With firm step the student advances in life. No matter what it may

bring him, he goes forward erect. In the past he knew not why he worked

and suffered, but now he knows. It is obvious that such meditation is

more likely to lead to the goal, if conducted under the direction of

experienced persons, who know actually how everything may best be done.

We should, therefore, seek the advice and direction of such experienced

guides (they are called Gurus in certain schools of thought). What

would otherwise be mere uncertain groping is transformed by such

direction into work that is sure of its goal. Those who apply to the

teachers having such knowledge and experience will never apply in vain.

They must, however, be quite sure that it is the advice of a friend

they desire, not the domination of a would-be ruler. Those who really

know are always the most modest of men, and nothing is further from

their nature than what is called the passion for power.

Those who, by means of meditation, rise to that which unites man with

spirit, are bringing to life within them the eternal element which is

not limited by birth nor death. Only those who have had no experience

for themselves can doubt the existence of this eternal element. Thus

meditation becomes the way by which man also attains to the recognition

and contemplation of his eternal, indestructible, essential being. And

only through meditation can one attain to such a view of life. Gnosis

and Theosophy tell of the eternal nature of this essential being, and

of its reincarnation. The question is often asked: "Why does a man know

nothing of those experiences which lie beyond the borders of birth and

death?" Not thus should we ask, but rather: "How may we attain to such

knowledge?" The entrance to the Path is opened by right meditation.

This alone can revive the memory of events that lie beyond the borders

of birth and death. Everyone can attain to this knowledge; in each of

us is the faculty of recognizing and contemplating for ourselves the

truths of Mysticism, Theosophy, and Gnosis; but the right means must be

chosen. Only a being with ears and eyes can perceive tones and colors,

nor can the eye perceive without the light by which things are made

visible. Occult science gives the means of developing the spiritual

ears and eyes, and kindling the spiritual light. There are, according

to esoteric teachers, three steps by which the goal may be attained: 1.

_Probation._ This develops the spiritual senses. 2. _Enlightenment._

This kindles the spiritual light. 3. _Initiation._ This establishes

intercourse with the higher spiritual beings.

The following teachings proceed from a secret tradition, but precise

information concerning its nature and its name cannot be given at

present. They refer to the three steps which, in the school of this

tradition, lead to a certain degree of initiation. But here we shall

find only so much of this tradition as may be openly declared. These

teachings are extracted from a much deeper and more secret doctrine. In

the occult schools themselves a definite course of instruction is

followed, and in addition to this there are certain practices which

enable the souls of men to attain a conscious intercourse with the

spiritual world. These practices bear about the same relation to what

will be imparted in the following pages, as the teaching which is given

in a well-disciplined school bears to the instruction that may be

received occasionally during a walk. And yet the ardent and persevering

search for what is here hinted at will lead to the way by which one

obtains access to a genuine occult school. But, of course, an impatient

perusal, devoid of sincerity and perseverance, can lead to nothing at

all. He who believes himself to be ready for more must apply to an

occult teacher. The study of these things can only be successful if the

student will observe what has already been written in previous

chapters.

The stages which the above-mentioned tradition specifies are the

following three:

I. Probation,

II. Enlightenment,

III. Initiation.

It is not altogether necessary that these three stages should be so

taken that one must have quite completed the first before beginning the

second, nor this in its turn before commencing the third. With respect

to certain things one can partake of Enlightenment, and even of

Initiation, while with others one is still in the probationary stage.

Yet it will be necessary to spend a certain time in this stage of

Probation before any Enlightenment at all can commence, and at least to

some degree one must be enlightened before it is possible even to enter

upon the stage of Initiation. In giving an account of them, however, it

is necessary, for the sake of clearness, that the three stages follow,

one after another.

IV

PROBATION

Probation consists of a strict cultivation of the emotional and mental

life. Through this cultivation the "spiritual body" becomes equipped

with new instruments of perception and new organs of activity, just as,

out of indeterminate living matter, the natural forces have fitted the

physical body with the various organs so well known to the physical

senses.

The beginning of this cultivation is made by directing the attention of

the soul to certain events in the world that surrounds us. Such events

are the germinating, expanding, and flourishing of _life_ in its

myriad forms on the one hand, and, on the other, the fading, decaying,

and passing out of life from all things so far as perceptible to the

ordinary senses. Wherever we turn our eyes we can observe these things

happening simultaneously, and everywhere they naturally evoke in men

thoughts and feelings. But under ordinary circumstances a man fails to

grasp the importance of these sensations. He hurries on too quickly

from impression to impression. What is necessary, therefore, is that he

should fix his attention intently and quite consciously upon these

phenomena. Wherever he observes expansion and flourishing of a certain

kind, he must banish everything else from his soul, and entirely

surrender himself for a short time to this one impression. He will soon

convince himself that a sensation which heretofore in a similar case

would have merely flitted through his soul, is now so magnified that it

becomes of a powerful and energetic nature. He should at once allow

this thought-form to reverberate throughout his whole being, yet

quietly within himself, and to do so he must become inwardly quite

still. He should draw himself away from the outward world, and follow

only that which his soul tells him.

