He took up one of the books and read a page or two; but the simple story
could not hold him, and he dropped the volume, and, leaning his head on
his sound arm, stared listlessly at the old-fashioned wall paper. But he
did not see the pattern; the panorama of his own life's story was
passing before him, and it was not at all a pleasing panorama. A life of
pleasure, of absolute uselessness, of unthinking selfishness. What a
dreary pilgrimage it seemed to him, as he lay in the little bedroom,
with the scent of Nell's flowers floating up to him from the garden
beneath, with the sound of the sea, flinging itself against the cliffs,
burring like a giant bumble bee in his ears. If any one had asked him
whether his life had been worth living, he would have answered with a
decided negative; and yet he was young, the gods had been exceeding good
to him in many ways, almost every way, and there was no great sorrow to
cast its shadow over him.
"Pity I didn't break my neck," he muttered. "No one would have
cared--unless it were Luce, and perhaps even she, now----"
He broke off the reverie with a short laugh that was more bitter than a
sigh, and turned his face to the wall.
Doctor Spence, when he paid his visit later in the day, found him thus,
and eyed him curiously.
"Arm's getting on all right, Mr. Vernon," he said; "but the rest of you
isn't improving. I think you'd better get up to-morrow and go
downstairs. I'd keep you here, of course; but lying in bed isn't a
bracing operation, especially when you think; and you think, don't you?"
"When I can't help it," replied Vernon, rather grimly. "I'm glad you
have given me permission to get up; though I dare say I should have got
up without it."
"I dare say," commented the old doctor. "Always have your own way, as a
rule, don't you?"
"Always," assented the patient listlessly.
"Ye-s; it's a bad thing for most men; a very bad thing for you, I should
say. By the way, if you should go downstairs, you must keep quiet----"
"Good heavens, you don't suppose I intend to dance or sing!" broke in
Vernon, with a smile, of irritation.
"No; I mean that you must sit still and avoid any exertion. You'll find
that you are not capable of much in the way of dancing or singing," he
added, with a short laugh. "Try and amuse yourself, and don't--worry."
"Thanks," said Mr. Vernon.
Then, after a pause, he added:
"I must seem an ill-conditioned beast, I'm afraid, doctor; but the fact
is--well, I have been worried lately, and this ridiculous accident
hasn't tended to soothe me."
The doctor nodded.
"Life's too short for worry," he said, with the wisdom of age.
"No, you're right; nothing matters!" assented Mr. Vernon. "Well, I'm
glad I can get up to-morrow. I'll clear out of here as soon as
possible."
"I shouldn't hurry," remarked Doctor Spence. "They're glad enough to
have you."
Vernon nodded impatiently.
"So they say--the boy's been in here this morning--but that's nonsense,
of course."
On his way down the steep village street the doctor met Nell coming up,
with her quick, bright step, and he stopped the gray cob to speak to
her.
"Well, Miss Nell," he said, with a smile twinkling in his keen eyes as
they scanned the beautiful face with the dark tendrils of hair blown
across her brow, beneath her old sailor hat, the clear gray eyes shining
like crystal, the red lips parted slightly with the climb. "Just left
your interesting patient. He'll come down to-morrow. Don't let him fag
himself; and, see here, Nell, try and amuse him."
The gray eyes opened still wider, then grew thoughtful and doubtful, and
the doctor laughed.
"Rather difficult, eh?" he said, reading her thoughts. "Well, I should
say it was somewhat of a large order. But you can play draughts or
cat's-cradle with him, or read, or play the piano. That's the kind of
thing he wants. There's something on his mind, and that's worse than
having a splint on his arm, believe me, Nell."
Nell nodded.
"I thought--that is, I fancied--he looked as if he were in trouble," she
said musingly. "Poor man!"
"Oh, I don't know that he wants your pity," remarked the doctor dryly.
"As a rule, when a man's got something on his mind, he has put it there
himself."
"That does not make it any the better to have," said Nell absently.
"True, Queen Solomon!" he returned banteringly. "There's not much on
your mind, I should imagine?"
Nell laughed, and her frank eyes laughed, too, as she met the quizzical,
admiring gaze of the sharp old eyes.
"What should there be, Doctor Spence?" she responded.
"What, indeed?" he said. "May it be many a day before the black ox
treads on your foot, my dear!"
