CHAPTER XX.

MR. SHARPE MAKES A MISTAKE.

Maude, though she knew not then the reason, had seen how Hester

Maule, after coming from the conservatory, with a kind of good-night

bow to Skene, had abruptly quitted the dancers, and looking pale,

ill, and utterly out of spirits, had retired to her own room, whither

she soon accompanied her; but failing to learn the reason of her

discomposure, was returning downstairs to have one last turn with

Jack Elliot, when she suddenly met Mr. Hawkey Sharpe, the result of

whose attentions to the wine in the refreshment-room was pretty

apparent in his face and watery gray eyes, and he paused unsteadily

with a hand on the great oaken banisters.

As Maude came tripping down the broad stone staircase with leisurely

grace and clad in a soft and most becoming dress, one of those 'whose

apparently inexpensive simplicity men innocently admire, and over the

bills for which husbands and fathers wag their heads aghast,' he

glanced appreciatively at her snowy neck and shoulders, where her

girlish plumpness hid even the small collar-bones; at her beautiful,

blooming face, her sunny hair; her petulant, scornful mouth, and

delicate profile; while she, with some remembrance of how he had

acquitted himself among the dancers, and when waltzing, in attempting

to reverse, had spread dismay around him, for a moment felt inclined

to smile.

Wine gave Hawkey Sharpe fresh courage, and just then some new

thoughts had begun to occur to him.

He had seen that--unlike young Malcolm Skene, who hovered about

Hester like her shadow, and unlike Roland, who was never absent from

the side of Annot--Captain Elliot and Maude were not apparently

overmuch together; for in the assured position of their love and

engagement they seemed in society very much like other persons. He

was ignorant of the mystery that there could be

'Sighs the deeper for suppression,

And stolen glances sweeter for the theft,'

and in the coarseness of his nature and lack of fine perception he

mistook the situation, and began to think that, notwithstanding all

he heard mooted, and notwithstanding the fact of seeing a letter

addressed in Maude's handwriting to the gentleman in question, there

might be 'nothing in it,' but perhaps an incipient flirtation; and he

had resolved on the first opportune occasion to renew his

pretensions, as the Captain had evidently danced much with other

girls--perhaps, he thought, had preferred them--during the past night.

And now it seemed the time had come; and, over and above all his

extreme assurance, he thought to win through her terror and necessity

of temporizing for appearance' sake what she never might yield to any

regard for himself; and even now, as he prepared to address her,

anger, fear, and a sickly sense of humiliation suddenly came into the

heart of Maude, though a moment before it had been beating happily

with thoughts that were all her own.

'I hope,' said he, with what he meant for a smile, but was more like

a grimace, 'that you enjoyed the dancing to-night, Miss Lindsay?'

'Thanks,' replied Maude curtly. 'I hope you, too, have been amused,'

she added, making a side step to pass, but, as on a previous

occasion, he barred the way, and said:

'I did not venture to ask you for one dance, even.'

Maude, who deemed his presence there, though at the invitation most

probably of her stepmother, presumption enough, smiled coldly and

haughtily, and was about to pass down with a bow, which might mean

anything, when, still opposing her progress, he said, while eyeing

her fair beauty with undisguised admiration, and with a would-be soft

voice, which, however, was rather 'feathery':

'Have you quite forgotten the subject on which I last addressed you?'

'The subject!'

'Yes.'

'I have not forgotten your profound presumption, Mr. Sharpe, as I

then called it, if it is to that you refer,' replied Maude, trembling

with anger.

'Presumption! You so style my veneration--my regard--my----'

'Take care what you say, sir, and how you may provoke my extreme

patience too far,' interrupted Maude, her face now blanched and pale.

'Your patience! _that_ for it!' said he, suddenly snapping his

fingers, and giving way to a sudden gust of coarse anger that caused

his cheeks to redden and his eyes to gleam. 'It is your fear of

me--your fear of me for your brother and his popinjay friends that

gives you what you pretend to call patience, Maude Lindsay, and by

the heavens above us,' he continued, wine and rage mounting into his

brain together, 'by the heavens above us, I say, if that fellow

Elliot--

What he was about to say remains unknown, as it was suddenly cut

short. A hand from behind was laid firmly on his right ear, and by

that he was twisted round, flaming with rage, fury, and no small

amount of pain, to find himself confronted by the calm, stern, and

inquiring face of the very person he referred to--Captain Elliot.

There was a half-minute's pause after the latter flung Hawkey Sharpe

aside.

The steward glared at his assailant, who scarcely knew what to make

of the situation, a sound like a hiss escaping through his teeth in

his speechless rage and sense of affront, he clenched his hands till

the spiky nails pierced his flesh. He grew deadly pale, and, with an

almost grotesque expression of hate there is no describing in his

pale, shifty, and watery eyes, he turned away muttering something

deeply and huskily; while with a smile of disdain Jack Elliot drew

the trembling girl's arm through his own and led her downstairs; but

her dancing was over for that night.