Yet it must not be thought that we can make much progress if we blunt

our senses to the world. For, one must first contemplate these objects

as keenly and precisely as possible, and then give up to the sensations

that result, and the thoughts that arise within the soul. What is most

important is, that one should direct the attention, with perfect inner

balance, upon both of these phenomena. If one obtains the necessary

quiet and surrenders himself to that which arises in the soul, he will,

in due time, experience many wonderful thoughts and feelings, unknown

to him before. Indeed, the more one fixes the attention in such a way,

alternately upon something growing, expanding, and flourishing, and

upon something else that is fading and decaying, the more vivid will

these feelings become. And just as natural forces evolve the physical

eyes and ears of the physical body, out of living matter, so will the

organs of clairvoyance evolve themselves from the spiritual feelings

which are thus evoked. A definite thought-form unites itself with the

germinating and expanding object, and another, equally definite, with

that which is fading and decaying. But this will only take place if the

cultivation of these feelings be striven for in the way described.

It is possible to describe only approximately what these feelings are

like. Indeed, everyone must arrive at his own conception of them as he

passes through these inward experiences. He who has frequently fixes

his attention on the phenomena of germinating, expanding, and

flourishing, will feel something remotely allied to the sensation

caused by witnessing a sunrise; and the phenomena of fading and

decaying will produce in him an experience comparable, in the same way,

to the gradual uprising of the moon on the horizon. Both these feelings

are forces which, when carefully cultivated, with a continually

increasing improvement, will lead to the greatest occult results. To

him who again and again, systematically and with design, surrenders

himself to such feelings, a new world is opened. The "Spiritual" world,

the so-called "Astral plane," begins to dawn upon him. Blooming and

fading are facts which no longer make indefinite impressions on him, as

of old, but instead they form themselves into spiritual lines and

figures of which he had previously suspected nothing. And these lines

and figures have for the different phenomena different forms. A

blooming flower, an animal growing, a decaying tree, evoke in his soul

definite lines. The astral plane slowly broadens out before him. Its

forms are not in any sense arbitrary. For two students who find

themselves at the same stage of development will always see the same

lines and figures under the same conditions. Just as certainly as a

round table will be seen as round by two normal persons, not as round

by the one and square by the other; so, too, before the perception of

two souls a blooming flower will present the same spiritual form. And

just as the shapes of animals and plants are described in ordinary

natural history, so, too, the teacher in an occult school describes and

delineates the spiritual forms of growing and decaying processes after

their nature and species.

If the student has progressed so far that he can see such aspects of

phenomena which are also physically observable with his external eyes,

he will then be not far from the condition which will enable him to

behold things that have no physical existence, and must therefore

remain entirely hidden to those who have undergone no training in an

occult school.

It should be emphasized that the occult explorer ought never to lose

himself in speculation on the meaning of this or that. By such

intellectualizing he only directs himself away from the right road. He

ought to look out on the sense-world freshly, with healthy senses and

quickened observation, and then to give himself up to his own

sensations. He ought not to wish, in a speculative manner, to make out

what this or that means, but rather to allow the things themselves to

inform him.[7]

[7] It should be remarked that artistic perception, when

coupled with a quiet introspective nature, forms the best

foundation for the development of occult faculties. It

pierces through the superficial aspect of things and in so

doing touches their secrets.

A further point of importance is that which is called in occult science

"orientation in the higher worlds." This point is attained when one

realizes with complete consciousness that feelings and thoughts are

veritable realities, just as much as are tables and chairs in the world

of the physical senses. Feelings and thoughts act upon each other in

the astral-world and in the thought (or mental) world, just as objects

of sense act upon each other in the physical world. As long as anyone

is not truly permeated with this realization, he will not believe that

an evil thought projected from his mind may have as devastating an

effect upon other thought forms as that wrought upon physical objects

by a bullet shot at random. Such a one will perhaps never allow himself

to perform a physically visible action which he considers to be wrong,

yet he will not shrink from harboring evil thoughts or feelings, for

these do not appear to him to be dangerous to the rest of the world.

