"I saw the mother give it its last nourishment at her breast, and

then, with tears, lay it softly, sweetly sleeping the while, within

the basket of bulrushes,--pillowing its head first upon her hand,

until the daughter had placed beneath it a pillow of wild-flowers and

lotus-leaves, gathered on the spot in the dawning light. The father

then covered it carefully over, and kissing it, with grief shaking his

strong frame, was about to commit the frail boat to the water, when

the poor mother arrested his arm, implored one more look, one more

embrace of her child! She was a young and beautiful woman; and, the

last kiss given, kneeled by the shore praying to her God, as the

father launched the ark into the stream. At this moment, I beheld,

straying upon the bank, as if seeking its parents, the other child

that I had seen in the house. I now saw the current take to its

embrace the little ark, and upon its bosom bear it downward. In a few

moments it lodged amid some rushes, which the mother seeing, she ran

hastily, entered the water, passionately kissed her child, and would

have offered it the breast again, but the more resolute father sent it

once more upon its way. In the vision, I now saw that day had dawned,

and that the stir of life on land and water was everywhere visible.

The father watched the bark, until it could be no longer seen for the

curve of the shore, and then drew near to his wife, and gently led her

away to the hut,--her lingering looks ceaselessly stretched towards

the Nile. The little maid, who was not more than twelve or thirteen

years of age, having been previously instructed by her mother,

followed along the shore to see what would become of the ark. But I

weary you, Sesostris, with details, which to me had a sort of

fascination, as they were enacted before me in the scenes I beheld."

"And they are deeply interesting to me, my dear Remeses," I said with

emotion.

"I followed the bark also," continued Remeses, "until, after several

escapes from imminent peril, it lodged against a group of flags, at

the moment that a beautiful lady, accompanied by her maids, came to

bathe, at the foot of the garden of Pharaoh's palace. At a glance,

Sesostris, I recognized, as she was in her youth, my mother--I mean to

say, the Queen Amense. I saw her attention drawn to the little ark, in

the fate of which I had become intensely interested, little dreaming

how much and intimately it concerned _me_! I heard her bid the maids

take the basket out of the river, and her cry of surprise, on opening

it and seeing the babe, which answered her with a sorrowful wail, as

it were, of appeal. I saw her offer it to the bosoms of three Egyptian

nurses in vain, when the little maid, its half-sister, drew near with

mingled curiosity and fear and said--

"'O princess, shall I call one of the Hebrew women, that she may nurse

the child for thee?'

"The princess said, 'Go!'

"Immediately the maiden ran with the swiftness of a gazelle, until she

came at length to her mother's house. The poor Hebrew woman was at her

task, combing flax and weeping as she toiled, feeling that she had

parted with her child forever. At the height of her grief, the young

maid flew in at the door, crying with a voice choked with joy--

"'Mother, run quickly! make no stay! Pharaoh's daughter has found my

little brother, taken it from the ark, and sent me for a Hebrew nurse!

Come quickly, before any other is found!'

"With a cry of joy, and with hands clasped to heaven in gratitude, I

saw the mother about to rush out, wild with happiness, when her

daughter said, 'Be calm, mother, or the princess will suspect. Put on

your coif! Arrange your dress! Seem quiet, as if you were not its

mother!'

"'I will try to do so--oh, I will try to do so!' she said touchingly.

I saw that, in her emotion, she did not think of her other boy, who,

though hardly four years old, had followed the stream, as if he

understood what the ark contained. Him I saw kindly taken pity upon by

an Egyptian priest, who carried him away to his house."

Here I uttered an exclamation which attracted the notice of Remeses;

for I recollected the story of the young Hebrew ecclesiastic and gold

image-caster, dear mother, and saw now that he was this brother of

Remeses, and the mystery of the resemblance was solved. I did not make

any remark to Remeses, however, in reply to his inquiring look, and he

resumed his wonderful narrative.

But I will continue the subject, dear mother, in a subsequent letter.

SESOSTRIS.

LETTER XXV.

PALACE OF REMESES, CITY OF ON.

MY DEAREST MOTHER:

Your courier reached me yesterday with your important letter, advising

me of the refusal of the King of Cyprus to receive your ambassador, or

release your subjects; and that you only await my return to declare

war. I shall not fail to respond to your call, and will next week

leave Egypt for Syria. I have not yet visited the Thebaïd, and the

superb temples of Upper Egypt, nor seen the wonderful Labyrinth, nor

the Cataracts; but I hope at some future day to revisit this

interesting land. I feel, indeed, rejoiced to go away now, as the

painful and extraordinary events connected with Remeses have cast a

gloom over all things here, and changed all my plans.

