Chesterford did not let Dodo see how strongly he had felt on the
subject of the ball. He argued to himself that it would do no good.
Dodo would not understand, or, understanding, would misunderstand the
strength of his feeling, and he did not care that she should know that
he thought her heartless. He was quite conscious that matters were a
little strained between them, though Dodo apparently was sublimely
unaware, of it. She had a momentary nervousness when they met at
breakfast, on the morning after the ball, that Chesterford was going to
make a fuss, and she could not quite see what it would end in, if the
subject was broached. But he came in looking as usual. He told her how
matters had gone with him on the previous day, and had recounted, with
a certain humour, a few sharp words which an old lady in his railway
carriage had addressed to him, because he didn't help her to hand out
two large cages of canaries which she was taking home.
Dodo welcomed all this as a sign of grace, and was only too happy
to meet her husband half-way. He had been a trifle melodramatic on
the previous evening, but we are all liable to make mountains out
of molehills at times, she thought. Personally her inclination was
to make molehills out of mountains, but that was only a difference
in temperament; both implied a judgment at fault, and she was quite
willing to forgive and forget. In a word, she was particularly nice to
him, and when breakfast was over she took his arm, and led him away to
her room.
"Sit down in that very big chair, old boy," she said, "and twiddle
your thumbs while I write some notes. I'm going to see Mrs. Vivian
this morning, and your lordship may come in my ladyship's carriage if
it likes. Is lordship masculine, feminine, or neuter, Chesterford?
Anyhow, it's wrong to say your lordship may come in your carriage,
because lordship is the nominative to the sentence, and is in the third
person--what was I saying? Oh, yes, you may come if it likes, and drop
me there, and then go away for about half an hour, and then come back,
and then we'll have lunch together at home."
"I've got to go to some stupid committee at the club," said
Chesterford, "but that's not till twelve. I'll send your carriage back
for you, but I sha'n't be able to be in at lunch."
"Oh, very good," remarked Dodo. "I'm sorry I married you. I might be a
lone lorn widdy for all you care. He prefers lunching at his club," she
went on, dramatically, addressing the black virgin, "to having his chop
at home with the wife of his bosom. How sharper than a serpent's tooth
to have a thankless Chesterford!".
Dodo proceeded to write her notes, and threw them one by one at her
husband as he sat contentedly by the window, in the very big chair that
Dodo had indicated.
Dodo's correspondence was as varied as the collection of photographs on
her mantelpiece. The first note was to her groom at Winston, telling
him to have another riding-horse sent up at once, as her own particular
mare had gone lame. It missed Chesterford's head, and fell with an
ominous clatter among some _bric-à-brac_ and china.
"That'll be a bill for you to pay, darling," said Dodo sweetly. "Why
didn't you put your silly old head in the light?"
The next was a slightly better shot, and fell right side upwards on to
Chesterford's knee, but with the address upside down to him. He looked
at it vaguely.
"His Serene Highness who?" he asked, spelling it out.
"That's not grammar," said Dodo. "It's only to Prince Waldenech. He is
Serene, isn't he? He looks it, anyhow. He was at the Brettons' last
night. Austrian but amiable."
Chesterford was fingering the envelope.
"He's an unmitigated blackguard," he said, after a little
consideration. "I wish you'd let me tear it up, Dodo. What on earth
have you got to say to him?"
"I shall have to write it again, dear, if you do," said she, conscious
of bridling a rising irritation.
"He really is an awful brute," he repeated.
"Oh, my dear Chesterford, what does that matter?" asked Dodo,
impatiently tapping the floor with the toe of her shoe. "It isn't my
business to go raking up the character of people I'm introduced to."
"You mean you don't mind what a man's character is as long as he's
agreeable."
"It isn't my business to be court inquisitor," she said. "Half of what
one hears about people isn't true, and the other half--well, all you
can say is, that it isn't exactly false."
Dodo could lose her temper very quickly on occasions, especially when
she was in a hurry, as she was now.
"My dear Dodo, do you happen to know the story of--"
"No, I don't," she said vehemently. "Shall I seem rude if I say I don't
want to? I really think you might find something better to do than tell
scandalous stories about people you don't know."
"I know all I want to know about Prince Waldenech," said Chesterford,
rising.
"You'll know more about him soon," remarked Dodo, "because I've asked
him to stay at Winston. I suppose you think I wanted to make a secret
about it. I have no such intention, I assure you."
"Is this note to ask him to come?" he inquired.
"Certainly it is," said Dodo defiantly.
"I may as well tear it up," said he. "I don't mean him to be asked,
Dodo. I don't wish to have him in the house."
Dodo had lost her temper thoroughly.
"His being asked to Winston is immaterial," she said, with scorn in
her voice. "You certainly have the power to prevent his coming to your
house. Your power I must regard, your wishes I shall not. I can see him
in London with perfect ease."
