THE BEGGAR

"KIND sir, be so good as to notice a poor, hungry man. I have not

tasted food for three days. I have not a five-kopeck piece for a

night's lodging. I swear by God! For five years I was a village

schoolmaster and lost my post through the intrigues of the Zemstvo.

I was the victim of false witness. I have been out of a place for

a year now."

Skvortsov, a Petersburg lawyer, looked at the speaker's tattered

dark blue overcoat, at his muddy, drunken eyes, at the red patches

on his cheeks, and it seemed to him that he had seen the man before.

"And now I am offered a post in the Kaluga province," the beggar

continued, "but I have not the means for the journey there. Graciously

help me! I am ashamed to ask, but . . . I am compelled by circumstances."

Skvortsov looked at his goloshes, of which one was shallow like a

shoe, while the other came high up the leg like a boot, and suddenly

remembered.

"Listen, the day before yesterday I met you in Sadovoy Street," he

said, "and then you told me, not that you were a village schoolmaster,

but that you were a student who had been expelled. Do you remember?"

"N-o. No, that cannot be so!" the beggar muttered in confusion. "I

am a village schoolmaster, and if you wish it I can show you documents

to prove it."

"That's enough lies! You called yourself a student, and even told

me what you were expelled for. Do you remember?"

Skvortsov flushed, and with a look of disgust on his face turned

away from the ragged figure.

"It's contemptible, sir!" he cried angrily. "It's a swindle! I'll

hand you over to the police, damn you! You are poor and hungry, but

that does not give you the right to lie so shamelessly!"

The ragged figure took hold of the door-handle and, like a bird in

a snare, looked round the hall desperately.

"I . . . I am not lying," he muttered. "I can show documents."

"Who can believe you?" Skvortsov went on, still indignant. "To

exploit the sympathy of the public for village schoolmasters and

students--it's so low, so mean, so dirty! It's revolting!"

Skvortsov flew into a rage and gave the beggar a merciless scolding.

The ragged fellow's insolent lying aroused his disgust and aversion,

was an offence against what he, Skvortsov, loved and prized in

himself: kindliness, a feeling heart, sympathy for the unhappy. By

his lying, by his treacherous assault upon compassion, the individual

had, as it were, defiled the charity which he liked to give to the

poor with no misgivings in his heart. The beggar at first defended

himself, protested with oaths, then he sank into silence and hung

his head, overcome with shame.

"Sir!" he said, laying his hand on his heart, "I really was . . .

lying! I am not a student and not a village schoolmaster. All that's

mere invention! I used to be in the Russian choir, and I was turned

out of it for drunkenness. But what can I do? Believe me, in God's

name, I can't get on without lying--when I tell the truth no one

will give me anything. With the truth one may die of hunger and

freeze without a night's lodging! What you say is true, I understand

that, but . . . what am I to do?"

"What are you to do? You ask what are you to do?" cried Skvortsov,

going close up to him. "Work--that's what you must do! You must

work!"

"Work. . . . I know that myself, but where can I get work?"

"Nonsense. You are young, strong, and healthy, and could always

find work if you wanted to. But you know you are lazy, pampered,

drunken! You reek of vodka like a pothouse! You have become false

and corrupt to the marrow of your bones and fit for nothing but

begging and lying! If you do graciously condescend to take work,

you must have a job in an office, in the Russian choir, or as a

billiard-marker, where you will have a salary and have nothing to

do! But how would you like to undertake manual labour? I'll be

bound, you wouldn't be a house porter or a factory hand! You are

too genteel for that!"

"What things you say, really . . ." said the beggar, and he gave a

bitter smile. "How can I get manual work? It's rather late for me

to be a shopman, for in trade one has to begin from a boy; no one

would take me as a house porter, because I am not of that class

. . . . And I could not get work in a factory; one must know a trade,

and I know nothing."

"Nonsense! You always find some justification! Wouldn't you like

to chop wood?"

"I would not refuse to, but the regular woodchoppers are out of

work now."

"Oh, all idlers argue like that! As soon as you are offered anything

you refuse it. Would you care to chop wood for me?"

"Certainly I will. . ."

"Very good, we shall see. . . . Excellent. We'll see!" Skvortsov,

in nervous haste; and not without malignant pleasure, rubbing his

hands, summoned his cook from the kitchen.

"Here, Olga," he said to her, "take this gentleman to the shed and

let him chop some wood."

The beggar shrugged his shoulders as though puzzled, and irresolutely

followed the cook. It was evident from his demeanour that he had

consented to go and chop wood, not because he was hungry and wanted

to earn money, but simply from shame and _amour propre_, because

he had been taken at his word. It was clear, too, that he was

suffering from the effects of vodka, that he was unwell, and felt

not the faintest inclination to work.