With a nod, he sent the cob on again, and Nell continued her climb.
Something on his mind! She wondered what it was. Had some one he cared
for died? But if that were so, he would be in mourning. Perhaps he had
lost his money, as her father had done? Well, anyway, she was sorry for
him.
It need scarcely be said that Mrs. Lorton did not permit the interesting
stranger to move from bed to sitting room without a fuss. The most
elaborate preparations were made by Molly, under her mistress'
supervision. The sofa was wheeled to the window, a blanket was warmed
and placed over the sofa, so that the patient might be infolded in it; a
glass of brandy and water was placed on a small table, in case he
should feel faint, and a couple of huge walking sticks were ready for
the support of the patient--as if he had broken his leg as well as his
arm.
"No, remember, please, Eleanor, that there must be no noise; absolute
quiet, Doctor Spence insisted on. He was most emphatic about the
'absolute.' Pull down that blind, Molly; nothing is so trying to an
invalid as a glare of sunlight--and close the window first. There must
be no draft, for a chill in such a case as this might prove fatal.
Fatal! I wonder whether it would be better to light a fire?"
"It is very hot, mamma," ventured Nell, who had viewed the closing of
the window with dismay.
"It may seem hot to you, who are in robust, not to say vulgar, health;
but to one in Mr. Vernon's condition----"
At this moment he was heard coming down the stairs. He walked firmly
though slowly, and it was evident to Nell that he was trying to look as
little like an invalid as possible. He had dressed himself with the
assistance of Dick, who walked behind with a pillow--which he made as if
to throw at Nell, who passed quickly through the hall as they
descended--and, though he looked pale and wan, Mr. Drake Vernon held
himself erect, like a soldier, and began to make light of his accident,
and succeeded in concealing any sign of the irritation which he felt
when Mrs. Lorton fluttered forward with the two sticks and the blanket.
"Thank you--thank you very much; but I don't need them. Put it on? No, I
think I'd better not. I'm quite warm." He looked round the carefully
closed room--Dick's complaining "phew!" was almost audible behind him.
"No, I won't have any brandy, thanks."
"Are you sure, quite sure, you do not feel faint? I know what it is to
rise from a sick bed for the first time, Mr. Vernon, and I can enter
into your feelings perfectly."
"Not at all--not at all; I mean that I'm not at all faint," he said
hastily; "and I'm quite strong, quite."
"Let me see you comfortably range," said Mrs. Lorton, who was persuaded
that she had hit upon a French word for "arranged." "Then I will get you
some beef tea. I have made it with my own hands."
"It's to be hoped not!" said Dick devoutly, as she fluttered out.
"Molly's beef tea is bad enough; but mamma's----What shall I do with the
pillow?"
"Well, you might swallow it, my dear boy," said Mr. Vernon, with a short
laugh. "Anything but put it under me. Good heavens! Any one would think
I was dying of consumption! But it is really very kind."
"All right; I'll take it upstairs again," said Dick cheerfully. But he
met Nell in the passage. There was the sound of a thud, a clear, low
voice expostulating, and a girl's footstep on the stairs, as Nell,
smoothing her hair, carried up the pillow.
When she came down Mrs. Lorton met her.
"Get some salt, Eleanor, and take it in to Mr. Vernon. And please say,
if he should ask for me, that I'm making him some calf's-foot jelly."
Nell took in the salt. Mr. Vernon rose from the sofa on which he had
seated himself, and bowed with a half-impatient, half-regretful air.
"I'm too ashamed for words," he said. "Why did you trouble? The beef tea
is all right."
"It's no trouble," said Nell. "Are you comfortable?"
"Quite--quite," he replied; but for the life of him he could not help
glancing at the window.
Nell suppressed a smile.
"Isn't it rather hot?" she said.
"Now you mention it, I--I think it is, rather," he assented. "I'll open
the window."
"No, no," said Nell. "I'll do it; you'll hurt your arm."
She opened the window.
"If--if there was a chair," he said hesitatingly. "I'm not used to a
sofa--and--I'm afraid you'll think me very ungrateful! Let me get the
chair. Thanks, thanks!" as she swiftly pulled the sofa out of the way
and put an easy-chair in its place.
"You see, it will be a change to sit up," he said apologetically.
Nell nodded. She quite understood his dislike of the part of interesting
invalid.