"You mean you attach no weight to my wishes in this matter?" said
Chesterford.
"None."
"Will no knowledge of what the man is really like, stop you holding
further intercourse with him?" he asked.
"None whatever, now!"
"I don't wish it to be known that my wife associates with such people,"
he said.
"Your wife does not regard it in that light," replied Dodo. "I have no
intention of proclaiming the fact from the housetops."
To do Chesterford justice he was getting angry too.
"It's perfectly intolerable that there should be this sort of dispute
between you and me, Dodo," he said.
"That is the first point on which we have not differed."
"You entirely decline to listen to reason?"
"To your reason, you mean," said Dodo.
"To mine or any honest man's."
Dodo burst out into a harsh, mirthless laugh.
"Ah, you're beginning to be jealous," she said. "It is very bourgeois
to be jealous."
Chesterford coloured, angrily.
"That is an insult, Dodo," he said. "Remember that there is a courtesy
due even from a wife to her husband. Besides that, you know the
contrary."
"Really, I know nothing of the sort," she remarked. "Your whole
conduct, both last night and this morning, has been so melodramatic,
that I begin to suspect all sorts of latent virtues in you."
"We are wandering from the point," said he. "Do you mean that nothing
will deter you from seeing this Austrian?"
"He is received in society," said Dodo; "he is presentable, he is even
amusing. Am I to tell him that my husband is afraid he'll corrupt
my morals? If people in general cut him, I don't say that I should
continue to cultivate his acquaintance. It is absurd to run amuck of
such conventions. If you had approached me in a proper manner, I don't
say that I mightn't have seen my way to meeting your wishes."
"I don't feel I am to blame in that respect," said he.
"That shows you don't know how far we are apart," she replied.
He was suddenly frightened. He came closer to her.
"Far apart, Dodo? We?"
"It seems to me that this interview has revealed some astonishing
differences of opinion between us," she said. "I don't wish to multiply
words. You have told me what you think on the subject, and I have
told you what I think. You have claimed the power a husband certainly
possesses, and I claim the liberty that my husband cannot deprive me
of. Or perhaps you wish to lock me up. We quite understand one another.
Let us agree to differ. Give me that note, please. I suppose you can
trust me not to send it. I should like to keep it. It is interesting to
count the milestones."
Dodo spoke with the recklessness of a woman's anger, which is always
much more unwanton than that of a man. A man does not say cruel things
when he is angry, because they are cruel, but because he is angry. Dodo
was cruel because she wished to be cruel. He gave her the note, and
turned to leave the room. Dodo's last speech made it impossible for him
to say more. The only thing he would not sacrifice to his love was his
honour or hers. But Dodo suddenly saw the horrible impossibility of the
situation. She had not the smallest intention of living on bad terms
with her husband. They had quarrelled, it was a pity, but it was over.
A storm may only clear the air; it is not always the precursor of bad
weather. The air wanted clearing, and Dodo determined that it should
not be the prelude of rain and wind. To her, of course, the knowledge
that she did not love her husband had long been a commonplace, but
to him the truth was coming in fierce, blinding flashes, and by
their light he could see that a great flood had come down into his
happy valley, carrying desolation before it, and between him and
Dodo stretched a tawny waste of water. But Dodo had no intention of
quarrelling with him, or maintaining a dignified reserve in their daily
intercourse. That would be quite unbearable, and she wished there to be
no misunderstanding on that point.
"Chesterford," she said, "we've quarrelled, and that's a pity. I
hardly ever quarrel, and it was stupid of me. I am sorry. But I have
no intention of standing on my dignity, and I sha'n't allow you to
stand on yours. I shall pull you down, and you'll go flop. You object
to something which I propose to do, you exert your rights, as far
as having him in the house goes, and I exert mine by going to see
him. I shall go this afternoon. Your veto on his coming to Winston
seems quite as objectionable to me, as my going to see him does to
you. That's our position; accept it. Let us understand each other
completely. _C'est aimer_." As she spoke she recovered her equanimity,
and she smiled serenely on him. Scenes like this left no impression on
her. The tragedy passed over her head; and, though it was written in
the lines of her husband's face, she did not trouble to read it. She
got up from her chair and went to him. He was standing with his hands
clasped behind him near the door. She laid her hands on his shoulder,
and gave him a little shake.
"Now, Chesterford, I'm going to make it up," she said. "Twenty minutes
is heaps of time for the most quarrelsome people to say sufficient
nasty things in, and time's up. I'm going to behave exactly as usual. I
hate quarrelling, and you don't look as if it agreed with you. Kiss me
this moment. No, not on the top of my head. That's better. My carriage
ought to be ready by this time, and you are coming with me as far as
Prince's Gate."