CHAPTER XXXIII

Sir Robert arrived, as they had been warned, next day. An express came

in the morning, preceding him, to order rooms to be prepared for three

guests--to the great indignation of Katrin, who demanded where she was

expected to get provender for four men, and maybe men-servants into the

bargain, that were worse than their masters, at a moment’s notice. “As

if there was naething to do but put linen on the beds,” she cried. “The

auld man must have gaun gyte. Ye canna make a dinner for Sir Robert and

his gentlemen out of a chuckie and a brace o’ birds frae the moor. If I

had but a hare to make soup o’, or a wheen trout, or a single blessed

thing. You’ll just put the black powny in the cart, Dougal, and ye’ll

gang down yoursel’ to the toun. Sandy! What does Sandy ken? How could I

trust that callant to look after Sir Robert’s denner? You’re nane so

clever yoursel’--but it’s you that shall go, and no another. Man, have

ye no thought of your auld maister and his first dinner when the auld

man comes home?”

“I think of him maybe mair than some folk that have keepit grand goings

on in his auld hoose.”

“_What_ were ye saying?” cried Katrin, fixing him with a commanding eye.

She pronounced this, as I have gently insinuated before, “F’what,” which

gave great force to the sound. “I might have kent,” she cried, with a

toss of her head, “there wasna a man breathing that could hold his

tongue when he thought he had a story to tell!”

“Me--tell a story!” said Dougal in instinctive self-defence. Then he

added: “It a’ depends--on what a man has to tell.”

“Ye’re born traitors, a’ the race o’ ye, from Adam doun!” cried Katrin

in her wrath, “and aye the women to bear the wyte, accordin’ to you.

Tell till ye burst!” she exclaimed with concentrated fury, “and it’s no

me ’ll say a word; but put the powny in the cart and gang doun to the

town, and try what ye can get for my denner. I’ll no have the auld man

starved, no, nor yet shamed afore his freends, nor served with an ill

denner the first night--him that hasna been in his ain auld hoose for

years.”

“Ye’re awfu’ particular about his denner, considering every thing that’s

come and gone, and the care you’ve ta’en of him and his.”

“Yes!” cried Katrin, “I’m awfu’ particular about his denner. Are you

going? or will I have to leave the rooms to settle themselves and go

mysel’?”

Dougal at last obeyed this strong impulsion; but the black powny and the

cart were not for so important a person as Sir Robert’s factotum the day

his master came home. He put Rory into the geeg, and drove down in such

state as was procured by these means, with his countenance full of

unutterable things. He was, indeed, when the little quarrel with Katrin

was over, a man laden with much thought. Dougal had observed not very

clearly, but yet more than he was believed to have observed. His stolid

understanding had been played upon unmercifully by the women, and he had

been taken in many times in respect to Ronald’s presence or absence in

the house. Often it had occurred that he “could have sworn” the visitor

was there when he was not there, and still oftener he could have sworn

the reverse; but at the end of all the tricks and deceptions he was

tolerably clear as to the position of affairs, if he had possessed the

faculty of speech, and sufficient indifference to other motives to have

used it. But Dougal, who was a very simple soul, was held in the grasp

of as great a complication of influences as if he had been the most

subtle and the most self-analyzing. Should he tell Sir Robert what he

had seen and guessed? Sir Robert was his master, and it was Dougal’s

duty, as guardian of the house, to report what had occurred in it. Ay!