"And there's really nothing the matter with me, don't you know," he said
earnestly; "nothing but this arm, which doesn't exactly lame me. Won't
you sit down?"
Nell hesitated a moment, then took a chair at the other side of the
window.
"You've a splendid view here," he remarked, staring steadily out of the
window, for he felt rather than saw that the girl was a little shy--not
shy, but, rather, that she scarcely knew what to say.
"Oh, yes," she assented, in a voice in which there was certainly no
shyness. "There is a good view from all the windows; we are so high.
Won't you have your beef tea?"
"Certainly. I'd forgotten it. Don't get up. I'll----"
But Nell had got up before he could rise. As she brought the tray to him
he glanced up at her. He had been staring at the bedroom wall paper for
some days, and perhaps the contrast offered by Nell's fresh, young
loveliness made it seem all the fresher and more striking. There was
something in the curve of the lips, in the expression of the gray eyes,
a "sweet sadness," as the poet puts it, which impressed him.
"It's very good to be down again," he said. She had not gone back to her
chair, but leaned in the angle of the bay window, and looked down at the
village below. "I seem to have been in bed for ages."
She nodded.
"I know. I remember feeling like that when I got up after the measles,
years ago."
"Not many years ago," he suggested, with a faint smile.
"It seems a long time ago to me," said Nell. "I remember that for weeks
and months after I got well I hated the sight and smell of beef tea and
arrowroot. And Doctor Spence--your doctor, you know--gave me a glass of
ale one day, and stood over me while I drank it. He can be very firm
when he likes, not to say obstinate."
Mr. Vernon listened to the musical voice, and looked at the slim,
girlish figure and spirituelle face absently; and when there fell a
silence he showed no disposition to break it. It was difficult to find
anything to talk about with so young and inexperienced a girl, and it
was almost with an air of relief that he turned as Mrs. Lorton entered.
"And how do you feel now?" she asked, with bated breath. "Weak and
faint, I'm afraid. I know how exhausting one feels the first time of
getting down. Eleanor, I do hope you have not been tiring Mr. Vernon by
talking too much."
Mr. Vernon struggled with a frown.
"Miss Lorton has scarcely said two words," he said. "I assure you, my
dear madame, that there is absolutely nothing the matter with me, and
that--that I could stand a steam phonograph."
"I am so glad!" simpered Mrs. Lorton. "I have brought this week's
_Society News_. I thought it might amuse you if I read some of the
paragraphs--Eleanor, I think you might read them. Don't you think
indolence is one of the greatest sins of the day, Mr. Vernon?" she broke
off to inquire.
Vernon smiled grimly, and glanced at Nell, who colored under the amused
expression in his eyes.
"I dare say it is," he said. "Speaking for myself, I can honestly say
that I never do anything unless I am compelled."
Nell laughed, her short, soft laugh; but Mrs. Lorton was not at all
discomfited.
"That is all very well for a man, though I am sure you do yourself an
injustice, Mr. Vernon; but for a young girl! I think you will find
something interesting on the third page, under the heading of 'Doings of
the Elite,' Eleanor."
Nell took the paper--the journal she especially detested, and Dick never
failed to mock at--and glanced at Mr. Vernon; but he looked straight
before him, down at the jetty below; and, not shyly, but, with a kind of
resignation, she began:
"'Lord and Lady Bullnoze have gone on a visit to the Countess of
Crowntires. Her ladyship is staying at the family seat, Cromerspokes,
which is famous for its old oak and stained glass. It is not generally
known that Lady Crowntires inherited this princely estate from her aunt,
the Duchess of Bogshire.'"
"A most beautiful place," commented Mrs. Lorton. "I've seen a photograph
of it--a private photograph."
Nell looked appealingly and despairingly at Mr. Vernon, but his face was
perfectly impassive; and, smothering a sigh, she went on:
"'Lord Pygskin will hunt the Clodford hounds next season. His lordship
has been staying at Blenheim for some weeks, recovering from an attack
of the gout. It is said that his engagement with the charming and
popular Miss Bung has been broken off.'"
"Dear me! How sad!" murmured Mrs. Lorton. "I am always so sorry to hear
of these broken engagements of the aristocracy. Miss Bung--I think it
said last week--is the daughter of the great brewer. Poor girl! it will
be a blow for her!"
