CHAPTER XIII

BETTY, her eyes wide with fear, her face white as a lily, appeared like

a wraith at the parlor door and looked at him. It gave Reyburn a queer

sensation, as if a picture one had been looking at in a story book

should suddenly become alive and move and stare at one. As he rose and

came forward he still seemed to see like a dissolving view between them

the little huddled bride on the floor of the church. Then he suddenly

realized that she was trembling.

"Please don't be afraid of me, Miss Stanhope," he said gently. "I have

only come to help you, and if after you have talked with me you feel

that you would rather I should have nothing to do with your affairs I

will go away and no one in the world shall be the wiser for it. I give

you my word of honor."

"Oh!" said Betty, toppling into a chair near by. "I--guess--I'm not

afraid of you. I just didn't know who you might be----!" She stopped,

caught her breath and tried to laugh, but it ended sorrily, almost in a

sob.

"Well, I don't wonder," said Reyburn, trying to find something

reassuring to say. "The truth is, I was rather upset about you. I

didn't quite know who you might turn out to be, you see!"

"Oh!" Betty's hand slipped up to her throat, and her lips quivered as

she tried to smile.

"Please don't feel that way," he said, "or I'll go away at once." He was

summoning all his courage and hoping she wasn't going to break down and

cry. How little she was, and sweet! Her eyes pleaded, just as they did

in that one look in the church. How could anybody be unkind to her?

"I'm quite all right," said Betty with a forced smile, siting up very

straight.

"Perhaps I'd better introduce myself," he said, trying to speak in a

very commonplace tone. "I'm just a lawyer that your friend Miss Jane

Carson sent out to see if I could be of any service to you. It may

possibly make things a little easier for you if I explain that while I

never had heard of you before, and have no possible connection with your

family or friends, I happened to be at your wedding!"

"Oh!" said Betty with a little agonized breath.

"Do you know Mrs. Bryce Cochrane?" he asked.

Betty could not have got any whiter, but her eyes seemed to blanch a

trifle.

"A little," she said in a very small voice.

"Well, she is my cousin."

"Oh!" said Betty again.

"Her husband was unable to accompany her to the wedding, and so I went

in his place to escort Isabel. I knew nothing of your affairs either

before or after the wedding, until this announcement was brought to my

notice, and Miss Carson called on me."

Betty took the paper in her trembling fingers, and looked into her own

pictured eyes. Then everything seemed to swim before her for a moment.

She pressed her hand against her throat and set her white lips firmly,

looking up at the stranger with a sudden terror and comprehension.

"You want to get that five thousand dollars!" she said, speaking the

words in a daze of trouble. "Oh, I haven't got five thousand dollars!

Not now! But perhaps I could manage to get it if you would be good

enough to wait just a little, till I can find a way. Oh, if you knew

what it means to me!"

Warren Reyburn sprang to his feet in horror, a flame of anger leaping

into his eyes.

"Five thousand dollars be hanged!" he said fiercely. "Do I look like

that kind of a fellow? It may seem awfully queer to you for an utter

stranger to be butting into your affairs like this unless I did have

some ulterior motive, but I swear to you that I have none. I came out

here solely because I saw that you were in great likelihood of being

found by the people from whom you had evidently run away. Miss Stanhope,

I stood where I could watch your face when you came up the aisle at your

wedding, and something in your eyes just before you dropped made me wish

I could knock that bridegroom down and take care of you somehow until

you got that hurt look out of your face. I know it was rather ridiculous

for an utter stranger to presume so far, but when I saw that the sleuths

were out after you, and when the knowledge of your whereabouts was put

into my hands without the seeking, I wouldn't have been a man if I

hadn't come and offered my services. I'm not a very great lawyer, nor

even a very rising one, as your Miss Carson seems to think, but I'm a

man with a soul to protect a woman who is in danger, and if that's you,

I'm at your service. If not, you've only to say so and I'll take the

next train home and keep my mouth shut!"

He took his watch out and looked at it hastily, although he had not the

slightest idea what it registered, nor what time the next train for home

left. He looked very tall and strong and commanding as he stood in his

dignity waiting for her answer, and Betty looked up like a little child

and trusted him.

"Oh! Please forgive me!" she cried. "I've been so frightened ever since

Bob came after me. I couldn't think you had come for any good, because I

didn't know any one in the world who would want to help me."

