AWAY.
The day had shot a golden arrow across the uncurtained window of the
dormitory when Meg awoke. The sense of something to be done confusedly
urged itself upon her mind, and she jumped out of bed. In a flash she
remembered everything, and with trembling trepidation she asked herself
was she late? Were the servants stirring? The profound silence in the
house reassured her. Outside she saw the sky saffron and rose behind the
trees, and she heard the birds singing their matins. Meg began to dress
rapidly. She was careful in her speed. She was going on a long journey
on foot, and she must not look like a little tramp.
Having completed her toilette she took up her parcel and softly opened
the door. Her nerves were tense with excitement, and a restrained
trembling shook her from head to foot. How still it was! She had a
strange fancy; the silence seemed as though some unseen presence was
there listening and watching. The shutters were closed everywhere; only
a gleam of light flickered through the skylight on the lobby. If she
stumbled she would wake some of the inmates; she kept thinking as she
stole down. Once she nearly lost her footing. She fancied she had come
to the last step of a flight of stairs when two or three still remained
to descend. Had she not caught herself up in time she would have fallen,
and, weighted as she was, the clatter would have been heard through the
house.
As she crossed the hall she knocked up against something which fell with
a muffled sound, that in the gulf of silence came like a boom. Meg
listened. She heard the furtive clicking of a door above. She waited
motionless. It was succeeded by no sound of footsteps, and she concluded
it was the creaking of an unclosed door. Then she resumed her progress.
She groped her way down to the kitchen--she knew there was no
possibility of letting herself out by the hall door--it was dark there,
and she knocked her foot against a chair and hurt herself. But she did
not mind the pain. All her capabilities of feeling were strained in
listening. Had she been heard? The silence still lay like a spell over
the house. She shut the door that isolated the downstairs premises and
she felt safer.
All depended still upon the caution of her movements, as she turned the
key and unbarred the bolts of the door of the servants' exit. With
determined quiet the deft brown hands proceeded upon their task when
another danger met Meg. Pilot began to bark outside. His kennel was
close to the kitchen door, and the furtive sounds had caught his ear and
roused his suspicions. Every bark grew louder, and he growled savagely.
Meg controlled the trembling that seized her, and the next movement
opened the door and encountered the dog. Pilot was reputed dangerous by
the schoolgirls, but Meg had no fear. In her isolation she had made
friends with the mastiff. At sight of the little figure with hand
uplifted to enjoin silence, Pilot paused in the spring he was crouching
to make, and stopped barking.
"Hush, Pilot," whispered Meg in a concentrated voice; "don't bark, not
on any account, Pilot! I am running away because I am miserable.
Good-by, old Pilot!"
Pilot looked at Meg with questioning eyes, debating the reasonableness
of her speech. He apparently hesitated to commend the step she was
taking, for he did not return her greeting with any demonstration, but
remained with head erect and pricked ears surveying her, and let her go
in silence.
Meg went round to the kitchen-garden. She had decided to escape that
way. The wall was covered with a trellis-work on which fruit was
trained. Meg threw her parcel lightly over and began to clamber. She
heard the unripe plums fall as she climbed with a sure-footedness that
was one of her claims to the title of "savage" bestowed upon her by her
schoolmates. With the agility of a squirrel she swung herself over and
dropped among the nettles that grew at the base of the wall.
She sprang to her feet, picked up her parcel, conscious of one dominant
emotion only--she was out of Moorhouse; she was free! Like a bird
winging its way to more genial climes Meg dashed forward.
Across two fields at the back of the house, the bright road lay before
her; her escape was made. Not a soul was up, and forgetting that she
should economize her strength she ran gladly along, when suddenly an
object arrested her eyes and riveted her to the spot. There, at the
stile, facing the field, the path through which issued on to the
highroad, stood a figure. The face was turned away, but Meg recognized
that straight back, that dark dress with austere folds, that severe
straw bonnet. It was Miss Grantley.
Was it some waking nightmare, an illusion of frightened fancy? Meg
remembered the furtive click of the door. Could her escape have been
discovered, and the mistress be lying in wait for her? With desperate
resolve, after a moment, Meg determined to chance it. She would creep
beside the hedge that led round the stile, and once on the other side
she would trust to fortune and to her heels to escape pursuit. She began
softly to move; a spray of woodbine caught her skirt--she disentangled
it with trembling fingers; a puddle barred the way; she prepared to leap
over it, watching that figure with terror. Something in its stillness,
its stiffness, and its bent head frightened her. She thought she would
call out and speak to it. As she hesitated the figure turned round, and
Meg saw, not Miss Grantley, but a stranger whom she had seen at church
and admired for her young and peaceful countenance. The lady was holding
carefully something lying in her hollowed hand. Perceiving Meg she
beckoned. The coil of fear about Meg's heart loosened, and she breathed
again.
"Look at this poor chick!" said the stranger. "It has dropped from the
nest. See how the mother is hovering round. Poor mother, we will not
hurt your little one. God takes care of the fallen nestlings."
"Shall I put it back into the nest?" said Meg impulsively, feeling
generous under the impression of that great relief.
"Can you climb?" said the stranger.
For answer Meg deposited her parcel and climbed up into the tree, then
stretching out her hand she took the little bird tenderly, and in a
moment she had softly dropped it back into the nest.
