I intended?”

He sat down on the brow of the crag and looked out over the sea. A

gentle, but not unpleasant sadness was creeping over him. It was one of

those moments--every man has had them--in which the vanity of life and

the frivolity of all its ambitions present themselves to the mind far

more forcibly than ever they appear when urged from the pulpit. There

is no pathos, no bad taste, no inflated description in the workings

of reflectiveness. When we come to compute with ourselves what we

have gained by our worldly successes, and to make a total of all our

triumphs, we arrive at a truer insight into the nothingness of what

we are contending for than we ever attain through the teaching of our

professional moralists.

Colonel Bramleigh had made considerable progress along this peaceful

track since he sat down there. Could he only be sure to accept the

truths he had been repeating to himself without any wavering or

uncertainty; could he have resolution enough to conform his life to

these convictions--throw over all ambitions, and be satisfied with

mere happiness--was this prize not within his reach? Temple and Marion,

perhaps, might resist; but he was certain the others would agree

with him. While he thus pondered, he heard the low murmur of voices,

apparently near him; he listened, and perceived that some persons were

talking as they mounted the zigzag path which led up from the bottom

of the gorge, and which had to cross and re-cross continually before it

gained the summit. A thick hedge of laurel and arbutus fenced the path

on either side so completely as to shut out all view of those who were

walking along it, and who had to pass and re-pass quite close to where

Bramleigh was sitting.

To his intense astonishment it was in French they spoke: and a certain

sense of terror came over him as to what this might portend. Were these

spies of the enemy, and was the mine about to be sprung beneath him? One

was a female voice, a clear, distinct voice--which he thought he knew

well, and oh, what inexpressible relief to his anxiety was it when

he recognized it to be Julia L'Estrange's. She spoke volubly, almost

flippantly, and, as it seemed to Bramleigh, in a tone of half sarcastic

raillery, against which her companion appeared to protest, as he more

than once repeated the word “sérieuse” in a tone almost reproachful.

“If I am to be serious, my Lord,” said she, in a more collected tone,

“I had better get back to English. Let me tell you then, in a language

which admits of little misconception, that I have forborne to treat

your Lordship's proposal with gravity, partly out of respect for myself,

partly out of deference to you.”

“Deference to me? What do you mean? what can you mean?”

“I mean, my Lord, that all the flattery of being the object of your

Lordship's choice could not obliterate my sense of a disparity, just

as great between us in years as in condition. I was nineteen my last

birthday, Lord Culduff;” and she said this with a pouting air of

offended dignity.

“A peeress of nineteen would be a great success at a drawing-room,”

said he, with a tone of pompous deliberation.

“Pray, my Lord, let us quit a theme we cannot agree upon. With all

your Lordship's delicacy, you have not been able to conceal the vast

sacrifices it has cost you to make me your present proposal I have no

such tact. I have not even the shadow of it; and I could never hope to

hide what it would cost me to become _grande dame_.”

“A proposal of marriage; an actual proposal,” muttered Bramleigh, as he

arose to move away. “I heard it with my own ears; and heard her refuse

it, besides.”

An hour later, when he mounted the steps of the chief entrance, he met

Marion, who came towards him with an open letter. “This is from poor

Lord Culduff,” said she; “he has been stopping these last three days at

the L'Estranges', and what between boredom and bad cookery, he could n't

hold out any longer. He begs he may be permitted to come back here; he

says, 'Put me below the salt, if you like,--anywhere, only let it be

beneath your roof, and within the circle of your fascinating society.'

Shall I say Come, papa?”

“I suppose we must,” muttered Bramleigh, sulkily, and passed on to his

room.

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