Chapter XII

It was a gala day in Tennis Court. Annette had passed a highly

successful examination, and was to graduate from the normal school, and

as a matter of course, her neighbors wanted to hear Annette "speak her

piece" as they called the commencement theme, and also to see how she

was going to behave before all "them people." They were, generally

speaking, too unaspiring to feel envious toward any one of their race

who excelled them intellectually, and so there was little or no jealousy

of Annette in Tennis Court; in fact some of her neighbors felt a kind of

pride in the thought that Tennis Court would turn out a girl who could

stand on the same platform and graduate alongside of some of their

employers' daughters. If they could not stand there themselves they were

proud that one of their race could.

"I feel," said one, "like the boy when some one threatened to slap off

his face who said 'you can slap off my face, but I have a big brother

and you can't slap off his face;'" and strange as it may appear, Annette

received more encouragement from a class of honest-hearted but ignorant

and well meaning people who knew her, than she did from some of the most

cultured and intelligent people of A.P. Nor was it very strange; they

were living too near the poverty, ignorance and social debasement of the

past to have developed much race pride, and a glowing enthusiasm in its

progress and development. Although they were of African descent, they

were Americans whose thoughts were too much Americanized to be wholly

free from imbibing the social atmosphere with which they were in

constant contact in their sphere of enjoyments. The literature they read

was mostly from the hands of white men who would paint them in any

colors which suited their prejudices or predilections. The religious

ideas they had embraced came at first thought from the same sources,

though they may have undergone modifications in passing through their

channels of thought, and it must be a remarkable man or woman who thinks

an age ahead of the generation in which his or her lot is cast, and who

plans and works for the future on the basis of that clearer vision. Nor

is it to be wondered at, if under the circumstances, some of the more

cultured of A.P. thought it absurd to look for anything remarkable to

come out of the black Nazareth of Tennis court. Her neighbors had an

idea that Annette was very smart; that she had a great "head piece," but

unless she left A.P. to teach school elsewhere, they did not see what

good her education was going to do her. It wasn't going to put any meal

in the barrel nor any potatoes in the bin. Even Mrs. Larkins relaxed her

ancient hostility to Annette and opened her heart to present her with a

basket of flowers. Annette within the last year had become very much

changed in her conduct and character. She had become friendly in her

manner and considerate in her behavior to Mrs. Larkins since she had

entered the church, during a protracted meeting. Annette was rather

crude in her religious views but here again Mrs. Lasette became her

faithful friend and advisor. In dealing with a young convert she thought

more was needed than getting her into the church and making her feel

that the moment she rose from the altar with rejoicing on her lips, that

she was a full blown christian. That, to Mrs. Lasette was the initial

step in the narrow way left luminous by the bleeding feet of Christ, and

what the young convert needed was to be taught how to walk worthy of her

high calling, and to make her life a thing of usefulness and

faithfulness to God and man, a growth in grace and in the saving

knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. Simply attired in a dress which Mrs.

Lasette thought fitted for the occasion, Annette took her seat quietly

on the platform and calmly waited till her turn came. Her subject was

announced: "The Mission of the Negro." It was a remarkable production

for a girl of her age. At first she portrayed an African family seated

beneath their bamboo huts and spreading palms; the light steps of the

young men and maidens tripping to music, dance and song; their pastimes

suddenly broken upon by the tramp of the merchants of flesh and blood;

the capture of defenceless people suddenly surprised in the midst of

their sports, the cries of distress, the crackling of flames, the cruel

oaths of reckless men, eager for gold though they coined it from tears

and extracted it from blood; the crowding of the slaveships, the horrors

of the middle passage, the landing of the ill-fated captives were

vividly related, and the sad story of ages of bondage. It seemed as if

the sorrow of centuries was sobbing in her voice. Then the scene

changed, and like a grand triumphal march she recounted the deliverance

of the Negro, and the wondrous change which had come over his condition;

