CHAPTER XVII

HOW RICHARD SAW PETER THE HERMIT

Thus Richard returned to St. Julien, to the great joy and wonderment

of Musa and Herbert, who had never expected to see him again after

learning his quest. As the days of autumn advanced, Richard began to

make ready for his progress to Clermont. For hither, report had it,

all France was flocking, small and great. In July Urban II, who, as

Cardinal of Ostia, had once knelt at the bed of the dying Gregory, had

crossed the Alps to see once more his native land,--for he was a

Frenchman, born near Chatillon-sur-Marne,--and now that he had become

the Vicar of Christ he did not forget that the best servants of Our

Lord prayed to Him in the Languedoc or the Languedoil. And so, leaving

behind Italy, with its wrangling prelates, its sordid city-folk, its

Antipope, and half-phantom emperor, he returned to his own people. And

lo! all France felt a thrill at the pontiff's coming--for who did not

know that wonders past thinking were at hand! The sense of sin hung

heavy on each man's soul: fast, penance, alms, gifts to abbeys, gifts

to rear cathedral walls, the vows of the monks--all these too feeble

to lift the pall of guilt! Richard was not the only despairing baron

who cried after this fashion,--"Miserable man that I am--who shall

save me from the body of this death!" Sin there was in France, lust,

violence; but also a spark of "the fire not of this world." Let the

breath of the spirit blow; let the prophet's voice cry to the four

winds; and the spark would spring to a flame, the flame to a roaring,

the roaring would echo to the ends of the earth. The sky was bright

over beloved France; day by day new castles were rising, cities also,

and cathedrals mounting up to heaven. All without grew more joyous

every day; but men, looking within, saw their sins beyond reckoning.

With France so fair, and "heaven so like thee, dear France," who would

not give all to possess so lovely a country forever!--yet their

sins--they were so many!

Urban had crossed the Alps in July; in August he was at Nimes; in

September he crossed the Rhone, thence to Clugny, "Queen of Abbeys,"

where he had been a humble monk years before. As November advanced, he

set his face toward Clermont, in Auvergne; and when St. Julien's folk

made preparation to journey thither, Sebastian could scarce restrain

his own impatience. All day he roamed about, his eyes bright but

vacant. Richard did not share his joy; for he thought not of the

pilgrimage only, but of Musa, and his mind grew darker. How he loved

the Arab! And yet was not this bond betwixt Christian and Moslem a sin

not lightly to be punished?

"_Ai_, my brother!" Richard would cry in despair; "turn Christian; go

with me to Jerusalem; when we return, take half of the St. Julien

lands!" Whereupon Musa laughed in his melancholy way, replying:--

"And why may not I bid you become Moslem and speed to Egypt?"

"Well that my faith is strong!" returned the Norman, bitterly. "But we

must part--must part! Yet God has made you flesh of my flesh. We see

love in each other's eyes. We hear each other's voices, and hear joy!

Were we both of one faith, where we two were, there would be heaven!

Yet, O Musa, we are sundered by a gulf wider than the sea!"

The friends had been pacing along the clearing without the castle; and

now Musa thrust his arm around the shoulder of the mighty Norman, and

the two strode on a long time silent. Then Richard continued:--

"Tell me, Musa, if you go to Egypt, and we Franks to Jerusalem, and it

befalls that you have chance to fight in defence of the Holy City,

will you embrace it? You are not a strait Moslem."

The Spaniard answered very slowly, his eyes on the ground:--

"What is written in the book of our dooms, that may no kalif shun.

Says Al-Koran, 'The fate of every man, we have bound about his neck.'

And again it says, 'No soul can die unless by the will of Allah,

according to that which is written in the book containing the

destinies of all things.' Therefore why ask me? The Most High knows

what will befall, whether you Christians will have your will, and see

your cross above the Holy City, or whether you will all be lying with

the dead."

"Amen!" answered Richard, solemnly. "Only to the Christian there can

be no doubt as to the will of God, unless, by the unworthiness of our

sinful hearts, we are denied the boon of setting free the tomb of Our

Lord. But, my kind brother, it is not of this that I would speak. I

dread this parting from you. Think! here stand I, with many vassals to

fear me, a few, like Herbert, to worship me; but--" and the strong

voice was broken--"on all the wide earth there are but three that love

me,--Sebastian, Mary Kurkuas, and you. And how may I lift eyes to Mary

now? And you--you are to be taken away."

Musa only looked on the grass at his feet. Then he said sweetly:--

"Ah, my brother, though now we part, I do not think our friendship

will have brought bitterness only. So long as we live we shall think

each of the other as the half of one's own soul that has traversed

away, but will in some bright future return. And who knows that your

churchmen, and even our prophet (on whom be peace), are wrong alike?