"Certainly!" said Warren Reyburn with a lump in his throat, sitting down

quickly to hide his emotion. "Please consider me a friend, and command

me."

"Thank you," said Betty taking a deep breath and trying to crowd back

the tears. "I'm afraid there isn't any way to help me, but I'm glad to

have a friend, and I'm sorry I was so rude."

"You weren't rude, and that was a perfectly natural conclusion from my

blundering beginning," he protested, looking at the adorable waves of

hair that framed her soft cheeks. "But there is always a way to help

people when they are in trouble, and I'm here to find out what it is. Do

you think you could trust me enough to tell me what it's all about? Miss

Carson didn't seem to know much or else she didn't feel free to say."

"I didn't tell her much," said Betty, lifting her sea-blue eyes. "She

was a stranger, too, you know."

"Well, she's a mighty good friend of yours, I'll say, and she's acted

in a very wise manner. She took more precautions than an old detective

would have done. She told me only that some one was trying to make you

marry a man you did not wish to marry. Is that correct?"

Betty shivered involuntarily and a wave of color went over her white

face.

"It sounds queer," she said, "as if I hadn't any character or force

myself, but you don't understand. No one would understand unless they

knew it all, and had been through it for years. At first I didn't quite

understand it myself. I'd better tell you the story. I thought I never

could tell any one, because they were my father's family, and I know he

would shrink so from having it known, but I'm sure he wouldn't blame me

now."

"He certainly would not blame you, Miss Stanhope. I have heard that your

father was a wonderful man, with high principles. I feel sure he would

justify you in appealing to some one who was willing to advise you in a

strait like this. You know no woman need ever marry any man against her

will."

"Not if it were her father's dying wish?"

"Certainly not. Miss Stanhope, did your father love you?"

"Oh, I'm sure he did. He was the most wonderful father! I've often

thought that he would never have asked it of me if he had realized----"

"Did he ever during his lifetime seem to wish you to be unhappy?"

"Never! That was the strange part of it. But you see he didn't know how

I felt. I think I'd better tell you all about it."

"That would be the better way, if it won't be too hard for you."

Betty clasped her small hands together tightly and began:

"My own mother died when I was quite a little girl, so father and I were

a great deal to each other. He used to look after my lessons himself,

and was always very careful what kind of teachers I had. He was mother

and father both to me. When I was ten years old my governess died

suddenly while father was away on a business trip, and one of our

neighbors was very kind to me, coming in and looking after the servants

and everything and keeping me over at her house for a few days till

father got back. She had a widowed sister visiting her, a rather young

woman who was very beautiful. At least I thought she was beautiful then,

and she made a great pet of me, so that I grew fond of her, although I

had not liked her at first.

"After father came home she used to slip over every day to see me while

he was at his business, and he was grateful to her for making me happy.

Then he found out that she was in trouble, had lost her money or

something, and wanted to get a position teaching. He arranged to have

her teach me, and so she came to our house to stay.

"Somehow after that I never seemed to see so much of my father as I used

to do, for she was always there, but at first I didn't care, because she

was nice to me, and always getting up things to keep me busy and happy.

She would make my father buy expensive toys and books and games for me,

and fine clothes, and so of course I was pleased. In about a year my

father married her, and at first it seemed very beautiful to me to have

a real mother, but little by little I began to see that she preferred to

be alone with my father and did not want me around so much. It was very

hard to give up the companionship of my father, but my stepmother kept

me busy with other things, so that I really didn't think much about it

while it was first happening.

"But one day there came a letter. I remember it came while we were at

breakfast, and my father got very white and stern when he read it, and

handed it over to my mother and asked whether it was true, and then she

began to cry and sent me from the table. I found out a few days after

that that my stepmother had two sons, both older than myself, and that

she had not told my father. It was through some trouble they had got

into at school which required quite a large sum of money to cover

damages that my father discovered it, and he was terribly hurt that she

should have concealed it from him. I learned all this from the servants,

who talked when they thought I was not within hearing. There were days

and days when my father scarcely spoke at the table, and when he looked

at me it made a pain go through my heart, he looked so stern and sad. My

stepmother stayed a great deal in her room and looked as if she had been

crying. But after a few weeks things settled down a good deal as they

had been, only that my father never lost that sad troubled look. There

was some trouble about my stepmother's sons, too, for there was a great

deal of argument between her and my father, of which I only heard

snatches, and then one day they came home to stay with us. Something had

happened at the school where they were that they could not stay any

longer. I can remember distinctly the first night they ate dinner with

us. It seemed to me that it was like a terrific thunderstorm that never

quite broke. Everybody was trying to be nice and polite, but underneath

it all there was a kind of lightning of all kinds of feelings, hurt

feelings and wrong ones and right ones all mixed up.

