CHAPTER XIX

THE LAMPS ARE LIT IN ARCADIA STREET

ARCADIA STREET, on a warm July evening some twelve months after that

surprising day when Mr. Daniel Meggison had waved farewell to the

Arcadia Arms for ever, looked much the same as it had ever done. Even

the children who played wonderfully with no toys on the pavement

seemed to be the same that had followed a certain Mr. Jordan Tant,

on the occasion of his first visit to the street; and there were the

same loungers (or others very like them) propping up that institution

so necessary to Arcadia Street and the immediate neighbourhood--the

Arcadia Arms.

Even in the house where Bessie had once toiled and struggled and dreamt

there was a card propped up against the window-frame, announcing that

within were rooms to let; quite as though that particular house had

been marked from the beginning for that particular purpose, and could

not change. Only in these days the house did not wear quite that air of

neatness that it had worn when Bessie Meggison had presided there.

It was growing late this July evening, and the dusk was falling, and

softening the outlines of the ugly houses, when a four-wheeled cab,

after a preliminary objection on the part of the horse to entering

the street at all, turned into Arcadia Street, and jerked and bumped

and rattled its way along, until it came to a standstill at the door

of that particular house. As the then landlady of the house afterwards

stated, "it put her all of a quiver"--cabs of any sort being rare

indeed in Arcadia Street. On the top of the cab were a couple of old

and shabby portmanteaus, and a small square wooden box; inside was

another box, and a smaller bag, and a young man. The young man got

out, and, pushing his way through the small knot of children that had

gathered to watch the proceedings, knocked quickly at the door, and

then stood waiting. The cabman knelt upon his seat, with a hand on the

foremost of the portmanteaus, and waited also.

Mrs. Laws--the landlady in question--a stout and elderly woman with a

chronic aversion to stairs--removed her eyes from the window of the

front room, and crossed the room heavily, and went to open the door.

When it was opened the young man nodded pleasantly, and indicated the

card in the window.

"You have rooms to let?" he said. "I was walking through here

yesterday, and saw the card, and thought the place might suit me."

"W'ich it's a sweet room, sir--or p'raps I should say two rooms--one

hopenin' out of the other--and cheap at any price. On the second floor,

sir--an' if you cared to walk in----"

"Thank you," said the young man. "I know the sort of rooms; I'll take

them, if the price is all right. I can't afford very much--but I dare

say we can arrange that."

It was arranged then and there--the landlady a little surprised at

the suddenness with which the young man accepted an offer that was

half a crown in advance of what the landlady would really have taken.

The luggage was brought in, with the assistance of the cabman, who

turned on each occasion as he got to the door with a box or a bag on

his shoulder to shout sternly at the horse--"Whoa!"--as though that

patient steed, apparently half asleep, had made up its mind to seize

the opportunity to run away. Then the cabman was paid, and the cab

was gone; and the young man, after declining to have any little thing

cooked for him, was left in the shabby room to himself. He shut the

door, and looked about him.

He was a tall young man, with broad shoulders, and he was rather

shabbily dressed. He presently walked through into the back room, and

looked out over those apologies for gardens common to Arcadia Street

and other places; shrugged his shoulders, and sighed a little, and

shook his head.

"Just the same as ever--nothing changed, and yet everything changed,"

he muttered. "All the spirit of Arcadia Street--all that peopled it and

made it beautiful--is gone; there's no one left to look for Fairyland

within its limits. Well--it's as good a place for a poor man to live in

as any other; and after all there are certain memories that float about

its grimy chimneys."

He was roused by a knock at the door of the other room. Believing it

to be the anxious Mrs. Laws with another appeal to the new lodger to

partake of food, he walked into that further room, and called out

somewhat impatiently--

"Come in!"

The door opened, and a man came in; nodded grimly on seeing the young

man, and closed the door again. A thick-set man, with head thrust well

forward between his shoulders, and standing now with his hands clasped

behind his back. A man called Simon Quarle.

"Well, Mr. Byfield--and what's brought you back here?" asked Quarle

suspiciously. "I heard your voice on the stairs; also I happened to be

looking out of the window when you drove up. I should have thought you

had done with Arcadia Street long ago."

Gilbert Byfield laughed, and held out his hand. "Why treat me as an

enemy still, Mr. Quarle?" he asked pleasantly. "I always rather liked

you, and we've been through some curious adventures, one way and

another. Won't you shake hands?"

"I will--when I know what new game's afoot," said Quarle. "As I told

you once, you have no place in Arcadia Street; go back to your own

world, and stop there."

