CHAPTER XX

THE ENEMY TRIUMPHS

Sometimes the history of any household progresses rapidly in closely

related scenes of action; but, for the most part, months pass by

during which life has apparently ceased to act. Everything that had

seemed tending toward catastrophe stopped, as it were, with the

departure of Grace Noir. Possibly the climax was still ahead; if so,

the waters were at present heaped high on this side of ultimate

disaster, and on the other side, leaving, between past and future, a

dry no-thoroughfare.

Old Mrs. Jefferson would long ago have struck a blow against Grace

Noir had she not recognized the fact that when one like Grace wears

the helmet of beauty and breastplate of youth, the darts of the very

angles of justice, who are neither beautiful nor young, are turned

aside. Helplessly Mrs. Jefferson had watched and waited and now,

behold! there was no more Dragon. Fran had said she would do it--

nothing could have exceeded the confidence of the old lady in the new

secretary.

Mrs. Gregory's sense of relief was not so profound as her mother's,

because she could not think of Grace's absence except as a reprieve.

Surely she would return--but the present was to be placidly enjoyed.

To observers, Mrs. Gregory appeared ever placid, not because of

indifference, but, as it was supposed, from blindness. Under the calm

exterior of the wronged wife, there seemed no smoldering fire awaiting

a favorable wind. In truth, she was always fearing that people would

discover her husband's sentimental bearing toward his secretary--and

always hoping that if they did, they would conclude the wife

understood best and felt no alarm.

In the meantime, Grace was gone. Mrs. Gregory's smile once more

reminded Fran of the other's half-forgotten youth. When a board has

laid too long on the ground, one finds, on its removal, that the grass

is withered; all the same, the grass feels the sunshine.

Fran thanked herself that Grace was no longer silhouetted against the

horizon, and Gregory, remarking this attitude of self-congratulation,

was thrown more than ever out of sympathy with his daughter. Fran was

indefatigable in her duties as secretary, but her father felt that it

was not the same. She could turn out an immense amount of work because

she was strong and playing for high stakes--but she did not have

Grace's methodical ways--one never knew how Fran would do anything,

only that she would do it. Grace was all method, but more than that

she was, as Gregory phrased it to himself--she was all Grace.

Gregory missed her every minute of the day, and the harder Fran tried

to fill her place, the more he resented it. He divined that Fran hated

the routine, the monotonous forms of charity, the duplicated copies of

kind acts, the rows of figures representing so many unfortunates.

Instead of acknowledging to himself that his daughter did the work

from a yearning for his love, from a resolution to save him from the

Grace-infatuation by absent treatment, he perversely rebelled at her

secretly rejoicing over a conquered foe. Fran was separated from his

sympathies by the chasm in his own soul.

The time came when Gregory felt that he must see Grace again and be

alone with her. At first, he had thought they must not meet apart from

the world; but by the end of the week, he was wondering what excuse he

could offer to induce her to meet him--not at Miss Sapphira's, where

she now boarded, not at the grocery where Bob was always hovering

about--but somewhere remote, somewhere safe, where they might talk

about--but he had no idea of the conversation that might ensue; there

was nothing definite in anything save his fixed thought of being with

her. As to any harm, there could be none. He had so long regarded

Grace as the best woman in the world, that even after the day of

kisses, his mind continued in its inertia of faith,--even the

gravitation of material facts were unable to check its sublime course.

It was at the close of a July day that Hamilton Gregory left his house

resolved, at any cost--save that of exposure--to experience once more

the only pleasure life held in reserve for him: nearness to Grace

Noir. She might be at the store, since all shops were to remain open

late, in hopes of reaping sordid advantages from the gaiety of

mankind. In a word, Littleburg was in the grip of its first street

fair.

Before going down-town, Gregory strolled casually within sight of the

Clinton boarding-house.

Only Miss Sapphira was on the green veranda. She had watched the

ceaseless streams of humanity pouring along either sidewalk, destined

for the heart of the small town,--countless hordes, reenforced from

rural districts by excursion trains. From the very ground they seemed

to spring, these autochthones of confetti and side-shows. On they

flowed, stormy with horn and whistle and hideous balloons whose horrid

pipes squealed the music of modern Pan; they overwhelmed the native

population with elusive tickler and rubber-stringed ball; here were to

be seen weary mothers reaching forth for greater weariness; joy-

scourged fathers driven to the money-changers; frenzied children at

last in Fairyland.

Miss Sapphira, recognizing Gregory, waved a solemn greeting, and he

felt reassured--for he was always afraid Robert--would "tell". He

pushed his way nearer. Miss Sapphira sat in the huge chair not as if

unable to rise, but as a tangible rebuke to carnal amusements. She

spoke to Gregory on the subject of which she was full to the brim--

and Miss Sapphira was of generous capacity--

"No wonder so few go to church!"

"Is Miss Noir here?" Gregory asked in a strained voice; the confusion

hid the odd catch his voice had suffered in getting over the name.

"No. She's down-town--but not at any show, you may be sure. She's left

late at the store because--I guess you've heard Abbott Ashton has

been away a long time."