Skvortsov hurried into the dining-room. There from the window which

looked out into the yard he could see the woodshed and everything

that happened in the yard. Standing at the window, Skvortsov saw

the cook and the beggar come by the back way into the yard and go

through the muddy snow to the woodshed. Olga scrutinized her companion

angrily, and jerking her elbow unlocked the woodshed and angrily

banged the door open.

"Most likely we interrupted the woman drinking her coffee," thought

Skvortsov. "What a cross creature she is!"

Then he saw the pseudo-schoolmaster and pseudo-student seat himself

on a block of wood, and, leaning his red cheeks upon his fists,

sink into thought. The cook flung an axe at his feet, spat angrily

on the ground, and, judging by the expression of her lips, began

abusing him. The beggar drew a log of wood towards him irresolutely,

set it up between his feet, and diffidently drew the axe across it.

The log toppled and fell over. The beggar drew it towards him,

breathed on his frozen hands, and again drew the axe along it as

cautiously as though he were afraid of its hitting his golosh or

chopping off his fingers. The log fell over again.

Skvortsov's wrath had passed off by now, he felt sore and ashamed

at the thought that he had forced a pampered, drunken, and perhaps

sick man to do hard, rough work in the cold.

"Never mind, let him go on . . ." he thought, going from the

dining-room into his study. "I am doing it for his good!"

An hour later Olga appeared and announced that the wood had been

chopped up.

"Here, give him half a rouble," said Skvortsov. "If he likes, let

him come and chop wood on the first of every month. . . . There

will always be work for him."

On the first of the month the beggar turned up and again earned

half a rouble, though he could hardly stand. From that time forward

he took to turning up frequently, and work was always found for

him: sometimes he would sweep the snow into heaps, or clear up the

shed, at another he used to beat the rugs and the mattresses. He

always received thirty to forty kopecks for his work, and on one

occasion an old pair of trousers was sent out to him.

When he moved, Skvortsov engaged him to assist in packing and moving

the furniture. On this occasion the beggar was sober, gloomy, and

silent; he scarcely touched the furniture, walked with hanging head

behind the furniture vans, and did not even try to appear busy; he

merely shivered with the cold, and was overcome with confusion when

the men with the vans laughed at his idleness, feebleness, and

ragged coat that had once been a gentleman's. After the removal

Skvortsov sent for him.

"Well, I see my words have had an effect upon you," he said, giving

him a rouble. "This is for your work. I see that you are sober and

not disinclined to work. What is your name?"

"Lushkov."

"I can offer you better work, not so rough, Lushkov. Can you write?"

"Yes, sir."

"Then go with this note to-morrow to my colleague and he will give

you some copying to do. Work, don't drink, and don't forget what I

said to you. Good-bye."

Skvortsov, pleased that he had put a man in the path of rectitude,

patted Lushkov genially on the shoulder, and even shook hands with

him at parting.

Lushkov took the letter, departed, and from that time forward did

not come to the back-yard for work.

Two years passed. One day as Skvortsov was standing at the ticket-office

of a theatre, paying for his ticket, he saw beside him a little man

with a lambskin collar and a shabby cat's-skin cap. The man timidly

asked the clerk for a gallery ticket and paid for it with kopecks.

"Lushkov, is it you?" asked Skvortsov, recognizing in the little

man his former woodchopper. "Well, what are you doing? Are you

getting on all right?"

"Pretty well. . . . I am in a notary's office now. I earn thirty-five

roubles."

"Well, thank God, that's capital. I rejoice for you. I am very,

very glad, Lushkov. You know, in a way, you are my godson. It was

I who shoved you into the right way. Do you remember what a scolding

I gave you, eh? You almost sank through the floor that time. Well,

thank you, my dear fellow, for remembering my words."

"Thank you too," said Lushkov. "If I had not come to you that day,

maybe I should be calling myself a schoolmaster or a student still.

Yes, in your house I was saved, and climbed out of the pit."

"I am very, very glad."

"Thank you for your kind words and deeds. What you said that day

was excellent. I am grateful to you and to your cook, God bless

that kind, noble-hearted woman. What you said that day was excellent;

I am indebted to you as long as I live, of course, but it was your

cook, Olga, who really saved me."

"How was that?"

"Why, it was like this. I used to come to you to chop wood and she

would begin: 'Ah, you drunkard! You God-forsaken man! And yet death

does not take you!' and then she would sit opposite me, lamenting,

looking into my face and wailing: 'You unlucky fellow! You have no

gladness in this world, and in the next you will burn in hell, poor

drunkard! You poor sorrowful creature!' and she always went on in

that style, you know. How often she upset herself, and how many

tears she shed over me I can't tell you. But what affected me

most--she chopped the wood for me! Do you know, sir, I never chopped

a single log for you--she did it all! How it was she saved me,

how it was I changed, looking at her, and gave up drinking, I can't

explain. I only know that what she said and the noble way she behaved

brought about a change in my soul, and I shall never forget it.

It's time to go up, though, they are just going to ring the bell."

Lushkov bowed and went off to the gallery.

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