The lines which had been increasing in Lady Claraway's face had

disappeared, and left her blooming with the beauty her daughters had

reproduced. This delightful marriage had smoothed away every difficulty.

Sir Bruce was the "most charming fellow in England." That fact acted as

a charm in itself, it seemed. It was not necessary to go into details as

to the mollifying of tradespeople and rearranging of the entire aspect

of life at Curzon Street. When Agatha and Emily Fox-Seton met in town

for the first time--it was in the drawing room at South Audley

Street--they clasped each other's hands with an exchange of entirely new

looks.

"You look so--so _well_, Miss Fox-Seton," said Agatha, with actual

tenderness.

If she had not been afraid of seeming a little rudely effusive she would

have said "handsome" instead of "well," for Emily was sweetly blooming.

"Happiness is becoming to you," she added. "May I say how _glad_ I am?"

"Thank you, thank you!" Emily answered. "Everything in the world seems

changed, doesn't it?"

"Yes, everything."

They stood and gazed into each other's eyes a few seconds, and then

loosed hands with a little laugh and sat down to talk.

It was, in fact, Lady Agatha who talked most, because Emily Fox-Seton

led her on and aided her to delicate expansion by her delight in all

that in these days made up her existence of pure bliss. It was as if an

old-time fairy story were being enacted before Emily's eyes. Agatha

without doubt had grown lovelier, she thought; she seemed even fairer,

more willowy, the forget-me-not eyes were of a happier blue, as

forget-me-nots growing by clear water-sides are bluer than those grown

in a mere garden. She appeared, perhaps, even a little taller, and her

small head had, if such a thing were possible, a prettier flower-like

poise. This, at least, Emily thought, and found her own happiness added

to by her belief in her fancy. She felt that nothing was to be wondered

at when she heard Agatha speak of Sir Bruce. She could not utter his

name or refer to any act of his without a sound in her voice which had

its parallel in the light floating haze of blush on her cheeks. In her

intercourse with the world in general she would have been able to

preserve her customary sweet composure, but Emily Fox-Seton was not the

world. She represented a something which was so primitively of the

emotions that one's heart spoke and listened to her. Agatha was

conscious that Miss Fox-Seton had seen at Mallowe--she could never quite

understand how it had seemed so naturally to happen--a phase of her

feelings which no one else had seen before. Bruce had seen it since, but

only Bruce. There had actually been a sort of confidence between them--a

confidence which had been like intimacy, though neither of them had been

effusive.

"Mamma is so happy," the girl said. "It is quite wonderful. And Alix and

Hilda and Millicent and Eve--oh! it makes such a difference to them. I

shall be able," with a blush which expressed a world of relieved

affection, "to give them so much pleasure. Any girl who marries happily

and--and well--can alter everything for her sisters, if she _remembers_.

You see, I shall have reason to remember. I know things from experience.

And Bruce is so kind, and gay, and proud of their prettiness. Just

imagine their excitement at all being bridesmaids! Bruce says we shall

be like a garden of spring flowers. I am so glad," her eyes suddenly

quite heavenly in their joyful relief, "that he is _young_!"

The next second the heavenly relieved look died away. The exclamation

had been involuntary. It had sprung from her memory of the days when she

had dutifully accepted, as her portion, the possibility of being smiled

upon by Walderhurst, who was two years older than her father, and her

swift realisation of this fact troubled her. It was indelicate to have

referred to the mental image even ever so vaguely.

But Emily Fox-Seton was glad too that Sir Bruce was young, that they

were all young, and that happiness had come before they had had time to

tire of waiting for it. She was so happy herself that she questioned

nothing.

"Yes. It is nice," she answered, and glowed with honest sympathy. "You

will want to do the same things. It is so agreeable when people who are

married like to do the same things. Perhaps you will want to go out a

great deal and to travel, and you could not enjoy it if Sir Bruce did

not."

She was not reflecting in the least upon domestic circles whose male

heads are capable of making themselves extremely nasty under stress of

invitations it bores them to accept, and the inclination of wives and

daughters to desire acceptance. She was not contemplating with any

premonitory regrets a future in which, when Walderhurst did not wish to

go out to dinner or disdained a ball, she should stay at home. Far from

it. She simply rejoiced with Lady Agatha, who was twenty-two marrying

twenty-eight.

