VALERIE
"I tell you I saw them led out under my very windows to be shot. Two
and two they marched, with their heads erect, and their gait as haughty
as if they were leading the assault. Thirteen of them in all, and the
oldest not five-and-forty. Oh! woe to the Fatherland!--the best blood
in Hungary was shed on that fearful day,--the gallant, the true-hearted,
who had risen at the first call, and had been the last to fail. Taken
with arms in their hands, forsooth! What should be in a gentleman's
hands but arms at such a time? Oh, that I had but been a man!" The
girl's dark eyes flashed, and her beautiful chiselled nostril dilated as
she threw her head back, and stamped her little foot on the floor. None
of your soft-eyed beauties was Valerie de Rohan, but one who sparkled
and blazed, and took your admiration fairly by storm. Those who are
experienced in such matters affirm that these are the least dangerous of
our natural enemies, and that your regular heart-breaker is the gentle,
smiling, womanly woman, who wins her way into the citadel step by step,
till she pervades it all, and if she leaves it, leaves desolation and
ruin behind her. But of this I am incapable of giving an opinion; all I
know is, Valerie grew soft enough as she went on.
"I knew every man of them intimately; not one but had been my father's
guest--my poor father, even then fined and imprisoned in Comorn for the
manly part he had played. Not one of them but had been at our
'receptions' in the very room from the windows of which I now saw them
marching forth to die; and not one but as he passed me lifted his
unfettered hand to his head, and saluted me with a courtly smile. Last
of all came Adolphe Zersky, my own second cousin, and the poor boy was
but nineteen. I bore it all till I saw him; but when he passed under my
very eyes, and smiled his usual light-hearted smile, and waved his
handkerchief to me, and pressed it to his lips--a handkerchief I had
embroidered for him with my own hands--and called out blithesomely, as
though he were going to a wedding, 'Good-morning, Comtesse Valerie; I
meant to have called to-day, but have got a previous engagement,' I
thought my heart would break. He looked prouder than any of them; I
hardly think he would have been set free if he could. He was a true
Hungarian. God bless him!--I heard the shots that struck them down. I
often dream I hear them now. They massacred poor Adolphe last of
all--he retained his _sang-froid_ to the end. The Austrian officer on
guard was an old schoolfellow, and Adolphe remarked to im with a laugh,
just before they led him out, 'I say, Fritz, if they mean to keep us
here much longer, they really ought to give us some breakfast!'
"Oh, Mr. Egerton, it was a cruel time. I had borne the bombardment well
enough. I had seen our beautiful town reduced to ruins; and I never
winced, for I am the daughter of a Hungarian; but I gave way when they
butchered my friends, and wept--oh, how I wept! What else could I do?
We poor weak women have but our tears to give. Had I _but_ been born a
man!"
Once more Valerie's eye flashed, and the proud, wild look gleamed over
her features; while a vague idea that for same days had pervaded my
brain began to assume a certain form, to the effect that Valerie de
Rohan was a very beautiful woman, and that it was by no means
disagreeable to have such a nurse when one was wounded in body, or such
a friend when one was sick at heart. And she treated me as a _real_
friend: she reposed perfect confidence in me; she told me of all her
plans and pursuits, her romantic ideas, and visionary schemes for the
regeneration of her country, for she was a true patriot; lastly, she
confessed to a keen admiration for my profession as a soldier, and a
tender pity for my wounds. Who would not have such a friend? Who would
not follow with his eyes such a nurse as she glided about his couch?
It is useless to attempt the description of a woman. To say that
Valerie had dark, swimming eyes, and jet-black hair, twisted into a
massive crown on her superb head, and round arms and white hands
sparkling with jewels, and a graceful floating figure, shaped like a
statue, and dressed a little too coquettishly, is merely to say that she
was a commonplace handsome person, but conveys no idea of that subtle
essence of beauty--that nameless charm which casts its spell equally
over the wisest as the weakest, and which can no more be expressed by
words than it can be accounted for by reason. Yet Valerie was a woman
who would have found her way straight to the hearts of most men. It
seems like a dream to look back to one of those happy days of contented
convalescence and languid repose. Every man who has suffered keenly in
life must have felt that there is in the human organisation an
instinctive reaction and resistance against sorrow, a natural tendency
to take advantage of any lull in the storm, and a disposition to deceive
ourselves into the belief that we are forgetting for the time that which
the very effort proves we too bitterly remember. But even this
artificial repose has a good effect. It gives us strength to bear
future trials, and affords us also time for reflections which, in the
excitement of grief, are powerless to arrest us for a moment.
