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Lying in bed he made up his mind to go down to Margery the following

Tuesday. But Margery, too, had been making up her mind. She wired at

lunch time, and arrived herself at tea. She was tired, she said, of

living alone in her Paradise. But she did not scold or question or worry

him; so glad she was to be at home again with her Stephen. Stephen also

was very glad, astonishingly glad, he felt. He greeted her and kissed

her with a tender warmth which surprised them both. This sudden

home-coming of his wife, of chattering Joan and bubbling Michael and

comfortable old Nurse, and all that atmosphere of staid domesticity

which they brought with them into the house seemed to set an opportune

seal on his new resolutions, on the final renunciation which he had made

last night. It was the one thing he wanted, he felt, to confirm him in

virtue.

He took little Joan into the garden to see the rabbits. She was two and

a half now, a bright and spirited child, with her mother's fairness and

fragile grace, and something of Stephen's vitality. She greeted with

delighted cries her old friends among the bunnies, Peter and Maud and

Henry, and all their endless progeny, little grey bunnies and yellow

bunnies and black bunnies and tiny little brown bunnies that were mere

scurrying balls of fur, coloured like a chestnut mare. The rabbit Peter

and the rabbit Maud ran out of their corners and sniffed at her ankles,

their noses twitching, as she stood in the sun. She stroked them and

squeezed them and kissed them, and they bore it patiently in the

expectation of food. But when they saw that she had no food, they

stamped petulantly with their hind legs and ran off. Then she laughed

her perfect inimitable laugh, and tried to coax the tiniest bunnies to

come to her with a piece of decayed cabbage; and they pattered towards

her in a doubtful crescent, their tiny noses twitching with the precise

velocity of their parents' noses, their ears cocked forward in

suspicion. When they had eddied back and forth for a little, like

playful children defying the sea, they saw that the bait was indeed a

rotten one, unworthy of the deed of daring which was asked of them, and

they scuttled finally away into corners, where they lay heaving with

their eyes slewed back, looking for danger. The rabbit Maud was annoyed

by the clatter they made, and, chased them impatiently about the run,

nipping them viciously at the back of their necks; and the rabbit Peter,

excited beyond bearing by the commotion, pursued the rabbit Maud as she

pursued their young. Then they all stopped suddenly to nibble

inconsequently at old bits of cabbage, or scratch their bellies, or

scrabble vainly on the stone floor, or stamp with venom in the hutches,

or lie full length and operate their noses. Little Joan loved them

whatever they did, and Stephen, listening and watching while she gurgled

and exclaimed, was sensible as he had never been before of the pride and

privilege of being a father. The sight of his daughter playing with the

young rabbits, young and playful and innocent as they, stirred him to an

appropriate and almost mawkish remorse. For the great writer who, by his

gifts of selection and restraint, can keep out from his writings all

sentimentality and false emotion, cannot by the same powers keep them

from his mind. Stephen Byrne, looking at innocence and thinking of his

own wickedness, forgot his proportions, forgot the balanced realism

which he put into everything he wrote, and swore to himself that by this

sight he was converted, that by this revelation of innocence, he, too,

would be innocent again.

So they began again the quiet routine of domestic content, and Margery

was very happy, putting out of her mind as an artist's madness the

strange failure of Stephen to join her in the country. In the third week

of September there were printed in the autumn number of a literary

Quarterly "Six Love-Songs," by Stephen Byrne, which he had sent in hot

haste to the editor on the morning of the Greenwich expedition. There

was printed above them the dedication "_To M._," and Margery as she read

them was touched and melted with a great tenderness and pride. She would

not speak of them to him, but she looked up, blushing, at the end of

them and said only "_Stephen!_" And Stephen cursed himself in a hot

shame for having thought them and written them and sent them to the

paper. But since she liked them so well, and appreciated them as Muriel

had never done, and since he persuaded himself that at this moment he

might have written the same songs to his wife, so tenderly did he think

of her now, he slowly came to forget the vicious squalor of their

origin; and in time, when literary friends spoke of them and

congratulated him (for they made a great stir) the shame had all gone,

and he answered with a virtuous and modest pride, as if indeed they had

been written to his wife--and so in fact he almost believed.

All September he worked steadily at the new poem. Very soon Margery

asked if she might read as much as he had written. And first he

hesitated, and then he said she might not.