That every man and maid who has walked humbly in the sight of the Most

High, and striven to do His will, will not be denied the joy

hereafter? Do you think Allah is less compassionate than we, who have

dwelt together these many days, and to whom our faith has been no

barrier to pure love?"

Richard shook his head.

"God knows," said he, half piteously; "Sebastian says to me each day:

'The Spaniard is of the devil. Take heed! He stands on the brink of

the lake of quenchless fire; send him away, if you are truly devoted

to the service of Our Lord.'"

"And he is right," answered Musa, bending down and plucking a late

floweret; "our paths lie far asunder. You will go to Jerusalem, and if

you fare prosperously, you will return with the great load lifted from

your soul, and rule here as a mighty baron with Mary Kurkuas at your

side. And I--doubtless I shall gain favor at Cairo. They will give me

work to do. I shall become a great emir,--vizier perhaps--no--I will

better that; what may not a good sword hope with favoring start? May I

not be hailed in twenty years 'Commander of the Faithful'?"

And Richard, catching the lighter mood, answered: "And will you go

forever mateless? At Palermo how many bright eyes smiled on you! As

kalif the fifty houris of your harem will chase from mind the memory

of Richard the Frank." Musa tore in pieces the floweret, and blew away

the petals.

"A harem? Allah forefend! My father had three wives, and was the slave

of each at once. Never wittingly will I yield myself to love, save of

one who shall be the fairest of the daughters of Allah and gifted with

His own wisdom!"

"You speak of Mary Kurkuas!" cried the Norman, starting.

"_Wallah_, to every lover his mistress is the only fair one!"

So Musa made merry. A few days afterward he rode away with the

Saracens to La Haye, to tell Mary that for the sin of her betrothed,

Richard dared not hail her his bride. A sorry story! but only Musa

could make the best of it. Nasr and his Saracens were to be shipped

back to Sicily. As for Longsword, he set forth with a few men-at-arms

westward for Clermont.

As they travelled, more and more people met them, and all were going

the selfsame way. At Chanterelle the lord of the castle had to send to

Richard begging pardon, but there were already so many cavaliers with

their retainers halting with him for the night, that he could offer

no hospitality. At Valbelaix, lo! a great crowd of peasants, men with

long hair and shaggy beards, foot-sore women and little children, were

on the road; and when Richard asked them how they durst leave their

seigneur's lands and brave his wrath, an old man fell on his knees and

answered:--

"Ah, gentle knight, our seigneur may be angry, but God is still more

angry. For we have all many sins, and they say that at Clermont the

Holy Father will tell us how we may be loosed from them."

Then Richard bowed his head very humbly and bade Herbert cast a whole

bag of silver obols amongst the good people, and was very glad when

the children cried out in their sweet, clear voices: "God bless you,

good lord," and "Our Lady remember your kindness."

As the company rode toward Courgoul, they came on another knight with

his train. The cavalier was a thick-pated, one-eyed old warrior, who

had a life of hard fighting and foul living written all over his face.

But when Richard inquired whither he journeyed, the old sinner made

reply:--

"To Clermont, brave sir."

"And why to Clermont?"

"Ah! you have two eyes. You can see; my sins are more than the leaves

on the trees. I could never remember them all at confession. But even

I," and he crossed himself, "am a Christian; and if by riding a few

jousts with the infidels the saints will think more kindly of me, St.

Anastaise, it would be no irksome penance!"

So they travelled, and Richard began to see that he was not the only

one who felt the hand of God very heavy upon him. When the troop came

to Courgoul, a great band of country folk, farmers, petty nobles, and

two or three greater lords were overtaken, all hurrying and shouting,

so that for a long time Longsword could learn nothing from them. Then,

at last, men began to cry, "He is here! he is here!" just as they

turned in before the little village church.

"Who is this 'he'?" pressed Richard. And twenty tongues tossed back:

"Are you a stranger? Peter of Amiens! Peter the Hermit, the apostle of

God!"

So the whole band swarmed to the church door, but could not enter, for

within there was no room to stand. And an old priest came forth, and

scarce obtained silence:--

"Back, back, good Christians, the saintly Peter will come and speak to

you under the great tree."