"You are not like me," she explained further. "I have had to work so

hard and contrive so closely that _everything_ will be a pleasure to me.

Just to know that I _never_ need starve to death or go into the

workhouse is such a relief that--"

"Oh!" exclaimed Lady Agatha, quickly and involuntarily laying a hand on

hers, startled by the fact that she spoke as if referring to a wholly

matter-of-fact possibility.

Emily smiled, realising her feeling.

"Perhaps I ought not to have said that. I forgot. But such things are

possible when one is too old to work and has nothing to depend on. You

could scarcely understand. When one is very poor one is frightened,

because occasionally one cannot help thinking of it."

"But now--now! Oh! how different!" exclaimed Agatha, with heartfelt

earnestness.

"Yes. Now I need never be afraid. It makes me so grateful to--Lord

Walderhurst."

Her neck grew pink as she said it, just as Lady Maria had seen it grow

pink on previous occasions. Moderate as the words were, they expressed

ardour.

Lord Walderhurst came in half an hour later and found her standing

smiling by the window.

"You look particularly well, Emily. It's that white frock, I suppose.

You ought to wear a good deal of white," he said.

"I will," Emily answered. He observed that she wore the nice flush and

the soft appealing look, as well as the white frock. "I wish--"

Here she stopped, feeling a little foolish.

"What do you wish?"

"I wish I could do more to please you than wear white--or black--when

you like."

He gazed at her, always through the single eyeglass. Even the vaguest

approach to emotion or sentiment invariably made him feel stiff and shy.

Realising this, he did not quite understand why he rather liked it in

the case of Emily Fox-Seton, though he only liked it remotely and felt

his own inaptness a shade absurd.

"Wear yellow or pink occasionally," he said with a brief, awkward laugh.

What large, honest eyes the creature had, like a fine retriever's or

those of some nice animal one saw in the Zoo!

"I will wear anything you like," she said, the nice eyes meeting his,

not the least stupidly, he reflected, though women who were affectionate

often looked stupid. "I will do anything you like; you don't know what

you have done for me, Lord Walderhurst."

They moved a trifle nearer to each other, this inarticulate pair. He

dropped his eyeglass and patted her shoulder.

"Say 'Walderhurst' or 'James'--or--or 'my dear,'" he said. "We are going

to be married, you know." And he found himself going to the length of

kissing her cheek with some warmth.

"I sometimes wish," she said feelingly, "that it was the fashion to say

'my lord' as Lady Castlewood used to do in 'Esmond.' I always thought it

nice."

"Women are not so respectful to their husbands in these days," he

answered, with his short laugh. "And men are not so dignified."

"Lord Castlewood was not very dignified, was he?"

He chuckled a little.

"No. But his rank was, in the reign of Queen Anne. These are democratic

days. I'll call you 'my lady' if you like."

"Oh! No--no!" with fervour, "I wasn't thinking of anything like that."

"I know you were not," he reassured her. "You are not that kind of

woman."

"Oh! how _could_ I be?"

"_You_ couldn't," good-naturedly. "That's why I like you."

Then he began to tell her his reason for calling at this particular

hour. He came to prepare her for a visit from the Osborns, who had

actually just returned from India. Captain Osborn had chosen, or chance

had chosen for him, this particular time for a long leave. As soon as

she heard the name of Osborn, Emily's heart beat a little quickly. She

had naturally learned a good deal of detail from Lady Maria since her

engagement. Alec Osborn was the man who, since Lord Walderhurst's

becoming a widower, had lived in the gradually strengthening belief that

the chances were that it would be his enormous luck to inherit the title

and estates of the present Marquis of Walderhurst. He was not a very

near relation, but he was the next of kin. He was a young man and a

strong one, and Walderhurst was fifty-four and could not be called

robust. His medical man did not consider him a particularly good life,

though he was not often ill.

"He's not the kind of chap who lives to be a hundred and fifty. I'll say

that for him," Alec Osborn had said at mess after dinner had made him

careless of speech, and he had grinned not too pleasantly when he

uttered the words. "The only thing that would completely wipe my eye

isn't as likely to happen to him as to most men. He's unsentimental and

level headed, and doesn't like marriage. You can imagine how he's

chivied by women. A fellow in his position couldn't be let alone. But he

doesn't like marriage, and he's a man who knows jolly well what he likes

and what he doesn't. The only child died, and if he doesn't marry again,

I'm in a safe place. Good Lord! the difference it would make!" and his

grin extended itself.