but would he shame the house by raising a story that maybe never would

be got at by the right end? For what could he say? That a gentleman from

Edinburgh had been about the place, coming and going by night and by

day; that a person could never tell when he was there and when he wasna

there; and, finally, that it was clear as daylight him and Miss Lily

were “great freends.” Ah, Miss Lily! That brought up again another

series of motives. She was his, Dougal’s, young leddy, by every lawful

tie, the only bairn of the house, the real heir. If Sir Robert, as he

was perfectly capable, were to leave Dalrugas away from her the morn,

she would not a whit the less be the only Ramsay left of the old family,

Mr. James’s daughter, who had been Dougal’s adoration in his youth. Was

he to raise a scandal on Miss Lily--he, her own father’s man? Dougal’s

heart revolted at the thought. And Katrin, that spoiled the lassie, that

could see nothing that was not perfect in her--Katrin would never have a

good word for her man again. She would call him a traitor--that word

that burns and never ceases to wound--like black Monteith that betrayed

the Wallace wight, like---- But Dougal’s courage was not equal to that

anticipation; rather any thing than that, rather flee the country than

that--to betray a bit creature that trusted him, Mr. James’s daughter,

the last Ramsay, a little lass that could not fight for herself. “No

me!” cried Dougal to all the winds that blew. “No me!” he said,

confronting old Schiehallion, as if that tranquil mountain had tempted

him. He shook his fist at the hills and at the world. “No me, no me!” he

said.

I do not believe that Katrin ever was in the least afraid in respect to

Dougal, but a very troubled woman was Katrin that day. She had been in

Ronald Lumsden’s confidence all along, more than his wife knew, and in

her way had abetted him and helped him, though often against her

conscience. Beenie had done the same, but she had not Katrin’s head,

and meekly followed where the other led. They had both been partially

guilty in respect to Marg’ret, a woman introduced into the house by the

clumsiest means, which Lily could have seen through in a moment had she

tried, but whose presence was so great a comfort and relief to the other

two that their eagerness to accede to the artifice by which she was

brought as a guest to Dalrugas was very excusable. “What would you and

me do, Beenie?” Katrin had said, for once acknowledging a situation with

which she was not able to cope. They had been able “to sleep at night,”

as they both said, since _that_ woman was there, and there was nothing

to be said against the woman. She was not troublesome, she was kind, she

knew what she was about. That she was Ronald’s emissary was nothing

against her. She was, on the contrary, an evidence of the husband’s

tender care for his wife; his anxiety that she should have the best and

most costly attention. “And a bonnie penny she will cost him,” the two

women said to themselves. But the events of the last twenty-four hours

had altogether overwhelmed Katrin, and she had not the comfort even of

speaking to any one on the subject, of expressing her horror, her

amazement and dismay, for Beenie was shut up with Lily, whose state was

such that she could not be left alone for a moment. It was well for the

housekeeper that her head was filled with Sir Robert’s dinner and the

airing of the mattresses. It gave her a relief from her heavy thoughts

to drag down the feather beds and turn them over and over before a

blazing fire, though it was August, and the sun blazing hot out of

doors. She worked--as a Highland housekeeper works the day the gentlemen

are to arrive--for the credit of the house and her own. “Would I let

strangers find a word to say, or a thing forgotten, and me the woman in

charge of Dalrugas this mony and mony a year?” she said to herself. And

it did Katrin a great deal of good, as she did not hesitate to

acknowledge. It took off her thoughts.

Sir Robert arrived in the evening with two elderly friends and one

young one, with all their guns and paraphernalia, Sir Robert’s own man

directing every thing, and at least one other man-servant, bringing

dismay to Katrin’s heart. “You will not have more than two or three good

days on my little bit of moor,” the old gentleman had said with proud

humility, “but the neighbors are very friendly, and no doubt my niece

has got a lot of cheerful Highland lassies about her that will enliven

the time for you, my young friend.” The friends, young and old, had

protested their perfect prospective satisfaction with the entertainment

Sir Robert had to offer, none of them believing, as, indeed, he did not

believe himself, his own disparaging account of the moor. They arrived

very dusty in their post-chaise, but in high spirits, the old gentleman

with an excited pleasure in returning to the old house of his fathers,

which he had not seen for years. Perhaps it looked to him small and gray

and chill, as is the wont of old paternal houses when a long-absent

master comes back. He called out almost as soon as he came in sight of

the door, where Dougal was waiting with his bonnet poised on the extreme

edge of his head, on one hair, and Sandy behind him, ready with awe to

follow the directions of the gentlemen’s gentlemen, and carry the

luggage upstairs. “Where is Miss Lily? Where is my niece?” Sir Robert

cried. “Does she not think it worth her trouble to come and meet her old

uncle at the door?”

