THE NEW BRIDGE AT MIDNIGHT
It was almost time for summer vacation. Like all conscientious
superintendents of public schools, Abbott Ashton found the closing
week especially fatiguing. Examinations were nerve-testing, and
correction of examination-papers called for late hours over the lamp.
At such times, when most needing sleep, one sleeps least.
One strolls, at hours devoted by others to slumber. Abbott Ashton, for
instance, had fallen into the reprehensible habit of bolting from the
boarding-house, after the last paper had been graded, no matter how
late the night, and making his way rapidly from town as if to bathe
his soul in country solitude. Like all reprehensible habits this one
was presently to revenge itself by getting the "professor" into
trouble.
One beautiful moonlight night, he was nearing the suburbs, when he
made a discovery. The discovery was twofold: first, that the real
cause of his nightly wanderings was not altogether a weariness of
mental toil; second, that he had, for some time, been trying to escape
from the thought of Fran. He had not known this. He had simply run,
asking no questions. It was when he suddenly discovered Fran in the
flesh, as she slipped along a crooked alley, gliding in shadows, that
the cause of much sleeplessness was made tangible.
Abbott was greatly disturbed. Why should Fran, be stealthily darting
down side-alleys at midnight? The wonder suggested its corollary--why
was he running as from some intangible enemy? He realized that the
Fran-thought had been working in the under-layers of his mental
processes all the time his upper crust had busied itself with
rehearsals of "Beyond the Alps lies Italy" and the determination of
Hamlet's madness. But now was no time for introspection, and he set
himself the task of solving the new mystery. As Fran merged from the
mouth of the alley, Abbott dived into its bowels, but when he reached
the next street, no Fran was to be seen.
Had she darted into one of the scattered cabins that composed the
fringe of Littleburg? At the mere thought, he felt a nameless
shrinking of the heart. Surely not. But could she possibly, however
fleet of foot, have rounded the next corner before his coming into the
light? Abbott sped along the street that he might know the truth,
though he realized that the less he saw of Fran the better. However,
the thought of her being alone in the outskirts of the village, most
assuredly without her guardian's knowledge, seemed to call him to
duty. Call or no call, he went.
It seemed to him a long time before he reached the corner. He darted
around it--yonder sped Fran like a thin shadow racing before the moon.
She had taken the direction of the open fields, and so swiftly did she
run, that the sound of his pursuit never reached her ears. She ran.
Abbott ran. It was like a foot-race without spectators.
At last she reached the bridge spanning a ravine in whose far depths
murmured a little stream. The bridge was new, built to replace the
footbridge upon which Abbott and Fran had stood on the night of the
tent-meeting. Was it possible that the superintendent of instruction
was about to venture a second time across this ravine with the same
girl, under the same danger of misunderstanding, revealed by similar
glory of moonlight? One may do even that, when duty calls--for surely
it was a duty to warn this imprudent child to go home. Conscience
whispered that it would not be enough simply to warn; he should escort
her to Hamilton Gregory's very door, that he might know she had been
rescued from the wide white night; and his conscience was possibly
upheld by the knowledge that a sudden advent of a Miss Sapphira was
morally impossible.
Fran's back had been toward him all the time. She was still unaware of
his presence, as she paused in the middle of the bridge, and with
critical eye sought a position mathematically the same from either
hand-rail. Standing there, she drew a package from her bosom, hastily
seated herself upon the boards, and, oblivious of surroundings, bent
over the package as it rested in her lap.
Was she reading some love-sick romance by moonlight, or--or possibly a
letter? Abbott, without pause, hurried up. His feet sounded on the
bridge.
Fran was speaking aloud, and, on that account, did not hear him, as he
came up behind her. "Grace Noir," she was saying--"Abbott Ashton--Bob
Clinton--Hamilton Gregory--Mrs. Gregory--Simon Jefferson--Mrs.
Jefferson--Miss Sapphira--Fran--the Devil--" She seemed to be calling
the roll of her acquaintances. Was she reading a list from the
package?
Abbott trod noisily on the fresh pine floor.
Fran swiftly turned, and the moonbeams revealed a flush, yet she did
not attempt to rise. "Why didn't you answer, when you heard your name
called?" she asked with a good deal of composure.
"Fran!" Abbott exclaimed. "Here all alone at midnight--_all alone!_
Is it possible?"
"No, it _isn't_ possible," Fran returned satirically, "for I have
company."
Abbott warmly urged her to hasten back home; at the same time he drew
nearer and discovered that her lap was covered with playing-cards. His
advice to her was all it should have been; the most careful father
could have found no fault with his helpful words--all the same, he
didn't understand about those cards.
