CHAPTER XXIII.

"GOD IS LOVE!"

In spite of its beautiful situation, Madeley was wont at times to be

swept by a malignant fever, which carried away many of its victims to

the grave. Shortly before the visit of Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher to

Dublin, such a visitation had occurred, the faithful Sally being

attacked by it, and nursed to convalescence by mistress and friend.

Two years later it became Sally's turn to play the part of nurse, for

Mrs. Fletcher, who had visited two parishioners who were dying of the

pestilence, was herself stricken.

It was a terrible time of testing for her devoted husband. In anguish

of mind, but with true surrender of his will to God, he yielded his

treasure upon an altar of sacrifice akin to that of Abraham's

building; but in answer to his devotion and prayer he received her

again as alive from the dead.

With a peculiarly solemn joy he welcomed his wife back to his side to

share the work they so truly loved, but anxious lest he should place

too much reliance upon the precious things God had given him here, he

would call to her several times in a day to drop every duty for a few

moments that together they might enjoy communion with God. Says Mrs.

Fletcher:--

"We spent much time in prayer for the fulness of the Spirit, and were

led to an act of _abandonment_ (as we called it) of our whole

selves into the hands of God, to do or to suffer whatever was pleasing

to Him."

* * * * *

Only a fortnight after his wife's recovery Fletcher was out visiting

his people from three in the afternoon until nine at night, and,

August though it was, he returned with a chill.

The following Sunday he almost fainted while reading prayers in the

church. His wife pressed up to the desk with a friend or two, and

begged him to leave the service to another. He gently refused; windows

were opened, some flowers brought to refresh him with their sweet

scent, and he was able to mount the steps of the pulpit, where he

preached with power from "_How excellent is Thy lovingkindness, O

God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of

Thy wings_."

The communion service which succeeded was a very lengthy one, but he

administered to those who came until nearly two o'clock, breaking the

silence with many verses of hymns and exhortations.

When the long service was over, Mrs. Fletcher led him straight to bed,

but the exertion had been too much; he fainted, and the two following

days lay upon a couch and slept much.

Mrs. Fletcher, very simply but touchingly, tells the story of those

few last days:--

"On Wednesday, August 10th, he told me he had received such a

manifestation of the full meaning of the words, '_God is love_,'

that he could not express it. 'It _fills me_,' he said, 'it

_fills_ me every moment. O Polly! my dear Polly! _God is

love_! Shout! Shout aloud! Oh! it so fills me that I want a gust of

praise to go to the ends of the earth. But it seems as if I could not

speak much longer. Let us fix upon a sign between ourselves' (tapping

me twice with his finger). 'By this I mean that _God is love, and we

will draw each other into God. Observe! by this we will draw each

other into God._' Sally coming in, he cried, 'O Sally! _God is

love!_ Shout, both of you! I want to hear you shout His praise!'

All this time his medical attendant hoped he was in no danger. He knew

his disease to be the fever; but as he had no bad headache, slept much

without the least delirium, and had an almost regular pulse, the

symptoms were thought to be favourable.

"On Thursday, August 11th, his speech began to fail, but to his

friendly doctor he would not be silent while he had any power to

speak, often saying, 'O Sir, you take much thought for my body; give

me leave to take thought for your soul.' When I could scarcely

understand anything he said, I spoke the words, '_God is love!_'

Instantly he caught them, and broke out in a rapture, 'God is

_love_, _love_, _love!_ O for the gust of praise I want

to sound.' Here his voice again failed. If I named his sufferings he

would smile, and make the sign.

"On Friday, August 12th, finding his body covered with spots, I so far

understood them as to feel a sword pierce through my soul. As I knelt

by his bed, with my hand in his, entreating the Lord to be with us in

this tremendous hour, he strove to say many things, but could not. At

length, pressing my hand, and often repeating the sign, he breathed

out 'Head of the Church, be head to my wife!'"

Mrs. Fletcher then repeated two lines in which he had always found

great comfort:--

Jesu's blood, through earth and skies,

Mercy, free, boundless mercy, cries.

With much difficulty he responded :--

Mercy's full power I soon shall prove,

Loved with an everlasting love.

"If Jesus is very present with thee lift thy right hand," said his

wife, as she bent over him. He raised it. Waiting a moment or two she

said, "If the prospect of glory opens before thee, repeat the sign."

Twice he lifted that feeble right hand in testimony, then fell into

_coma_, lying with his eyes open and fixed.

While this was taking place in the Vicarage the church close by was

the scene of many tears. Fletcher's people gathered there from time to

time to pour out their supplications to God that He would spare their

beloved pastor; but none could find it in his heart to lead a service,

or raise a hymn.

In the cottages whole families sat waiting for news, while messengers,

who went to and from the Vicarage, were waylaid on every side for

tidings of joy or sorrow.