But I will resume the narrative, interrupted by the abrupt ending of

my last letter. That, with the preceding, as well as this, I shall now

send to you, as the seal of secrecy is removed from them, by the

publicity which has been given to all the events by Remeses.

To return, dear mother, to the account of the scenes which the

magicians presented to his vision, in the black marble chamber of the

pyramid.

"I now," continued Remeses, "beheld the excited mother reach the

presence of the princess, trying to calm the wild tumult of hope and

fear in her maternal bosom; and to her, I saw the princess, after many

inquiries, commit the charge of the infant.

"'I shall adopt this child, O nurse,' she said; 'bring it, therefore,

to the palace daily that I may see it. Take as faithful care of it as

if it were your own, and you shall be rewarded with my favor, as well

as with a nurse's wages.'

"The joyful Hebrew woman tried to repress her happiness, and trembled

so, that the princess said--

"'Thou art awkward. Carry it tenderly; and see that thou keep this

secret closely, or I shall take the boy away from thee, woman, and

also punish thee. What is thy name?'

"'Jochebeda,' she answered.

"'And thy husband's?'

"'Amram, your majesty,' she replied.

"I saw her, O Sesostris, when she had well got out of the princess's

sight, clasp, by stealth, her recovered child to her bosom, while

words of tenderness were in her mouth, and her eyes streaming with

tears of gratitude and wonder.

"That child, O Sesostris, was myself!" suddenly exclaimed Remeses. "Of

this you have already been convinced. I saw the scene before me,

rapidly change from day to night, and months and years fly by like a

cloud, or like a fleet of ships leaving no trace of their track on the

closing waters. Through all I saw myself, from the infant of three

years old, taken into the palace from my Hebrew mother, to the boy of

twelve--to the youth of twenty! Like the cycle of fate, that scene

rolled by before my eyes, until I saw myself, that is, the Hebrew boy,

in every scene of my life up to the very moment then present. Then,

with a sound of mournful music, the Nile and its scenes slowly faded

from before my vision, and I was alone! The whole fearful history had

terminated in me, and left me standing there in solitude, to reflect

upon what I had seen.

"Housing myself from my stupor of amazement, I staggered back, and

sunk in horror upon the stone bench. I know not how long I lay there,

but I was at length aroused by a hand upon my shoulder; I looked up

and beheld the magician with the emblem of life, and the

emerald-tipped wand. He said--

"'My son, thou hast read the past of thy life! Wilt thou still be King

of Egypt?'

"'By what power hast thou opened the gates of the past? How hast thou

known all this?' I cried, with a heart of despair.

"'Dost thou believe?'

"'As if the open Book of Thoth lay before me! I doubt not,' I

answered.

"'Wilt thou be King of Egypt?' again asked another voice. A third, in

another direction, took it up, and every subterranean echo of the

vaulted pyramid seemed to take up the cry. I rushed from the hall, not

knowing whither I went. Doors seemed to open before me, as if by

magic, and I at length found myself emerging, guided by the magician,

into the open night. The granite valves of the gate closed behind me,

and I was alone, in the quadrangle of the great temple of Thoth. The

stars shone down upon me like mocking eyes, watching me. I fled

onward, as if I would fly from myself--I feared to reflect. I passed

the sphinx, the pylones, the obelisks; and ran along the avenue of the

Lake of the Dead, until I reached the Nile. I crossed it in a boat

that I found upon the shore, and without having formed any clear idea

of what I ought to do, sought the palace, and gained my mother's

ante-room. Did I say 'my mother,' Sesostris? I meant the good queen. I

sent in a page to say I wished to see her. In surprise at my return,

before the forty days were fulfilled, she came to the door hurriedly,

in her night-robe, and opened it. I entered as calmly as I could, and

did not refuse her kiss, though I knew I was but a Hebrew! One night's

scenes, dreadful as they were, O Sesostris, could not wholly break the

ties of a lifetime of filial love and reverence. I closed the door,

secured it in silence, and then sat down, weary with what I had

undergone; and, as she came near and knelt by me, and laid her hand

against my forehead, and asked me 'if I were ill, and hence had left

the temple,' I was overcome with her kindness; and when the reflection

forced itself upon me that I could no more call her mother, or be

entitled to these acts of maternal solicitude, I gave way to the

strong current of emotion, and fell upon her shoulder, weeping as

heartily as she had seen me weep when lying in the little ark a

helpless infant.