"I have heard nothing of the young man," Gregory replied stiffly.

"Well, he's been off two or three weeks somewhere, nobody knows unless

it's Bob, and Bob won't tell anything any more. Abbott wrote he'd be

home to-night, and Bob drove over to Simmtown to meet him in the

surrey, so Miss Grace is alone down there--" She nodded ponderously.

"Alone!" he exclaimed involuntarily.

"Yes--I look for Bob and Abbott now just any minute." She added, eying

the crowd--"I saw Fran on the street, long and merry ago!" Her accent

was that of condemnation. Like a rock she sat, letting the fickle

populace drift by to minstrel show and snake den. The severity of her

double chin said they might all go thither--_she_ would not; let them

be swallowed up by that gigantic serpent whose tail, too long for

bill-board illustration, must needs be left to coil in the imagination

--but the world should see that Miss Sapphira was safe from

deglutition, either of frivolity or anaconda.

That was also Gregory's point of view; and even in his joy at finding

the coast clear, he paused to say, "I am sorry that Fran seems to have

lost all reason over this carnival company. If she would show half as

much interest in her soul's welfare--"

He left the sentence unfinished. The thought of Grace had grown

supreme--it seemed to illuminate some wide and splendid road into a

glorious future.

The bookkeeper's desk was in a gallery near the ceiling of the Clinton

grocery store; one looked thence, through a picket-fence, down upon

the only floor. Doubtless Grace, thus looking, saw him coming. When he

reached her side, he was breathless, partly from his struggle through

the masses, principally from excitement of fancied security.

She was posting up the ledger, and made no sign of recognition until

he called her name.

"Mr. Clinton is not here," she said remotely. "Can I do anything for

you?"

He admired her calm courtesy. If at the same time she could have been

reserved and yielding he would have found the impossible combination

perfect. Because it was impossible, he was determined to preserve her

angelic purity in imagination, and to restore her womanly charm to

actual being.

"How can you receive me so coldly," he said impulsively, "when I've

not seen you for weeks?"

"You see me at church," she answered impersonally.

"But I have been dying to be near you, to talk to you--"

"Stop!" she held up her hand. "You should know that Mr. Clinton and I

are--"

"Grace!" he groaned.

She whispered, her face suddenly growing pale, "Are engaged." The

tete-a-tete was beyond her supposed strength. His melodious voice,

associated in her mind with divine worship; the burning of those

beautiful eyes in which she seemed to see her own love; the attitude

of his arms as if, not knowing it, he were reaching out for her--all

this was hard for her to resist.

"Engaged!" he echoed, as if she had pronounced one of the world's

great tragedies. "Then you will give yourself to that man--yourself,

Grace, that beautiful self--and without love? It's a crime! Don't

commit the horrible blunder that's ruined my life. See what

wretchedness has come to me--"

"Then you think," very slowly, "that I ought to let Fran ruin my whole

life because your wife has ruined yours? Then you think that after I

have been driven out of the house to make room for Fran, that I ought

to stay single because you married unwisely?"

"Grace, don't say you are driven out."

"What do you call it? A resignation?"

"Grace!--we have only a few moments to be alone. For pity's sake, look

at me kindly and use another tone--a tone like the dear days when you

were by my side....We may never be together again."

She looked at him with the same repellent expression, and spoke in the

same bitter tone: "Well, suppose we're not? You and that Fran will be

together."

In his realization that it was Fran, and Fran alone, who separated

them, Gregory passed into a state of anger, to which his love added

recklessness. "Grace, hate me if you must, but you shall not

misunderstand me!"

She laughed. "Please don't ask me to understand you, Mr. Gregory,

while you hide the only secret to your understanding. Don't come to me

with pretended liking when what you call 'mysterious business

interests at Springfield' drive me from your door, and keep Fran at my

desk."

He interposed in a low passionate voice. "I am resolved that you

should know everything. Fran--is my own daughter."

She gave no sign save a sudden compression of the mouth; nevertheless,

her surprise was extreme. Her mind flashed along the wires of the past

and returned illuminated to the present entanglement.

He thought her merely stunned, and burst forth: "I tell you, Fran is

my child. Now you know why I'm compelled to do what she wants. That's

the secret Bob brought from Springfield. That's the secret Abbott

Ashton hung over my head--the traitor! after I'd befriended him! All

of my ungrateful friends have conspired to ruin me, to force you from

me by this secret. But you know it now, and I've escaped its danger.

You know it!"

"And does your wife know?"

"Would I tell her, and not tell you? It's you I've tried to shield. I

married Josephine Derry, and Fran is our child. You know Fran. Well,

her mother was just like her--frivolous, caring only for things of the

world--irreligious. And I was just a boy--a mere college youth. When I

realized the awful mistake I'd made, I thought it best just to go away

and let her live her own life. Years after, I put all that behind me,

and came to Littleburg. I married Mrs. Gregory and I wanted to put all

my past life away--clear away--and live a good open life. Then you

came. Then I found out I'd never known what love meant. It means a

fellowship of souls, love does; it has nothing to do with the physical

man. It means just your soul and mine...and it's too late!"