"That was a good action," said the lady, as she came down again, looking
kindly at her. "I thought I was the only one out of doors--it is not yet
five o'clock; but you have taken the conceit out of me. This is holiday
time. Is that the way you take your holidays, by going out to walk at
sunrise?"
Meg nodded. She was eager to dismiss the stranger; but still the lady
dallied, looking kindly at her.
"There is a little nosegay; I picked it as I went out. I give it to you.
Good-by!"
She took some flowers from her belt.
"Good-by," said Meg, with cordiality.
The stranger nodded again, and turning round walked away with swift and
even steps.
Meg loitered a moment watching her, then she clambered over the stile
and was off.
She sped along until she reached the highroad. She turned Londonward,
not slackening her pace. Not a living soul was within sight or hearing.
She had the road to herself. The sun was behind her. Her shadow
stretched thin and long before her. It looked like her own ghost
gliding in front of her and leading her on. Meg did not look about her,
but she was conscious of a universal shining around her, of jocund
shadows about her feet, of birds twittering, and delicate perfumes
stirring through the breeze that blew so pure and fresh that it seemed
to come from heaven's gate. She ran until she could run no more, then
skirting the fields she walked quickly along. She thought it was another
good omen that the day of her flight should be so brave and gladsome.
Was nature rejoicing with her because she was hurrying to the place
where she would hear news of the only friend she had in the world?
The hedges sparkled with dew; every bush and brake was hung with sheeny
fragments of hoary silver that turned to gold in the sunlight. For her
every blade of grass and little flower glistened with a limpid coronal.
A thrush sang aloft in a tree; Meg thought it sang for her. After awhile
she met a few laborers, but they took no notice of her. Their eyes were
fixed on the ground.
As Meg walked along the assurance that a letter was awaiting her grew in
intensity. She had heard that by steady walking London could be reached
in six hours, seven at most. It was not five o'clock when she started.
She would be in London by noon. She saw herself already entering the
big city, asking her way to Queen Street; she would make straight for
number 22 and ring the bell. Perhaps a strange servant would answer it;
perhaps it would be Mrs. Browne herself. What a surprise, what
exclamations, if it were the landlady who answered the door! But she
would not reply to any questions until she had got her letter. "What
letter?" "The letter that came for me with a foreign stamp," she would
answer. "Ah, yes! it had come. How had she known it had come? There it
was;" and she would take it to her attic, and sitting by the window she
would read and read it till she knew every word of it by heart.
Meg passed a village. The people were astir in the streets, the shops
were open. Everything sparkled in the sunshine and cast a blue shadow. A
baby was crawling on all-fours, its little blue shadow by its side. A
woman in the doorway with bare arms akimbo was chatting to a friend.
Some geese were waddling down, moving spots of incomparable whiteness. A
cart full of hay was standing in the glare of that morning sun. A
red-armed girl was milking a patient cow, and there came the pleasant
sound of the milk as it rushed into the pail. It was half-past eight by
the church clock, the face of which was a blob of brightness. Miss
Grantley and the servants had discovered her flight by this time.
Perhaps they guessed that she was going toward London; perhaps that
strange lady would tell! Meg at this thought left the road for the
fields, and walked on the other side of the hedge. She tried to walk
quicker to avoid pursuit; but all at once she began to feel as if she
could not take another step. She was so tired. She was weak also from
hunger. She must sit down and eat.
She had entered a meadow bordered at the further end by a stream. She
crossed the grassy stretch, took off her shoes and stockings, and waded
ankle-deep into the water. On the other side a little wood cast its
shade. She would sit and take her pleasant rest there. The touch of the
cool running water was delightful to her burning feet. She knelt on the
opposite bank and bathed her hands and face. Then she sat down under a
tree. It was delicious to rest; it was enough for a moment to feel how
tired she was, to lean back and enjoy the support of that great trunk,
and the shade of those leafy branches. No queen ever sat on a throne
more restful, nor under a more dainty canopy. She took out the bread and
butter--she would not touch the cake yet--and began to eat. She ate
slowly. Her repast was a banquet. It tasted of all the penetrating
sweet perfumes about her; of the honey-laden breeze, of the fruity
sunshine.
When it was over Meg thought it would be pleasant to lie down and sleep.
Then she rebuked herself. She had no time for sleep, she must get on to
London. She had no time to waste; still she dallied. Nature had spread a
couch of dried aromatic leaves for her, perfumed with sweet small
flowers, guarded by a green barrier of bushes, shaded with a curtain of
leaves. The soothing stillness of nature crooned to her a wordless
lullaby. Meg stretched herself under the tree, drowsiness overcame her.
She thought of the little bird that had fallen from its nest. Was she
like that little bird which had dropped from its home of twigs? But she
said to herself, "I put it back there."
Meg had a dream. The black slug had grown to an immense size, with its
horns out. Its face seemed to grow like Miss Grantley's. Then it seemed
to her that hostile inimical presences were around her, muttering. She
woke; where was she? Who were around her? Brown eyes gazed down upon her
from every side, warm breathings passed across her face, wide pink
nostrils inquisitively moved up and down.
A forest of light-tipped horns surrounded her.
Meg started up. At the sudden movement the creatures jerked backward
and took flight. She heard the clatter of hoofs; then pausing and
huddling together, they turned and looked at her from a distance. Meg
gazed back at them. She laughed; these woodland gossips were
heifers--five heifers. She called to them, but they would not come. When
she got up to approach them they scampered off.