Fran, looking down, listened with profound respectfulness, and when he
had finished, she said, "It is so nice of you to care about me and
worry over what people will think, so I'll go home with you just as
soon as I tell the fortune of the cards. It won't take but a minute,
and I'm awfully glad you came, for it was pretty scary here alone, I
tell _you!_ The moon kept making big eyes at me, and the brook sounded
like a death-call down there in the dark."
"But you mustn't stay here," he said imperatively. "Let us go at
once."
"Just as soon as I tell the fortunes. Of course I wouldn't go to all
this trouble for nothing. Now look. This card is Fran--the Queen of
Hearts. This one is Simon Jefferson--and this one is Bob. And you--but
it's no use telling all of them. Now; we want to see who's going to
marry."
Abbott spoke in his most authoritative tone: "Fran! Get up and come
with me before somebody sees you here. This is not only ridiculous,
it's wrong and dreadfully imprudent."
Fran looked up with flashing eyes. "I won't!" she cried. "Not till
I've told the fortunes. I'm not the girl to go away until she's done
what she came to do." Then she added mildly, "Abbott, I just had to
say it in that voice, so you'd know I meant it. Don't be cross with
me."
She shuffled the cards.
"But why must you stay out _here_ to do it?" he groaned.
"Because this is a new bridge. I'd hate to be a professor, and not
know that it has to be in the middle of a new bridge, at midnight,
over running water, in the moonlight. Now you keep still and be nice;
I want to see who's going to get married. Here is Grace Noir, and here
is Fran..."
"And where am I?" asked Abbott, in an awed voice, as he bent down.
Fran wouldn't tell him.
He bent lower. "Oh, I see, I see!" he cried. _"This_ is me--" he drew
a card from the pack--"the King of Hearts." He held it up
triumphantly. "Well. And you are the Queen of Hearts, you said."
"Maybe I am," said Fran, rather breathlessly, "but whose hearts are we
king and queen of? That's what I want to find out." And she showed her
teeth at him.
"We can draw and see," he suggested, sinking upon one knee. "And yet,
since you're the queen and I'm the king, it must be each other's
hearts--"
He stopped abruptly at sight of her crimsoned cheeks.
"That doesn't always follow," Fran told him hastily; "not by _any_
means. For here are other queens. See the Queen of Spades? Maybe
you'll get _her_. Maybe you want _her_. You see, she either goes to
you, or to the next card."
"But I don't want any Queen of Spades," Abbott declared. He drew the
next card, and exclaimed dramatically, "Saved, saved! Here's Bob. Give
her to Bob Clinton."
"Oh, Abbott!" Fran exclaimed, looking at him with starlike eyes and
roselike cheeks, making the most fascinating picture he had ever
beheld at midnight under a silver moon. _"Do_ you mean that? Remember
you're on a new bridge over running water."
Abbott paused uneasily. She looked less like a child than he had ever
seen her. Her body was very slight--but her face was...It is
marvelous how much of a woman's seriousness was to be found in this
girl. She seemed inclined to give her words about the foolish cards a
woman's significance. He rose with the consciousness that for a moment
he had rather forgotten himself.
He reminded her gravely--"We are talking about cards--just cards."
"No," said Fran, not stirring, "we are talking about Grace Noir. You
say you don't want her; you've already drawn yourself out. That leaves
her to poor Bob--he'll have to take her, unless the Joker gets the
lady--the Joker is named the Devil...So the game isn't interesting
any more." She threw down all the cards, and looked up, beaming. "My!
but I'm glad you came."
He was fascinated and could not move, though as convinced as at the
beginning that they should not linger thus. There might be fatal
consequences; but the charm of the little girl seemed to temper this
chill knowledge to the shorn lamb. He temporized: "Why don't you go on
with your fortune-telling, little girl?"
"I just wanted to find out if Grace Noir is going to get you," she
said candidly; "it doesn't matter what becomes of her. Were you ever
on this bridge before?"
"Fran, Miss Grace is one of the best friends I have, and--and
everybody admires her. The fact that you don't like her, shows that
you are not all you ought to be."
"What does the fact that she doesn't like me show?"
"It shows that you ought to be changed. It was a fatal mistake when
you left school, but it's worse for you to refuse persistently to go
to church."
"And she told you that, did she?"
"I want your higher nature to be developed. Take Miss Grace for your
model--I know you have noble impulses; grow up to be a noble woman--
try to be like her."
He was sorry to strike these necessary blows, she seemed so pitifully
defenseless as he watched the motionless figure at his feet. Fran's
drooping head hid her face. Was she contrite, or mocking?
