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The doctor walked about, looked at things, ate and drank, but he

had all the while one feeling: annoyance with Mihail Averyanitch.

He longed to have a rest from his friend, to get away from him, to

hide himself, while the friend thought it was his duty not to let

the doctor move a step away from him, and to provide him with as

many distractions as possible. When there was nothing to look at

he entertained him with conversation. For two days Andrey Yefimitch

endured it, but on the third he announced to his friend that he was

ill and wanted to stay at home for the whole day; his friend replied

that in that case he would stay too--that really he needed rest,

for he was run off his legs already. Andrey Yefimitch lay on the

sofa, with his face to the back, and clenching his teeth, listened

to his friend, who assured him with heat that sooner or later France

would certainly thrash Germany, that there were a great many

scoundrels in Moscow, and that it was impossible to judge of a

horse's quality by its outward appearance. The doctor began to have

a buzzing in his ears and palpitations of the heart, but out of

delicacy could not bring himself to beg his friend to go away or

hold his tongue. Fortunately Mihail Averyanitch grew weary of sitting

in the hotel room, and after dinner he went out for a walk.

As soon as he was alone Andrey Yefimitch abandoned himself to a

feeling of relief. How pleasant to lie motionless on the sofa and

to know that one is alone in the room! Real happiness is impossible

without solitude. The fallen angel betrayed God probably because

he longed for solitude, of which the angels know nothing. Andrey

Yefimitch wanted to think about what he had seen and heard during

the last few days, but he could not get Mihail Averyanitch out of

his head.

"Why, he has taken a holiday and come with me out of friendship,

out of generosity," thought the doctor with vexation; "nothing could

be worse than this friendly supervision. I suppose he is good-natured

and generous and a lively fellow, but he is a bore. An insufferable

bore. In the same way there are people who never say anything but

what is clever and good, yet one feels that they are dull-witted

people."

For the following days Andrey Yefimitch declared himself ill and

would not leave the hotel room; he lay with his face to the back

of the sofa, and suffered agonies of weariness when his friend

entertained him with conversation, or rested when his friend was

absent. He was vexed with himself for having come, and with his

friend, who grew every day more talkative and more free-and-easy;

he could not succeed in attuning his thoughts to a serious and lofty

level.

"This is what I get from the real life Ivan Dmitritch talked about,"

he thought, angry at his own pettiness. "It's of no consequence,

though. . . . I shall go home, and everything will go on as

before . . . ."

It was the same thing in Petersburg too; for whole days together

he did not leave the hotel room, but lay on the sofa and only got

up to drink beer.

Mihail Averyanitch was all haste to get to Warsaw.

"My dear man, what should I go there for?" said Andrey Yefimitch

in an imploring voice. "You go alone and let me get home! I entreat

you!"

"On no account," protested Mihail Averyanitch. "It's a marvellous

town."

Andrey Yefimitch had not the strength of will to insist on his own

way, and much against his inclination went to Warsaw. There he did

not leave the hotel room, but lay on the sofa, furious with himself,

with his friend, and with the waiters, who obstinately refused to

understand Russian; while Mihail Averyanitch, healthy, hearty, and

full of spirits as usual, went about the town from morning to night,

looking for his old acquaintances. Several times he did not return

home at night. After one night spent in some unknown haunt he

returned home early in the morning, in a violently excited condition,

with a red face and tousled hair. For a long time he walked up and

down the rooms muttering something to himself, then stopped and

said:

"Honour before everything."

After walking up and down a little longer he clutched his head in

both hands and pronounced in a tragic voice: "Yes, honour before

everything! Accursed be the moment when the idea first entered my

head to visit this Babylon! My dear friend," he added, addressing

the doctor, "you may despise me, I have played and lost; lend me

five hundred roubles!"

Andrey Yefimitch counted out five hundred roubles and gave them to

his friend without a word. The latter, still crimson with shame and

anger, incoherently articulated some useless vow, put on his cap,

and went out. Returning two hours later he flopped into an easy-chair,

heaved a loud sigh, and said:

"My honour is saved. Let us go, my friend; I do not care to remain

another hour in this accursed town. Scoundrels! Austrian spies!"

By the time the friends were back in their own town it was November,

and deep snow was lying in the streets. Dr. Hobotov had Andrey

Yefimitch's post; he was still living in his old lodgings, waiting

for Andrey Yefimitch to arrive and clear out of the hospital

apartments. The plain woman whom he called his cook was already

established in one of the lodges.

Fresh scandals about the hospital were going the round of the town.

It was said that the plain woman had quarrelled with the superintendent,

and that the latter had crawled on his knees before her begging

forgiveness. On the very first day he arrived Andrey Yefimitch had

to look out for lodgings.

"My friend," the postmaster said to him timidly, "excuse an indiscreet

question: what means have you at your disposal?"

Andrey Yefimitch, without a word, counted out his money and said:

"Eighty-six roubles."

"I don't mean that," Mihail Averyanitch brought out in confusion,

misunderstanding him; "I mean, what have you to live on?"

"I tell you, eighty-six roubles . . . I have nothing else."

Mihail Averyanitch looked upon the doctor as an honourable man, yet

he suspected that he had accumulated a fortune of at least twenty

thousand. Now learning that Andrey Yefimitch was a beggar, that he

had nothing to live on he was for some reason suddenly moved to

tears and embraced his friend.

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