It was three months after this that the Marquis of Walderhurst followed

Emily Fox-Seton out upon the heath, and finding her sitting footsore and

depressed in spirit beside the basket of Lady Maria's fish, asked her to

marry him.

When the news reached him, Alec Osborn went and shut himself up in his

quarters and blasphemed until his face was purple and big drops of sweat

ran down it. It was black bad luck--it was black bad luck, and it called

for black curses. What the articles of furniture in the room in the

bungalow heard was rather awful, but Captain Osborn did not feel that it

did justice to the occasion.

When her husband strode by her to his apartment, Mrs. Osborn did not

attempt to follow him. She had only been married two years, but she knew

his face too well; and she also knew too well all the meaning of the

fury contained in the words he flung at her as he hurled himself past

her.

"Walderhurst is going to be married!" Mrs. Osborn ran into her own room

and sat down clutching at her hair as she dropped her face in her little

dark hands. She was an Anglo-Indian girl who had never been home, and

had not had much luck in life at any time, and her worst luck had been

in being handed over by her people to this particular man, chiefly

because he was the next of kin to Lord Walderhurst. She was a curious,

passionate creature, and had been in love with him in her way. Her

family had been poor and barely decently disreputable. She had lived on

the outskirts of things, full of intense girlish vanity and yearnings

for social recognition, poorly dressed, passed over and snubbed by

people she aspired to know socially, seeing other girls with less beauty

and temperament enjoying flirtations with smart young officers, biting

her tongue out with envy and bitterness of thwarted spirit. So when

Captain Osborn cast an eye on her and actually began a sentimental

episode, her relief and excitement at finding herself counting as other

girls did wrought itself up into a passion. Her people were prompt and

sharp enough to manage the rest, and Osborn was married before he knew

exactly whither he was tending. He was not pleased with himself when he

wakened to face facts. He could only console himself for having been

cleverly led and driven into doing the thing he did not want to do, by

the facts that the girl was interesting and clever and had a good deal

of odd un-English beauty.

It was a beauty so un-English that it would perhaps appear to its

greatest advantage in the contrasts afforded by life in England. She was

so dark, of heavy hair and drooping-lidded eyes and fine grained skin,

and so sinuous of lithe, slim body, that among native beauties she

seemed not to be sufficiently separated by marks of race. She had

tumbled up from childhood among native servants, who were almost her

sole companions, and who had taught her curious things. She knew their

stories and songs, and believed in more of their occult beliefs than any

but herself knew.

She knew things which made her interesting to Alec Osborn, who had a

bullet head and a cruel lower jaw, despite a degree of the ordinary good

looks. The fact that his chances were good for becoming Marquis of

Walderhurst and taking her home to a life of English luxury and

splendour was a thing she never forgot. It haunted her in her sleep. She

had often dreamed of Oswyth Castle and of standing amidst great people

on the broad lawns her husband had described feelingly during tropical

days when they had sat together panting for breath. When there had been

mention made of the remote, awful possibility that Walderhurst might

surrender to the siege laid to him, she had turned sick at the thought.

It made her clench her hands until the nails almost pressed into the

skin of her palms. She could not bear it. She had made Osborn burst into

a big, harsh laugh one day when she had hinted to him that there were

occult things to be done which might prevent ill luck. He had laughed

first and scowled afterwards, cynically saying that she might as well be

working them up.

He had not come out to India followed by regrets and affection. He had

been a black sheep at home, and had rather been hustled away than

otherwise. If he had been a more admirable kind of fellow, Walderhurst

would certainly have made him an allowance; but his manner of life had

been such as the Marquis had no patience with in men of any class, and

especially abhorred in men whom the accident of birth connected with

good names. He had not been lavish in his demonstrations of interest in

the bullet-headed young man. Osborn's personableness was not of a kind

attractive to the unbiassed male observer. Men saw his cruel young jowl

and low forehead, and noticed that his eyes were small. He had a good,

swaggering military figure to which uniform was becoming, and a kind of

animal good looks which would deteriorate early. His colour would fix

and deepen with the aid of steady daily drinking, and his features would

coarsen and blur, until by the time he was forty the young jowl would

have grown heavy and would end by being his most prominent feature.