Not till that moment did he realize the true character of what he was

doing. The idea of the poem was very simple. He had taken the base

history of his own life in this amazing summer, and was making of it a

romantic and glorious poem. Everything was there--Emily and his cruelty

to Emily and the chivalry of John Egerton and his treachery to John,

Margery, and Muriel, and his betrayal of both of them, and the second

treachery to John in the stealing of Muriel. They were all there, and

the deeds were there. But the names they bore were the names of old

knights and fine ladies, moving generously through an age of chivalry

and gallant ways; and the deeds he had done were invested with so rich a

romance by the grace of and imagery and humanity of his verse, and by

the gracious atmosphere of knighthood and adventure and forest battles

which he wrapped about them, that they were beautiful. They were poetry.

Himself in the story was a brave and legendary figure, Gelert by name,

and Margery, the Princess, was his fair lady. And he had slain Emily by

mischance in a forest encounter with another knight. He had hidden her

body in a dark mysterious lake in the heart of the forest; this lake was

beautifully described. John, his faithful companion, was present and

helped him, and because of the honour in which he held the Princess, he

engaged to stay in the forest and do battle with the people of Emily if

they should discover the crime, while Gelert rode off on some secret

venture of an urgent and noble character. So John stayed, and was

grievously wounded. But Gelert rode off to the castle of John's love and

poisoned her mind against John, and wooed her and won her and flung her

away when he was tired of her; but she loved him still too well to love

any other from that day; and when John came to her she cast him out.

More, because he was the companion-at-arms of Gelert, and she would do

anything to wound Gelert, she sent word to the people of Emily that it

was John indeed who had slain Emily, and they sought him out and slew

him. But Gelert went home to his castle and swore great vows in passages

of amazing dignity, and was absolved from his sins, and ruled the land

for a long time in godly virtue, helping the weak and succouring the

oppressed. And so finely was all this presented that at the end of it

you felt but a conventional sympathy for the unfortunate John, while

Gelert remained in the mind as a mixed, but on the whole a knightly

character.

It was a lunatic excess of self-revelation, and Stephen was afraid of

it. Nothing would have persuaded him to modify in any way his artistic

purpose, and in his heart he flattered himself that the romantic

disguise of his story was strong enough to protect it from the

suggestion of reality. It would stand that test, he was sure. Yet he

was not sure--not at any rate just now, with the sordid facts still

fresh in his mind. Later, no doubt, when the thing was complete, and he

could polish and prune it as a whole, he would be able to make himself

absolutely safe. But just now, while the work was still shadowy and

formless, he shrank from risking the revelations it might convey. To

Margery most of all. Also, maybe, he was a little afraid that she would

laugh at him.

And Margery said nothing, but wondered to herself what it might mean.

* * * * *

John came home in the middle of September, and called the same evening

at the Tarrants' house. But he was told after a long wait that they were

not at home.

The next morning, as he walked to the station, he passed in the street a

parcel delivery van. On the front of it were the twin red posters of _I

Say_, a weekly organ of the sensational patriotic type. It was a paper

which did in fact a great deal of good in championing the cause of the

under-dog, yet at the same time impressing upon the under-dog the

highest constitutional principles. But it had to live. And it lived by

the weekly promises of sensation which blazed at the public from the red

posters all over England, and travelled everywhere on the front of

delivery vans and the backs of buses. There was seldom more than a

single sensation to each issue. But the very most was made of it by an

ingenious contrivance of the editor, who himself arranged the wording of

the posters; for each sensation he composed two and sometimes three

quite different posters, cunningly devised so that any man who saw all

three of them was as likely as not to buy the paper in the confident

belief that he was getting for his penny three separate sensations.

The two posters that John saw ran as follows: one "A CIVIL SERVANT'S

NAME," and the other "OUR ROTTEN DETECTIVES." At the station he saw

another one specially issued to the West London paper stalls--"MYSTERY

OF HAMMERTON CHASE." And at Charing Cross there was yet another--"WHO

OUGHT TO BE HANGED?"

John had no doubt of what he would find in the paper. He had wondered

often at the long quiescence of the Gaunt family. Clearly they had taken

their tale to the editor of _I Say_, and had probably been suitably

compensated for their trouble and expense in bringing to the notice of

the people's champion a shameful case of oppression and wrong.

So John walked on to the station with a strange feeling of lightness in

the head and pain in his heart. At Hammersmith there was no copy of _I

Say_ to be had; at Charing Cross he bought two. The week's sensation

was dealt with in a double-page article by the editor, diabolically

clever. It set out at length the sparse facts of "The Hammerton Mystery"

as revealed at the inquest, with obsequious references to "the genius of

Stephen Byrne, the poet and prophet of Younger England"; and it

contained some scathing comments on "the crass ineptitude of our

detective organization." But it attacked no person, it imputed nothing.

