CHAPTER V

Miss Anthon continued to spend a few desultory hours in the fashionable

studio behind the Madeleine. Erard’s raillery made the work appear

more futile than ever, yet the engagement was a convenient excuse.

At least once a day she could escape from Mrs. Anthon’s rasping

companionship, and the dressmakers and milliners and aimless scurryings

to and fro. Her uncle Sebastian had hinted, also, that the first sign

of restlessness on her part would precipitate a move to Nice, or some

other watering-place. And, so long as Erard condescended to take an

interest in her case, she was loth to leave Paris.

On brisk days, when the pervasive fog was lifted up and shoved behind

the surrounding hills, Miss Anthon gave Jerome’s the slip and snatched

a few hours for long walks. In this way she had taken Wilbur out to the

little house in Passy where Miss Molly Parker spent the burden of the

day over Mrs. Ormiston Dexter’s children. Wilbur and Miss Parker had

dashed into a surprising intimacy from the first. Miss Anthon watched

enviously the skilful American girl lead Wilbur through his most

stalwart paces.

One could not help being intimate with this young woman. She was like

a green field in June; when she smiled one felt at home, as one did in

nature.

“You are so immensely human,” Miss Anthon had been moved to say, as

they left, taking Miss Parker’s hands and looking into her startled

eyes.

“Why? I’m just like the others,” Miss Parker replied, troubled.

“With a difference,” Miss Anthon sighed. “It’s all straight to you;

there is no doubt, no hesitation.”

“Oh, lots! I am awfully poor, and if it weren’t for Aunt Nan, I’d have

to teach school or keep books or--get married.”

“Money is so unimportant!” the other girl announced disdainfully.

“Oh, my lady, nothing, a mere trifle. _Comprenez, Monsieur Fifi_,” Miss

Parker mimicked the air of disdain, taking the little black spaniel

into her lap. “_C’est rien du tout, du tout_, this matter of money.

_C’est une bagatelle, milady a dite. Que pensez-vous?_”

“_Au revoir_, you child.” Miss Anthon kissed her.

“_Bon jour, milady._”

Once out on the grey street, Miss Anthon turned to Wilbur for

appreciation. “Well?”

“She’s a good girl,” Wilbur remarked abstractedly.

“That’s all!”

“That’s enough, isn’t it? She’s the sort to go through fire for one,

and cook and sew and play with one, too. She’s about right.”

This explanation mollified Miss Anthon a little. “You make her out a

companionable animal! Isn’t there anything more?”

“I guess so,” Wilbur replied, swinging his cane. Evidently neither

Miss Parker nor women in general appealed to him just then. Miss

Anthon watched his moody manner sympathetically. He touched her on

sides little known to herself, awakening vague instincts, appealing

to a primitive nature that did not lie far below the surface of her

character. His practical sense, his imagination in material issues, his

enjoyment of the hearty meal in daily life, pleased her. She liked the

heavy frame, the square face with its ordinary plainness and healthy

tints. His tolerance of fine-art tickled her humour. To him Erard’s

profound seriousness over these matters of adornment was ridiculous; he

never allowed any conventional appreciation to disturb _him_. The face

value of the world, as he looked at it, was quite satisfactory.

The day was soft for December. Mount Julien towered up beyond the

river, close at hand, its fortifications lightly covered by a mantle

of snow. As they came out on the Place de l’Etoile the broad avenues

seemed alive with cabs. The vivacity of the scene in which she had no

real share rendered her sombre.

“You had a great chance,” she said at last, sighing unconsciously.

Wilbur smiled. “There are always plenty more.”

“For a man, for men such as you!”

“I guess for women, too.”

“Nonsense,” she took him up sharply. “A husband, or a vocation badly

filled. What chance is there for me?” She gave her egotism rein

recklessly.

“You are pretty well off.” Wilbur never wasted emotion over cultivated

evils.

“Yes, too well! My brick-stock will always make me incapable of doing

anything rash.”

“Oh!” Wilbur turned a more curious eye on his companion. “That’s the

rub. You want more?”

“Or less.”

“Why don’t you try our new company? Dinsmore writes that the stock was

issued last week. We have put only a little on the market.”

“Perhaps I shall want to take a hand. Could you get me some?”