While he had remained in England, Walderhurst had seen him occasionally,

and had only remarked and heard unpleasant things of him,--a tendency to

selfish bad manners, reckless living, and low flirtation. He once saw

him on the top of a bus with his arm round the waist of an awful,

giggling shop-girl kind of person, who was adorned with tremendous

feathers and a thick fringe coming unfrizzled with the heat and sticking

out here and there in straight locks on her moist forehead. Osborn

thought that the arm business had been cleverly managed with such

furtiveness that no one could see it, but Walderhurst was driving

solemnly by in his respectable barouche, and he found himself gazing

through his monocle directly at his relative, and seeing, from the

street below, the point at which the young man's arm lost itself under

the profusely beaded short cape. A dull flush rose to his countenance,

and he turned away without showing any sign of recognition; but he was

annoyed and disgusted, because this particular kind of blatantly vulgar

bad taste was the sort of thing he loathed. It was the sort of thing

which made duchesses of women who did alluring "turns" at music halls or

sang suggestive songs in comic opera, and transformed into the

chatelaines of ancient castles young persons who had presided at the

ribbon counter. He saw as little as possible of his heir presumptive

after this, and if the truth were told, Captain Alec Osborn was

something of a factor in the affair of Miss Emily Fox-Seton. If

Walderhurst's infant son had lived, or if Osborn had been a refined,

even if dull, fellow, there are ten chances to one his lordship would

have chosen no second marchioness.

Captain Osborn's life in India had not ended in his making no further

debts. He was not a man to put the brake on in the matter of

self-indulgence. He got into debt so long as a shred of credit remained

to him, and afterwards he tried to add to his resources by cards and

betting at races. He made and lost by turn, and was in a desperate state

when he got his leave. He applied for it because he had conceived the

idea that his going home as a married man might be a good thing for him.

Hester, it seemed not at all improbable, might accomplish something with

Walderhurst. If she talked to him in her interesting semi-Oriental way,

and was fervid and picturesque in her storytelling, he might be

attracted by her. She had her charm, and when she lifted the heavy lids

of her long black eyes and fixed her gaze upon her hearer as she talked

about the inner side of native life, of which she knew such curious,

intimate things, people always listened, even in India, where the thing

was not so much of a novelty, and in England she might be a sort of

sensation.

Osborn managed to convey to her gradually, by a process of his own, a

great deal of what he wanted her to do. During the months before the

matter of the leave was quite decided, he dropped a word here and there

which carried a good deal of suggestion to a mind used to seizing on

passing intimations. The woman who had been Hester's Ayah when she was a

child had become her maid. She was a woman with a wide, silent

acquaintance with her own people. She was seldom seen talking to anyone

and seldom seemed to leave the house, but she always knew everything.

Her mistress was aware that if at any time she chose to ask her a

question about the secret side of things concerning black or white

peoples, she would receive information to be relied upon. She felt that

she could have heard from her many things concerning her husband's past,

present, and future, and that the matter of the probable succession was

fully comprehended by her.

When she called her into the room after recovering outwardly from her

hour of desperation, she saw that the woman was already aware of the

blow that had fallen upon the household. What they said to each other

need not be recorded here, but there was more in the conversation than

the mere words uttered, and it was one of several talks held before Mrs.

Osborn sailed for England with her husband.

"He may be led into taking into consideration the fact that he has cut

the ground from under a fellow's feet and left him dangling in the air,"

said Osborn to his wife. "Best thing will be to make friends with the

woman, hang her!"

"Yes, Alec, yes," Hester Osborn answered, just a little feverishly. "We

must make friends with her. They say she is a good sort and was

frightfully poor herself."

"She won't be poor now, hang her!" remarked Captain Osborn with added

fervour. "I should like to break her neck! I wonder if she rides?"

"I'm sure she has not been well enough off to do anything like that."

"Good idea to begin to teach her." And he laughed as he turned on his

heel and began to walk the deck with a fellow passenger.

It was these people Lord Walderhurst had come to prepare her for.

