CHAPTER XVIII.

PARTING AND FLIGHT.

With Ralph, the unhappy woodman, thus even denied to hope, returned,

more miserable than before, to the village of Chestatee. The crowd there

had been largely diminished. The more obnoxious among the

offenders--those who, having taken the most prominent part in the late

affair, apprehended the severest treatment--had taken themselves as much

out of sight as possible. Even Munro and Rivers, with all their

hardihood, were no longer to be seen, and those still lingering in the

village were such as under no circumstances might well provoke suspicion

of "subtle deed and counter enterprise." They were the fat men, the beef

of society--loving long speeches and goodly cheer. The two friends, for

so we may call them, were left almost in the exclusive possession of the

hotel, and without observation discussed their several plans of

departure. Forrester had determined to commence his journey that very

night; while Ralph, with what might seem headstrong rashness, chose the

ensuing day for a like purpose.

But the youth was not without his reasons for this determination. He

knew perfectly well that he was in peril, but felt also that this peril

would be met with much more difficulty by night than by day. Deeming

himself secure, comparatively speaking, while actually in the village,

he felt that it would be safer to remain there another night, than by

setting off at mid-day, encounter the unavoidable risk of either

pursuing his course through the night in that dangerous neighborhood,

where every step which he took might be watched, or be compelled to stop

at some more insulated position, in which there must be far less safety.

He concluded, therefore, to set off at early dawn on the ensuing

morning, and calculated, with the advantage of daylight all the way,

through brisk riding, to put himself by evening beyond the reach of his

enemies. That he was not altogether permitted to pursue this course, was

certainly not through any neglect of preparatory arrangement.

The public table at the inn on that day was thinly attended; and the

repast was partaken by all parties in comparative silence. A few words

were addressed by Colleton to Lucy Munro, but they were answered, not

coldly, but sparingly, and her replies were entirely wanting in their

usual spirit. Still, her looks signified for him the deepest interest,

and a significant motion of the finger, which might have been held to

convey a warning, was all that he noted of that earnest manner which had

gratified his self-esteem in her habit heretofore. The day was got

through with difficulty by all parties; and as evening approached,

Forrester, having effected all his arrangements without provoking

observation, in the quiet and privacy of the youth's chamber, bade him

farewell, cautioning him at the same time against all voluntary risk,

and reminding him of the necessity, while in that neighborhood, of

keeping a good lookout. Their courses lay not so far asunder but that

they might, for a time, have proceeded together, and with more mutual

advantage; but the suggestions and solicitations of Forrester on this

subject were alike disregarded by Ralph, with what reason we may not

positively say, but it is possible that it arose from a prudential

reference to the fact that the association of one flying from justice

was not exactly such as the innocent should desire. And this was reason

enough.

They separated; and the youth proceeded to the preparation for his own

contemplated departure. His pistols were in readiness, with his dirk, on

the small table by the side of his bed; his portmanteau lay alike

contiguous; and before seeking his couch, which he did at an early hour,

he himself had seen that his good steed had been well provided with corn

and fodder. The sable groom, too, whose attentions to the noble animal

from the first, stimulated by an occasional bit of silver, had been

unremitted, was now further rewarded, and promised faithfully to be in

readiness at any hour. Thus, all things arranged, Ralph returned to his

chamber, and without removing his dress, wrapping his cloak around him,

he threw himself upon his couch, and addressed himself to those slumbers

which were destined to be of no very long continuance.

Forrester, in the meanwhile, had proceeded with all the impatience of a

lover to the designated place of _tryst_, under the giant sycamore, the

sheltering limbs and leaves of which, on sundry previous occasions, had

ministered to a like purpose. The place was not remote, or at least

would not be so considered in country estimation, from the dwelling of

the maiden; and was to be reached from the latter spot by a circuitous

passage through a thick wood, which covered the distance between

entirely. The spot chosen for the meeting was well known to both

parties, and we shall not pretend, at this time of day, to limit the

knowledge of its sweet fitness for the purposes of love, to them alone.