“Earnest?”

She looked at him defiantly.

“You’ll have to ask your uncle. I know where you could get some--old

Rantoul. But you had better stay in bricks. They’re safer.”

The two laughed and changed the subject. She had no very definite idea

why she desired to take risks, to be richer than she was at present. It

was a longing for the risk itself, as much as anything, for having a

share in the palpitations of the world.

After déjeuner, when she broached the subject to her uncle, Sebastian

Anthon pooh-poohed; his brother had trained him well. Brick-stock was

a family god. To sell it, to dabble in other enterprises, was like

trading in the family reputation. Opposition, however, made the girl

truculent.

“Uncle Seb, did you never want to do anything but the safe thing?”

The old man smiled at her. “I always want the others to do the safe

thing.”

“Do you think it would make a nice world if every one did the safe

thing and rested there?”

“I don’t know,” he mused, “there are always plenty to do the unsafe

thing, to make the ventures--and the world is not an over-nice place.”

She looked at him without replying.

“Adela, I am afraid you will explode some day. Put the explosion off,

lessen it, deaden it. Some one is generally hurt when there is an

explosion.”

She laughed at his figure. A few days later, however, the matter came

up again unexpectedly. It was between the acts at the opera. Miss

Anthon and Wilbur were walking up and down the foyer, having left Mrs.

Anthon over a cooling drink.

“Do you want that stock?” Wilbur remarked abruptly. “When you first

spoke of it the other day, it meant nothing to _me_,” he explained.

“But Dinsmore has been acting queerly, booming things before they

are ripe. Perhaps he thinks he can get out and take his profits

before we have had a real trial and are on a safe footing. I must cut

home at once, and try to keep my end up. Now Center and I control a

third; Rantoul has another third. Dinsmore runs Rantoul. I must run

Rantoul--you see?”

The girl nodded.

“This is only a side-show for Dinsmore,” Wilbur continued moodily, “but

it’s my chance. I must have a hand on Rantoul; if I can’t bully him,

buy him out.”

Miss Anthon understood swiftly the implications. She might become

Wilbur’s partner. Boldly stated, such a proposition sounded

indelicate, but this imputation amused her.

“How much would that take?”

“About fifty thousand.”

That was a sobering answer. One-third of her brick-stock, and bricks

paid their assured twelve per cent. For a moment she trembled and was

inclined to take refuge in Uncle Sebastian’s advice. Then her blood

leapt again to her pulses. Some bars of Tristan surged through her,

inciting her to venture, to play with the world somehow.

“Once in the saddle,” continued Wilbur, speciously, “and given a proper

time for development, your fifty thousand ought to more than double.”

“And if I don’t do it,” her eyes questioned him.

“Why! I take my chances of finding somebody else who will,” he

retaliated. His assurance in his own control of this world’s affairs

made it impossible for him to realize the risk he was urging her to

take.

“I’ll do it.” Miss Anthon caught her breath. “I will put fifty thousand

in the company. I am of age, twenty-two. All my family are independent.

I shall have enough left, in--in case--”

Wilbur looked puzzled at all this confession.

“And I do it because I believe in you. I want to share with you in your

fight and feel that I count for something in this world.”

This was also a little vague and childish. Wilbur on his part showed

no signs of obligation. He had treated her as openly as he would the

best of his friends, and all at once they seemed to grow intimate.

He unfolded swiftly his course of action, the reasons for his belief

in the future. When the bell sounded, and they were back once more in

the cramped _loge_, Miss Anthon felt indebted to him already for this

chance of equality.

The next morning she announced her decision to her mother and uncle,

almost indifferently, as they were eating breakfast in their private

salon. Mrs. Anthon screamed. “Ada, you are crazed! Sebastian, she

shan’t do it. There was my aunt’s husband--he sold his stock at 75 in

the panic of eighty-three, against poor John’s advice--” It was a long

story, this tale of the aunt’s husband--and well known in the family.

Adela Anthon listened dreamily. She had always rather sympathized with

Isaac Nash for daring to rebel against the autocrat.

Sebastian Anthon’s protest, backed up by business details, by

unfavourable remarks on skyrocket companies, was more weighty. At last

he said wearily: “Why do you want to bother with money matters? It’s a

tiresome business at best, and when you are pleasantly out of it, all

safe, why can’t you use your energies in some other way?”