Not a smile crossed the impassive face; Nell thought that perhaps he was
not listening, but she went on mechanically:
"'The marriage of the Earl of Angleford has caused quite a flutter of
excitement among the elite. His lordship, as our readers are aware, is
somewhat advanced in years, and had always been regarded as a confirmed
bachelor----'"
At this point Nell became aware that the dark eyes had turned from the
window to her face, and she paused and looked up. There was a faint dash
of color on Mr. Vernon's cheeks, and a tightening of the lips. It seemed
to Nell, judging by his expression, that he had suddenly become
impatient of the twaddle, and she instantly dropped the paper on her
lap. But Mrs. Lorton was enjoying herself too much to permit of such an
interruption.
"Why do you stop, Eleanor?" she inquired. "It is most interesting. Pray,
go on."
Nell again glanced at Mr. Vernon, but his gaze had returned to the
window, and he shrugged his shoulders slightly, as if he were
indifferent, as if he could bear it.
----"'A confirmed bachelor,'" resumed Nell, "'and his sudden and
unexpected marriage must have been a surprise, and a very unpleasant
surprise to his family; especially to his nephew, Lord Selbie, who is
the heir presumptive to the title and estates. We say "presumptive,"
because in the event of the earl being blessed with a son and heir of
his own, Lord Selbie will, of course, not inherit the title or the vast
lands and moneys of the powerful and ancient family.'"
"How disappointed he must be!" said Mrs. Lorton, sympathetically.
"Really, such a marriage should not be permitted. What do you think, Mr.
Vernon?"
Mr. Vernon started slightly, and looked at the weak and foolish face as
if he scarcely saw it.
"Why not!" he said, rather curtly. "It's a free country, and a man may
marry whom he pleases."
"Yes, certainly; that is, an ordinary man--one of the middle class; but
not, certainly not, a nobleman of Lord Angleford's rank and position.
How old did it say he is, Eleanor?"
"It doesn't say, mamma," replied Nell.
"Ah, well, I know he is quite old; for I remember reading a paragraph
about him a few weeks ago. They were describing the ancestral home of
the Anglefords--Anglemere, it is called; one of the historic houses,
like Blenheim and Chatsworth, you know. And this poor Lord Selbie, the
nephew, will lose the title and everything. Dear me! how interesting! Is
there anything more about him?'
"Oh, yes; a great deal more," said Nell despairfully.
"Then pray continue--that is, if Mr. Vernon is not tired; though,
speaking from experience, there is nothing so soothing as being read
to."
Mr. Vernon did not look as if he found the impertinent paragraphs in the
_Society News_ particularly soothing, but he said:
"I'm not at all tired. It's very interesting, as you say. Please go on,
Miss Lorton."
Nell looked at him doubtfully, for there was a kind of sarcasm in his
voice. But she took up the parable.
"'Lord Selbie is, in consequence of this marriage of his uncle, the
object of profound and general sympathy; for, as the readers must be
aware, he is a persona grata in society----' What is a persona grata?"
Nell broke off to inquire.
"Lord knows!" replied Mr. Vernon grimly. "I don't suppose the bounder
who wrote these things does."
Mrs. Lorton simpered.
"It's Italian, and it means that he is very popular, a general
favorite."
"Then why don't they say so?" asked Nell, in a patiently disgusted
fashion. "'Is a persona grata in society. He is strikingly
handsome----'"
Mr. Vernon's lips curved with something between a grin and a sneer.
--"'And of the most charming manners.'"
"Who writes this kind of rot?" he muttered.
"'Since his first appearance in the circles of the London elite, Lord
Selbie has been the cynosure of all eyes. To quote Hamlet again, he may
truthfully be described as the "glass of fashion and the mould of form."
His lordship is also a good all-round sportsman. He spent two or three
years traveling in the Rockies and in Africa, and his exploits with the
big game in both countries are well known. Like most young men of his
class, Lord Selbie was rather wild at Oxford, and displayed a certain
amount of diablerie in London during his quite early manhood. He is a
splendid whip, and his four-in-hand was eclipsed by none other in the
club. Lord Selbie is also an admirable horseman, and has won several
cups in regimental races.'
"That is the end of that paragraph," said Nell, stifling a yawn, and
glancing longingly through the window at the sea dancing in the
sunlight. "Do you want any more?"