They had tasted of its sweets a thousand times, and could well

understand and appreciate that air of romantic and fairy-like seclusion

which so much distinguished it, and which served admirably in concert

with the uses to which it was now appropriated. The tree grew within and

surmounted a little hollow, formed by the even and combined natural

descents, to that common centre, of four hills, beautifully grouped,

which surrounded and completely fenced it in. Their descents were smooth

and even, without a single abruptness, to the bottom, in the centre of

which rose the sycamore, which, from its own situation, conferred the

name of Sycamore Hollow on the sweet spot upon which it stood. A spring,

trickling from beneath its roots, shaded by its folding branches from

the thirsty heats of the summer sun, kept up a low and continuous

prattle with the pebbles over which it made its way, that consorted

sweetly with the secluded harmonies that overmantled, as with a mighty

wing, the sheltered place.

Scenes like these are abundant enough in the southern country; and by

their quiet, unobtrusive, and softer beauties, would seem, and not

inefficiently or feebly, to supply in most respects the wants of those

bolder characteristics, in which nature in those regions is confessedly

deficient. Whatever may be the want of southern scenery in

stupendousness or sublimity, it is, we are inclined to believe, more

than made up in those thousand quiet and wooing charms of location,

which seem designed expressly for the hamlet and the cottage--the

evening dance--the mid-day repose and rural banquet--and all those

numberless practices of a small and well-intentioned society, which win

the affections into limpid and living currents, touched for ever, here

and there, by the sunshine, and sheltered in their repose by overhanging

leaves and flowers, for ever fertile and for ever fresh. They may not

occasion a feeling of solemn awe, but they enkindle one of admiring

affection; and where the mountain and the bald rock would be productive

of emotions only of strength and sternness, their softer featurings of

brawling brook, bending and variegated shrubbery, wild flower, gadding

vine, and undulating hillock, mould the contemplative spirit into

gentleness and love. The scenery of the South below the mountain

regions, seldom impresses at first, but it grows upon acquaintance; and

in a little while, where once all things looked monotonous and

unattractive, we learn to discover sweet influences that ravish us from

ourselves at every step we take, into worlds and wilds, where all is

fairy-like, wooing, and unchangingly sweet.

The night, though yet without a moon, was beautifully clear and

cloudless. The stars had come out with all their brightness--a soft

zephyr played drowsily and fitfully among the tops of the shrubbery,

that lay, as it were, asleep on the circling hilltops around; while the

odors of complicated charm from a thousand floral knots, which had

caught blooms from the rainbows, and dyed themselves in their stolon

splendors, thickly studding the wild and matted grass which sustained

them, brought along with them even a stronger influence than the rest of

the scene, and might have taught a ready lesson of love to much sterner

spirits than the two, now so unhappy, who were there to take their

parting in a last embrace.

The swift motion of a galloping steed was heard, and Forrester was at

the place and hour of appointment. In mournful mood, he threw himself at

the foot of one of the hills, upon one of the tufted roots of the huge

tree which sheltered the little hollow, and resigned himself to a

somewhat bitter survey of his own condition, and of the privations and

probable straits into which his rash thoughtlessness had so unhappily

involved him. His horse, docile and well-trained, stood unfastened in

the thicket, cropping the young and tender herbage at some little

distance; but so habituated to rule that no other security than his own

will was considered by his master necessary for his continued presence.

The lover waited not long. Descending the hill, through a narrow pathway

one side of the wood, well known and frequently trodden by both, he

beheld the approach of the maiden, and hurried forward to receive her.

The terms upon which they had so long stood forbade constraint, and put

at defiance all those formalities which, under other circumstances,

might have grown out of the meeting. She advanced without hesitancy, and

the hand of her lover grasped that which she extended, his arm passed

about her, his lip was fastened to her own without hinderance, and, in

that one sweet embrace, in that one moment of blissful forgetfulness,

all other of life's circumstances had ceased to afflict.