"Only the two boys didn't seem to feel it much. They sort of took things

for granted, as if that had always been their home, and they didn't act

very polite. It seemed to trouble my father, who looked at them so

severely that it almost choked me, and I couldn't go on eating my

dinner. He didn't seem like my dear father when he looked like that. I

always used to watch my father, and he seemed to make the day for me. If

he was sad, then I was sad; and if he was glad then I was happy all

over, until one day my stepmother noticed me and said: 'See, dear little

Elizabeth is trembling. You ought not to speak that way before her,

Charles.' And then father looked at me, and all suddenly I learned to

smile when I didn't feel like it. I smiled back to him just to let him

know it didn't matter what he did, I would love him anyhow!"

During the recital Reyburn had sat with courteous averted gaze as though

he would not trouble her with more of his presence than was absolutely

necessary. Now he gave her a swift glance.

Betty's eyes were off on distance, and she was talking from the depths

of her heart, great tears welling into her eyes. All at once she

remembered the stranger:

"I beg your pardon," she said, and brushed her hand across her eyes. "I

haven't gone over it to any one ever, and I forgot you would not be

interested in details."

"Please don't mind me. I am interested in every detail you are good

enough to give me. It all makes the background of the truth, you know,

and that is what I am after," said Reyburn, deeply touched. "I think you

are wonderful to tell me all this. I shall regard it most sacredly."

Betty flashed a look of gratitude at him, and noticed the sympathy in

his face. It almost unnerved her, but she went on:

"The oldest boy was named Bessemer, and he wasn't very good-looking. He

was very tall and awkward, and always falling over things. He had little

pale eyes, and hardly any chin. His teeth projected, too, and his hair

was light and very straight and thin. His mother didn't seem to love him

very much, even when he was a little boy. She bullied him and found

fault with him continually, and quite often I felt very sorry for him,

although I wasn't naturally attracted to him. He wasn't really

unpleasant to me. We got along very nicely, although I never had much to

do with him. There wasn't much to him.

"The other brother, Herbert, was handsome like his mother, only dark,

with black curly hair, black wicked eyes, and a big, loose, cruel mouth.

His mother just idolized him, and he knew it. He could make her do

anything on earth. He used to force Bessemer into doing wrong things,

too, things that he was afraid to do himself, because he knew father

would not be so hard on Bessemer as on him. For father had taken a great

dislike to Herbert, and it was no wonder. He seemed to have no idea at

all that he was not owner of the house. He took anything he pleased for

his own use, even father's most sacred possessions, and broke them in a

fit of anger, too, sometimes, without ever saying he was sorry. He

talked very disrespectfully of father and to him, and acted so to the

servants that they gave notice and left. Every few days there would be a

terrible time over something Herbert had done. Once I remember he went

to the safe and got some money out that belonged to father and went off

and spent it in some dreadful way that made father very angry. Of course

I was still only a little girl, and I did not know all that went on.

Father was very careful that I should not know. He guarded me more than

ever, but he always looked sad when he came to kiss me good-night.

"Herbert took especial delight in tormenting me," she went on with a sad

far-away look in her eyes as if she were recalling unpleasant memories.