Numbers of poor villagers were wont to come from a distance every

Sunday, being entertained in their Vicar's kitchen between the

services. These lingered about the house in distress, unable to

persuade themselves to seek their distant homes while one so dear to

them lay probably dying.

"If we could only _look_ at him once more!" they whispered

pleadingly.

Accordingly the door of the sick room was flung wide, the curtains

drawn back from the bed, and this infinitely pathetic procession of

peasants crept softly past the open door, each one pausing for a long

look of love upon him whom they revered as spiritual father and saint.

For the first time in their experience there was no kindling light in

his eye, no gleam of welcome from the lips which had so often parted

in smiles and blessing. His spirit hovered on the borders of a land

beyond their reach.

That Sabbath Day had scarcely spent itself when from earthly sleep

Jean Guillaume De La Fléchère entered into eternal waking, so one in

spirit with his Lord that the change could have been no more

surprising than to Enoch of old.

To the woman who knelt at his bedside until that last dread moment,

the parting was no ordinary sorrow.

"I am truly a desolate woman, who hath no helper but Thee!" she

wailed.

"Three years nine months and two days I have possessed my _heavenly-

minded husband_; but now the sun of my earthly joy is _set for

ever!_ and my soul is filled with an anguish which only finds its

consolation in a total abandonment and resignation to the will of God.

"That awful night, when I had hung over my dear husband for many

hours, expecting every breath to be his last, and during which time he

could hot speak to, nor take any notice of me, a flood of unspeakable

sorrow overspread my heart, and quite overwhelmed my spirit.... My

fatigue had been great; I was barely recovered from my fever, and this

stroke so tore my nerves that it was an inlet to much temptation. In

former parts of my life I have felt deep sorrow, but such were now my

feelings that no words I am able to think of can convey an adequate

idea thereof.

"The next morning, O my God! what a cup didst Thou put into my hand!

Not only my beloved husband, but, it appeared to me, my Saviour also

was torn from me! Clouds and darkness surrounded both soul and body.

The sins even of my infancy came before me, and assaulted me as thick

as hail! I seemed to have no love, no faith, no light--and yet I could

not doubt but I should see the smiling face of God in glory!...An

unshaken belief that Christ would bring me through all, was my great

support; and it seemed to me that I must have been annihilated had I

been moved from that anchor.... All my religion seemed shrunk into one

point, viz., a constant cry, '_Thy will be done! I will, yes; I will

glorify Thee! even in this fire._'"

It was at first a matter of some distress to Mrs. Fletcher that she

must leave the home where they had been so happy together. Every other

place alike looked desolate. To her relief it was arranged that she

should rent the Vicarage as long as she wished to do so, working as

she chose among the people of the parish. The son of the patron of the

living became the new Vicar, and as he did not intend to reside at

Madeley Mrs. Fletcher was allowed to recommend the Curate.

Thus, by God's grace, was the labour of the saintly Vicar carried on

and confirmed. The sweetness of his spirit lingered in fragrant

influence upon the hearts of those whom he had blessed in life, and

though eulogies abound of his remarkable talent, his gentle courtesy,

his unfailing kindness, his beauty of holiness, none who spoke of him

could ever forget that for himself he had only claimed the position

which almost every morning and evening of his later life he had thus

defined:--

I nothing have, I nothing am;

My treasure's in the bleeding Lamb,

Both now and evermore.

In the desolate stillness of Madeley Vicarage, where she lived for

thirty years after bidding him farewell, Mrs. Mary Fletcher performed

the last bit of earthly service she might do in the name of her

beloved; she wrote the inscription, which appears on the following

page, for his tombstone in the old churchyard they had so often

crossed side by side.

HERE LIES THE BODY OF

THE REV. JOHN WILLIAM DE LA FLÉCHÈRE,

VICAR OF MADELEY,

WHO WAS BORN AT NYON, IN SWITZERLAND,

SEPTEMBER THE 12TH, 1729,

AND FINISHED HIS COURSE AUGUST THE 14TH, 1785,

IN THIS VILLAGE,

WHERE HIS UNEXAMPLED LABOURS

WILL LONG BE REMEMBERED.

HE EXERCISED HIS MINISTRY FOR THE SPACE OF

TWENTY-FIVE YEARS

IN THIS PARISH

WITH UNCOMMON ZEAL AND ABILITY.

MANY BELIEVED HIS REPORT, AND BECAME

HIS JOY AND CROWN OF REJOICING;

WHILE OTHERS CONSTRAINED HIM TO TAKE UP

THE LAMENTATION OF THE PROPHET:

"ALL THE DAY LONG HAVE I STRETCHED OUT MY HANDS

UNTO A DISOBEDIENT AND GAINSAYING PEOPLE;

YET SURELY MY JUDGMENT IS WITH THE LORD,

AND MY WORK WITH MY GOD."

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"HE BEING DEAD, YET SPEAKETH."

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