Presently she looked up, her expression that of grave cheerfulness.
"Now you've said what you thought you had to say," she remarked. "So
_that's_ over. Were you ever on this bridge before?"
Abbott was offended. "No."
"Good, good!" with vivacious enthusiasm. "Both of us must cross it at
the same time and make a wish. Help me up--quick."
She reached up both hands, and Abbott lifted her to her feet.
"Whenever you cross a new bridge," she explained, "you must make a
wish. It'll come true. Won't you do it, Abbott?"
"Of course. What a superstitious little Nonpareil! Do you hold hands?"
"Honest hands--" She held out both of hers. "Come on then. What are
you going to wish, Abbott? But no, you mustn't tell till we're across.
Oh, I'm just dying to know! Have you made up your mind, yet?"
"Yes, Fran," he answered indulgently, "it's something always in my
mind."
"About Grace Noir?"
"Nothing whatever about Miss Grace Noir."
"All right. I'm glad. Say this:
"'Slow we go,
Two in a row'--
"Don't talk or anything, just wish, oh, wish with _all_ your might--
"'With all my mind and all my heart,
While we're together and after we part'--
"say that."
Abbott repeated gravely:
"'With all my mind and all my heart,
While we're together and after we part.'
"What are you going to wish, Fran?"
"Sh-h-h! Mum!" whispered Fran, opening her eyes wide. With slow steps
they walked side by side, shoulder to shoulder, four hands clasped.
Fran's great dark eyes were set fixedly upon space as they solemnly
paraded beneath the watchful moon. As Abbott watched her, the witchery
of the night stole into his blood. Beneath them, the brook murmured
drowsily in its dark bed. Beyond, stretched the meadows, and, far
away, the woods. Before them, and behind, ran the rutted road, hard
and gleaming. Over them, the moon showered its profusion of silver
beams. Within them were--wishes.
The last plank was crossed. "Now!" Fran cried breathlessly, "what did
you wish?" Her body was quivering, her face glowing.
"That I might succeed," Abbott answered.
"Oh!" said Fran. "My! That was like a cold breath. Just wishing to be
great, and famous, and useful, and rich!"
Abbott laughed as light-heartedly as if the road were not calling them
away from solitudes, "Well, what did you wish, Fran?"
"That you might always be my friend, while we're together, and after
we part."
"It doesn't take a new bridge to make that come true," he declared.
She looked at him solemnly. "Do you understand the responsibilities of
being a friend? A friend has to assume obligations, just as when a
man's elected to office, he must represent his party and his
platform."
"I'll stand for you!" Abbott cried earnestly.
"Will you? Then I'm going to tell you all about myself--ready to be
surprised? Friends ought to know each other. In the first place, I am
eighteen years old, and in the second place I am a professional lion-
trainer, and in the third place my father is--but friends don't have
to know each other's fathers. Besides, maybe that's enough to start
with."
"Yes," said Abbott, "it is." He paused, but she could not guess his
emotions, for his face showed nothing but a sort of blankness. "I
should like to take this up seriatim. You tell me you are eighteen
years old?"
"--And have had lots of experience."
"Your lion-training: has it been theoretical, or--"
"Mercenary," Fran responded; "real lions, real bars, real spectators,
real pay-days."
"But, Fran," said Abbott helplessly, "I don't understand."
"But you're going to, before I'm done with you. I tell you, I'm a
show-girl, a lion-tamer, a _Jungler._ I'm the famous Fran Nonpareil,
and my carnival company has showed in most of the towns and cities of
the United States. I guess you feel funny to have such a celebrated
person talking to you, but in ordinary life, great people aren't
different. It's when I'm in my blue silks and gold stars and crimson
sashes, kissing my hands to the audience, that I'm the real princess."
Though she spoke lightly, she was well aware of the shock she had
imparted. For a time her face had never looked so elfish, but in the
silence that ensued, the light faded from her eyes.
Abbott was unable to analyze his real emotions, and his one endeavor
was to hide his perplexity. He had always treated her as if she were
older than the town supposed, hence the revelation of her age did not
so much matter; but lion-training was so remote from conventions that
it seemed in a way almost uncanny. It seemed to isolate Fran, to set
her coldly apart from the people of his world.
"I'm going home," Fran said abruptly.
He followed her mechanically, too absorbed in her revelation to think
of the cards left forgotten on the bridge. From their scene of good
wishes, Fran went first, head erect, arms swinging defiantly; Abbott
followed, not knowing in the least what to say, or even what to think.
The moon had not been laughing at them long, before Fran looked back
over her shoulder and said, as if he had spoken, "Still, I'd like for
you to know about it."