The sole concern of the editor was that "months have passed and a

hideous crime is yet unpunished. This poor girl went forth from her

father and mother, and the young man who had promised to share her life;

she went out into the world, innocent and fresh, to help her family in

the battle of life with the few poor shillings she could earn by menial

services in a strange house. It was not her fault that she was

attractive to a certain type of man; but that attraction was no doubt

her undoing. She took the fancy of some amorous profligate; she resisted

his unknightly attentions; she was done to death. Her body was consigned

in circumstances of the foulest indignity to a filthy grave in the river

ooze.

"We are entitled to ask--What are the police doing? The matter has faded

now from the public memory--has it faded from theirs? It is certain that

it has not faded in the loyal hearts of the Gaunt family. At the time of

the inquest the public were preoccupied with national events of the

first importance, and the murder did not excite the attention it

deserved. We have only too good reason to believe that our Criminal

Investigation mandarins, supine as ever until they are goaded to

activity by the spur of popular opinion, are taking advantage of that

circumstance to allow this piece of blackguardly wickedness to sink for

ever into oblivion. We do not intend that it should sink into oblivion,

etc. etc."

But in the tail of the article lay the personal sting, cleverly

concealed.

"But there is another aspect of this vile affair which we are compelled

to notice. While the family of the murdered girl are nursing silently

their broken hearts; while our inspectors and chief inspectors and

criminal investigators are enjoying their comfortable salaries, there is

a young man in Hammerton, a public servant of high character and

irreproachable antecedents, over whom a black cloud of suspicion is

hanging in connection with this crime. We cannot pretend that his

evidence at the inquest was wholly satisfactory either in substance or

in manner; it was shiftily given, and in the mind of any men less

incompetent than the local coroner and the local dunderheads who

composed the jury, would have raised questions of fundamental

importance. But we are confident that John Egerton is innocent; and we

say that it is a reproach to the whole system of British justice that he

should still be an object of ignorant suspicion owing to the failure of

the police-force to hound down the villain responsible for the crime.

"The fair name of a good citizen is at stake. It must be cleared."

At the office there were whisperings and curious looks; and John's

chiefs conferred in dismay on a position of delicacy that was unexampled

in their official experience.

John went home early, with his _I Say's_ crumpled in his pocket. And

there he found the Rev. Peter Tarrant striding about impatiently with a

copy open on the table before him. His head moved about like a great bat

just under the low roof; his jolly red face was as full of anger as it

could ever be.

"Look here, John," he roared, "what are you going to do about this--this

MUCK?"

"Nothing."

In truth he had thought little of what he was going to do; he had been

too angry and bewildered and ashamed. Only he had sworn vaguely to

himself that whatever happened he would stand by his old determination

to keep this business from Margery. And, now that the question was put

to him, the best way of doing that was clearly to do nothing. He began

to think of reasons for doing nothing.

The Rev. Peter thundered again, "_Nothing?_ But you _must_--you must

do--something." He stuttered with impotent rage and brought his fist

down on _I Say_ with a titanic force, so that the table jumped and the

wedgwood plate clattered on the dresser. "You can't sit down under this

sort of thing--you must bring an action--"

"Can't afford it; it would cost me a thousand if I won--and five

thousand if--if I lost."

"If you _lost_!" The Rev. Peter looked at him in wonder. John tried to

look him straight in the face, but his glance wavered in the shy

distress of an innocent man who suspects the beginnings of doubt in a

friend's mind.

"Yes--you know what a Law Court is--anything may happen--and I should

never make a good show in the witness box, if I stood there for ever."

"I don't care--you can't sit down under it. You'll lose your job, won't

you--for one thing?"

"No--I don't know--I can't help it if I do."

"Well, if you don't lose that you'll lose Muriel." The Rev. Peter

lowered his voice. "Look here, I want you two to fix things up. I've

just been to see her--she looks unhappy--she's lonely, I believe, with

that damned old mother of hers. But you can't expect her to marry you

with this sort of thing going about uncontradicted."

And at that John wavered. But he thought of Margery and his knightly

vow, and he thought of the witness box; of himself stammering and

shifting hour after hour in that box; of pictures in the Press; of

columns in the Press; of day after day of public wretchedness--the

inquest over again infinitely enlarged. And he thought of the open,

perhaps inevitable, ignominy of losing a libel action. And he was sure

that he was right.

They argued about this for a long time, and the Rev. Peter yielded at

last.

But he bellowed then, "Well, you must write them a letter at once. Sit

down now, and I'll dictate it. Sit down, will you? By God, it makes me

sweat, this!"