Katrin came forward from the threshold, within which she had been

lurking, and courtesied to the best of her ability. “You’re welcome, Sir

Robert; you’re awfu’ welcome,” she said; “but Miss Lily, I’m sorry to

say, is just very ill in her bed.”

“Ill in her bed!” cried Sir Robert. “Nonsense! Nonsense! I know that

kind of illness. She is vexed at me for sending her here, and she’s made

up her mind to sulk a little that I may flatter her and plead with her.

You may tell her it won’t do. I’m not that kind of man. I’ll pardon,

maybe, a bonnie lass in all her braws and showing her pleasure in them,

but a sulky, sour young woman---- Eh, Evandale, what were you saying--an

old house? It’s old enough if ye think that to its credit, and bare

enough. Katrin, I hope you’ll be able to make these gentlemen

comfortable in the old barrack, such as it is.”

“I hope so, Sir Robert,” said Katrin. She was relieved that his

animadversions on Lily should be cut short.

And then they mounted the spiral staircase with the worn steps, which in

one or two places were almost dangerous, and which the elder men mounted

very cautiously, one after the other, the loud footsteps of the men

echoing through the place, their deeper voices filling the air.

“Lord bless us all!” Katrin cried within herself, “if they had arrived

ten days ago!” It was a comfort, in the midst of all the trouble, that

Lily was safe in her bed, and, whatever happened, could not be

disturbed.

Sir Robert’s enquiries again next morning after his niece were made late

and after long delay. It was the 12th of August, and unnecessary to say

that Dalrugas was full of sound and hurry from an early hour; the

manufacture and consumption of an enormous breakfast, and the

preparations for the first great day with the grouse, occupying

every-body, so that Katrin herself, though very anxious, had not found a

moment to visit Lily’s room, or even to snatch a moment’s talk with

Beenie over her mistress’s state. “Just the same, and that’s very bad,”

Beenie said, through the half-open door, “and just half out of her wits

with the noise, and no able to understand what it means.” “Oh, it’s a’

