TO HELEN THOREAU (AT ROXBURY).

CONCORD, June 13, 1840.

DEAR HELEN,--That letter to John, for which you had an opportunity

doubtless to substitute a more perfect communication, fell, as was

natural, into the hands of his "transcendental brother," who is his

proxy in such cases, having been commissioned to acknowledge and

receipt all bills that may be presented. But what's in a name? Perhaps

it does not matter whether it be John or Henry. Nor will those same

six months have to be altered, I fear, to suit his case as well. But

methinks they have not passed entirely without intercourse, provided

we have been sincere though humble worshipers of the same virtue in

the mean time. Certainly it is better that we should make ourselves

quite sure of such a communion as this by the only course which is

completely free from suspicion,--the coincidence of two earnest and

aspiring lives,--than run the risk of a disappointment by relying

wholly or chiefly on so meagre and uncertain a means as speech,

whether written or spoken, affords. How often, when we have been

nearest each other bodily, have we really been farthest off! Our

tongues were the witty foils with which we fenced each other off. Not

that we have not met heartily and with profit as members of one

family, but it was a small one surely, and not that other human

family. We have met frankly and without concealment ever, as befits

those who have an instinctive trust in one another, and the scenery of

whose outward lives has been the same, but never as prompted by an

earnest and affectionate desire to probe deeper our mutual natures.

Such intercourse, at least, if it has ever been, has not condescended

to the vulgarities of oral communication, for the ears are provided

with no lid as the eye is, and would not have been deaf to it in

sleep. And now glad am I, if I am not mistaken in imagining that some

such transcendental inquisitiveness has traveled post _thither_,--for,

as I observed before, where the bolt hits, thither was it aimed,--any

arbitrary direction notwithstanding.

Thus much, at least, our _kindred_ temperament of mind and body--and

long _family_-arity--have done for us, that we already find ourselves

standing on a solid and natural footing with respect to one another,

and shall not have to waste time in the so often unavailing endeavor

to arrive fairly at this simple ground.

Let us leave trifles, then, to accident; and politics, and finance,

and such gossip, to the moments when diet and exercise are cared for,

and speak to each other deliberately as out of one infinity into

another,--you there in time and space, and I here. For beside this

relation, all books and doctrines are no better than gossip or the

turning of a spit.

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