Mrs. Hugh Greene arrived with a characteristic absence of fuss and
impedimenta. She greeted Miss Dorset in the hall with a friendly
smile, chatted to her for a moment and then said:
"I'll find Mrs. Greene in the drawing-room, I suppose?"
"Wouldn't you like to take your coat off, and have a little rest?"
suggested Miss Dorset.
"No thank you. I'm not tired; it's nothing of a journey; less than
two hours in the train."
Mrs. Hugh spoke briskly and appeared quite fresh and trim in her
small, old-fashioned hat and the neat dark coat and skirt of a mode
which she had first worn ten years ago, and had simply caused to be
repeated ever since.
Eight years younger than her sister-in-law, she was at a different
stage of life; still active and independent, able to make plans,
carry out her arrangements, and work indefatigably in her garden
regardless of wind and weather. Miss Dorset, however, looking at her
with an eye trained by experience to note each subtle stage of
increasing frailty, thought that Mrs. Hugh was beginning to show her
age, and watching her walk through to the drawing-room she decided
that her air of youthfulness was deceptive; it was more an effect of
manner than of physique. Later, when she rejoined the two old ladies
for tea, she was confirmed in her opinion. They were both quite
definitely old ladies; one apparently well, the other obviously in
broken health, but certainly of the same generation.
She placed a little table beside each of their chairs and busied
herself with the tea things.
As she poured out, she was keenly aware of Mrs. Greene's mood,
sensitive to the incisive alertness of her speech without actually
hearing what she was saying. All this expenditure of energy would
have to be paid for by extra rest. Mrs. Greene's personality might
over-ride her bodily ills and lend her a moment of spurious strength,
but the consequent nervous reaction would be all the more merciless.
Miss Dorset sighed as she refilled the tea cups. The alternatives
were so clear. Mrs. Greene could either relax her grip on life and
slide into a state of comfortable coma, with no ups and down, no
painful efforts and no particular alleviations, or she could live on
for a few years paying a heavy toll for her good moments in hours of
depression and physical malaise. There was no choice; the first was
temperamentally impossible.
Miss Dorset sighed again, and then resolutely set herself to join in
the conversation.
Mrs. Greene's expression was so deliberately blank as to be
provocative.
"Yes," she was saying, "Jessica and Hugh get home on Tuesday, but I
shan't be seeing them till the party on Friday, I expect."
"What party do you mean?" asked Mrs. Hugh innocently.
"Oh, you haven't had your invitation yet?" Mrs. Greene replied with
feigned surprise. "Well, it's a little dinner Edith is giving for
the six Mrs. Greenes. It will be so nice to have a reunion that we
can all enjoy."
Mrs. Hugh looked aghast.
"I never heard you say anything so fantastic in all your life," she
said decisively. "You may have something in common with your
daughters-in-law, but I certainly have not. I never agree with
Edith, and I disapprove of Dora."
"I knew you would say that," said Mrs. Greene triumphantly. "You've
got some sense, Sarah. It's a shocking plan, but when Edith gets an
idea into her head you know very well nothing will get it out again."
"Do you mean to say you're taking the trouble to go up to town just
to fall in with a whim of Edith's?"
Mrs. Greene looked a little helpless, and Miss Dorset interposed
quickly.
"Mr. Rodney is coming in the car to fetch Mrs. Greene. He is very
anxious to have her up in town again, even if it's only for a night."
Mrs. Hugh's rather stern face softened.
"Rodney is a good boy," she said. "You know, Margaret, the last time
I saw him it struck me that he was looking very like Geoffrey did at
that age."
"Do you think so?" asked Mrs. Greene eagerly. "I sometimes see it,
and then sometimes I can't see it, but I think Hugh is very like his
grandfather."
"Not nearly so good-looking. Geoffrey was very good-looking,
Margaret; he had a fine scholarly head."
"Hugh was handsome, too, Sarah. We were two fine couples in the old
days. Lavinia is like what I used to be."