But they were not happy even at that moment of delight and illusion. The

gentler spirit of the maiden's sex was uppermost, and the sad story of

his crime, which at their last meeting had been told her, lay with heavy

influence at her heart. She was a gentle creature, and though dwelling

in a wilderness, such is the prevailing influence upon female character,

of the kind of education acquirable in the southern,--or, we may add,

and thus perhaps furnish the reason for any peculiarity in this respect,

the slave-holding states--that she partook in a large degree of that

excessive delicacy, as well of spirit as of person, which, while a

marked characteristic of that entire region, is apt to become of itself

a disease, exhibiting itself too frequently in a nervousness and

timidity that unfit its owner for the ruder necessities of life, and

permit it to abide only under its more serene and summer aspects. The

tale of blood, and its awful consequences, were perpetually recurring to

her imagination. Her fancy described and dwelt upon its details, her

thoughts wove it into a thousand startling tissues, until, though

believing his crime unpremeditated, she almost shrank from the embrace

of her lover, because of the blood so recently upon his hands. Placing

her beside him upon the seat he had occupied, he tenderly rebuked her

gloomy manner, while an inward and painful consciousness of its cause

gave to his voice a hesitating tremor, and his eye, heretofore

unquailing at any glance, no longer bold, now shrank downcast before the

tearful emphasis of hers.

"You have come, Kate--come, according to your promise, yet you wear not

loving looks. Your eye is vacant--your heart, it beats sadly and

hurriedly beneath my hand, as if there were gloomy and vexatious

thoughts within."

"And should I not be sad, Mark, and should you not be sad? Gloom and

sorrow befit our situations alike; though for you I feel more than for

myself. I think not so much of our parting, as of your misfortune in

having partaken of this crime. There is to me but little occasion for

grief in the temporary separation which I am sure will precede our final

union. But this dreadful deed, Mark--it is this that makes me sad. The

knowledge that you, whom I thought too gentle wantonly to crush the

crawling insect, should have become the slayer of men--of innocent men,

too--makes my heart bleed within, and my eyes fill; and when I think of

it, as indeed I now think of little else, and feel that its remorse and

all its consequences must haunt you for many years, I almost think, with

my father, that it would be better we should see each other no more. I

think I could see you depart, knowing that it was for ever, without a

tear, were this sin not upon your head."

"Your words are cruel, Kate; but you can not speak to my spirit in

language more severe than it speaks momentarily to itself. I never knew

anything of punishment before; and the first lesson is a bitter one.

Your words touch me but little now, as the tree, when the axe has once

girdled it, has no feeling for any further stroke. Forbear then, dear

Kate, as you love yourself. Brood not upon a subject that brings pain

with it to your own spirit, and has almost ceased, except in its

consequences, to operate upon mine. Let us now speak of those things

which concern you nearly, and me not a little--of the only thing, which,

besides this deed of death, troubles my thought at this moment. Let us

speak of our future hope--if hope there may be for me, after the stern

sentence which your lips uttered in part even now."

"It was for you--for your safety, believe me, Mark, that I spoke; my own

heart was wrung with the language of my lips--the language of my cooler

thought. I spoke only for your safety and not for myself. Could--I again

repeat--could this deed be undone--could you be free from the reproach

and the punishment, I would be content, though the strings of my heart

cracked with its own doom, to forego all claim upon you--to give you

up--to give up my own hope of happiness for ever."

Her words were passionate, and at their close her head sunk upon his

shoulder, while her tears gushed forth without restraint, and in

defiance of all her efforts. The heart of the woodman was deeply and

painfully affected, and the words refused to leave his lips, while a

kindred anguish shook his manly frame, and rendered it almost a

difficulty with him to sustain the slight fabric of hers. With a stern

effort, however, he recovered himself, and reseating her upon the bank

from which, in the agitation of the moment, they had both arisen, he

endeavored to soothe her spirit, by unfolding his plan of future life.

"My present aim is the nation--I shall cross the Chestatee river

to-morrow, and shall push at once for the forest of Etowee, and beyond

the Etowee river. I know the place well, and have been through it

before. There I shall linger until I hear all the particulars of this

affair in its progress, and determine upon my route accordingly. If the

stir is great, as I reckon it will be, I shall push into Tennessee, and

perhaps go for the Mississippi. Could I hope that your father would

consent to remove, I should at once do this and make a settlement,

where, secure from interruption and all together, we might live happily

and honorably for the future."

"And why not do so now--why stop at all among the Cherokees? Why not go

at once into Mississippi, and begin the world, as you propose in the end

to do?"