“How?” the young woman gazed at him searchingly. He shifted uneasily

and glanced at his sister-in-law. “In art?” Miss Anthon pursued, “in

encouraging young artists instead of young financiers?”

“You have begun to explode, Adela,” the old man replied with gentle

humour. “Be careful about it, and remember, it doesn’t pay, it doesn’t

pay.”

“Does the other thing pay?”

He was silent.

When Wilbur came by appointment an hour later, Mrs. Anthon restrained

herself with difficulty from breaking out in reproaches. Her daughter

watched her closely, with a determined face. She had to content herself

by rushing past Wilbur brusquely without a word of greeting or good-by.

Wilbur was not too blind to see that he was _persona non grata_;

Sebastian Anthon’s chill politeness was enough to indicate the family

attitude. But his absorption in the plans for the coming campaign

made it easy to take Mrs. Anthon’s snub and the old man’s suspicious

airs. When the two young people were left alone, Wilbur remarked

apologetically,--

“You have been awfully plucky.”

“What about?” Miss Anthon replied shortly.

“The row your new investment has made. I am sorry your mother and uncle

don’t see it the way we do; but, then, they couldn’t be expected to.”

“No, they couldn’t.”

“Well, let ’em wait a year,--wait six months,--and they’ll whistle a

different tune. But you,” Wilbur looked at her with frank admiration,

the first time he had done so without other preoccupation. He had all

along taken it for granted that she was “a live girl,” as he would have

called her in Michigan. Now she appeared to him as more than that; she

was as full of venture, as keenly alive, as he, besides being competent

in the woman’s part of knowing how to dress and to talk entertainingly

on many topics. He appreciated the fact that she had been able to

handle both him and Erard impartially. As they talked over the last

details,--he was to leave that night for Southampton,--the idea of her

courage and her cleverness brought out his admiration increasingly. She

seemed to have mastered the fine details of the irrigation problem. She

knew as well as he the ins and outs of Dinsmore’s character, and she

gave him shrewd advice how to play his cards.

When all was talked out, Wilbur found it difficult to make the good-by.

He was anxious to express many shades of feeling at once, and he felt

incapable of the necessary delicacy.

“You have been a sandy friend,” he began.

“Stop,” she laughed. “Remember I am a partner, and we mustn’t have any

sentiment.”

“That’s all right,” he rose to her point, “but if I need another spur

in my side I’ve got it; and when we’ve made the game, I shall know who

gave me the boost at the right moment.”

“And I--who made life interesting when it began to hang heavy; and to

whom I owe my princely fortune!”

A woman could be very chummy with Wilbur without opening the way to

emotional complexities. His education in a part of the world where

women are accepted as comrades (with certain advantages of sex) made

him companionable. He had always acted with young women on a frankly

human basis at home, or in his university; he had seen so little

of them in the conventional attitude that he was never the lover.

Nevertheless, this good-by included long pauses. At last he said,--

“When the stock is selling at one twenty-five you will see me again.

Not before. And,” he proceeded slowly, “then I shall have another

scheme to propose.”

Miss Anthon was vexed with herself at her sudden blush.

“I haven’t any business to be talking _now_ about--well-- I can’t help,

though, letting you know how it stands.”

“Perhaps it would be best not to complicate affairs,” Miss Anthon

responded coldly, having gained control of the situation once more.

“No, no, but,” he added irrelevantly, “you are a great woman. You can

get what you have a mind to. Good-by.”

He held out his hand. She shook it cordially, exhilarated by his frank

appreciation. “And a quick return, shall I say?”

His face beamed; in a moment she was angry with herself for her

unconsidered remark. “Why, of course I am anxious to hear that my stock

is selling at one twenty-five. But perhaps a letter would do as well.”

Yet when he had gone, his solid presence and dominating assurance once

out of the stuffy little room of rasping red velours, she had a strange

sensation of emptiness. Wilbur’s connection with the ordinary facts

of existence seemed so immediate and normal. She was more convinced

than ever that she had done shrewdly in linking her fortunes with his.

Whatever came of the dollars, she would be a larger woman from having

grasped hands intimately with this plain person.

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