John sat down meekly and wrote to the editor of _I Say_, as the Rev.

Peter commanded. The Rev. Peter dictated in round tones of a man

practising a speech:

"'_Dear Sir_:

"'I have seen your infamous article. It is a cruel and disgusting

libel. I wish to state publicly that I had nothing to do with the

death of Emily Gaunt; that so far as I know no suspicion does rest

upon me here or elsewhere; and that, if indeed there is suspicion,

it is not in the minds of any one whose opinion I value, and I can

therefore ignore it. In any case I should prefer to do without your

dirty assistance.'"

"Can't say 'dirty'--can we?" said John.

"Why not? They _are_ dirt--filth--muck! Well, then--put

'dishonouring'--'your dishonouring assistance.' Go on:

"'I am not a rich man, and I cannot afford to bring an action for

libel against you. A successful suit would cost me far more money

and trouble than I should like to waste upon it. You, on the other

hand, could easily afford to lose and would probably be actually

benefited by a substantial increase in your circulation.

"'I must ask you to print this letter in your next issue and insist

also on an unqualified apology for your use of my name.

"'I am sending this letter to the local Press.'"

The editor of _I Say_ did not print this letter, as the Rev. Peter had

fondly imagined he would, but he referred in his second article, which

was similar to the first, only more outspoken, to "the receipt of an

abusive letter from the suspected person."

Slowly that week a copy of _I Say_ found its way into every house in The

Chase; and the article was read and discussed and argued about, and the

whole controversy of May, which had been almost forgotten, sprang into

life again. And the following week the local papers were bought and

borrowed and devoured, and John's spirited and courageous letter was

admired and laughed at and condemned. The Chase fell again into

factions, though now the Whittaker (pro-John) faction was the stronger.

For nobody liked _I Say_, though it was always exciting to read when

there was some special excuse for bringing it into the house. Besides,

the honour of The Chase was now at stake.

John and the Rev. Peter had reckoned without the generosity and communal

feeling of the people of The Chase. They were never so happy as when

they had some communal enterprise on foot, a communal kitchen, or a

communal crèche or a communal lawsuit, some joint original venture which

offered reasonable opportunities for friendly argument and committee

meetings and small subscriptions. This spirit had of course unlimited

scope during the war, and perhaps it was the communal Emergency

Food-Kitchen that had been its most ambitious and perfect expression.

But it lived on vigorously after the war. Several of the busiest and

earliest workers among the men shared a communal taxi into town every

day. There was a communal governess, and one or two semi-communal boats.

There was also a kind of communal Housing Council, which met whenever a

house in The Chase was to be let or sold, and exerted pressure on the

outgoing tenant as to his choice of a successor. Outside friends of The

Chase who desired and were desired to come into residence were placed

upon a roster by the Housing Council, and when the Council's edict had

once gone forth, the outgoing tenant was expected at all costs to see

that the chosen person was enabled to succeed him, and if he did not, or

if he allowed the owner of the house to enter into some secret

arrangement with an outsider, unknown and unapproved by the Council, it

was a sin against the solidarity of The Chase.

And there had already been a communal lawsuit, that great case of

_Stimpson and Others_ versus _The Quick Boat Company_--an action for

nuisance brought by the entire Chase, because of the endless and

intolerable noise and smell of the defendant company's motor-boats,

which they manufactured half a mile up the river and exercised all day

snorting and phutting and dashing about with loud and startling reports

in the narrow reach between the Island and The Chase.

Nine gallant champions had stood forward with Stimpson for freedom and

The Chase. But all The Chase had attended the preliminary meetings; all

The Chase had subscribed; all The Chase and all their wives had given

evidence in Court; and before this unbroken, or almost unbroken, front

(for there were a few black sheep) the Quick Boat Company had gone down

heavily. Judgment for the plaintiffs had been given in the early spring.

So that when it was widely understood that for lack of money John

Egerton, a member of The Chase, was unable to defend himself from a

scurrilous libel in a vulgar paper, the deepest instincts of the

neighbourhood were aroused. A small informal Committee met at once at

the Whittakers' house--Whittaker and Mr. Dimple (for legal advice) and

Andrews and Tatham and Henry Stimpson. Stephen Byrne was asked to come,

but had an engagement.