Gilbert dropped on one knee beside a portmanteau, and began to unstrap

it. "As a matter of fact," he said, "I think I have more right in

Arcadia Street even than you have."

"How's that?" asked Quarle.

"Well, if I remember rightly, you have something of an income, even

if it's a small one; I am under the impression that you retired from

something or other, with just enough money to live upon."

"I did," said the other, with a nod. "I was thrifty in my young days,

and I saved up the pence."

"Well, I wasn't thrifty in my young days, and I didn't save anything.

Consequently"--Gilbert looked up at him with a whimsical smile--"I

have now no money at all, except such as I may be able to earn. All my

affairs have gone to smash, Mr. Quarle; I've come to Arcadia Street,

because in the old days I found it cheap, when I was playing a certain

game for the fun of the thing--and I may find it cheap now, when I am

playing that game in solid sober earnest. Now do you understand?"

Mr. Simon Quarle leaned forward, and peered down at this new wonder.

"You mean to tell me that you are no longer the rich Mr. Byfield we

used to know? You mean to tell me that you have got to set to work to

earn your living?" he asked.

"Yes--and with no particular qualifications for doing it," said

Gilbert. "I'm not afraid, because I think that it's really the life

for which I was fitted; idleness never really suited me. It's too long

a story to tell, but my affairs got out of order during that time I

disappeared from the world; and when I came back they went from bad to

worse. I have nothing save what I may earn--and I rather think I want

friends."

Mr. Simon Quarle stretched out a hand, and Byfield grasped it quickly.

After a moment of silence the elder man asked--"And that is the only

thing that has brought you back to Arcadia Street--eh?"

"That--and the memory of the best woman I ever met. I've had a long

year to think about her since she ran away from me--to wonder about

her. I've looked back over it all--and I've seen what I was, and what

I did, and how I strove to make her something that should please

myself only. I wanted a toy--someone to be good to, and help--someone

who would look up at me, and say how good I was, and how kind I had

been--and so forth. I didn't understand her then; I didn't know the

value of what I was striving to bend or break in my own direction. I

don't know where she is--I don't hope ever to have anything to do with

her again; because if I met her she must carry that resentment in her

heart for me always. But I'd give a good deal to call her back here, if

only for an hour--just to tell her what I think about it all. I suppose

you know nothing about her?"

"Am I likely to know anything?" snapped the other, in the old fashion.

"I came back here because I liked the place, and because she had lived

here; that's all. I can tell you about some of the others, and about

what's happened to them, if you like; I've heard vague things from time

to time."

"Do you think it likely that she has gone back to her father?" asked

Gilbert eagerly. "Because if you know where he is I might be able----"

"Mr. Daniel Meggison has done rather well for himself--and I don't

think he wants anything to do with his daughter," said Quarle, seating

himself and folding his arms. "It appears that he wandered about a bit

in Ireland, and finally drifted to Liverpool; and there he took up his

quarters in a little public-house. The public-house was owned by a

confiding widow--and Daniel Meggison was ever plausible. He married

the widow, and settled down in some sort of comfort."

"Ungrateful brute!" exclaimed Gilbert. "And the son?"

"Cast off by his father, and unable to find his sister, he really did

something for himself at last, in his own particular fashion. I think

he does a little in the way of billiard-marking, and a little in the

way of racing, and more still in the way of borrowing. He'll never

starve, you may be sure of that. The Stockers got back in due course

to Clapham, and have doubtless settled down into their own old way of

life; that exhausts my list."

"You will be interested to know, perhaps," said Gilbert in his turn,

"that Mr. Tant married Miss Ewart-Crane some months ago; I've seen very

little of him, but I believe their extraordinary adventures on a desert

island are already quite the talk in their own particular sphere.

Pringle--most wonderful of servants--is no longer a servant of mine,

but is, I believe, doing well for himself. When last I saw him he had

got in touch with the captain and crew of the lost _Blue Bird_; they

were all picked up."

Simon Quarle got to his feet, and stood for a moment thoughtfully

scratching his chin. "I suppose," he said at last slowly, without

looking at Byfield--"I suppose that if the child ever came into your

life again you'd make the same muddles--and do the same foolish things

you did before--wouldn't you? Don't frown; I'm an old man, and I was

very fond of the girl. I only ask because one likes to know the point

of view of other people. You're never likely to see her again, you

know--so that you needn't answer if you don't want to."