Grace, with hands locked upon her open ledger, stared straight before

her, as if turned to stone. The little fenced-in box, hanging high

above eager shoppers, was as a peaceful haven in a storm of raging

noises. From without, gusts of merriment shrieked and whistled, while

above them boomed the raucous cries of showmen, drowned in their turn

by the indefatigable brass-band. The atmosphere of the bookkeeper's

loft was a wedge of silence, splitting a solidarity of tumult.

Gregory covered his face with his hands. "Do you despise me, you pure

angel of beauty? Oh, say you don't utterly despise me. I've not

breathed this secret to any living soul but you, you whom I love with

the madness of despair. My heart is broken. Tell me what I can do."

At last Grace spoke in a thin tone: "Where is that woman?"

"Fran's mother?"

She did not reply; he ought to know whom she meant.

"She died a few years ago--but I thought her dead when I married Mrs.

Gregory. I didn't mean any wrong to my wife, I wanted everything

legal, and supposed it was. I thought everything was all right until

that awful night--when Fran came. There'd been no divorce, so Fran

kept the secret--not on my account, oh, no, no, not on her father's

account! She gave _me_ no consideration. It was on account of Mrs.

Gregory."

"Which Mrs. Gregory?"

"You know--Mrs. Gregory."

"Can you believe that?" Grace asked, with a chilled smile. "You

believe Fran really cares for your wife? You think any daughter could

care for the woman who has stolen her mother's rightful place?"

"But Fran won't have the truth declared; if it weren't for her, Bob

would have told you long ago."

"Suppose I were in Fran's place--would I have kept the secret to spare

man or woman? No! Fran doesn't care a penny for your wife. She

couldn't. It would be monstrous--unnatural. But she's always hated me.

_That's_ why she acts as she does--to triumph over me. I see it all.

_That_ is the reason she won't have the truth declared--she doesn't

want me to know that you are--are _free_."

Grace started up from the desk, her face deathly white. She was

tottering, but when Gregory would have leaped to her side, she

whispered, "They would see us." Suddenly her face became crimson. He

caught his breath, speechless before her imperial loveliness.

"Mr. Gregory!" her eyes were burning into his, "have you told me all

the secret?"

"Yes--all."

"Then Mr. Clinton deceived me!"

"He agreed to hide everything, if I'd send you away."

"Oh, I see! So even _he_ is one of Fran's allies. Never mind--did you

say that when you married the second time, your first wife was living,

and had never been divorced?"

"But Grace--dear Grace! I thought it all right I believed--"

She did not seem to hear him. "Then _she_ is not your wife," she said

in a low whisper.

"She believes--"

"_She_ believes!" Her voice rose scornfully. "And so that is the fact

Fran wanted hidden; you are not really bound to Mrs. Gregory."

"Not legally--but--"

"In what way, then?"

"Why, in no regular way--I mean--but don't you see, there could be no

marriage now to make it binding, without telling her--"

"You are not bound at all," Grace interrupted. "You are free--as free

as air--as free as I am. Are you determined not to understand me?

Since you are free, there is no obstacle, in Heaven or on earth, to

your wishes."

His passage from despair to sudden hope was so violent that he grasped

the desk for support. "What?--Then?--You--you--Grace, would you--But--

"

"You are free," said Grace, "and since Mr. Clinton's treachery, I do

not consider myself bound."

"Grace!" he cried wildly, "Grace--star of my soul--go with me, go with

me, fly with me in a week--darling. Let us arrange it for to-morrow."

"No. I will not go with you, unless you take me now."

"Now? Immediately?" he gasped, bewildered.

"Without once turning back," she returned. "There's a train in

something like an hour."

"For ever?" He was delirious. "And you are to be mine--Grace, you are

to be mine--my very own!"

"Yes. But you are never to see Fran again."

"Do I want to see her again? But Grace, if we stay here until train-

time, Bob will come and--er--and find us--I don't want to meet Bob."

"Then let us go. There are such crowds on the streets that we can

easily lose ourselves."

"Bob will hunt for you, Grace, if he gets back with Abbott before

ourtrain leaves. Miss Sapphira said she was looking for him any

minute,

and that was a good while ago."

"If you can't keep him from finding me," Grace said, "let him find. I

do not consider that I am acting in the wrong. When people are not

bound, they are free; and if they are free, they have the right to be

happy, if at the same time, while being happy together, they can be

doing good."

"Still," said Gregory, looking over the railing, "you know it would

look--it would look bad, darling."

"This is the beginning of our lives," she said, with sudden joy.

"And if Bob sees me with you, Grace, after what he knows, you can

guess that something very unpleasant would--"

Grace drew back, to look searchingly into his face. "Mr. Gregory," she

said slowly, "you make difficulties."

He met her eyes, and his blood danced. "I make difficulties? No!

Grace, you have made me the happiest man in the world. Yes, our lives

begin with this night--our real lives. Grace, you're the best woman

that ever lived!"

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