Tarvrille paused, and then leant forward. "No."

"But people have done so. It would have been a clean sort of divorce."

"You don't understand Justin. Justin would ruin you. If you were to take

Mary away.... He's a queer little man. Everything is in his hands.

Everything always is in the husband's hands in these affairs. If he

chooses. And keeps himself in the right. For an injured husband the law

sanctifies revenge....

"And you see, you've got to take Justin's terms. He's changed. He didn't

at first fully realize. He feels--cheated. We've had to persuade him.

There's a case for Justin, you know. He's had to stand--a lot. I don't

wonder at his going stiff at last. No doubt it's hard for you to see

that. But you have to see it. You've got to go away as he

requires--three years out of England, you've got to promise not to

correspond, not to meet afterwards----"

"It's so extravagant a separation."

"The alternative is--not for you to have Mary, but for you two to be

flung into the ditch together--that's what it comes to, Stratton.

Justin's got his case. He's set like--steel. You're up against the law,

up against social tradition, up against money--any one of those a man

may fight, but not all three. And she's ill, Stratton. You owe her

consideration. You of all people. That's no got-up story; she's truly

ill and broken. She can no longer fly with you and fight with you,

travel in uncomfortable trains, stay in horrible little inns. You don't

understand. The edge is off her pluck, Stratton."

"What do you mean?" I asked, and questioned his face.

"Just exactly what I say."

A gleam of understanding came to me....

"Why can't I see her?" I broke in, with my voice full of misery and

anger. "Why can't I see her? As if seeing her once more could matter so

very greatly now!"

He appeared to weigh something in his mind. "You can't," he said.

"How do I know that she's not being told some story of my abandonment of

her? How do I know she isn't being led to believe I no longer want her

to come to me?"

"She isn't," said Tarvrille, still with that arrested judicial note in

his voice. "You had her letters?" he said.

"Two."

"Yes. Didn't they speak?"

"I want to see her. Damn it, Tarvrille!" I cried with sudden tears in

my smarting eyes. "Let _her_ send me away. This isn't---- Not treating

us like human beings."

"Women," said Tarvrille and looked at his boot toes, "are different from

men. You see, Stratton----"

He paused. "You always strike me, Stratton, as not realizing that women

are weak things. We've got to take _care_ of them. You don't seem to

feel that as I do. Their moods--fluctuate--more than ours do. If you

hold 'em to what they say in the same way you hold a man--it isn't

fair...."

He halted as though he awaited my assent to that proposition.

"If you were to meet Mary now, you see, and if you were to say to her,

come--come and we'll jump down Etna together, and you said it in the

proper voice and with the proper force, she'd do it, Stratton. You know

that. Any man knows a thing like that. And she wouldn't _want_ to do

it...."

"You mean that's why I can't see her."

"That's why you can't see her."

"Because we'd become--dramatic."

"Because you'd become--romantic and uncivilized."

"Well," I said sullenly, realizing the bargain we were making, "I

won't."

"You won't make any appeal?"

"No."

He made no answer, and I looked up to discover him glancing over his

shoulder through the great glass window into the other room. I stood up

very quickly, and there in the further apartment were Guy and Mary,

standing side by side. Our eyes met, and she came forward towards the

window impulsively, and paused, with that unpitying pane between us....

Then Guy was opening the door for her and she stood in the doorway. She

was in dark furs wrapped about her, but in the instant I could see how

ill she was and how broken. She came a step or so towards me and then

stopped short, and so we stood, shyly and awkwardly under Guy and

Tarvrille's eyes, two yards apart. "You see," she said, and stopped

lamely.

"You and I," I said, "have to part, Mary. We---- We are beaten. Is that

so?"

"Stephen, there is nothing for us to do. We've offended. We broke the

rules. We have to pay."

"By parting?"

"What else is there to do?"

"No," I said. "There's nothing else." ...

"I tried," she said, "that you shouldn't be sent from England."

"That's a detail," I answered.

"But your politics--your work?"

"That does not matter. The great thing is that you are ill and

unhappy--that I can't help you. I can't do anything.... I'd go anywhere

... to save you.... All I can do, I suppose, is to part like this and

go."

"I shan't be--altogether unhappy. And I shall think of you----"

She paused, and we stood facing one another, tongue-tied. There was only

one word more to say, and neither of us would say it for a moment.

"Good-bye," she whispered at last, and then, "Don't think I deserted

you, Stephen my dear. Don't think ill of me. I couldn't come--I couldn't

come to you," and suddenly her face changed slowly and she began to

weep, my fearless playmate whom I had never seen weeping before; she

began to weep as an unhappy child might weep.

"Oh my Mary!" I cried, weeping also, and held out my arms, and we clung

together and kissed with tear-wet faces.

"No," cried Guy belatedly, "we promised Justin!"

But Tarvrille restrained his forbidding arm, and then after a second's

interval put a hand on my shoulder. "Come," he said....

And so it was Mary and I parted from one another.

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