"If I ever found her--and she ever forgave me--I should tell her simply

and truly what I told her before--that I love her," said Gilbert. "If

she'd let me I'd work for her with a better heart than I can ever work

for myself only. Because I tell you," he finished simply--"there's no

other woman like her in all the world."

"Amen to that!" said Quarle, moving to the door. "But you're a bit

late; you're not likely to see her again, you know."

Simon Quarle, with a final nod, went out of the room, closing the door

behind him. He went thoughtfully down to his own quarters, and for a

long time paced about there, as though he had some problem in his mind

difficult of solution. More than once he stopped in his restless walk,

with his eyes upon the ground; more than once he shook his head, as

though he felt that the way to solve the problem had not been found

yet. And at last sat down in his shabby arm-chair, with his hands

clasped on his knees, to think it out afresh.

The lamplighter had drifted in from the bigger world outside, and had

lit the lamps in Arcadia Street--performing that duty in a casual

perfunctory manner, as though it didn't matter very much whether

Arcadia Street was lighted or not. The Arcadia Arms was doing a great

trade, with its doors swinging and banging every minute or two, and the

roar of the greater world outside Arcadia Street had not yet finished

for the day. Out from that greater world there drifted into Arcadia

Street a little figure that came with lagging feet--a little figure

that had come into Arcadia Street many many times through the years

that had once, as it seemed, been happily left behind. A shabbier

figure even than of old, although as neat as ever; a white-faced girl,

carrying bundles and parcels. She stopped at the door of that house

that had so recently swallowed up a new lodger, and let herself in with

a key.

"Sich goin's on since you went out," said Mrs. Laws, nodding her

head solemnly at the girl. "Cabs arrivin'--an' things bein' took

upstairs--bags an' boxes, an' bundles an' things; an' as nice a young

man as ever I set my two eyes on--though shy. An' goodness knows in

these 'ard times a extra lodger is a puffeck gift of Providence."

"I hope he won't be unreasonable," said the girl, with a little sigh.

"Some of them have such a way of ringing bells for no particular

reason--and one gets so tired sometimes. But I'm glad--for your sake,

Mrs. Laws."

Simon Quarle had been on the look out; he bent over the stair head, and

called in a hoarse whisper--

"Bessie!--Bessie!"

She looked up at him with a smile, and climbed the stairs; she thought,

as she looked at him, that he seemed strangely excited. He held her

hand for a moment as they stood together on the landing, and he patted

it softly, and seemed almost (although that, of course, was absurd) to

be chuckling. He drew her into his room, and closed the door.

"Why--what's the matter, Mr. Quarle?" asked the girl.

"Bessie Meggison--have you heard about the new lodger?" asked Simon

Quarle, holding her hand and speaking very solemnly.

"Yes--of course I've heard about him," replied Bessie wonderingly.

"Mrs. Laws told me. What does it matter?--to me it only means so many

more stairs to climb so many times a day. You forget that I'm nothing

more than a servant here."

"I try not to remember it," said Simon Quarle, gently touching her

cheek with one hand with a touch as light as that of a woman. "When

you came back here, little woman--hoping to get shelter in the old

Arcadia Street on which you had so gladly turned your back once upon a

time--you found me--didn't you?"

She nodded quickly. "And you made it all right with Mrs. Laws, so that

I might have food and shelter and a very little money in return for my

work. Why--I might have starved but for you."

"Not quite so bad as that, perhaps--but still, you were pretty low

down," said the man. "The world hasn't treated you well, my dear--but

then the world never does treat the timid ones well. You didn't fight

hard enough; you hadn't cheek enough. Only I want you to understand,

Bessie dear, that you're not the only one that has suffered."

"I know that," she said quickly. "Poor father went through a lot of

privations before he found someone to take pity on him; and dear Aubrey

must find it hard sometimes to make a living."

"I wasn't thinking about poor father or dear Aubrey," exclaimed Quarle

snappishly. "They'll get on all right for themselves. But there is

someone else, my child--someone perhaps we have not quite understood."

She tried to withdraw her hand, but he held it firmly, and patted it as

he went on speaking.

"I know, my dear--I know all about it, and I know what you feel," said

Simon Quarle. "Only in this poor strange topsy-turvy world of ours we

are all a little like children--wilful and headstrong, and always so

sure that we know what is best for us. And the great god Chance happens

along one day, and sees that we are in a bit of a muddle, and are

spoiling our lives; and shakes us up, and tumbles us about--and perhaps

sets us straight again. This one has a gilded toy, and doesn't know how

much it's worth; and so the toy is snatched away and given to another;

and this one has nothing, and gets perhaps not the gift it craved, but

something better yet. What if I told you, Bessie, that the man who

played that great game of make-believe with you had touched disaster

too, and was as poor as you are?"