So I lay on the sofa in the drawing-room at Edeldorf, and rested my
wounded leg, and shut my eyes to the future, and drew a curtain (alas,
what a transparent one it was!) over the past. There was everything to
soothe and charm an invalid. The beautiful room, with its panelled
walls and polished floor, inlaid like the costliest marquetry, a perfect
mosaic of the forest; the light cane chairs and brocaded ottomans
scattered over its surface; the gorgeous cabinets of ebony and gold that
filled the spaces between the windows, reflected in long mirrors that
ran from floor to ceiling; the gems of Landseer, reproduced by the
engraver, sparkling on the walls--for the Hungarian is very English in
his tastes, and loves to gaze through the mist at the antlered stag whom
Sir Edwin has captured in the corrie, and reproduced in a thousand
halls; or to rest with the tired pony and the boy in _sabots_ at the
halting-place; or to exchange humorous glances with the blacksmith who
is shoeing that wondrously-drawn bay horse, foreshortened into nature,
till one longs to pat him;--all this created a beautiful interior, and
_from_ all this I could let my eyes wander away, through the half-opened
window at the end, over the undulating park, with its picturesque
acacias, far, far athwart the rich Hungarian plain, till it crossed the
dim line of trees marking the distant Danube, and reached the bold
outline of hills beyond the river, melting into the dun vapours of an
afternoon sky.
And there was but one object to intercept the view. In the window sat
Comtesse Valerie, her graceful head bent over her work, her pretty hands
flitting to and fro, so white against the coloured embroidery, and her
soft glance ever and anon stealing to my couch, while she asked, with a
foreigner's _empressement_, which was very gratifying, though it might
mean nothing, whether I had all I wanted, and if my leg pained me, and
if I was not wearying for Victor's return from the _chasse_?
"And you were here years ago, when I was almost a baby, and I was away
on a visit to my aunt at Pesth. Do you know, I always felt as if we were
old friends, even the first day you arrived with Victor, and were lifted
out of the carriage, so pale, so suffering! Oh, how I pitied you! but
you are much better now."
"How can I be otherwise," was my unavoidable reply, "with so kind a
nurse and such good friends as I find here?"
"And am I _really_ useful to you? and do you think that my care _really_
makes you better? Oh! you cannot think how glad I am to know this. I
cannot be a soldier myself, and bear arms for my beloved country; but I
can be useful to those who have done so, and it makes me so proud and so
happy!"
The girl's colour rose, and her eyes sparkled and moistened at once.
"But I have not fought for Hungary," I interposed, rather bluntly. "I
have no claim on your sympathies--scarcely on your pity."
"Do not say so," she exclaimed, warmly. "Setting apart our regard for
you as my brother's friend, it is our enemy with whom you have been
fighting--our oppressor who has laid you now on a wounded couch, far
from your own country and your friends. Do you think I can tolerate a
Russian? he is but one degree better than an Austrian! And I can
_hate_--I tell you I can hate to some purpose!"
She looked as if she could. What a strange girl she was!--now so soft
and tender, like a gentle ring-dove; anon flashing out into these gleams
of fierceness like a tigress. I was beginning to be a little afraid of
her. She seemed to divine my thoughts, for she laughed merrily, and
resumed, in her usual pleasant voice--
"You do not yet know me, Mr. Egerton. I am a true De Rohan, and we are
as strong in our loves as in our hatreds. Beware of either! I warn
you," she added archly, "we are a dangerous race to friend or foe."
Was this coquetry, or the mere playful exuberance of a girl's spirits?
I began to feel a curious sensation that I had thought I should never
feel again--I am not sure that it was altogether unpleasant.
Valerie looked at me for a moment, as if she expected me to say
something; then bent her head resolutely down to her frame, and went on
in a low, rapid voice--
"We are a strange family, Mr. Egerton, we 'De Rohans'; and are a true
type of the country to which we belong. We are proud to be thought real
Hungarians--warm-hearted, excitable, impatient, but, above all, earnest
and sincere. We are strong for good and for evil. Our tyrants may
break our hearts, but they cannot subdue our spirit. We look forward to
the time which _must_ come at last. 'Hope on, hope ever!' is our motto:
a good principle, Mr. Egerton, is it not?"
As I glanced at her excited face and graceful figure, I could not help
thinking that there must be many an aspiring Hungarian who would love
well to hear such a sentiment of encouragement from such lips, and who
would be ready and willing to hope on, though the ever would be a long
word for one of those ardent, impulsive natures. She worked on in
silence for a few minutes, and resumed.