"During this brief moment, a suspicion flashed across my mind, that

the magicians might have produced this as a part of my trial as a

prince;--that it was not real, but that by their wonderful arts of

magic they had made it appear so to my vision. I seized upon this

idea, as a man drowning in the Nile grasps at a floating flower.

"'Mother,' I said, 'I am ill. I am also very sorrowful!'

"'The tasks and toils of thy initiation, my son, have been too great

for thee. Thy face is haggard and thy looks unnatural. What is thy

sorrow?'

"'I have had a vision, or what was like a dream, my mother. I saw an

infant, in this vision, before me, placed in an ark, and set adrift

upon the Nile. Lo, after being borne by the current some ways, it was

espied by a princess who was bathing, whose maids, at her command,

brought it to her. It contained a circumcised Hebrew child. The

princess, being childless, adopted it, and educated it, and declared

it to be her son. She placed him next to her in the kingdom, and was

about to resign to him the crown, when--'

"Here my mother, whose face I had earnestly regarded, became pale and

trembled all over. She seized my hands and gasped--

"'Tell me, Remeses, tell me, was this a dream, or hast thou heard it?'

"'I saw it, my mother, in a vision, in the subterranean chamber of the

pyramids. It was one of those scenes of magic which the arts of the

magi know how to produce.'

"'Dost thou believe it?' she cried.

"'Is it not thy _secret_, O my mother, which Prince Mœris shares

with thee? Am I not right? Does not that Hebrew child,' I cried,

rising, 'now stand before thee?'

"She shrieked, and fell insensible!

"At length I restored her to consciousness. I related all I have told

you. Reluctantly, she confessed that all was true as I had seen it. I

then, in a scene such as I hope never to pass through again, assured

her I should refuse the throne and exile myself from Egypt. She

implored me with strong appeals to keep the secret, and mount the

throne. I firmly refused to do so, inasmuch as it would be an act of

injustice, not only to Mœris, but to the Egyptians, to deceive them

with a Hebrew ruler. She reminded me how, for sixty-one years, Prince

Joseph had governed Egypt. 'Yes,' I said, 'but it was openly and

without deceit; while my reign, would be a gross deception and

usurpation.' But, O Sesostris, I cannot revive the scene. It has

passed!--I have yielded! She showed me the letters of Prince Mœris.

She implored me for her sake to keep the secret, and aid her in

resisting the conspiracy of the viceroy. When I reflected that he had

made my mother so long miserable, and now menaced her throne, I

yielded to her entreaties to remain a few days at the head of the

affairs that have been intrusted to my control, and to lead the army

against Mœris, should he fulfil his menace to invade Lower Egypt.

After that, I said, I shall refuse to be called the son of Pharaoh's

daughter, and will retire from the Court."

"Not among the Hebrews?" I exclaimed.

"No, perhaps not. I have nothing in common with them. I can do them no

good: I cannot yet consent to share their bondage. I shall seek my own

family, for the queen has told me who they are. My mother, my _own_

mother, Sesostris, shall again fold her child to her heart! I

recollect her beautiful, tearful face, as seen in the vision of the

pyramids. I have a brother, too, and a sister!"

"I know them both!" I cried, almost joyfully; though, dear mother, it

was a sad joy I felt, to know that Remeses was a brother to Miriam and

the ecclesiastic gold-caster. He became at once interested, and I told

him all I knew about them, as I have you. He listened with deep

attention, and seemed pleased. I also told him how often I had

conversed, in the garden of flowers, with the venerable Amram, the

father of Miriam.

"And _my_ father also, you should add," he said, with a melancholy

smile. "I knew it not, Sesostris; I believed him to be the husband of

my nurse. Thinkest thou all this time he knew I was his son?"

"I doubt it not," I answered. "The eyes of your father and mother must

naturally have been upon you from your childhood up. They must have

witnessed all your career, and rejoiced in it, and kept the secret

locked in their own humble hearts, lest you and the world should know

it, and the glory they secretly saw you sharing, be taken away or

resigned by you."

"I shall see them. They shall yet hear me say, mother, father,

brother, sister, to each one of them. But, Sesostris, I must then bid

them farewell forever, and Egypt also,--if the queen will permit me to

go," he suddenly added, with bitter irony unusual with him; "for

slaves must have no will but their master's."