"Yes, I think she is," agreed Mrs. Hugh. "And Martin is a nice
little boy, and very sensibly brought up. Tell me, Margaret," she
asked suddenly, "does it make you feel different to be a
great-grandmother? You're at the head of such a long line and I'm so
isolated in a way."
She broke off, and then added before Mrs. Greene had time to answer.
"Not that I'm not fond of Rodney and my own nephew Roger. Only not
having children and children's children makes me feel a little
stranded sometimes now that my own generation has ebbed away and left
me high and dry."
Mrs. Greene looked at her intently.
"I didn't know you felt like that, Sarah," she said. "But I tell you
this. At our age children are very little use. It's Geoffrey I
think of all the time, and I don't doubt but that Hugh is nearly
always in your mind.
"That's quite true," answered Mrs. Hugh simply. "I think it's only
natural that such happy marriages as ours were, should remain green
in our minds. I've never grown acclimatised to life without him.
Somehow familiar things don't seem so familiar."
Silence fell and Miss Dorset looked at the two quiet figures whose
silence covered so adequately their pain and rebellion.
"If you would care for a little rest before dinner, I think perhaps
we ought to go upstairs now," she suggested.
Mrs. Greene got up, waving away the proffered arm, which she would
accept only in the absence of visitors.
"Take Mrs. Hugh to her room," she ordered. "Sarah, we've put you in
the front room because of the view; the trees are lovely just now."
"I'm sure they are; it gave me quite a pang to leave Lynton even for
a week," said Mrs. Hugh conversationally as she left the room in the
wake of Miss Dorset.
Left alone Mrs. Greene walked with difficulty over to the window.
When Miss Dorset came back she found her standing there, a small
crumpled figure, darkly outlined against the orange curtains, gazing
at the gathering dusk with the inscrutability of her many years
carved round her mouth, but with a mysteriously youthful speculation
alight in her eyes.
V
Dinner was a meal of some ceremony.
The two old ladies sat at either end of the table with Miss Dorset at
Mrs. Greene's right, ready to help if her unsteady hands proved
unequal to the task of cutting her meat, or raising her wine glass,
which she insisted on having filled to the precisely correct level.
Mrs. Greene, in spite of all her modern outlook, had retained in many
ways an old-fashioned eye, and she had never been able to accustom
herself to the fashion for bare tables. It struck her as slightly
barbaric; not in keeping with the solemn tradition that had built
itself up around the ritual of dinner, a tradition that to her mind
necessitated the use of fine linen, heavy silver, and good china.
Candle-light, too, was abhorrent to her. The flicker of each
separate candle, and the alternate dark patches and uncertain pools
of light on the table which she considered should be illuminated by a
steady radiance, suggested to her something slightly decadent and
certainly grotesque. So the table was lit from directly above, by a
round brass fitting, each of whose five globes was covered by a rose
silk shade. This, with sconces on every wall, effectively dissipated
the gloominess of the severe shadowy room.
This evening one of the finest damask cloths with inlets of lace at
each corner had been put on in honour of Mrs. Hugh, and the heavy
silver bowl in the centre with its four attendant silver vases
arranged diamond-wise contained the last poor blooms from the garden,
mixed with leaves whose colours ranged from saffron through orange
and russet to flaming scarlet.
It was in keeping with Mrs. Greene's love of formality that the
conversation at dinner should run along prescribed lines. General
topics of any sort, trivial or abstruse, she welcomed--but forbade
anything of a personal nature to be discussed; gossip must be kept
for the drawing-room. This was sometimes a severe trial to Miss
Dorset who at the end of a wearisome day found herself forced to
eschew just those comfortable irrelevances which were all that
occurred to her tired mind.
Mrs. Hugh, however, like Mrs. Greene, was of that self-effacing
generation of women that had been brought up to make conversation at
dinner with the sole purpose of entertaining the gentlemen, and she
perfectly understood why clothes and personalities were permissible
in one room and taboo in another.