"Is there any?" asked Mr. Vernon grimly. "If so, we'd better have it,
perhaps."
"Certainly," said Mrs. Lorton. "If there is anything I dislike more than
another, it is incomplete information. Go on Eleanor."
Nell sighed and took up the precious paper again.
"'As is well known'--they always say that, because it flatters the
readers, I suppose," she went on parenthetically--"'Lord Selbie is a
"Lord" in consequence of his father, Mr. Herbert Selbie, the famous
diplomatist, having been created a viscount; but, though he bears this
title, we fancy Lord Selbie cannot be well off. The kind of life he has
led since his advent in society must have strained his resources to the
utmost, and we should not be far wrong if we described him as a poor
man. This marriage of his uncle, the Earl of Angleford, must, therefore,
be a serious blow to him, and may cause his complete retirement from the
circles of _ton_ in which he has shone so brilliantly. Lord Selbie, as
we stated last week, is engaged to the daughter of Lord Turfleigh.'"
Nell dropped the paper and struggled with a portentous yawn.
"Thank you very much, Miss Lorton," said Mr. Vernon politely, with a
half smile on his impassive face. "It is, as Mrs. Lorton says, very
interesting."
Nell stared at him; then, seeing the irony in his eyes and on his lips,
smiled.
"I thought for the moment that you meant it," she said quietly.
Mrs. Lorton heard, and sniffed at her.
"My dear Eleanor, what do you mean?" she inquired stiffly. "Of course,
Mr. Vernon is interested. Why should he say so if he were not? I'm
afraid, Eleanor, that you are of opinion that nothing but fiction has
any claim on our attention, and that anything real and true is of no
account. I may be old-fashioned and singular, but I find that these
small details of the lives of our aristocracy are full of interest, not
to say edifying. What do you think, Mr. Vernon?"
He had been gazing absently out of the window, but he pulled himself
together, and came up to the scratch with a jerk.
"Certainly, certainly," he said.
Mrs. Lorton smiled triumphantly.
"You see, Eleanor, Mr. Vernon quite agrees with me. I must go and see if
Molly has put the jelly in the window to cool. Meanwhile, Mr. Vernon may
like you to continue reading to him."
Mr. Vernon rose to open the door for her--Nell noticed the act of
courtesy--then sank down again.
"You don't want any more?" she said, looking at the paper on her knee.
"No, thanks," he said.
She tossed it onto a chair at the other end of the room.
"It is the most awful nonsense," she said, with a girlish frankness.
"Why did you tell mamma that it was interesting?"
He met the direct gaze of the clear gray eyes, and smiled.
"Well--as it happened--it was," he said.
The clear gray eyes opened wider.
"What! All this gossip about the Earl of Angleford, and his nephew, Lord
Selbie?"
He looked down, then raised his eyes, narrowed into slits, and fixed
them above her head.
"I fancy it's true--in the main," he said, half apologetically.
"Well, and if it is," she retorted impatiently, "of what interest can it
be to us? We don't know the Earl of Angleford, and don't care a button
that he is married, and that his nephew is--what do you
say?--disinherited."
"N-o," he admitted.
"Very well, then," she said triumphantly. "It is like reading the doings
of people living in the moon."
"The moon is a long ways off," he ventured.
"Not farther from us than the world in which these earls and lords have
their being," she retorted. "It all seems so--so impertinent to me,
when I am reading it. Of what interest can the lives of these people be
to us, to me, Nell Lorton? I never heard of Lord Angleford, and
Lord--what is it?--Lord Selbie, before; did you?"
He glanced at her, then looked fixedly through the window.
"I've heard of them--yes," he said reluctantly.
"Ah, well, you are better informed than I am," said Nell, laughing
softly. "There's Dick; he's calling me. Do you mind being left? He will
make an awful row if I don't go out."
"Certainly not. Go by all means!" he said. "And thank you for--all the
trouble you have taken."
Nell nodded and hurried out, and Mr. Vernon leaned back and bit at his
mustache thoughtfully, not to say irritably.
"I feel like a bounder," he muttered. "Why the blazes didn't I give my
right name? I wonder what they'd say--how that girl would look--if I
told them that I was the Lord Selbie this rag was cackling about? Shall
I tell them? No. It would be awkward now. I shall be gone in a day or
two, and they needn't know."