"Maria has told you about them, I know," he said. "I dare say she has

been definite enough to explain that I consider Osborn altogether

undesirable. Under the veneer of his knowledge of decent customs he is a

cad. I am obliged to behave civilly to the man, but I dislike him. If he

had been born in a low class of life, he would have been a criminal."

"Oh!" Emily exclaimed.

"Any number of people would be criminals if circumstances did not

interfere. It depends a good deal on the shape of one's skull."

"Oh!" exclaimed Emily again, "do you think so?"

She believed that people who were bad were bad from preference, though

she did not at all understand the preference. She had accepted from her

childhood everything she had ever heard said in a pulpit. That

Walderhurst should propound ideas such as ministers of the Church of

England might regard as heretical startled her, but he could have said

nothing startling enough to shake her affectionate allegiance.

"Yes, I do," he answered. "Osborn's skull is quite the wrong shape."

But when, a short time after, Captain Osborn brought the skull in

question into the room, covered in the usual manner with neatly brushed,

close-cropped hair, Emily thought it a very nice shape indeed. Perhaps a

trifle hard and round-looking and low of forehead, but not shelving or

bulging as the heads of murderers in illustrated papers generally did.

She owned to herself that she did not see what Lord Walderhurst

evidently saw, but then she did not expect of herself an intelligence

profound enough to follow his superior mental flights.

Captain Osborn was well groomed and well mannered, and his demeanour

towards herself was all that the most conventional could have demanded.

When she reflected that she herself represented in a way the possible

destruction of his hopes of magnificent fortune, she felt almost

tenderly towards him, and thought his easy politeness wonderful. Mrs.

Osborn, too! How interesting and how beautiful in an odd way Mrs. Osborn

was! Every movement of her exceeding slimness was curiously graceful.

Emily remembered having read novels whose heroines were described as

"undulating." Mrs. Osborn was undulating. Her long, drooping, and dense

black eyes were quite unlike other girls' eyes. Emily had never seen

anything like them. And she had such a lonely, slow, shy way of lifting

them to look at people. She was obliged to look up at tall Emily. She

seemed a schoolgirl as she stood near her. Emily was the kind of

mistaken creature whose conscience, awakening to unnecessary remorses,

causes its owner at once to assume all the burdens which Fate has laid

upon the shoulders of others. She began to feel like a criminal herself,

irrespective of the shape of her skull. Her own inordinate happiness and

fortune had robbed this unoffending young couple. She wished that it had

not been so, and vaguely reproached herself without reasoning the matter

out to a conclusion. At all events, she was remorsefully sympathetic in

her mental attitude towards Mrs. Osborn, and being sure that she was

frightened of her husband's august relative, felt nervous herself

because Lord Walderhurst bore himself with unrelated courtesy and kept his

monocle fixed in his eye throughout the interview. If he had let it drop

and allowed it to dangle in an unbiassed manner from its cord, Emily

would have felt more comfortable, because she was sure his demeanour

would have appeared a degree more encouraging to the Osborns.

"Are you glad to be in England again?" she asked Mrs. Osborn.

"I never was here before," answered the young woman. "I have never been

anywhere but in India."

In the course of the conversation she explained that she had not been a

delicate child, and also conveyed that even if she had been one, her

people could not have afforded to send her home. Instinct revealed to

Emily that she had not had many of the good things of life, and that she

was not a creature of buoyant spirits. The fact that she had spent a

good many hours of most of her young days in reflecting on her ill-luck

had left its traces on her face, particularly in the depths of her

slow-moving, black eyes.

They had come, it appeared, in the course of duty, to pay their respects

to the woman who was to be their destruction. To have neglected to do so

would have made them seem to assume an indiscreet attitude towards the

marriage.

"They can't like it, of course," Lady Maria summed them up afterwards,

"but they have made up their minds to lump it as respectably as

possible."

"I am _so_ sorry for them," said Emily.

"Of course you are. And you will probably show them all sorts of

indiscreet kindnesses, but don't be too altruistic, my good Emily. The

man is odious, and the girl looks like a native beauty. She rather

frightens me."

"I don't think Captain Osborn is odious," Emily answered. "And she _is_

pretty, you know. She is frightened of us, really."

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