Mr. Dimple's advice was simple. He said that subject to certain

reservations--as to which he would not bother the Committee, since they

related rather to the incalculable niceties of the law, and lawyers, as

they knew, were always on the nice side (laughter--but not much)--and

assuming that Mr. Egerton won his case, as to which he would express no

opinion, though as a man he might venture to say that he knew of no one

in The Chase--he had almost said no one in London--of whom it would be

more unfair--he would not put it stronger than that, for he liked to

assume that even a paper such as _I Say_ was sincere and honest at

heart--to make the kind of suggestion which he knew and they all knew

had been made in that paper, about Mr. Egerton--a quiet, God-fearing,

honest citizen--but they all knew him as well as he did, so he would say

no more about that--subject then to what he had said first and assuming

what he had just said--and bearing in mind the proverbial--he thought he

might say proverbial (Dickens, after all, was almost a proverb)

uncertainties and surprises of his own profession, he thought they would

not be wildly optimistic or unduly despondent--and for himself he wanted

to be neither--if they estimated the costs of the action at a thousand

pounds, but of course--

Waking up at the word "pounds"--the kind of word for which they had been

subconsciously waiting--the Committee began the process of unravelling

which was always necessary after one of Mr. Dimple's discourses. And

their conclusion was that it was up to The Chase to subscribe as much of

the money as possible, as much at any rate as would enable John Egerton

to issue a writ without the risk of financial ruin.

Henry Stimpson was naturally deputed to collect the money. Stimpson was

an indefatigable man, a laborious Civil Servant who worked from 10 till

7.30 every day (and took his lunch at the office), yet was not only

ready but pleased to spend his evenings and his week-ends, canvassing

for subscriptions, writing whips for meetings, or working out elaborate

calculations of the amount due to Mrs. Ambrose in money and kind on her

resigning from the communal kitchen after paying the full subscription

and depositing a ham in the Committee's charge which had been cooked by

mistake and sent to Mrs. Vincent. He genuinely enjoyed this kind of

task, and he did it very, very well.

Henry Stimpson duly waited on the Byrnes and explained the position.

Stephen Byrne had read the articles in _I Say_, and Margery had read

them. And a gloom had fallen upon Stephen, for which Margery was unable

wholly to account as a symptom of solicitude for his friend's

troubles--especially as they never seemed to see each other nowadays. To

her knowledge they had not met at all since the summer holidays.

Nor had they. They avoided each other. This resurrection of the Emily

affair, these articles and the new publicity, and now on top of that the

prospect of a libel action, was to Stephen like a slap in the face. He

had almost forgotten his old anxieties in the absorption of work and the

soothing atmosphere of his new resolutions. But he would not go to John;

he had been lucky before; he might be lucky again; he would wait. Old

John might be trusted to do nothing precipitate.

So he promised to subscribe to the fund for the defence of John

Egerton's good name, and Stimpson went away. The money was to be

collected by that day week, and on the following Thursday there would be

a general meeting to consider a plan of campaign. Stimpson's eyes as he

spoke of "a general meeting" were full of quiet joy.

And Stephen went on with his work--very slowly now, but he went on. The

poem was nearly finished; he had only to polish it a little. But he sat

now for long minutes glowering and frowning over his paper, staring out

of the window, staring at nothing. Margery, watching him, wondered yet

more what work he was at, and what was the secret of this gloom. She

began to think that the two things might be connected; he might be

attempting some impossible task; he might be overworked and stale. This

had happened before. But in his worst hours of artistic depression he

had never looked so black as sometimes she saw him now. And she noticed

that he tried to conceal this mood from her; he would manufacture a

smile if he caught her watching him. And that, too, was unusual.

Then one evening when she went to her table for some small thing she

saw there the unmistakable manuscript of this new work lying in an

irregular heap on the blotter. Her eyes were caught by the title--"The

Death in the Wood"--written in large capitals at the head; and almost

without thinking she read the first line. And she read the few following

lines. Then, urged on by an uncontrollable curiosity and excitement, she

read on. She sat down at the table and read, threading a slow way

through a maze of alterations and erasions, and jumbles of words

enclosed in circles on the margin or at the bottom or at the top and

wafted with arrows and squiggly lines into their intended positions. But

she understood the strange language of creative manuscript, and she read

through the whole of the first section--Gelert riding through the

forest, the battle in the forest, and the death of the maiden. And as

she read she was deeply moved. She forgot the problem of Stephen's gloom

in her admiration and affectionate pride.

At the end of it Gelert stood sorrowing over the body and made a speech

of intense dignity and poetic feeling. And at that point she heard the

voice of Stephen at the front door, and started away, remembering

suddenly that this reading was a breach of confidence. But why--why was

she not allowed to see it?

Yet that, after all, was a small thing; and she went to bed very happy,

dreaming such golden dreams of the success of the poem as she might have

dreamed if she had written it herself.

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