"You will help us, you English, we all feel convinced. Are you not the
champions of liberty all over the world? And you are so like ourselves
in your manners and thoughts and principles. Tell me, Mr. Egerton, and
do not be afraid to trust me, _is it not true_?"
"Is not _what_ true?" I asked, from the sofa where I lay, apathetic and
dejected, a strange contrast to my beautiful companion.
She went to the door, listened, and closed it carefully, then looked out
at the open window, and having satisfied herself there was not a soul
within ear-shot, she came back close to my couch, and whispered, "An
English prince on the throne of Hungary, our constitution and our
parliaments once more, and, above all, deliverance from the iron yoke of
Austria, which is crushing us down to the very earth!"
"I have never heard of it," said I, with difficulty suppressing a smile
at the visionary scheme, which must have had its origin in some brain
heated and enthusiastic as that of my beautiful companion; "nor do I
think, if that is all you have to look to, that there is much hope for
Hungary."
She frowned angrily.
"Oh!" she answered, "you are cautious, Mr. Egerton: you will not trust
me, I can see--but you might do so with safety. We are all
'_right-thinkers_' here. Though they swarm throughout the land, I do
not believe a Government spy has ever yet set foot within the walls of
Edeldorf; but I tell you, if _you_ will not help us, we are lost. You
laugh to see a girl like me interest herself so warmly about politics,
but with us it is a question of life and death. Women, as well as men,
have all to gain or all to lose. I repeat, if you do not help us we
have nothing left to hope for. Russia will take our part, and we shall
fall open-eyed into the trap. Why, even as enemies, they succeeded in
ingratiating themselves with the inhabitants of a conquered country.
Yes, Hungary was a _conquered country_, and the soldiers of the Czar
were our masters. They respected our feelings, they spared our
property, they treated us with courtesy and consideration, and they
lavished gold with both hands, which was supplied to them by their own
Government for the purpose. It is easy to foresee the result. The next
Russian army that crosses the frontier will march in as deliverers, and
Austria _must_ give way. They are generous in promises, and unequalled
in diplomacy. They will flatter our nobles and give us back our
constitution; nay, for a time we shall enjoy more of the outward symbols
of freedom than have ever yet fallen to our lot. And _merely_ as a
compliment, _merely_ as a matter of form, a Russian Grand-Duke will
occupy the palace at Pesth, and assume the crown of St. Stephen simply
as the guardian of our liberties and our rights. Then will be told once
more the well-known tale of Russian intrigue and Russian pertinacity. A
pretence of fusion and a system of favouritism will gradually sap our
nationality and destroy our patriotism, and in two generations it will
be Poland over again. Well, even that would be better than what we have
to endure now."
"Do you mean to say," I asked, somewhat astonished to find my companion
so inveterate a _hater_, notwithstanding that she had warned me of this
amiable eccentricity in her character,--"do you mean to say that, with
all your German habits and prejudices, nay, with German as your very
mother tongue, you would prefer the yoke of the Czar to that of the
Kaiser?"
She drew herself up, and her voice quite trembled with anger as she
replied--
"The Russians do not beat women. Listen, Mr. Egerton, and then wonder
if you can at my bitter hatred of the Austrian yoke. She was my own
aunt, my dear mother's only sister. I was sitting with her when she was
arrested. We were at supper with a small party of relations and friends.
For the moment we had forgotten our danger and our sorrows and the
troubles of our unhappy country. She had been singing, and was actually
seated at the pianoforte when an Austrian Major of Dragoons was
announced. I will do him the justice to say that he was a gentleman,
and performed his odious mission kindly and courteously enough. At
first she thought there was some bad news of her husband, and she turned
deadly pale; but when the officer stammered out that his business was
with _her_, and that it was his duty to arrest her upon a charge of
treason, the colour came back to her cheek, and she never looked more
stately than when she placed her hand in his, with a graceful bow, and
told him, as he led her away, that 'she was proud to be thought worthy
of suffering for her country.' They took her off to prison that night;
and it was not without much difficulty and no little bribery that we
were permitted to furnish her with a few of those luxuries that to a
lady are almost the necessaries of life. We little knew what was
coming. Oh! Mr. Egerton, it makes my blood boil to think of it. Again,
I say, were I only a _man_!"
Valerie covered her face with her hands for a few seconds ere she
resumed her tale, speaking in the cold, measured tones of one who forces
the tongue to utter calmly and distinctly that which is maddening and
tearing at the heart.