Nevertheless we can advance in occult science only when we guard our

thoughts and feelings in just the same way as a man would guard the

steps he takes in the physical world. If anyone sees a wall before him

he does not attempt to dash right through it, but directs his course

alongside; in other words, he guides himself by the laws of the

physical world.

There are such laws also in the world of thought and feeling, but there

they cannot impose themselves upon us from without. They must flow out

of the life of the soul itself. We arrive at such a condition when we

forbid ourselves, at all times, to foster wrong thoughts or feelings.

All arbitrary goings to-and-fro, all idle fancies, all accidental

ups-and-downs of emotion must be forbidden in the same way. But, in so

doing, let it not be thought that we bring about a deficiency of

emotion. On the contrary, if we regulate our inner life in this manner,

we shall speedily find ourselves rich in feelings and in genuine

creative imagination. In place of a mere chaos of petty feelings and

fantastic trains of thought, there appear significant emotions, and

thoughts that are fruitful, and it is emotions and thoughts of this

kind that lead a man to "orientation in the higher world." He has

entered into the right condition for the things of that world, and they

entail for him definite consequences. Just as a physical man finds his

way between physical things, so, too, his path now leads him straight

between the _growing_ and the _fading_, which he has already come to

know in the way described above. For he follows all processes of

growing and flourishing, (and, on the other hand, of withering and

decaying) that is necessary for his own and the world's prosperity.

The occult student has also to bestow a further care on the world of

_sound_. He must discriminate between the tones which are produced

from the so-called inert (lifeless) bodies (for example, a bell, a

musical instrument, or a falling mass), and those which proceed from a

living creature (an animal or a person). He who hears the striking of a

bell will receive the sound and attach to it a certain sensation, but

he who hears the cry of an animal will, in addition to this sensation,

become aware that the sound reveals also an inward experience of the

animal, either of pain or of pleasure. The student is concerned with

the latter aspect of the sound. He must concentrate his whole attention

upon it, so that the sound reveals to him something that lies outside

of his own soul, and, more than this, must merge himself in this

exterior thing. He must closely connect his own emotion with the

pleasure or pain communicated to him by means of the sound, and must

care nothing whether the sound be pleasant or unpleasant to him,

welcome or not; his soul must be filled with only that which proceeds

from the creature out of whom the sound has come. He who systematically

and deliberately performs such exercises will develop within himself

the faculty of intermingling, as it were, with the creature from which

the sound proceeded. A person sensitive to music will find it easier to

cultivate his spiritual life in this respect than one who is unmusical,

but no one should think that a mere sense of music will take the place

of this culture.

As an occult student, one must learn to contemplate the whole of nature

in this way. By so doing a new faculty is developed in the world of

thought and feeling. Through her manifold sounds the whole of Nature

begins to whisper secrets to the student. What hitherto was merely

incomprehensible noise to his soul will become by this means a coherent

_language of Nature_. And whereas, hitherto, he heard sound only from

the resonance of so-called inanimate objects, he now understands a new

speech of the soul. Should he advance in this culture of the soul, he

will soon learn that he can hear what hitherto he did not even surmise.

He begins to hear with the soul.

One thing more must be added before we can reach the topmost point in

this direction. What is of special importance in the development of the

student is the way in which he hears the speech of other men. He must

accustom himself to do this in such a way that while doing so his inner

self is absolutely still. If someone expresses an opinion and another

hears it, the inner self of the latter will be stirring in general

assent or contradiction. Many people in such a case feel themselves

urged to an expression of their assent, or, more especially, of their

contradiction. All such assent or contradiction must, in the occult

student, be silenced. It is not imperative that he should, therefore,

quite suddenly begin to make his life entirely different, in order that

he may attain to this inward and fundamental calm. He might, therefore,

begin by doing so in special cases, deliberately selected by himself.

Thus quite slowly and by degrees will this new way of listening creep

into his habits, as of itself: In the occult schools these things are

systematically practiced. For the sake of practice the student is

obliged to listen for a certain period to the most contradictory

thoughts, and at the same time to suppress all assent, and more

especially all adverse criticism. The point is that in such a way not

only all intellectual judgment is silenced, but also all sense of

displeasure, denial, or even acceptance. The student must be

particularly watchful that such feelings, even if they are not upon the

surface, do not still remain lurking in the innermost recesses of his

soul. He must listen, for example, to the statements of people who in

some respects are far beneath him, and, while so doing, suppress every

feeling of greater knowledge or of superiority. It is useful for

everyone to listen in this way to children, for even the wisest may

learn very much from children. So does it come about that we hear the

words of others impersonally, completely divested of our own

personality with its opinions and feelings. He who thus makes a

practice of listening uncritically, even when a completely

contradictory opinion is advanced, learns again and again to blend

himself, to become identified, with the being of another. He then

hears, as it were, through the words and into the souls of others.