"What! and leave you for ever--now Kate, you are indeed cruel. I had not

thought to have listened to such a recommendation from one who loved me

as you profess."

"As I do, Mark--I say nothing which I do not feel. It does not follow

that you will be any nigher your object, if my father continue firm in

his refusal, though nigher to me, by lingering about in the nation. On

the contrary, will he not, hearing of you in the neighborhood, be more

close in his restraints upon me? Will not your chance of exposure, too,

be so much the greater, as to make it incumbent upon him to pursue his

determination with rigor? while, on the other hand, if you remove

yourself out of all reach of Georgia, in the Mississippi, and there

begin a settlement, I am sure that he will look upon the affair with

different notions."

"It can not be, Kate--it can not be. You know I have had but a single

motive for living so long among this people and in these parts. I

disliked both, and only lingered with a single hope, that I might be

blessed with your presence always, and in the event of my sufficient

success, that I might win you altogether for myself. I have not done

much for this object and this unhappy affair forbids me for the present

to do more. Is not this enough, Katharine, and must I bury myself from

you a thousand miles in the forest, ignorant of what may be going on,

and without any hope, such as I have lived for before? Is the labor I

have undergone--the life I have led--to have no fruits? Will you too be

the first to recommend forgetfulness; to overthrow my chance of

happiness? No--it must not be. Hear me, Kate--hear me, and say I have

not worked altogether in vain. I have acquired some little by my toils,

and can acquire more. There is one thing now, one blessing which you may

afford, and the possession of which will enable me to go with a light

heart and a strong hand into any forests, winning comforts for both of

us--happiness, if the world have it--and nothing to make us afraid."

He spoke with deep energy, and she looked inquiringly into his face. The

expression was satisfactory, and she replied without hesitation:--

"I understand you, Mark Forrester--I understand you, but it must not be.

I must regard and live for affections besides my own. Would you have me

fly for ever from those who have been all to me--from those to whom I am

all--from my father--from my dear, my old mother! Fy, Mark."

"And are you not all to me, Katharine--the one thing for which I would

live, and wanting which I care not to live? Ay, Katharine, fly with me

from all--and yet not for ever. They will follow you, and our end will

then be answered. Unless you do this, they would linger on in this place

without an object, even if permitted, which is very doubtful, to hold

their ground--enjoying life as a vegetable, and dead before life itself

is extinct."

"Spare your speech, Mark--on this point you urge me in vain," was the

firm response of the maiden. "Though I feel for you as as I feel for

none other, I also feel that I have other ties and other obligations,

all inconsistent with the step which you would have me take. I will not

have you speak of it further--on this particular I am immoveable."

A shade of mortification clouded the face of Forrester as she uttered

these words, and for a moment he was silent. Resuming, at length, with

something of resignation in his manner, he continued--

"Well, Kate, since you will have it so, I forbear; though, what course

is left for you, and what hope for me, if your father continues in his

present humor, I am at a loss to see. There is one thing, however--there

is one pledge that I would exact from you before we part."

He took her hand tenderly as he spoke, and his eyes, glistening with

tearful expectation, were fixed upon her own; but she did not

immediately reply. She seemed rather to await the naming of the pledge

of which he spoke. There was a struggle going on between her mind and

her affections; and though, in the end, the latter seemed to obtain the

mastery, the sense of propriety, the moral guardianship of her own

spirit battled sternly and fearlessly against their suggestions. She

would make no promise which might, by any possibility, bind her to an

engagement inconsistent with other and primary obligations.

"I know not, Mark, what may be the pledge which you would have from me,

to which I could consent with propriety. When I hear your desires,

plainly expressed to my understanding, I shall better know how to reply.

You heard the language of my father: I must obey his wishes as far as I

know them. Though sometimes rough, and irregular in his habits, to me he

has been at all times tender and kind: I would not now disobey his

commands. Still, in this matter, my heart inclines too much in your

favor not to make me less scrupulous than I should otherwise desire to

be. Besides, I have so long held myself yours, and with his sanction,

that I can the more easily listen to your entreaties. If, then you truly

love me, you will, I am sure, ask nothing that I should not grant.

Speak--what is the pledge?"