I laid my arm kindly and sympathizingly upon his shoulder, and

silently embraced him.

"I feel for you, O Remeses, with all my heart," I said.

"I know you do, O prince: I am sure that you do. But let us terminate

this subject. My mother's--I mean, alas! the queen's desire shall be

gratified. I will, for a few days, continue as I am, but no more

return to the temples. My initiation is over. Without doubt the

priests of the hierarchy will seek to put me to death, when they learn

that a Hebrew has been initiated into all their learning and

mysteries. It will be necessary for me to leave Egypt."

"Then let Tyre, O prince, be thy asylum--thy future home!" I cried.

"There the Hebrew is not in bondage, and is a Syrian among Syrians.

There you shall have a palace and retinue, and be served as becomes

your wisdom and greatness. My mother Epiphia will welcome you with

pleasure, for she has already learned to honor you, from my letters.

Our city is about to go to war with the King of Cyprus, and my mother

has written, urging me to return. Twelve galleys will await me at

Pelusium, in a fortnight hence, to escort my own to Tyre. Consent, O

Remeses, to go with me."

"Noble prince," he exclaimed, deeply moved, "how can I thank you! It

is the greatest consolation, in this my sorrow and humiliation, to

know that you do not withdraw from me your friendship; that you can

still esteem me as a man! Sesostris, I thank you. I will accept your

offer, if my--that is, the queen, will change her mind, and permit me

to address a letter, by a swift courier, to Prince Mœris. In it I

will briefly say that I am informed of my true lineage, and that if he

will quietly wait the succession, and be submissive to the queen, and

withhold his army from Memphis, I will, within three days after

obtaining his affirmative reply, leave Egypt for a foreign land. Such

a course will prove the best in the end for him and Egypt, and I have

no doubt he will consent to adopt it. How extraordinary that this wily

man should so long have kept the secret with which he so terribly

menaced my--the queen!"

I approved of the course suggested. Remeses soon afterwards sought the

queen; and at the end of four hours he returned to me, looking very

weary and pale, yet smiling, saying--

"It is achieved! It was a fearful struggle! The queen has consented!

Indeed, she seems heart-broken, spirit-crushed! This discovery,

against which her soul has so long battled, has left her prostrate,

almost wrecked! For her sake I bore up and hid my own unfathomable

sorrow. She has, at my solicitation, consented that I shall not only

write to Prince Mœris, inserting a clause enjoining silence as to

my birth, but her own courier shall be its bearer, signifying her wish

for conciliation. The letter was written in her presence, the clause

for silence introduced, and the courier is already gone with it."

While Remeses was speaking, a page entered and informed him that the

queen wished to see him. He found her ill with a feverish pulse. She

called him to her, and said--

"My son, I am about to die! This blow is too heavy for me to bear! I

shall never recover! It was my wish to leave you firmly seated upon my

throne; but the gods have decreed otherwise. Call a council of the

hierarchy. I must not be faithless to my ancestors, and leave a vacant

throne. You have advised me to adopt Prince Mœris. I can do no

otherwise. For this act, assemble my councils, both of state and of

the priesthood."

"I obeyed," said Remeses, when he subsequently related what passed.

"The next day the councils met in one session, and the queen,

supported upon her couch, presided. Briefly she announced her

intention of adopting Mœris-Mento,--giving his full name,--as her

son, and the next in succession to the throne, their consent being

obtained. Then came up the question, 'why Prince Remeses declined?'

Being present, I answered that it was my intention to retire from the

court, visit foreign lands, and leave the government of Egypt in the

hands of Mœris. At the earnest request of the queen I made no

allusion to the secret. The united councils yielded their assent, and

the royal secretary drew up the papers in due form, which the queen,

supported by me, signed. A courier was then dispatched with a copy of

the instrument to the prince. The cabinet was soon afterwards

dismissed, and I was left alone with the queen, who soon became very

ill."

Thus far, my dearest mother, had I written in this letter five days

ago, when the chief chamberlain came hastening to my room, in great

terror, saying that the queen was dying! I lost not a moment in

following him to her apartments. Ever since the meeting of the council

she had been growing worse, and all the skill of her physicians could

not abate the disease, which was pronounced inflammation of the brain.

