TO WILHELM TAUBERT.

Lucerne, August 27th, 1831.

I wish to offer you my thanks, but I really do not know where to

begin first; whether for the pleasure your songs caused me in

Milan, or for your kind letter which I received yesterday; both

however are closely connected, and so I think we have already made

acquaintance. It is quite as fitting that we should be presented to

each other through the medium of music-paper, as by a third person

in society; indeed I think that in the former case you feel even

more intimate and confidential. Moreover, persons who introduce any

one often pronounce the name so indistinctly, that you seldom know

who is standing before you; and they never say one word as to

whether the man is gay and good-humoured, or melancholy and gloomy.

So we are infinitely better off. Your songs have pronounced your

name clearly and plainly; they also disclose what you think and

what you are; that you love music, and wish to make progress; so

thus perhaps I know you better than if we had frequently met.

What a source of pleasure it is, and how cheering, to know there is

another musician in the world who has the same purposes and

aspirations, and who follows the same path as yourself; perhaps you

cannot feel this so strongly as I do at this moment, who have just

come from a country where music no longer exists among the people.

I never before could have believed this of any nation, and least of

all of Italy, with such rich and luxuriant nature, and such

glorious, inspiriting antecedents. But alas! the occurrences I

latterly witnessed there, fully proved to me that even more than

harmony is dead in that land; it would indeed be marvellous if any

music could exist where there is no solid principle. At last I was

really bewildered, and thought that I must have become a

hypochondriac, for all the buffoonery I saw was most distasteful to

me, and yet a vast number of serious people and sedate citizens

entered into it. When they played me anything of their own, and

afterwards praised and extolled my pieces, I cannot tell you how

repugnant it was to me; I felt disposed to become a hermit, with

beard and cowl, and the whole world was at a discount with me. In

Italy you first learn to value a true musician; that is, one whose

thoughts are absorbed in _music_, and not in money, or decorations,

or ladies, or fame; it is doubly delightful when you find that,

without your being aware of it, your own ideas exist and are

developed elsewhere; your songs therefore gave me especial

pleasure, because I could gather from them that you must be a

genuine musician, and so let us mutually stretch out our hands

across the mountains.

I beg that you will also look on me in the light of a friend, and

not write so formally as to my "counsel" and "teaching." This

portion of your letter makes me feel almost nervous, and I scarcely

know what to say; the most agreeable part however is your promise

to send me something to Munich, and to write to me again. I will

then tell you frankly and freely my honest opinion, and you shall

do the same with regard to my new compositions, and thus I think we

shall give each other good counsel. I am very eager to see those

recent works of yours that you have promised me, for I do not doubt

that I shall receive much gratification from them, and many things

which are only foreshadowed in the former songs, will probably in

these become manifest and distinct. I shall therefore say nothing

to-day of the impression your songs have made on me, because

possibly any suggestion or question may be already answered in what

you are about to send me. I earnestly entreat of you to write to me

fully, and in detail, about yourself, in order that we may become

better acquainted. I can then write to you what I purpose and what

I think, and thus we shall continue in close connection.

Let me know what you have recently composed and are now composing;

your mode of life in Berlin, and your plans for the future; in

short all that concerns your musical life, which will be of the

greatest interest to me. Probably this will be obvious in the music

you have so kindly promised me, but fortunately both may be

combined. Have you hitherto composed nothing on a greater scale;

some wild symphony, or opera, or something of the kind? I, for my

part, feel at this moment the most invincible desire to write an

opera, and yet I have scarcely leisure even to commence any work,

however small. I do believe that if the libretto were to be given

to me to-day, the opera would be written by to-morrow, so strong

is my impulse towards it. Formerly the bare idea of a symphony was

so exciting, that I could think of nothing else when one was in my

head; the sound of instruments has such a solemn and glorious

effect; and yet for some time past I have laid aside a symphony

that I had commenced, in order to compose on a cantata of Goethe's

merely because it included, besides the orchestra, voices and a

chorus. I intend now, indeed, to complete the symphony, but there

is nothing I so strongly covet as a regular opera.

Where the libretto is to come from I know less than ever since last

night, when for the first time for more than a year I saw a German

aesthetic paper. The German Parnassus seems in as disorganized a

condition as European politics. God help us! I was obliged to

digest the supercilious Menzel, who presumed modestly to depreciate

Goethe,--and the supercilious Grabbe, who modestly depreciates

Shakspeare,--and the philosophers who proclaim Schiller to be

rather trivial! Is this new, arrogant, overbearing spirit, this

perverse cynicism, as odious to you as it is to me? and are you of

the same opinion with myself, that the first and most indispensable

quality of any artist is to feel respect for great men, and to bow

down in spirit before them; to recognize their merits, and not to

endeavour to extinguish their great flame, in order that his own

feeble rushlight may burn a little brighter? If a person be

incapable of feeling true greatness, I should like to know how he

intends to make _me_ feel it? And as all these people, with their

airs of contempt, only at last succeed in producing imitations of

this or that particular form, without any presentiment of free,

fresh, creative power, unfettered by individual opinion, or

aesthetics or criticism, or the whole world besides; as this is the

case, do they not deserve to be abused? and I do abuse them. Pray

do not take this amiss; perhaps I have gone too far. But, it was

long since I had read anything of the kind, and it vexes me to see

that such folly still goes on, and that the philosopher who

maintains that art is dead, still persists in declaring that it is

so; as if art could in reality ever die.

These are truly strange, wild, and troubled times; and let those

who feel that art is no more, allow it for Heaven's sake to rest in

peace; but however roughly the storm may rage without, it cannot so

quickly succeed in sweeping away the dwelling; and he who works on

quietly within, fixing his thoughts on his own capabilities and

purposes, and not on those of others, will see the hurricane blow

over, and afterwards find it difficult to realize that it ever was

so violent as it appeared at the time. I have resolved to act thus

so long as I can, and to pursue my path steadily, for at all events

no one will deny that music still exists, and that is the chief

thing.

How cheering it is to meet with a person who has chosen the same

object and the same means as yourself! and I would fain tell you

how gratifying each new corroboration of this is to me, but I

scarcely know how to do so. You must imagine it for yourself, and

your own thoughts must supply any deficiencies; so farewell! Pray

let me hear from you soon, and frequently. I beg to send my kindest

wishes to our dear friend Berger;[22] I have been long intending to

write to him, but have never yet accomplished it. I shall certainly

however do so one of these days. Forgive this long, dry letter,

next time it shall be more interesting, and now once more

farewell.--Yours,

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