Then all surged again to a wide-spreading oak before the church, and

the building emptied like bees pouring from a hive; but last of all,

with a sacristan guarding at either side to keep off the people, came

a little man, almost a dwarf in stature. He had his eyes on the

ground; his carriage was ungainly; head and feet were bare. His hair

was unshorn, his brown beard fell upon his breast. One could see that

his cheeks were wan with fasting. He wore a gray hermit's cloak, and

beneath that a rude, dirty cassock, girt With a cord. And this was the

man who was setting France aflame, and doing that which King Philip or

his greatest vassal could not with all their lieges! "Your blessing,

father, your blessing!" voices began to cry. And now a woman, who had

tried to kiss his cloak's hem, but had been thrust back by a

sacristan, fell on her knees, and was kissing the sod where the

hermit's foot had pressed. More voices: "Your blessing, father! Our

sins are great! Pray to God for us--He will hear you!" And the baron

whom Richard had met was on his knees before the anchorite, bowing his

wicked old head, and moaning and sobbing and gasping out all sorts of

petitions. Peter had reached the foot of the great tree. It stood on a

slight rising, and the crowd all gave back a little. Peter fell on his

knees, beat his breast, and prayed silently. And with him all knelt a

long while, each repeating his _mea culpa_. Then the hermit rose. At

the flash of his eyes, bright as carbuncles, a fire seemed to burn to

each hearer's deepest soul.

"Listen, Christians of Auvergne!" One could hear a leaf rustle, it was

so still. "You say your sins are many?" "Yes, yes!" came from a

thousand voices, all moaning at once. A slight gesture; they were

silent. "And you say well. God is very angry with you. He sent His

dear son, Our Lord, to this world more than a thousand years ago. How

wicked it still is! Who of you is guiltless? Let such go hence. I have

no word for him. But you," with a lightning gaze about, "have given

way to lustful passion; and you--have blasphemed the name of God; and

you--have shed innocent blood. It is so. I see it in all your eyes."

And now a terrible commotion was shaking the crowd. Strong men were

crying out in agony; women wailed; there were tears on the most iron

cheek. Peter went on: "I am not the Holy Father. Come to Clermont, if

you wish to learn how to be loosed from your sins. But hear my tale

and consider if the acceptable day of the Lord be not at hand,--the

day when your sins which are as scarlet shall be washed white as wool.

Know, good people, that not long since I was in Palestine, in the dear

home land of our Blessed Lord. Ah, it would tear your hearts too much,

were I to tell you all that I there saw: how the unbelievers pollute

churches and holy altars with vile orgies; how the blood of the

oppressed Christians has run in the streets of Jerusalem, like brooks

in the springtime; how even the Rock of Calvary and the Church of the

Holy Sepulchre have been defiled--by deeds which the tongue may not

utter!" A pause. The crowd was swaying in emotion beyond control.

Peter held on high a large crucifix, and pointed to the Christ

thereon: "Look at the body of Our Lord. His wounds bleed afresh; they

bleed for His children who have forgotten Him, and turned away to

paths of wickedness, and left His sacred city to unbelievers. O

generation of vipers, who shall save you from eternal wrath?" The cord

was strained nigh to breaking. The people were moaning and tossing

their arms. A great outburst seemed impending. "Come to Clermont. For

I say unto you that God has not turned away His face utterly. There

the Holy Father will tell you what you shall do to be saved. Thus long

has God seen your wickedness and been angry with you. But He has not

kept His anger forever. Be sober and of good courage, for a great day

is at hand. When I was in Jerusalem, I communed with the saintly

Simeon, the patriarch, and wept bitterly over the griefs of the

Christians there and the arrogancy of the unbelievers. And I declare

to you that when I knelt one day at the Holy Sepulchre, I heard a

voice: 'Peter of Amiens, arise! Hasten to proclaim the tribulations of

My people; the time cometh for My servants to receive help and My holy

tomb to be delivered!' And I knew it was Our Lord Himself that spoke.

Therefore I rested not day nor night until I had bidden the Christians

of the West put forth their might in God's most holy war!"

For a moment stillness; then Peter broke forth again: "Awake, awake,

put on strength, O arm of the Lord! Awake as in the ancient time, in

the generations of old! Then shall the redeemed of the Lord return,

and come singing into Zion; and they shall obtain gladness and joy,

and sorrow and mourning shall flee away!"

Then there was a strange thing. The people did not cry out, the

moaning was hushed, all kept motionless; and the hermit stood holding

up the crucifix, with his hand outstretched in benediction!--

"To Clermont!" was his command; "to Clermont, men of Auvergne! There

you shall have rest for your souls!"

He went down from the little rising, and the people again began to

flock about him. But he called for his mule, and when he mounted it,

made away, though the crowd pressed close, and found holy relics in

the beast's very hairs. Richard had been stirred as never before in

his whole life. Was it true that all the world was guilty and sinful

even as he? He felt himself caught in a mighty eddy, bearing he knew

not whither; he, one wavelet amid the sea's myriads. Yes, to Clermont

he would go,--Musa, Mary Kurkuas, honor, life,--he would give them all

if need be, only to have his part in the war ordained by God.

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