"It shall come with no risk, Kate, believe me, none. Heaven forbid that

I should bring a solitary grief to your bosom; yet it may adventure in

some respects both mind and person, if you be not wary. Knowing your

father, as you know him too, I would have from you a pledge--a promise,

here, solemnly uttered in the eye of Heaven, and in the holy stillness

of this place, which has witnessed other of our vows no less sacred and

solemn, that, should he sanction the prayer of another who seeks your

love, and command your obedience, that you will not obey--that you will

not go quietly a victim to the altar--that you will not pledge to

another the same vow which has been long since pledged to me."

He paused a moment for a reply, but she spoke not; and with something

like impetuosity he proceeded:--

"You make no reply, Katharine? You hear my entreaty--my prayer. It

involves no impropriety; it stands in the way of no other duty, since, I

trust, the relationship between us is as binding as any other which may

call for your regard. All that I ask is, that you will not dispose of

yourself to another, your heart not going with your hand, whatever may

be the authority which may require it; at least, not until you are fully

assured that it is beyond my power to claim you, or I become unworthy to

press the claim."

"It is strange, Mark, that you should speak in a manner of which there

is so little need. The pledge long since uttered as solemnly as you now

require, under these very boughs, should satisfy you."

"So it should, Kate--and so it would, perhaps, could I now reason on any

subject. But my doubts are not now of your love, but of your firmness in

resisting a control at variance with your duty to yourself. Your words

reassure me, however; and now, though with no glad heart, I shall pass

over the border, and hope for the better days which are to make us

happy."

"Not so fast, Master Forrester," exclaimed the voice of old Allen,

emerging from the cover of the sycamore, to the shelter of which he had

advanced unobserved, and had been the unsuspected auditor of the

dialogue from first to last. The couple, with an awkward consciousness,

started up at the speech, taken by surprise, and neither uttering a word

in reply to this sudden address.

"You must first answer, young man, to the charge of advising my daughter

to disobedience, as I have heard you for the last half hour; and to

elopement, which she had the good sense to refuse. I thought, Master

Forrester, that you were better bred than to be guilty of such

offences."

"I know them not as such, Mr. Allen. I had your own sanction to my

engagement with Katharine, and do not see that after that you had any

right to break it off."

"You do not--eh? Well, perhaps, you are right, and I have thought better

of the matter myself; and, between us, Kate has behaved so well, and

spoken so prettily to you, and obeyed my orders, as she should have

done, that I'm thinking to look more kindly on the whole affair."

"Are you, dear father?--Oh, I am so happy!"

"Hush, minx! the business is mine, and none of yours.--Hark you, Mark.

You must fly--there's no two ways about that; and, between us, there

will be a devil of a stir in this matter. I have it from good authority

that the governor will riddle the whole nation but he'll have every man,

woman, and child, concerned in this difficulty: so that'll be no place

for you. You must go right on to the _Massassippi_, and enter lands

enough for us all. Enter them in Kate's name, and they'll be secure. As

soon as you've fixed that business, write on, say where you are, and

we'll be down upon you, bag and baggage, in no time and less."

"Oh, dear father--this is so good of you!"

"Pshaw, get away, minx! I don't like kisses _jest_ after supper; it

takes the taste all out of my mouth of what I've been eating."

Forrester was loud in his acknowledgments, and sought by eulogistic

professions to do away the ill effect of all that he might have uttered

in the previous conversation; but the old man cut him short with his

wonted querulousness:--

"Oh, done with your blarney, boy! 'It's all my eye and Betty Martin!'

Won't you go in and take supper? There's something left, I reckon."

But Forrester had now no idea of eating, and declined accordingly,

alleging his determination to set off immediately upon his route--a

determination which the old man highly approved of.

"You are right, Mark--move's the word, and the sooner you go about it

the better. Here's my hand on your bargain, and good-by--I reckon you'll

have something more to say to Kate, and I suppose you don't want me to

help you in saying it--so I leave you. She's used to the way; and, if

she's at all afraid, you can easily see her home."