the slave pen exchanged for the free school, the fetters on his wrist

for the ballot in his right hand. Then her voice grew musical when she

began to speak of the mission of the Negro, "His mission," she said, "is

grandly constructive." Some races had been "architects of destruction,"

but their mission was to build over the ruins of the dead past, the most

valuable thing that a man or woman could possess on earth, and that is

good character. That mission should be to bless and not to curse. To

lift up the banner of the Christian religion from the mire and dust into

which slavery and pride of caste had trailed it, and to hold it up as an

ensign of hope and deliverance to other races of the world, of whom the

greater portion were not white people. It seemed as if an inspiration

lit up the young face; her eye glowed with unwonted fervor; it seemed as

if she had fused her whole soul into the subject, which was full of

earnestness and enthusiasm. Her theme was the sensation of the hour. Men

grew thoughtful and attentive, women tender and sympathetic as they

heard this member of a once despised people, recount the trials and

triumphs of her race, and the hopes that gathered around their future.

The day before Annette graduated Mr. Thomas had met a friend of his at

Mrs. Lasette's, who had lately returned from an extensive tour. He had

mingled with many people and had acquired a large store of information.

Mr. Thomas had invited him to accompany him to the commencement. He had

expected that Annette would acquit herself creditably, but she had far

exceeded his most sanguine expectations. Clarence Luzerne had come

because his friend Mr. Thomas had invited him and because he and Mrs.

Lasette had taken such great interest in Annette's welfare, and his

curiosity was excited to see how she would acquit herself and compare

with the other graduates. He did not have much faith in graduating

essays. He had heard a number of such compositions at commencements

which had inspired him with glowing hopes for the future of the authors,

which he had never seen realized, and he had come more to gratify Mr.

Thomas than to please himself. But if he came through curiosity, he

remained through interest, which had become more and more absorbing as

she proceeded.

"Clarence," said Mr. Thomas to his friend, noticing the deep interest he

was manifesting, "Are you entranced? You appear perfectly spell-bound."

"Well, I am; I am really delighted and indebted to you for a rare and

unexpected pleasure. Why, that young lady gave the finest production

that I have heard this morning. I hardly think she could have written it

herself. It seems wonderful that a girl of her age should have done it

so well. You are a great friend of hers; now own up, are not your finger

marks upon it? I wouldn't tell it out of our ranks, but I don't think

she wrote that all herself."

"Who do you think wrote it for her?"

"Mrs. Lasette."

"I do not think so; Mrs. Lasette is a fine writer, but that nervous,

fervid and impassioned style is so unlike hers, that I do not think she

wrote one line of it, though she might have overlooked it, and made

some suggestions, but even if it were so that some one else wrote it, we

know that no one else delivered it, and that her delivery was

excellent."

"That is so; why, she excelled all the other girls. Do you know what was

the difference between her and the other girls?"

"No; what was it?" said Mr. Thomas.

"They wrote from their heads, she wrote from her heart. Annette has

begun to think; she has been left a great deal to herself, and in her

loneliness, she has developed a thoughtfulness past her years, and I

think that a love for her race and a desire to serve it has become a

growing passion in her soul; her heart has supplied her intellect."

"Ah, I think from what you say that I get the true clue to the power and

pathos with which she spoke this morning and that accounts for her

wonderful success."

"Yes," said Mr. Luzerne,[14] "it is the inner life which develops the

outer life, and just such young people as Annette make me more hopeful

of the future of the race."

Mrs. Lasette witnessed Annette's graduation with intense interest and

pleasure. Grandmother Harcourt looked the very impersonation of

satisfaction as she gathered up the floral gifts, and modestly waited

while Annette received the pleasant compliments of admiring friends.

At his request Mr. Thomas introduced Mr. Luzerne to Annette, who in the

most gracious and affable manner, tendered to Annette his hearty

congratulations which she modestly received, and for the time being all

went merry as a marriage bell.

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