IN a pleasant, airy, up-hill country, it was my fortune when I was young
to make the acquaintance of a certain beggar. I call him beggar, though
he usually allowed his coat and his shoes (which were open-mouthed,
indeed) to beg for him. He was the wreck of an athletic man, tall,
gaunt, and bronzed; far gone in consumption, with that disquieting smile
of the mortally stricken on his face; but still active afoot, still with
the brisk military carriage, the ready military salute. Three ways led
through this piece of country; and as I was inconstant in my choice, I
believe he must often have awaited me in vain. But often enough, he
caught me; often enough, from some place of ambush by the roadside, he
would spring suddenly forth in the regulation attitude, and launching at
once into his inconsequential talk, fall into step with me upon my
farther course. “A fine morning, sir, though perhaps a trifle inclining
to rain. I hope I see you well, sir. Why, no, sir, I don’t feel as
hearty myself as I could wish, but I am keeping about my ordinary. I am
pleased to meet you on the road, sir. I assure you I quite look forward
to one of our little conversations.” He loved the sound of his own voice
inordinately, and though (with something too off-hand to call servility)
he would always hasten to agree with anything you said, yet he could
never suffer you to say it to an end. By what transition he slid to his
favourite subject I have no memory; but we had never been long together
on the way before he was dealing, in a very military manner, with the
English poets. “Shelley was a fine poet, sir, though a trifle
atheistical in his opinions. His Queen Mab, sir, is quite an atheistical
work. Scott, sir, is not so poetical a writer. With the works of
Shakespeare I am not so well acquainted, but he was a fine poet.
Keats—John Keats, sir—he was a very fine poet.” With such references,
such trivial criticism, such loving parade of his own knowledge, he would
beguile the road, striding forward uphill, his staff now clapped to the
ribs of his deep, resonant chest, now swinging in the air with the
remembered jauntiness of the private soldier; and all the while his toes
looking out of his boots, and his shirt looking out of his elbows, and
death looking out of his smile, and his big, crazy frame shaken by
accesses of cough.
He would often go the whole way home with me: often to borrow a book, and
that book always a poet. Off he would march, to continue his mendicant
rounds, with the volume slipped into the pocket of his ragged coat; and
although he would sometimes keep it quite a while, yet it came always
back again at last, not much the worse for its travels into beggardom.
And in this way, doubtless, his knowledge grew and his glib, random
criticism took a wider range. But my library was not the first he had
drawn upon: at our first encounter, he was already brimful of Shelley and
the atheistical Queen Mab, and “Keats—John Keats, sir.” And I have often
wondered how he came by these acquirements; just as I often wondered how
he fell to be a beggar. He had served through the Mutiny—of which (like
so many people) he could tell practically nothing beyond the names of
places, and that it was “difficult work, sir,” and very hot, or that
so-and-so was “a very fine commander, sir.” He was far too smart a man
to have remained a private; in the nature of things, he must have won his
stripes. And yet here he was without a pension. When I touched on this
problem, he would content himself with diffidently offering me advice.
“A man should be very careful when he is young, sir. If you’ll excuse me
saying so, a spirited young gentleman like yourself, sir, should be very
careful. I was perhaps a trifle inclined to atheistical opinions
myself.” For (perhaps with a deeper wisdom than we are inclined in these
days to admit) he plainly bracketed agnosticism with beer and skittles.
Keats—John Keats, sir—and Shelley were his favourite bards. I cannot
remember if I tried him with Rossetti; but I know his taste to a hair,
and if ever I did, he must have doted on that author. What took him was
a richness in the speech; he loved the exotic, the unexpected word; the
moving cadence of a phrase; a vague sense of emotion (about nothing) in
the very letters of the alphabet: the romance of language. His honest
head was very nearly empty, his intellect like a child’s; and when he
read his favourite authors, he can almost never have understood what he
was reading. Yet the taste was not only genuine, it was exclusive; I
tried in vain to offer him novels; he would none of them, he cared for
nothing but romantic language that he could not understand. The case may
be commoner than we suppose. I am reminded of a lad who was laid in the
next cot to a friend of mine in a public hospital and who was no sooner
installed than he sent out (perhaps with his last pence) for a cheap
Shakespeare. My friend pricked up his ears; fell at once in talk with
his new neighbour, and was ready, when the book arrived, to make a
singular discovery. For this lover of great literature understood not
one sentence out of twelve, and his favourite part was that of which he
understood the least—the inimitable, mouth-filling rodomontade of the
ghost in _Hamlet_. It was a bright day in hospital when my friend
expounded the sense of this beloved jargon: a task for which I am willing
to believe my friend was very fit, though I can never regard it as an
easy one. I know indeed a point or two, on which I would gladly question
Mr. Shakespeare, that lover of big words, could he revisit the glimpses
of the moon, or could I myself climb backward to the spacious days of
Elizabeth. But in the second case, I should most likely pretermit these
questionings, and take my place instead in the pit at the Blackfriars, to
hear the actor in his favourite part, playing up to Mr. Burbage, and
rolling out—as I seem to hear him—with a ponderous gusto—
“Unhousel’d, disappointed, unanel’d.”
What a pleasant chance, if we could go there in a party I and what a
surprise for Mr. Burbage, when the ghost received the honours of the
evening!
As for my old soldier, like Mr. Burbage and Mr. Shakespeare, he is long
since dead; and now lies buried, I suppose, and nameless and quite
forgotten, in some poor city graveyard.—But not for me, you brave heart,
have you been buried! For me, you are still afoot, tasting the sun and
air, and striding southward. By the groves of Comiston and beside the
Hermitage of Braid, by the Hunters’ Tryst, and where the curlews and
plovers cry around Fairmilehead, I see and hear you, stalwartly carrying
your deadly sickness, cheerfully discoursing of uncomprehended poets.