Through continual exercise of this kind only, sound becomes the right

medium for the revelation of the spirit and the soul. Of course, it

implies the strictest self-discipline, but it leads to a high goal.

When these practices are undertaken in connection with those that deal

with the sounds of Nature, the soul develops a new sense of hearing. It

is enabled to receive demonstrations from the spiritual world which do

not find their expression in outward sounds apprehensible by the

physical ear. The perception of the "inner word" awakens. Gradually

truths from the spiritual world reveal themselves to the student, and

he hears them expressed in a spiritual way.[8]

[8] Only to him, who listens disinterestedly, comes the

ability to perceive really from within, silently, and without

emotion arising from personal opinion or personal taste,--to

such only can the Great Souls, who are known in Occultism as

the Masters speak. As long as our opinions and feelings are

in a state of vehement opposition to the communications from

the Masters, They remain silent.

All high truths are attained through such "inner encouragement," and

what we hear from the lips of a genuine occult teacher has been

experienced in this manner. In so saying it must not be supposed that

it is useless to acquaint oneself with the writings on occult science,

before one can actually gain this inner encouragement. On the contrary,

the reading of such writings, and the listening to eminent teachers of

occult lore, are themselves the means of attaining a personal

knowledge. Every sentence of the esoteric wisdom which one hears is

adapted to direct the senses to that point which must be attained

before the soul can experience a real advance. To the practice of all

that has been indicated, must be added an ardent study of what the

occult teacher gives out to the world. In all occult schools such a

study belongs to the probationary period, and he who would employ other

methods will attain no goal if he omits the instructions of the occult

teacher, for inasmuch as these instructions proceed from an actual

"inner word," an actual "encouragement," they possess in themselves a

spiritual vitality. They are not mere words; they are living powers;

and while you follow the words of an occultist, while you read a book

which comes from a genuine inner experience, powers are at work in your

soul which make you clairvoyant, just as natural forces have created

out of living matter your eyes and ears.

V

ENLIGHTENMENT.

Enlightenment is the result of very simple processes. Here, too, it is

a matter of developing certain feelings and thoughts which are dormant

within all men, but must be awakened. Only he who carries out these

simple processes with complete patience, continuously and strenuously,

can be led by them to the reception of inner illumination. The primary

step is taken by observing in a particular way different natural

objects--a transparent stone of beautiful form (a crystal), a plant,

and an animal. One should endeavor at first to direct one's whole

attention to a comparison of the stone with the animal, as follows: The

thoughts which, accompanied by strong emotions, are thus induced, must

pass through the soul, and no other emotions or thoughts must be mixed

with them, or disturb the intense contemplation. One then says to

oneself: "The stone has a form and the animal also has a form. The

stone remains motionless in its place, but the animal is able to move

about. It is impulse (desire) which causes the animal to change its

place, and it is these impulses to which the form of the animal is of

use. Its organs and instruments are the expression of these impulses.

The form of the stone, on the contrary, is fashioned, not in accordance

with impulses, but in accordance with an impulseless force."[9]

[9] The fact here mentioned, in its bearing on the

contemplation of crystals, is in many ways distorted by those

who have only heard of it in an outward (exoteric) manner,

and in this way such practises as crystal-gazing have their

origin. Misrepresentations of such a kind are the outcome of

misunderstanding. They have been described in many books, but

they never form the subject of genuine (esoteric) teaching.

If one sinks deeply into such thoughts, and while so doing observes the

stone and the animal with fixed attention, then there arise in the soul

two separate kinds of emotion. From the stone into the soul there

streams one kind of emotion, and from the animal, another. Probably in

the beginning the experiment will not succeed, but little by little,

with genuine and patient practice, these emotions become manifest.

Again and again one should practice. At first the emotions last only as

long as the contemplation. Later on, they work afterwards, and then

they grow to something which remains alive in the soul. One then needs

only to reflect, and both emotions invariably arise, apart from all

contemplation of an external object.

Out of these emotions, and the thoughts which are bound up with them,

clairvoyant organs are formed. Should the plant be added to the

contemplation, one will notice that the feeling outflowing from it,

both in its quality and in its degree, lies between that which emanates

from the stone and that from the animal. The organs which are so formed

are spiritual eyes. We learn by degrees and through their means to see

both astral and mental colors. As long as one has attained only the

condition described as Probation, the spiritual world with its lines

and figures remains dark, but through Enlightenment it will become

clear. It must be noted here that the words "dark" and "light," as well

as the other common expressions, only approximately describe what is

really meant; for language as usually understood is constructed to suit

physical conditions alone.

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