He quickened his step to regain her side, but was oppressed by an odd
sense of the abnormal.
"Although," she added indistinctly, "it doesn't matter."
They walked on in silence until, after prolonged hesitation, he told
her quietly that he would like to hear all she felt disposed to tell.
She looked at him steadily: "Can you dilute a few words with the water
of your imagination, to cover a life? I'll speak the words, if you
have the imagination."
As he looked into her eyes, all sense of the abnormal disappeared. "I
have the imagination, Fran," he exclaimed impulsively, "if it is
_your_ life."
"In spite of the lions?" she asked, almost sternly.
Abbott rested a hand upon each of her shoulders, and studied her face.
The moonlight was lost in the depths of the unfaltering eyes, and
there came upon him a surging tide as from the depths of the unknown,
sweeping away such artificial barriers as the mind prepares against
all great shocks, or surprises.
"You needn't tell me a word," Abbott said, removing his hands. "I know
all that one need know; it's written in your face, a story of sweet
innocence and brave patience."
"But I want you to know."
"Good!" he replied with a sudden smile. "Tell the story, then; if you
were an Odyssey, you couldn't be too long."
"The first thing I remember is waking up to feel the car jerked, or
stopped, or started, and Seeing lights flash past the windows--
lanterns of the brakemen, or lamps of some town, dancing along the
track. The sleeping-car was home--the only home I knew. All night long
there was the groaning of the wheels, the letting off of steam, the
calls of the men. Bounder Brothers had their private train, and mother
and I lived in our Pullman car. I don't know how old I was when I
found out that everybody didn't live on wheels,--that most children
had homes that didn't move around, with neighbors and relations. After
a while I knew that folks stared at us because we were different from
others. We were show-people. Then the thing was to look like you
didn't know, or didn't care, how much people stared. After that, I
found out that I had no father; he'd deserted mother, and her uncle
had turned her out of doors for marrying against his wishes, and she'd
have starved if it hadn't been for the show-people."
"Dear Fran!" whispered Abbott tenderly.
"Mother had gone to Chicago, hoping for a position in some respectable
office, but they didn't want a typewriter who wasn't a stenographer.
It was winter--and mother had me--I was so little and bad!...In a
cheap lodging-house, mother got to know La Gonizetti, and she
persuaded mother to wait with her for the season to open up, then go
with Bounder Brothers; they were wintering in Chicago. It was such a
kind of life as mother had never dreamed of, but it was more
convenient than starving, and she thought it would give her a chance
to find father--that traveling, all over the country. La Gonizetti was
a lion-tamer, and that's what mother learned, and those two were the
only ones who could go inside Samson's cage. The life was awfully
hard, but she got to like it, and everybody was kind to us, and money
came pouring in, and she was always hoping to run across a clue to my
father--and never did."
She paused, but at the pressure of Abbott's sympathetic hand, she went
on with renewed courage:
"When I was big enough, I wore a tiny black skirt, and a red coat with
shiny buttons, and I beat the drum in the carnival band. You ought to
have seen me--so little....Abbott, you can't imagine how little I
was! We had about a dozen small shows in our company, fortune-tellers,
minstrels, magic wonders, and all that--and the band had to march from
one tent to the next, and stand out in front and play, to get the
crowd in a bunch, so the free exhibition could work on their nerves.
And I'd beat away, in my red coat...and there were always the strange
faces, staring, staring--but I was _so_ little! Sometimes they would
smile at me, but mother had taught me never to speak to any one, but
to wear a glazed look like this--"
"How frightfully cold!" Abbott shivered. Then he laughed, and so did
Fran. They had entered Littleburg. He added wickedly, "And how
dreadfully near we are getting to your home."
Fran gurgled. "Wouldn't Grace Noir just die if she could see us!"
That sobered Abbott; considering his official position, it seemed high
time for reflection.
Fran resumed abruptly. "But I never really liked it because what I
wanted was a home--to belong to somebody. Living that way in a
traveling-car, going to sleep in the rattle of pulling down tent-seats
and the roar of wild animals, and waking up with the hot sun glaring
into your eyes, and the smell of weeds coming in through your berth-
window...it made me want to be fastened to the ground, like a tree.
Then I got to hating the bold stare of people's eyes, and their foolish
gaping mouths, I hated being always on exhibition with every gesture
watched, as if I'd been one of the trained dogs. I hated the public. I
wanted to get away from the world--clear away from everybody...like I
am now...with you. Isn't it great!"
"Mammoth!" Abbott declared, watering her words with liberal
imagination.