"You have heard from him?" she asked quickly.

He nodded slowly. "I have heard from him--and he has been through

rather a bad time. The game of make-believe for him is ended; he has

come down to the realities. All his money is gone; he's got to work and

fight and strive, as every other man must work and fight and strive

in this world, if he's to be worthy to be called a man at all. And he

wanted to know about you, Bessie."

"Only the old whim--only the old feeling that he's sorry for me. I'm

only a little patient drudge again, in the house where he first saw me;

and even the poor old garden that I think he laughed at secretly to

himself is gone, and blotted out. You mustn't tell him where I am; I

don't want him to know."

"Did you love him, Bess?" Simon Quarle stood squarely before her, with

his hands clasped behind his back.

She hesitated for a moment, and then looked up at him, with a little

touch of colour stealing over her white face, and with a smile in

her eyes. "Yes," she said slowly--"I loved him very dearly. If he

blundered, he blundered rather finely; and I shall always think of

him as I knew him first--someone frank and friendly, coming out

of the great world, and liking me a little because I liked him.

There--there--don't talk about it; he has his own friends, I suppose,

even in his poverty. You said he was poor--didn't you?"

"Yes--very poor. Poor enough, I should think, to live in Arcadia Street

in real earnest," said Simon. "Well--I'm sorry if I've touched on

anything that has pained you; best forget it. Love's a queer business,

and I'm not sure that you're not well out of it. Let the brute starve;

it'll do him good."

"Mr. Quarle--you know I didn't mean that at all," faltered Bessie.

"You're the unkindest man I've ever met."

"Sorry you think so," said Quarle, turning upon her frowningly. "But

you needn't stop and bully me; if you remembered your duties properly

you'd know that this new lodger by this time probably requires some

attention. Go away and look after him; personally, I'm disappointed in

you."

"Oh, no, you're not," she coaxed, putting her arms about his neck.

"You always growl at me, I think, when you love me the most."

"Perhaps I do," he snapped, thrusting her away from him. "But go and

attend to the new lodger."

She climbed the stairs wearily, thinking a little of what Simon Quarle

had said--wondering why it happened that life must be always a grey and

profitless thing to some, and not to others. She knocked softly at the

door, and heard a shout from within, commanding her to enter; caught

her breath for a moment, and passed her hand across her eyes, as though

she felt that she might still be dreaming. Then, as the shout was

renewed, she opened the door, and went slowly in.

* * * * *

The stars had come out even over Arcadia Street, to help the lamps a

little; and still the two sat at the window of that room, looking out

into an Arcadia Street that was strangely beautified. So much there

was for them to say to each other--so much that had never been said

before by any man or woman in all the great world--or so at least they

thought. Only once, smiling through her tears, Bessie drew away from

him, and looked at him for a moment with the old perplexed frown.

"If you should be cheating me again!" she whispered. "If, instead of

this poor room for your home, you should really be rich, and should be

trying to steal me out of my poverty by a trick! For the love of God,

don't do that again; be fair to me--be just to me!"

"My darling, that particular game of make-believe ended a long time

ago," he said--"but a new one begins from to-night. We shall have to

work hard, you and I, to keep the wolf from the door; and we shall have

to make-believe hard to show that we like it."

"That won't be any make-believe for me, dear," she whispered.

Simon Quarle took it into his head to climb the stairs presently, and

after knocking softly in vain, to look in and see them. They came

forward a little guiltily, hand in hand, to bear his scrutiny; he shook

his head over them whimsically enough.

"Well," he growled to Gilbert--"does she believe you now?"

"I think so," said Gilbert softly.

"Little fool!" said Simon Quarle, touching the girl's cheek with rough

tenderness. He turned on his heel and walked out of the room; and his

eyes were shining.

THE END.

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Transcriber's Notes:

Obvious punctuation errors repaired.

Page 112, "herelf" changed to "herself" (not help herself)

Page 157, "ocasion" changed to "occasion" (occasion I think)

Page 198, "Meggson" changed to "Meggison" (Aubrey Meggison instructed)

Page 246, "posible" changed to "possible" (possible, that he)

Page 266, "though" changed to "thought" (I thought it might)

Page 290, "addel" changed to "added" (he added, with a sigh)

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