She did not see the set look on Reyburn's face nor notice his low

exclamation of anger. She went steadily on: "He found out that I did not

like June-bugs, and once he caught hundreds of them and locked me into a

room with them with all the lights turned on. I was almost frightened to

death, but it cured me of being afraid of June-bugs." A little smile

trembled out on Betty's lips. "Just because I wouldn't give him the

satisfaction of letting him hear me scream." She finished. "Then he

caught a snake and put it in my room, and he put a lot of burdocks in my

hat so they would get in my hair. Foolish things those were, of course,

but he was a constant nightmare to me. Sometimes he would tie a wire

across the passages in the upper hall where I had to pass to my room,

and when I fell my hands went down against a lot of slimy toads in the

dark, for he always somehow managed to have the light go out just as I

fell. There were hundreds of things like that, but I needn't multiply

them. That's the kind of boy he was. And because he discovered that my

father loved me very much, and because he knew my father disliked him,

he spent much time in trying to torment me in secret. I couldn't tell my

father, because he always looked so sad whenever there was trouble, and

there was sure to be trouble between him and my stepmother if my father

found out that Herbert had done anything wrong. One day my father came

upon us just as Herbert had caught me and was trying to cut my curls

off. I didn't care about the curls, but I knew my father did. I began to

scream. Herbert gripped me so I thought I would die with the pain,

putting his big strong fingers around my throat and choking me so I

could not make any noise."

Reyburn clenched his hands until the knuckles went white and uttered an

exclamation, but Betty did not notice:

"There was a terrible time then, and I was sent away to a school, a good

many miles from home, where I stayed for several years. Father always

came up to see me every week end, for a few hours at least, and we had

wonderful times together. Sometimes in vacation he would bring my

stepmother along and she would bring me beautiful presents and smile and

pet me, and say she missed me so much and she wished I would ask my

father to let me come back and go to school in the city. But I never

did, because I was afraid of Herbert. As I grew older I used to have an

awful horror of him. But finally one vacation father and mother both

came up and said they wanted me at home. My stepmother went to my room

with me and told me I needn't be afraid of Herbert any more, that he was

quite grown up and changed and would be good to me, and that it would

please my father to have all his family together happily again. I

believed her and I told father I would like to go. He looked very happy,

and so I went home. Herbert had been away at school himself most of the

time, and so had Bessemer, although they had been in trouble a good many

times, so the servants told me, and had to change to new schools. They

were both away when I got home. I had a very happy time for three weeks,

only that I never saw father alone once. My stepmother was always there.

But she was kind and I tried not to mind. Then all of a sudden one night

I woke up and heard voices, and I knew that the boys were back from the

camp to which they had been sent. I didn't sleep much the rest of the

night, but in the morning I made up my mind that it was only a little

while before I could go back to school, and I would be nice to the boys

and maybe they wouldn't trouble me.

"I found that it was quite true that Herbert had grown up and changed.

He didn't want to torment me any more, he wanted to make love to me,

and I was only a child yet. I wasn't quite fifteen. It filled me with

horror, and after he had caught me in the dark--he always loved to get

people in the dark--and tried to kiss me, I asked father to let me go

back to school at once. I can remember how sad he looked at me as if I

had cut him to the heart when I asked him."

During this part of the tale Reyburn sat with stern countenance, his

fingers clenched around the arms of the chair in which he sat, but he

held himself quiet and listened with compressed lips, watching every

expression that flitted across the sweet pale face.

"That was the last time I was at home with my father," she said, trying

to control her quivering lips. "He took me back to school, and he came

three times to see me, though not so often as before. The last time he

said beautiful things to me about trying to live a right life and being

kind to those about me, and he asked me to forgive him if he had ever

done anything to hurt me in any way. Of course I said he hadn't. And

then he said he hoped I wouldn't feel too hard at him for marrying again

and bringing those boys into my life. I told him it was all right, that

some day they would grow up and go away and he and I would live together

again! And he said some awful words about them under his breath. But he

asked me to forgive him again and kissed me and went away.

"He was taken very sick when he got home, and they never let me know

until he was dead. Of course I went home to the funeral, but I didn't

stay; I couldn't. I went back to school alone. My stepmother had been

very kind, but she said she knew it was my father's wish that I should

finish my school year. When vacation came she was traveling for her

health. She wrote me a beautiful letter telling me how she missed me,

and how much she needed me now in her bereavement, and how she hoped

another summer would see us together; but she stayed abroad two years

and the third year she went to California. I was sent to another school,

and because I was not asked about it and there didn't seem anything else

to do, I went. Every time I would suggest doing something else my

stepmother would write and say how sorry she was she could not give her

consent, but my father had left very explicit directions about me and

she was only trying to carry out his wishes. She knew me well enough to

be sure I would want to do anything he wished for me. And I did, of

course."

Reyburn gave her a look of sympathy and getting up began to pace the

little room.

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