"I must talk fast, or the Gregory house will be looming up at us.
Mother didn't want me to like that life, maybe that was another
reason--she was always talking about how we'd settle down, some day,
in a place of our own where we'd know the people on the other side of
the fence--and quit being wonders. But looks like I can't manage it"
"Some people are born wonders," remarked Abbott.
"Yes," Fran acquiesced modestly, "I guess I was. Mother taught me all
she knew, though she hated books; she made herself think she was only
in the show life till she could make a little more--always just a
little more--she really loved it, you see. But I loved the books--
study--anything that wasn't the show. It was kind of friendly when I
began feeding Samson."
"Poor little Nonpareil!" murmured Abbott wistfully.
"And often when the show was being unloaded, I'd be stretched out in
our sleeper, with a school-book pressed close to the cinder-specked
window, catching the first light. When the mauls were pounding away at
the tent-pins, maybe I'd hunt a seat on some cage, if it had been
drawn up under a tree, or maybe it'd be the ticket-wagon, or even the
stake-pile--there you'd see me studying away for dear life, dressed in
a plain little dress, trying to look like ordinary folks. Such a queer
little chap, I was--and always trying to pretend that I wasn't! You'd
have laughed to see me."
"Laughed at you!" cried Abbott indignantly. "Indeed I shouldn't."
"No?" exclaimed Fran, patting his arm impulsively.
"Dear little wonder!" he returned conclusively.
"I must tell you about one time," she continued gaily. "We were in New
Orleans at the Mardi Gras, and I was expected to come into the ring
riding Samson--not the vicious old lion, but cub--that was long after
my days of the drum and the red coat, bless you! I was a lion-tamer,
now, nearly thirteen years old, if you'll believe me. Well! And what
was I saying--you keep looking so friendly, you make me forget myself.
Goodness, Abbott, it's so much fun talking to you...I've never
mentioned all this to one soul in this town...Well--oh, yes; I was
to have come into the ring, riding Samson. Everybody was waiting for
me. The band nearly blew itself black in the face. And what do you
think was the matter?"
"Did Samson balk?"
"No, it wasn't that. I was lying on the cage-floor, with my head on
Samson--Samson the Second made _such_ a gorgeous and animated pillow!
--and I was learning geology. I'd just found out that the world
wasn't made in seven United States days, and it was such surprising
news that I'd forgotten all about cages and lions and tents--if you
could have seen me lying there--if you just could!"
"But I can!" Abbott declared. "Your long black hair is mingled with
his tawny mane, and your cheeks are blooming--"
"And my feet are crossed," cried Fran.
"And your feet are crossed; and those little hands hold up the book,"
Abbott swiftly sketched in the details; "and your bosom is rising and
falling, and your lips are parted--like now--showing perfect teeth--"
"Dressed in my tights and fluffy lace and jewels," Fran helped, "with
bare arms and stars all in my hair...But the end came to everything
when--when mother died. Her last words were about my father--how she
hoped some day I'd meet him, and tell him she had forgiven. Mother
sent me to her half-uncle. My! but that was mighty unpleasant!" Fran
shook her head vigorously. "He began telling me about how mother had
done wrong in marrying secretly, and he threw it up to me and I just
told him...But he's dead, now. I had to go back to the show--there
wasn't any other place. But a few months ago I was of age, and I came
into Uncle Ephraim's property, because I was the only living relation
he had, so he couldn't help my getting it. I'll bet he's mad, now,
that he didn't make a will! When he said that mother--it don't matter
what he said--I just walked out of his door, that time, with my head
up high like this...Oh, goodness, we're here."
They stood before Hamilton Gregory's silent house.
"Good night," Fran said hastily. "It's a mistake to begin a long story
on a short road. My! But _wasn't_ that a short road, though!"
"Sometime, you shall finish that story, Fran. I know of a road much
longer than the one we've taken--we might try it some day, if you say
so."
"I do say so. What road is it?"
They had paused at the front gate, Fran in the yard, Abbott outside.
It was dark under the heavy sugar-maples that guarded the gate; they
could not see beyond each other's faces. Abbott felt strange, as if he
knew no more about what he might do, or say, than if he had been
another man. He had spoken of a long road without definite purpose,
yet there was a glimmering perception of the reality, as he showed by
saying tremulously:
"This is the beginning of it--"
He bent down, as if to take her in his arms.
But Fran drew back, perhaps with a blush that the darkness concealed,
certainly with a little laugh. "I'm afraid I'd get lost on that road,"
she murmured, "for I don't believe you know the way very well,
yourself."
She sped lightly to the house, unlocked the door, and vanished.