"We punish our soldiers by making them run the gauntlet between their
comrades, Mr. Egerton, and the process is sufficiently brutal to be a
favourite mode of enforcing discipline in the Austrian army. Two
hundred troopers form a double line, at arm's-length distance apart, and
each man is supplied with a stout cudgel, which he is ordered to wield
without mercy. The victim walks slowly down between the lines, stripped
to the waist, and at the pace of an ordinary march. I need hardly say
that ere the unfortunate reaches the most distant files he is indeed a
ghastly object. I tell you, this high-born lady, one of the proudest
women in Hungary, was brought out to suffer that degrading
punishment--to be beaten like a hound. They had the grace to leave her
a shawl to cover her shoulders; and with her head erect and her arms
folded on her bosom, she stepped nobly down the tyrant's ranks. The
first two men refused to strike; they were men, Mr. Egerton, and they
preferred certain punishment to the participation in such an act. They
were made examples of forthwith. The other troopers obeyed their
orders, and she reached the goal bleeding, bruised, and mangled--she,
that beautiful woman, a wife and a mother. Ah! you may grind your teeth,
my friend, and your dog there under the sofa may growl, but it is true,
I tell you, _true_, I saw her myself when she returned to prison, and
she still walked, _so_ nobly, _so_ proudly, like a Hungarian, even then.
Think of our feelings and of those of her own children; think of her
husband's. Mr. Egerton, what would you have done had you been that
woman's husband?"
"Done!" I exclaimed furiously, for my blood boiled at the bare recital
of such brutality, "I would have shot the Marshal through the heart,
wheresoever I met him, were it at the very altar of a church."
Valerie's pale face gleamed with delight at my violence.
"You say well," she exclaimed, clasping her hands together convulsively;
"you say well. Woman as I am, I would have dipped my hands in his
blood. But no, no, revenge is not for slaves like us; we must suffer
and be still. Hopeless of redress, and unable to survive such
dishonour, her husband blew his brains out. What would you have? it was
but a victim the more. But it is not forgotten--no, it is not
forgotten, and the Marshal lives in the hearts of our Hungarian
soldiers, the object of an undying, unrelenting hatred. I will tell you
an instance that occurred but the other day. Two Hungarian riflemen,
scarcely more than boys, on furlough from the army of Italy, were
passing through the town where he resides. Weary, footsore, and hungry,
they had not wherewithal to purchase a morsel of food. The Kaiser does
not overpay his army, and allows his uniform to cover the man who begs
his bread along the road. An old officer with long moustaches saw these
two lads eyeing wistfully the hot joints steaming in the windows of a
_cafe_.
"'My lads,' he said, 'you are tired and hungry, why do you not go in and
dine?'
"'Excellency,' they replied, 'we come from the army of Italy; we have
marched all the way on foot, we have spent our pittance, and we are
starving.'
"He gave them a few florins and bade them make merry; he could not see a
soldier want, he said, for he was a soldier too. The young men stepped
joyfully into the _cafe_, and summoned the waiter forthwith.
"'Do you know,' said he, 'to whom you have just had the honour of
speaking? that venerable old man is Marshal Haynau.'
"The two soldiers rushed from the room; ere the Marshal had reached the
end of the street they had overtaken him; they cast his money at his
feet, and departed from him with a curse that may have been heard in
Heaven, but was happily inaudible at the nearest barrack. So is it with
us all; those two soldiers had but heard of his cruelty, whilst I, I had
stood by and seen her wounds dressed after her punishment. Judge if I
do not _love_ him! But, alas! I am but a woman, a poor weak woman;
what can I do?"
As she spoke, we heard Victor's step approaching across the lawn, and
Valerie was once more the graceful, high-born lady, with her assured
carriage and careless smile. As she took up her embroidery and greeted
her brother playfully, with an air from the last new opera, hummed in
the richest, sweetest voice, who would have guessed at the volcano of
passions concealed beneath that calm and almost frivolous exterior. Are
women possessed of a double existence, that they can thus change on the
instant from a betrayal of the deepest feelings to a display of
apparently utter heartlessness? or are they only accomplished
hypocrites, gifted with no _real_ character at all, and putting on joy
or sorrow, smiles or tears, just as they change their dresses or alter
the trimmings of their bonnets, merely for effect? I was beginning to
study them now in the person of Valerie, and to draw comparisons between
that lady and my own ideal. It is a dangerous occupation, particularly
for a wounded man; and one better indeed for all of us, in sickness or
in health, let alone.