She had been for two days wildly delirious, calling upon Remeses not

to leave her, and accusing the gods of seeking to put upon her a

stranger for her own son! At length her ravings and her fever ceased,

and she rapidly failed. When I entered, I found Remeses kneeling by

her side, his manly head bowed upon her couch, and tears falling upon

her cold hand, held in his. Her mind was clear now, but I could see

that the azure circle of death girdled her eyes, and that the light of

the soul within was expiring. Her whole attention was fixed upon

Remeses, to whom she kept saying, in a faint whisper, and with a

smile, "My son, my son, my own son! call me mother!"

"Mother, O my mother!" he exclaimed, in his strong anguish, "I cannot

part with thee! Thou hast been a mother to me indeed!"

As I entered, her gaze turned towards me.

"It is the Prince of Tyre! I thought it was the others!"

"What others, my mother?" asked Remeses.

"They will soon come. I commanded him to bring them all. I must see

them ere I die. But the Prince of Tyre is welcome!" And she smiled

upon me, and gave me her other hand to kiss. It was cold as ivory! I

also knelt by her, and sorrowfully watched her sharpening features,

which the chisel of Death seemed shaping into the marble majesty of a

god.

At this moment the door opened, and I saw, ushered in by a Hebrew

page, the venerable head gardener, Amram; the young Hebrew

ecclesiastic; Miriam the papyrus writer; and, leaning upon her arm, a

dignified and still beautiful dame of fifty-five. I could not be

mistaken--this last was the mother of Remeses.

"Cause all persons to go forth the chamber," cried the queen at the

sight, her voice recovering in part its strength. She glanced at me to

remain.

"Come hither, Amram," she said, "and lead to my bedside thy wife.

Remeses, behold thy mother and father! Mother, embrace thy son! Since

he can be no longer mine, I will return him to thee forever!" Her

voice was veiled with tears. Remeses rose, and turning to his mother,

who looked worthy of him, said:

"My mother, I acknowledge thee to be my mother! Give me thy blessing,

as thou hast often done in my infancy."

He tenderly and respectfully embraced her, and then pressing his

father's hand to his lips, he knelt before them. They were deeply

moved, and instead of blessing him, wept upon him with silent joy.

"Are there not two more--a brother, a sister?" said Remeses, his fine

face radiant with that ineffable beauty which shines from benevolence

and the performance of a holy duty. I then led forward Miriam, whom he

regarded with admiring surprise (for she looked like a queen in her

own right), and then tenderly embraced, saying to me, "Though I have

lost a kingdom, O Sesostris, I have gained a sister, which no crown

could bestow upon me." Then, when he saw the noble and princely

looking priest, he cried, as he folded him to his breast--

"This is, indeed, my brother!"

The whole scene was touching and interesting beyond the power of my

pen to describe, my dear mother. The dying queen smiled with serene

pleasure, and waving her hand, Remeses led first his mother, and then

his father, and in succession his sister and brother, to her couch.

Upon the heads of each she laid her hand, but longest upon the

mother's, saying:

"Love him--be kind to him--he has no mother now but thee! Love him for

my sake--you cannot but love him for his own! If I took thy babe, O

mother, I return thee a man and a prince worthy to rule a nation, and

in whom my eyes, closing upon the present, and seeing far into the

future, behold a leader of thy people--a prince to thy nation. Born to

a throne, he shall yet reign king of armies and leader of hosts, who I

see follow him obedient to his will and submissive to the rod of his

power. Remeses, I die! Kiss me!"

The noble Hebrew reverently bent over her lips, as if in an act of

worship; and when he lifted his face, there remained a statue of clay.

The Queen of Egypt was no more!

SESOSTRIS.

I closed, dear mother, my account of the death of the great and good

Queen Amense (which I wrote the day following that sad event), in

order to accompany Remeses to the chief embalmers. As I passed through

the streets, I saw that the whole population was in mourning. Women

went with dishevelled hair, men ceased to shave their heads and

beards, and all the signs of woe for death, which I have before

described, were visible. By the laws of Egypt, not even a king can be

embalmed in his own palace. Remeses, on reaching the suburb of the

embalmers, was received into the house of the chief, and here he gave

directions as to the fashion of the case and sarcophagus, and the

pattern of the funeral car, and of the baris in which it was to cross

the Nile to the pyramid which, I have already said, she has

been, since the first year of her reign, erecting for her

burial-place--placing a casing of vast stones, brought down from the

quarries near Elephantis, each year.

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