thae men!” cried Katrin. “The gentlemen and their grouse, and the others

with the guns and the douges and a’ the rest o’t. Pity me that have not

a moment, that must gang and toil for them and their breakfasts!” When

every thing was ready at last, and the party set out, Sir Robert, whose

shooting days were over, accompanied them to a certain favorite corner

upon Rory, who, though the old gentleman was not a heavy weight,

objected to the unusual length of his limbs and decision of his

proceedings; but he returned to the house shortly after, musing, with a

sigh or two. Perhaps it was a rash experiment to come back after so

many years; his doctor had advised it strongly, giving him much hope

from his native air, the air of the moors and hills, and from the quiet

and regular hours and rule of measured living which he would have no

temptation to transgress. “We must remember we are not so young as we

once were--any of us,” the physician had said, notwithstanding that he

himself was but forty. When a man is old and ailing, and lives too

perilously well, and sees and does too much in the gayer regions of the

land, and is known at the same time to have a castle in the North, an

old patrimony in the Highlands, delightful in August at least, and

probably the best place in the world for him at all times of the year,

such a prescription is easy. “Your native air, Sir Robert, and a quiet

country life.” The 12th of August, a fine day, and already the sharp,

clear report of the guns in the brilliant air, and a sense of company

and enjoyment about, and the moor a great magnificent garden, purple

with heather, is about as cheerful a moment as could be chosen to make a

beginning of such a life. But old Sir Robert, returning from the

beginning of the sport which he was not able to share to his old house,

his Highland castle, which, as he turned toward it in the glorious

sunshine of the morning, looked so gray and pinched and penurious, with

the tower, that was only a high outstanding gable, and the farm

buildings, which had for so long a time been the chief and most

important points of the cluster of buildings to its humble occupants,

had little to make him cheerful. A sharp sensation almost of shame stung

the old man as he realized what his friends must have thought of his

Highland castle. Taymouth and Inverary are castles, and so are the

brand-new houses down the Clyde in which the Glasgow merchants establish

themselves with all the luxuries which money can buy. But where did old

Dalrugas come in, so spare and poor, rising straight out of the moor

without garden or plaisance, not to speak of parks or woods? He smiled

to himself a little sadly at the misnomer. He was wounded in the pride

with which he had regarded that shrunken, impoverished little place--a

pride which he felt now was half ludicrous and yet half pathetic. How

was it that he had not thought so when last he was here, then a mature

man and having passed all the glamour of youth? He shook his head at the

pinched, tall gable, the corbie steps cut so clearly against the blue

sky, the gray line of the bare, blank wall. After all, it was but a poor

house for a family with such pretensions as the Ramsays of Dalrugas--a

poor thing to brag to his Southern friends about. And it was not very

gay. He, who had been a man who loved to enjoy himself, and who had done

so wherever he had been, to come back here in the end of his days to

settle down to the dreariness of the solitary moor and the silence of a

country life--was it not a discipline more than he could bear that

“those doctors” had put him under? Was a year or two more of vegetation

here worth the giving up of all his old gratifications and amusements?

It is hard even upon a man who knows he is old, but does not care to

acknowledge it, to accompany on a pony for a little way his friends, who

are keen for their sport, to set them off on the 12th without being able

to go a step or fire a shot with them. Those doctors--what did they

know? They had probably sent him off, not knowing what more to do for

him, that they might not be troubled with the sight of him dying before

their eyes.

Then, however, there came before Sir Robert, by some more kindly touch

of memory, certain scenes from the old life, when Dalrugas was the

warmest and happiest home in the world, always overflowing with kindly

neighbors and friends of youth. Their names came back to him one by

one--Duffs, Gordons, Sinclairs. Where were they all now? There would be

at least their representatives in all the old places--sons, nay, perhaps

grandsons, of his contemporaries, young asses that would turn up their

noses at a _vieille moustache_; yet perhaps some of the old folk too.

Lily would know; no doubt but Lily would know every one of them. She

would have her partners among the boys and her cronies among the girls.

He felt glad that Lily was here to renew the alliances of the old

place. What had he sent her here for, by-the-bye? Something about a

silly sweetheart that she would not give up, the silly thing. Probably

she would have forgotten his very name by this time, as Sir Robert did;

and there would be another now waiting his sanction. Well, no harm if it

was a fit match for the last Ramsay. He would insist upon that. Somebody

that had gear enough, and good blood, and a proper place in the world.

No other should poor James’s daughter marry; that was one thing sure.

And then he began to think what had become of Lily that she had neither

come to meet him last night nor appeared this morning. Was she bearing

malice? or sulking at her old uncle? He would soon see there was an end

to that. If she was ill, she must have the doctor. If it was but some

silly cold or other, or the headache that a woman sets up at a moment’s

notice, she must get up out of her bed, she must come down stairs.

Self-indulgence was good for nobody, especially at Lily’s age. He would

see her woman, Beenie, who was her shadow, and whom Sir Robert began to

recollect he had not seen any more than Lily herself. And then the

alternative should be given her--the doctor, who would stand no

nonsense, or to get up and put a shawl about her, and nurse her cold by

the fireside, where she could talk to him, and be much better than if

she were in bed. Sir Robert quickened Rory’s paces, and, indeed, as the

pony was nothing loath to reach his stable, appeared at the house with

almost undignified haste to put in immediate operation this plan.

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