She clinched the matter: "You'm married to Aunt S'bina."

He laughed contemptuously. "Ah, but you would 'av me, if I was a

widower, a widower wi' Wastralls for my own."

Putting down the pat, Gray turned at that in a sudden ruffle of

indignation.

"Take an' 'old your tongue," she commanded. "I'm ashamed of 'ee to talk

like that."

"Well," he persisted, only anxious for her to realize that he meant to

make her mistress of all he hoped for in life--Wastralls. "I may be

before long. I don't believe the missis'll live very long."

"I hate that kind of talk!"

Her anger, a spark in the dark eye, a flush on the soft cheek, became

her and he stared admiringly. Her wrath was like the peck of a captive

bird and, whatever she might say, from henceforth she would know that

his pursuing love was no light matter. "I do love 'ee so," he pleaded,

his voice dropping to an intimate compelling whisper. "I tremble when

you come into the room. But I can't set 'ere and not touch 'ee; I 'ave

to go out on cliff 'till I've walked it down. Seems sometimes at night

as if you was near me and I put out my 'and--ah, if you was there I

should die of joy. You'm mine and I've waited so long. I can't bear

it. I can't eat or drink or sleep. I'm in a fever and I ache with

longing for 'ee till I feel as if I should go mad----"

Gray caught her breath in a sob, as a soft trundling sound came from the

next room. Unable to speak she pointed shakily at the door.

Leadville also heard the sound, a scrooping noise as of rubber-tyred

wheels being turned about. Sabina was in the kitchen, could hear every

word, would probably, in another minute, roll herself in at the linhay

door. His face grew savage and rage rose in a black flood about his

heart. Was it to be always like this, was this poor remnant of

humanity, feeble, distorted, ageing, always to come between him and

Gray? His mind grew blurry with a wild spindrift of menace. Green

withes or new ropes, fools to think he could be bound by either law or

convention, he whom only the lustreless black hair of one woman might

hold. Love had come late, but it had come in overwhelming force and he

would break every convention, every law that stood in his way! Laws?

As he stood, stricken dumb by his wife's nearness, but on the edge of

passionate revolt he became conscious of a peculiar change in his

surroundings. Silence fell, a thick silence like a wall, a silence that

shut out the cackle of a hen in the yard and the distant baa-ing that

came irregularly from the hillside. The man was alone behind this wall

of soundlessness, shut away by it from the homely noises of the indoor

and the out. When it had lasted for a bewildering second, it was

succeeded by a faint far-off sound. The sound came out of a red

distance and grew rapidly louder, resolving itself at last into the

regular tap-tap of a hammer which is being used for knocking in nails.

This hammering was to Byron a familiar sound. It had been heard by him

at other times of stress and strain, at other moments when raging

passions seemed about to drive him over some dark verge. The sound was

arresting. It went as he well knew with flashes of vision, during which

he would see a piece of light wood and the glint of brass-headed tacks.

As the wood appeared out of the white mist which surrounded him, Byron

passed into another state of consciousness. His mind, abruptly

disconnected, was filled with a queer eagerness and curiosity. His

wife, Gray, Wastralls, everything, were momentarily forgotten. What was

it, this knocking? No carpenter was at work in the houses and courts;

and the wood too, a full curve narrowing to an angle, was a curious

shape. He stared about him, seeking an explanation and his eye fell on

the girl at her work.

"Did you 'ear?" he said, turning on her a face from which the tide of

emotion had ebbed.

Gray, thankful for the respite which had followed her aunt's entry, had

seized the pats and, with feverish industry was cutting pounds and half

pounds off the mass of butter.

"I heard Aunt S'bina in the kitchen," she answered coldly.

"I wasn't speaking of 'er. I meant the knockin'."

"What knocking?"

"I didn't know as the mason was comin' to-day to put up the new pigs'

'ouse?"

"He isn't coming till after Christmas."

"Well, I'm sure I 'eard some one 'ammerin' in nails."

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