'Maudie, darling, is that fellow mad? What the deuce is all this

about?' asked Elliot, full of concern and surprise.

'Jack, dear Jack,' said Maude beseechingly, and in tears now, 'I

implore you not to speak to Roland of this unseemly episode.'

'The fellow seems to have taken too much wine.'

'Yes, Jack, and forgot himself.'

'But he should have remembered you, and who you are.'

'But you don't know--you can't know, how Roland is situated,' said

Maude, in a breathless and broken voice.

'I suspect much; but there--don't weep, Maude; the fellow's whole

existence is not worth one of your tears.'

Maude was full of fear and distress for what might ensue if Roland

knew all. Alas! she could very little foresee what _did_ ensue.

But notwithstanding his promise to Maude, Elliot was too puzzled by

the apparent mystery, and her too evident sense of grief and

mortification, not to make some small reference to the affair when he

and Roland met for a farewell cigar in the smoke-room, after the last

of the guests had driven away. He kept, however, Maude's name out of

the matter.

'I am loth, Roland, to have an unseemly row with one of your

dependents; but, d--n me, if I don't feel inclined to lash that

fellow--Sharpe, I think, his name is!'

'He is certainly an underbred fellow,' said Roland uneasily.

'Then why not send him to the right-about?'

'Easier said than done, Jack--if you knew all,' said Roland, almost

with a groan; 'but has he been rude to you?'

'To me--well--yes, in a way he has.'

'With all his impudent would-be air of ease, it is evident he has

none, as one may see at a glance,' said Skene, who had been smoking

moodily in a corner, 'he is a man who does not know what to do with

his legs and arms, or to seem in any way at ease like a gentleman.'

'I feel at times that I would like to kick the fellow,' said Roland,

with a sudden gush of anger, 'when he sits with that aggravating

smile and see-nothing look on his face, yet "taking stock" of

everyone and everything all round--all the while answering me so

softly, when he knows that I am burning with contempt and dislike of

him. If he would get into a passion and fly out I would respect him

more, but he seems to be for ever biding his time--his time for

what?' added Roland, almost to himself.

'Passion? You should have seen him to-night!' said Elliot, who,

unfortunately for himself, had not yet seen the tail of the storm he

had roused; 'but why give him house-room, I say?'

'He is just now a necessary evil--a little time, Jack, and you shall

know all,' replied Roland in a somewhat dejected voice; so Elliot

said no more.

Meantime the subject of these remarks had betaken him to his own

apartments, and certainly as he had ascended the old hollowed steps

of the turret stair that led thereto they seemed, according to the

Earlshaugh legend, to lead down rather than up.

'I'll be even with you, Miss Maude Lindsay, some fine day--see if I

am not!' he muttered as he went; 'your high and mighty hoity-toity

airs will be the ruin of you and yours. And as for that fellow

Elliot, I'll take change out of him--make cold meat of him, by

heaven, if I can!'

Sobered by rage he reached his peculiar sanctum, and sat down there

to scheme out revenge, through the medium of a briar-root from his

rack of pipes, and brandy and soda from a cellarette he possessed.

'I'll marry that girl Maude--or--by Jove! not a bad idea, the _other_

one, with the golden hair, if old Deb fails me, which I can scarcely

think. The little party with the golden hair seems game for

anything,' he added, showing more acuteness than Roland in the

matter. 'Why shouldn't I? I am going in for respectability now, and

I rather flatter myself I am as good as any of that Brummagem lot

downstairs, for all their coats of arms, pedigrees, and bosh! I'm in

clover here--in society now, and, by Jove, I'll keep to it. But,

Deb,' he continued talking aloud, as the new beverage cast loose his

tongue, 'her heart is in a bad way--devil a doubt of that! The

doctors assure me of it--is breaking up--breaking up--tell more to me

than they have done to her; and that she may go off any time like a

farthing candle! Poor Deb--she is not half a bad sort--yet I wish

she would settle her little affairs and----'

A sound made him look round, and he saw his sister looking

pale--white indeed--and weary, with an unpleasant expression in her

cold, deep eyes, and a palpable knit on her usually smooth and

lineless forehead.

'How much had she overheard?' was Hawkey's first fearful thought.

'My dear Deb,' he stammered, 'I was just thinking that you should

make the whole of that pack clear out of the house--they are too much

for you, and the house is yours! Have a little brandy and water,

Deb--you look so ill! Poor, dear Deb,' he continued in a maudlin

way, 'if anything happened to you, you know how I should sorrow for

it.'

'I have no intention of affording you that opportunity yet,' she

replied, with something of a flash in her eyes.

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