With a few more words the old man took his departure, leaving the young

people as happy now as he had before found them sad and sorrowful. They

did not doubt that the reason of this change was as he alleged it, and

gave themselves no thought as to causes, satisfied as they were with

effects. But old Allen had not proceeded without his host: he had been

advised of the contemplated turn-out of all the squatters from the

gold-region; and, having no better tenure than any of his neighbors, he

very prudently made a merit of necessity, and took his measures as we

have seen. The lovers were satisfied, and their interview now wore,

though at parting, a more sunshiny complexion.

But why prolong a scene admitting of so little variety as that which

describes the sweets, and the strifes, and the sorrows, of mortal love?

We take it there is no reader of novels so little conversant with

matters of this nature as not to know how they begin and how they end;

and, contenting ourselves with separating the parties--an act

hardhearted enough, in all conscience--we shall not with idle and

questionable sympathy dwell upon the sorrows of their separation. We may

utter a remark, however, which the particular instance before us

occasions, in relation to the singular influence of love upon the mental

and moral character of the man. There is no influence in the world's

circumstance so truly purifying, elevating, and refining. It instils

high and generous sentiments; it ennobles human endeavor; it sanctifies

defeat and denial; it polishes manners; it gives to morals a tincture of

devotion; and, as with the spell of magic, such as Milton describes in

"Comus," it dissipates with a glance the wild rout of low desires and

insane follies which so much blur and blot up the otherwise fair face of

human society. It permits of no meanness in its train; it expels

vulgarity, and, with a high stretch toward perfected humanity, it

unearths the grovelling nature, and gives it aspirations of sand and

sunshine.

Its effect upon Forrester had been of this description. It had been his

only tutor, and had taught him nobly in numberless respects. In every

association with the maiden of his affections, his tone, his language,

his temper, and his thoughts, seemed to undergo improvement and

purification. He seemed quite another man whenever he came into her

presence, and whenever the thought of her was in his heart. Indeed, such

was the effect of this passion upon both of them; though this may have

been partially the result of other circumstances, arising from their

particular situation. For a long time they had known few enjoyments that

were not intimately connected with the image of one another; and thus,

from having few objects besides of contemplation or concern, they

refined upon each other. As the minute survey in the forest of the

single leaf, which, for years, may not have attracted the eye, unfolds

the fine veins, the fanciful outline, the clear, green, and transparent

texture, and the delicate shadowings of innumerable hues won from the

skies and the sunshine--so, day by day, surveying the single object,

they had become familiar with attractions in one another which the

passing world would never have supposed either of them to possess. In

such a region, where there are few competitors for human love and

regard, the heart clings with hungering tenacity to the few stray

affections that spring up, here and there, like flowers dropped by some

kindly, careless hand, making a bloom and a blessing for the untrodden

wilderness. Nor do they blossom there in vain, since, as the sage has

told us, there is no breeze that wafts not life, no sun that brings not

smiles, no water that bears not refreshment, no flower that has not

charms and a solace, for some heart that could not well hope to be happy

without them.

They separated on the verge of the copse to which he had attended her,

their hands having all the way been passionately linked, and a seal

having been set upon their mutual vows by the long, loving embrace which

concluded their interview. The cottage was in sight, and, from the deep

shade which surrounded him, he beheld her enter its precincts in safety;

then, returning to the place of tryst, he led forth his steed, and, with

a single bound, was once more in his saddle, and once more a wanderer.

The cheerlessness of such a fate as that before him, even under the

changed aspect of his affairs, to those unaccustomed to the rather too

migratory habits of our southern and western people, would seem somewhat

severe; but the only hardship in his present fortune, to the mind of

Forrester, was the privation and protraction of his love-arrangements.

The wild, woodland adventure common to the habits of the people of this

class, had a stimulating effect upon his spirit at all other times; and,

even now--though perfectly legitimate for a lover to move slowly from

his mistress--the moon just rising above the trees, and his horse in

full gallop through their winding intricacies, a warm and bracing energy

came to his aid, and his heart grew cheery under its inspiriting

influences. He was full of the future, rich in anticipation, and happy

in the contemplation of a thousand projects. With a free rein he plunged

forward into the recesses of the forest, dreaming of a cottage in the

Mississippi, a heart at ease, and Katharine Allen, with all her

beauties, for ever at hand to keep it so.

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