Accordingly throughout the meal the two old ladies were accustomed to
exchange a number of superficial generalisations which both were too
fatigued to pursue.
Mrs. Greene's single moment of animation was also one of indignation.
"You've not drunk your sherry," she said crossly. "It's still the
sherry that Geoffrey laid down and I've got enough palate left to
know that it's good. Why don't you drink it?"
"You know I never care much about wine," Mrs. Hugh replied, "I think
the only thing I really enjoy is a glass of good claret."
Mrs. Greene smiled.
"I remembered that," she said. "I told them to bring up a bottle of
the Pontet Canet. We had some up last time Rodney was here, and it's
got a beautiful bouquet."
"I shall enjoy that, Margaret," said Mrs. Hugh. "You know I've never
had to add anything to the cellar since Hugh died. Sometimes I've
been very sorry to think of the 1906 Veuve Clicquot going past it's
best; in fact once or twice I've thought of giving it to one of the
young couples, but young people don't seem to have cellars nowadays."
"That's true." Mrs. Greene's assent was a little morose. "They
don't go in for anything so permanent. If they want something to
drink they just ring up a shop and order a few bottles."
"There have been great changes in the last twenty years," reflected
Mrs. Hugh. "Some for the worse, no doubt, and many for the better,
but I confess I no longer find myself able to adapt very readily.
I'm too old to change."
This was dangerously like an expression of personal feeling and Mrs.
Hugh hastily covered her tracks by asking Mrs. Greene's opinion of a
new book of travel.
Dinner progressed slowly. The pheasant appeared, three small slices
of breast were eaten by the three ladies, it was removed and the
peach tart took its place. Mrs. Hugh, for courtesy's sake, toyed
with a minute piece of pastry, Miss Dorset enjoyed a reasonable
helping, but Mrs. Greene lacked the energy even to taste it. It was
succeeded by a savoury, which again for courtesy's sake all three
ladies made an effort to eat.
At last the interminable meal was ended. A little food had been
eaten, a little wine drunk, and a prolonged exhibition of fortitude
and good manners had been given by Mrs. Greene, whose weakness
clamoured for the easy comfort of a tray by the fire, but whose
instincts and training drove her to endure the full ceremony
prescribed by the laws of good society.
She was very tired when they went through to the drawing-room. She
sat relaxed and huddled in her armchair, stretching out her chill
hands to the fire, which leaped and spluttered.
"The logs are green," she said dreamily. "But I like to hear them
hiss like that."
"I like all country sounds and sights," answered Mrs. Hugh.
"That's what you live on, Sarah, I understand very well; Lynton is
what you live on from day to day; and you've got Hugh and your past
for a background."
There was a pause, broken presently by Mrs. Hugh who spoke quickly
and jerkily in her insistency.
"I find Lynton very lovely," she said. "It's to satisfying and
complete. I turn over the earth and take out things and plant other
things, and they grow and flower, and when they die, I plant
something else. And it all goes on round and round, so that I feel
quite confident that beauty renews itself even if it doesn't last,
and so I'm able to be happy."
Her credo ended abruptly.
"We're optimists, Sarah," said Mrs. Greene. "You know, only this
morning I was thinking something like that, but I don't remember now
what it was. I forget things; I forget the simplest things
sometimes."
"Don't let that worry you," advised Mrs. Hugh, gently. "We all
forget things when we're tired."
"I worry when I'm tired," confided Mrs. Greene. "Everything worries
me; the thought of Edith's party next week worries me. I don't feel
I can face it."
She relapsed into silence. In the glow of the fire her face looked
pinched and wan. Suddenly it sharpened into irritation.
"I must go to bed, Sarah," she said. "I'm sorry to leave you so
early, but I've talked enough for to-night, and I'll see you in the
morning."
She stood up, tremulous and uncertain.
"Miss Dorset," she called querulously, "help me to bed, Miss Dorset,
I'm tired."